Wednesday 28 February 2024

The ego of self, imaged

 The ego of self, imaged


The ego of social masking can be observed as a way of seeming to join without really meeting.
Its characteristic function runs evasion & fear of intimacy of being. Thus it offers a realm of substitution in which bodies are used as masks and distancing - so as to permit reducing aspects of masking or distance subject to terms and conditions of avoidance. Can you see the pattern?

This can be represented (eg: Plato’s Cave) as a screen projection of dissociation from unowned, unhealed conflict. Conflict is then used as the lens for the projection of a virtual model of invested ‘reality-adjustment’ or control. Guilt operates as the basis for exclusion or withdrawal of support, as a covert identity of agreement to separate - or rather NOT to extend or accept intimacy of true presence.
So isolation and lack are drivers of a realm set for ‘getting’ life from ‘others’.

But “I am come that ye might have life more abundant” signifies the re-cognition of love in place of ‘self-justified hatreds’ rationalised as all the valid, provable reasons to be suspicious, withholding, and thus seek & find ‘what’s ‘wrong’ with everything as a pre-emptive denial of an Innocence of being that is thus masked over and distanced by layers of nested defences that set ‘rabbit-holes’ of infinite diversion - and thus serve as defence against knowing our Self or another in truth - with nothing added nor taken away. Such is an Innocence of being that stands prior to the generation of guilted conflicts of a house divided against itself.
“Before Abraham was I Am” is not a personal claim to specialness, but an undoing of self-specialness to the wellspring of Infinite Potentials of which everything is a unique expression - but unrecognised as such through a glass darkly.


 

 

(These reflections came up in context of an interview with Mattias Desmett)

about truth & honesty as ethical principles, at the transhumanism panel.

Monday 26 February 2024

Participance is felt, known and shared as qualities of being

Participance is felt, known and shared as qualities of being

 in response to the themes in:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MeQta2Io77c

(Barfield held that the evolution or unfolding of consciousness underlies the 'world' we then experience and believe real as its result or fruit) 


Participance in God's Mind is not optional!
Consciousness of integral inherence is - or rather can be framed and masked over - by a shared focus in accepted definitions of meaning as significance. Such is a symbol or image of the Word going forth, which is one with its fruits be-lived.
The Word of God is Creation - but not in the sense of our own object-thinking of self set over and apart from it fruits.
To have (knowing as being) give all to all - can be also pointed to in the phrase 'judge not'.
The lines of an alloyed human framework of mis-creation are through imaged idea constructs as the lens through which we think to know, to live under the terms & conditions of a split mind that knows not what it does, as a means to 'become' in its own image. This operates a counterpoint for developing consciousness in bounded & bonded terms, as if the meanings we gave are locked down and lockstepping as a masking reality that 'wont come off - nor can be escaped from within its own predicates.
The developing consciousness has a segregative movement as a 'self-will' operating blind ("I Want It Thus!") to the re integrative movement of healing, undoing and releasing as acceptance & appreciation for being.
True resonance is to breathe as one with and within the breath that moves over the waters enlivening all that is. We behold it is very Good! as revealing love of which we are uniquely 'signatured' as all that we are, given & received as one.
The Prodigal does not receive punishment for the mis-taking of a false inheritance, but its own conflicts serve the re-Cognition of Father as a basis for living service without terms and conditions of assumed 'entitlement'. So as to be repurposed from the ego of a driven self-image to a willingness of receiving wholeness into conscious awareness such as to serve the re-integrative inclusion of a segregative 'lost sheep' that can not but follow a mind set of masking defences raised against fear of pain of loss, to make a world set over and against reliving Separation trauma by casting out to Get Rid of - rather than to sow & reap.
Girard identified the sacrificial nature of a masking social order predicated upon attack on God (& thus His Son). A Course in Miracles identifies this can only occur in concept or symbol acted out on the mind's use of bodies (image & form) as substitute for real or indeed holy relationships.
To become lost in or phished by our own image is Narcissus. Are we by default consenting to becoming an in-silico 'flower' as the logical outcome of ancient hates set in overriding defences against 'loss of a self' set by grievance?
If unconsciousness needs war to maintain conflicts by which to boost defences can it ever deliver more than a temporary illusion of escape in solutions that compound the problem in terms that cannot then be addressed where it is - in our heart?

Thursday 22 February 2024

An unhealthy pursuit of magical health

An unhealthy pursuit
of magical health

 

 Written into the themes of

https://drsambailey.substack.com/p/drs-bailey-q-and-a-16-february-2024/

(Various Q&A on health in the context of re-evaluation after global medical fraud).

 

Whatever we seek and use to magically relieve or 'scape us from unhealed, unowned/denied fears, shames, relational guilt-conflicts &etc

(which can also run collectively in families and cultures)

is used to mask over as a controlled, ruled fear of life running 'out of control' - resulting in the reliving the pain or terror of past trauma or separation conflicts.

Loss of a felt connectedness is a dissociating fragmentation reframed under All the king’s horses and all the king’s men - (a modelling of externally ruled life as core survival set to regain a lost golden age or pre-separation state).

BUT- this casting out of the unwanted, hated or feared as if to GET RID of it, runs the casting director of its unconscious projection Out and Away from a core sense of masking control - presenting both to ourself and to others for reinforcement - to run invisibly as sense of pre-emptive self protection to a life & world framed by fear & threat.

The honeymoon effect is a temporary hit of release and relief from underlying issues until they resurface as conflicts within the arenal of the 'solution'.

This pattern of self-evasion runs to the core of our current sense of self, life and world, and can be seen as a compounding of debts that become toxic conflicts of polarised charge, that operate polarising separations of psychic identity running out of control - in both senses of that meaning. Running out of time and space by which to prevaricate, procrastinate or evade the power of decision as a mind-masking conflict set in a frame of guilting judgements or grievance.

Losing face or presentation of self-control runs as humiliation. This can represent in various symbolic functional associations (that pertain to pre-verbal-rational structures of meaning), such as loss of structural support (integrality of being) in bones, teeth or muscular functions. Even dreams of spitting out crumbling teeth!

But don't rationalise this as an 'explanation' when the pattern gave rise to poor posture, unbalanced dietary choices, socially masked habits of intended un-consciousness in whatever patterns of 'self-adjustments or self-medications' aligned to mask over pain (in the heart - not merely to the body image).

Alignment with integraity/integrity of being is with joy or enthusiasm that extends, radiates or flows of itself BECAUSE we release the inhibitions of a (self) judgemental block of filters and rules that HAD their place in arriving at a point of true willingness to love.

Unselfconscious joy is most effectively blocked by the attempt to DO the mask of its presentation as virtue credits set against a sense of self-hate or denial and exclusion from love & life (That we all carry or we would not be able to maintain a focus in the world that we are in a sense co-creating as effects OF invested judgements given priority over truth-discarded or pushed back and down from an active focus in experience.

Shifting perspective creates fresh experience without demonisation of the past stamping onto our future (of unfolding potential).

The meanings we give set the measure of what we receive. This is completely overlooked in a "physically determined" mind set in manipulating its world, others and self so as to gain 'function' as a covertly aligned sense of protection & control (which includes the use of subjection & victimisation as mitigator, appeaser or basis for 'justifying' retributive vengeance as a self vindicating 'hit' of 'winning').

Blessings on your day!

 

Monday 19 February 2024

The masking presentation of invested identity

The masking presentation of invested identity

 in response to the themes in:

https://www.craigmurray.org.uk/archives/2024/02/putin-history-and-the-mystery-of-national-identity/

 

 

You note what Putin claims not to understand - why Ukraine was created as a masked impositional identity over competing regional traditional cultures.
This brings out the use or meaning of the term identity, what do we take identity from, but more deepy, what do we give identification to as 'real or true' for ourselves - at any current time or situation.
Invested identity is in effect contracted as a stakeholder in its terms and conditions.
Narratives compete to gain investment of emotional energy as claims or defences for specialness set in justifiction.
But as a theatre of war running covert to a surface perception of events for which they run covertly.

Social masking manipulation uses the contents of our heart & mind to frame or shape it to the design of others - if we so participate or engage unwittingly under an assumption of independence or autonomy that can then be defended against revelation of being a manipulated usurping or phishing of our thoughts and feelings.

Cultural values lived rather than lip-serviced extend as a basis for exchange, sharing and further unfolding of a felt and conscious sense or quality of worth.
Where or what we live from or extend the qualities and nature of will identify us, regardless what we claim to present, believe or defend.
A locked down identity is a mask to which the true is conformed as permission to speak or even think.
The nature of deeply invested masking defences is a tyranny that would operate covertly but cannot maintain such controls without war on life that it must then cast in narratives of justification or moral necessity - to save the mask or face of control to which the Economy at all levels has been consigned as hostage if not sacrifice.
Integrity is firstly a matter of integrative wholeness. Masking over inner conflicts has temporary expediency, but will compound debts & conflicts to critical levels of dissonance and dysfunction. The call to war runs a masking identity, the call to heal opens willingness to extend a shared identification that can only thus reveal as a point of real relationship and communication - for all else is weaponised to 'gain function' by framing masked intent in appearances of 'caring' or virtue.

Friday 16 February 2024

We are In This Together - But Not As We Think

 We are In This Together
-But Not As We Think

 in response to the themes in:

https://off-guardian.org/2024/02/15/the-theyre-all-in-it-together-rebuttal-canard/



We are liable to frame in terms of presumed agency in polarised conflict rather than self-interest running under social/cultural dictates manifesting as ‘technological convergence’.

The degree to which we are framed in and draw identity from our ‘tools’ – which includes systems of tooling, is the degree to which the drive of ‘progress’ is not only inevitable, but inescapable in terms of progressive compounding of debt-conflicts as the driving force against system failure, which to its adaptive personality, means extinction or total breakdown.

By destructive and cannibalistic plunder, our world becomes the dictate and demand for sacrifice set against breakdown of the social masking order – which is a usurping of communication & exchange in shared worth or value. IE: A rigged, corrupt or false ‘order’ masking in manipulation of appeals for sympathy – such as ‘Caring’ MUST comply or be cancelled.

Questioning our social identity-masking as cultural foundation does not come easy to us as we all have more of a stake in the established order that is in fact active, regardless our various presentations or takes on it in terms that invariably reflect our own particular and collective fears & defences.

Questioning what social order is and does is generally framed by the intent to define in order to predict and control. Such as to rationalise and justify core assumptions.

The ‘insider’ establishment aligned in seeking to shape social change by sowing cultural narratives (the mass mind) to drive philosophical, economic and regulatory structures of control that effectively train and condition a social mindset of a largely covert dependency within externalised system of arbitrarily adjustable life support. Ostensibly the means to protect against risk, operate the toolset by which to pre-emptively ‘create’ order by incentivised (coercive) controls.

We are all in it together insofar as we align in the roles of a self-reinforcing conflict-driven pain-giving futility (regardless how fervent our hope or belief that THIS time will be different – or THIS issue is different).
Recognising a futility, meaninglessness or self defeating pattern of thought & behaviour is where FREEDOM to release it for a more truly aligned expression of integral being can extend as with-ness and worth-ship to Life rather than claim and counterclaims to the rights of title to judge or define what Life is or ‘should be’.

We are also all in and of Life – whatever Life is the being or unfolding of, can be experienced in infinitely different ways, but in judgement set over and apart from Life we generate or invoke an alien will – unlike and contra to a nature we frame unworthy. fallen, broken, lacking ‘immunity’ to risk, challenge and adaptive growth and in need of machinery or technology of external ‘support, control, upgrade and replacement.

I simply sketch out a view from where I live.
We think we know we live IN a body IN a physical world.
But look at the dissociating disembodiment of a mind-set that thinks to know.
Active ignorance is given power to run as guide and protector.
Thinking that operates without a truly grounded reference point can seek and find circular reinforcements by which to bring forth strange fruit (evils framed and projected as autonomous or irrevocably & necessarily defining life in its terms).

The winding up of false or limited/limiting thinking runs out of time and space. Both of which can be used to mask and distance, as to reveal the Extension of an embrace we do not and can not manufact.
 

Tuesday 13 February 2024

Using Mind against itself - artifice intelligence.

in response to the themes in:

https://off-guardian.org/2024/02/12/ai-and-the-new-kind-of-propaganda/

 

 

Generally speaking - yes you have the gist of it- the weaponisation of language and mind against itself- set as defences of pre-emptive attack against loss of 'identity' runs the use of mind (of attention and intention) to block or filter (awareness of) reality - and thus as a tool or focus to 'control' or create experience through the lens of narrative definitions and beliefs. Identifiction as masking 'control' narrative.

The result of deceit is to become entrapped in & by our own lies or invested self-illusion because we gave them power - and join with others in emotionally backed self-reinforcing reactions as identity boosting.

Thus our stake or investment in the means to mask automatically runs self-protective as the mask - discarding or concealing the underlying issues or conflicts that are being masked over to save face, position, status, inclusion, control.


As I read this morning in "Finite & Infinite Games" (James P Carse), "If I accept death as inevitable, I do not struggle with mortality but as a mortal".


The terms or framing of our experience of existence can be rendered as 'plastic meanings' to gain a world of biased vision, but always at cost of (awareness as) wholeness of being - and thus of integrity of integrality or strength. Hence the drive to gain 'immunity' against feared pain of loss by the sacrifice of others to save a 'self' in mitigated or masked pain - from the (awareness of) the true extent of pain and loss held in denial by personal and social masking.


Social masking 'realities' operate by consent - as the realm of those who know not what they do - yet encoded to the realm of struggle to gain or maintain position. There is no love in it. Joylessness is a key characteristic to the loss of 'Soul' awareness or Felt relational being as connected participance.


Personal masking runs beneath as our self-presentations of self-justifictions that both shape and take shape from our past - as the framing of meaning to which and from which all meanings are set or permitted to be exchanged , shared or given and received.

The currency of life as existence is shared meaning because we are integral extension of the source and nature of Self-Awareness as the recognition of resonance.


The 'bridegroom' of a true fulfilment of being, cometh when ye thinketh not. This applies both to the surprise of revealed recognition as to the release or relaxation of a condition of 'thinking' that corresponds exactly to the nature of blocks, filters and devices of defended control - in terms of predictive definitions stamped or coined for the function of replacing relational awareness with systems of weighted rules that substitute permissions set over and against penalty for non compliance as 'sin' worthy of denial and exclusion.


Consenting to participate in 'moral guilting' as the boosting of 'self-exceptionalism' runs the 'collective' demand for unconsciousness, masking as controls set by fear against total loss.


The Renewal of our mind is not a result of our own 'thinking' but of a true evaluative discernment of our own thought and feeling as our result or 'meaning'. If we would set our own creation, we would be isolated or segregated in judgement over and apart from what we then experience as 'othered'. And receive in like kind.

But it must be obvious we cannot create anything in and of our self alone - there is none such!

The 'result' of relational exchange is a gift unfolding, but we can make a self 'pathogenic' from a psychic terrain by withholding the gift, and then seeing all the 'reasons' that justify the extension of a judgement and withdrawal or denial of worth.

Yet the way to have (knowledge of being) is to live and give from being, and so we give the measure unwittingly, that comes back to us as fruits unrecognised, such that core grievance is protected and defences maintained against vectors of threat to be kept out of mind, while we be-live a masquerade of theatrical show as a game worth 'winning'?



Finite and infinite are polarities of each other

This comment sparked off by

https://writings.stephenwolfram.com/2023/12/observer-theory/

 

Finite and infinite are polarities of each other.
The nature of polarised thought & perception is charged differentiations of meanings that unfold each from one another.
Thought itself is a 'stuff' more akin to a wave that we uniquely particularly resonate with. This seems then to be a result of conception and perception-response. The nature of consistent 'tuning' of intention/attention is then fruited in a conditioned 'consciousness' or rather focus through which consciousness gives and receives 'meaning/value' in the terms of its assumed and accepted identification as persistent pattern repetition or time as particulars of place/position.
Mapping out an image or model of symbolic representations is effectively infinite in its 'computational' ouputs of relative or weighted significances, yet persistence as a stable or periodic and predictive framework for experience, requires integrality within a whole as the giving and receiving of its part. Symbiosis has facets that are periodic to the synchrony and of the whole, but the synchronicity of the whole is non-physical and outside (or if you prefer 'inside') time as motion. The idea consciousness is 'inside' (subjective) or 'outside' (objective) is itself the idea of finite within infinite. That anything exists. That I am.
The two statements are one but the think or thing arises to yet within and of an awareness of attention as intention at the root of desire. I Am all that I am becoming.
In our current dominant model, we assign otherness to all that is not Self-Recognised Aware, by the image-construct of a model for 'self' IN and OF the 'world' we perceive to be-live.
This is the 'circular reasoning of a limitation on Self-Infinite as the partaking of a particular or specific 'definitional perspective' -through a lens darkly. For a spotlight hides more than it brings to focus.
Disregarding Infinity generates a false finite as IF a self-existence. This is the nature of the Prodigal mis-taken identity, or the Promethean archetype. There is no 'cave' to which to take our light and make shadows on its screen but that we persist the focus of the wish to believe what we 'see' as a result of chaining Mind to unquestionable or 'securitised' narratives of identity in 'predictive controls' that generate the conflicts and limitations for the persistence of a locked down mask against the infinite in ever instant and instance or experience.
This is what we have trained a mind for getting. Yet what is our result but to climb into our own screen-modelling as the lockdown against and masking against Consciously creative freedom?
Infinity is neither large or small, but all that is - in recognition and acceptance as the 'scales' fall from our minds.
It isn't that judgements are right or wrong, good or evil, but that the service to the whole is their release to a discernment of recognition that is also acceptance or decision that aligns perception and response to a renewal of our mind as integral extension of all that is.
Warring (on) reality is self-attack, but self-contradiction is a false word given and accepted true.
The self we each are the unfolding experience of is at root a gift - given and received one.
Mis-takes are for correction, not for casting out & denied as scapegoats to an exclusively imposed dictate masked as morally guilting compliance-credit.
Our awareness of everything changes contextually as the result of the shifting focus of thought - most of which we are 'unconscious' or rather, actively map and mask out of a surface consciousness of assumptive autonomy.
Participance has a quality of fulfilment in experience that can be discarded for the competition of comparative identities, running as 'solutions' to a sense of future-driven self-lack as distinct from directly addressing our need, desire & fulfilment where we are. Consciously accepted, not merely referenced in 'thinking' assigned to a golem of subconscious habit.

Monday 29 January 2024

Breakdown or Breakthrough?

Breakdown or Breakthrough?

I appreciated Amandha Vollmer's post:

Internet Fatigue, Hyper Reality and Narrative Collapse

 

https://amandhavollmer.substack.com/p/internet-fatigue-hyper-reality-and/

And I wrote into the themes I recognise within such experience of breakdown/breakthrough.




The mind-trap that operates a self & world set in image (or representations of symbols & concepts set in our own image) is revealing itself - not least by its 'tipping point' to meaninglessness or joylessness. That the mind uses loss of Soul-connection as a basis for manipulative redistribution of psychic energy can replace an unfolding of living potential with a self-cannibalising game of pass the blame-parcel running musical chairs against time running out.
Time does wind up or run out when the mind is unable to buy time against eternity (ie: Always). Why? Because the game has to be worth the candle. But when the game is played to mask over or hide the light, its defences operate survival against the light - living in fear of exposure or feared disclosure. Is that not an alien agenda?
Living the unfolding of potentials embraces a gratitude and release of a past as well as being informed or shaped by our future. But a problem driven (guilted) sense of self-lack stamps its presentation into a future-scape of masking denials and dissociating solutions - a death mask of 'control' that drives on fear to unconsciousness as freedom from conflict.

However we may envision or articulate our times, the themes acting out are not merely archetypal unfolding of inner conflicts to cyclic mutative repetitions but to an awareness of re-cognition or remembership of a whole.

All the king’s horses and all the king’s men can never put fragmented dissociation together again - but the recognition of failure as an inherent futility allows the release of the a-tempt to fix ourselves within an assumption of self-autonomy in place of creative extension.
To be 'made in the image of God' can be rendered falsely by projection onto God of our own mythic or narrative identifictions.
Rather than speak into that, let not knowing or release of assumed knowing, open an acceptance through which to be 'spoken' out of wholeness. The uncarved block as the foundation stone is also the recognition of other as self - yet uniquely themself or itself - here is the gift of renewal.
But also here is where we meet our 'resistance' in patterns of judgemental, reactive defences or hates. No one can release what they are actively disowning - and certainly not by denying or attacking it in the other.
Against all of the 'soul-crushing' experience of our journey into Separation-conflict is a still small voice of a quality of knowing that is holy or wholly without judgement. The intuitive discernment of which is the freedom of release from 'knowledge of good and evil' to an appreciation of truth.
Replacements or substitution for living qualities of shared being find welcome in socially reinforced masking presentation., that then take on the nature of automatons or self-driven programming.

A.I or machine-think is a tool, but the tool is always the extension of the hand, heart and purpose of its maker - however ingeniously masked or outsourced to external operators.
Knowing joy in purpose is a qualitative signature for willingness through which the 'Sprit moves over the waters'. There's never anywhere to start from but where we are, but we can set our starting point in a denied or broken past or an idealised set of future conditions - so as to delay, defer and procrastinate in ways to set pain of loss of wholeness into processes of masking evasions. No blame. The only need for seeing error is to yield or release it to correction.
Fixation on evils as fascinated addiction to 'conflict-dynamics' is a spell or curse given & received in place of a blessing. Am I out of my mind!?
If I think I have to 'do' love's blessing I take the bait of a-tempt to love (in) my own image.
In that sense narcissism is systemic, internalised and invisible but in those who are less able or willing to conceal or mask a means to 'get' energy from others by 'caring' set in ritually coded credits. No blame in a mistake from which to learn a better way to be. So living our consequences is not punishment but a path of reintegration.


The habit of a misalignment or mis-taken identity fades within the growing willingness to be aligned in

Thursday 11 January 2024

Perfidious Unreality

 https://off-guardian.org/2024/01/05/the-perfidious-unreality-of-the-new-normal/


Perfidious Unreality

2024-01-11

Well writ Kit!

While 'They' are in a sense everywhere represented by fronting actors and agencies, what 'They' embody in cultural terms is both a masking mindset and acculturated or conditioned worldview - some of which you have scratched at

I could say 'They' project the disembodiment of life in Spirit to 'life' as sacrifice to idol (and begat or derivative models).

But before I engage my own modelling definitions as a means to share idea, I also recognise 'They are Us' in ways not at all apparent to the mind of a split sense of self & world.

The acted out parable of the moneylenders in the Temple has a correlation to each our own temple - both in the sense of false or conflicted devotions and the thought centre of the temple. The interjection of censorial controls is a use of the mind to judge and manipulate itself - at best a balancing inhibition set over impulsive reaction, at worst an inner gaslighting (dis) possession of Spirit that claims to speak as the voice for Spirit.
A kind of Promethean lucidity of false lights in which to bind the hapless in Pandora's trap.

Mythic reflections can serve to recognise active patterns otherwise running blind.
But the bottom line is that all things serve the active purpose we hold in our heart and mind - regardless any stories we may tell ourselves or buy into as self-augmenting fantasy.

But the exclusive focus in 'our world' is unwilling and perhaps unable to look at the 'withinness' of the moment at hand, for it is in the grip of mythic and manipulative identity - albeit clothed in modern or post-modern terms of corrupted & weaponised insight.

The archetypal patterning of a fragmenting and fragmented human & divine constellation has an autonomous machine-like blind logic.We cannot but arrive at our starting place.
But is not 'bottoming out' to know it for the first time?
To look directly on a desecration of self and life is both the 'hell' that drives 'blind survival' and the release of blindness to a true foundation - that was never truly absent.

I'm bored with 'Them' as the framer of stories by which to make identity on or from.
The 'hate of evil' is also a carrot on a stick to the weaponising of grievance for the purpose of self-vindication and vengeance. But I'm thus more open to recognising mythic patterning of a cast-out Script that winds up time to its tipping point.

Breaking the spell of a fixation on Otherness as physical determinism is the loss of its use to mask in against our own largely unconscious fear - hence the call to war for regaining 'control' or 'normal' set in polarised identity struggle.
But regardless the insanity that is thus revealed, the true devotion is the call to heal.

Unhealed healers operate in the frame of a world and a mind set for 'getting' a sense of self-lack filled, and so self-lack is boosted by its own 'solutions' to the point of breakdown.
But willingness to accept healing as alignment of thought, feeling, word and deed in Spirit - now and now - is a way of living from an 'uncarved block' of foundation not made or manufactured by mental expressions of psychic distortion.

There is nothing I can do to teach this but to learn it - now and now.
In a sense we are in the fruits of millennia set in teaching and learning self and world for 'getting'. Each for our own reasons, and all in various shifting patterns of collective cultural expressions of identity. But what we give or teach sets the measure of our receiving or learning. Received 'reality' is thus a participative relationship, but we are conditioned to be-live the movie we make of it as reality itself.

'They' are manipulating the reflected image in the pool. The 'Me' genie of wishful thinking set over discarded, degraded, feared and hated reality. (what we make of reality when taking a vain inheritance for self-specialness).

The realm of qualitative appreciation is always nigh, but the quantisation to weights and measures is set into contractual terms and conditions running invisibly normal to the unconscious suckling.

There is a Field, beyond judgements of right and wrong... Nowhere else can meeting truly ever be. Field alignment is a participative cooperation, for we are of the living regardless aligning in the 'dead' thinking of a grasp set in, thus dictated by image and form.

You are meant to 'wake up' from being phished. But if you insist, you can persist in unconsciousness as if to scape the pain at heart to anyone and anything ELSE.
Sacrifice 'saves' the conflict by feeding it. A true gift is freely given to reveal a sanctity of life shared, not a specialness set over & apart as 'sacred'.

My gist is of the 'terrain' not as a product of thinking, but the territory of what it is to be this very instant of living expression seeks to be known as to know, and so the development of 'thinking' can be as a servant in the 'father's house' by which sovereignty is extended - not counter-claimed in opposition.

Waking up into a nightmare is a basis to question the dream - and the dreamer both.
Awakened love is nothing special.
But everything participates.
Take no thought for yourself is not an extra impossible burden, but a basis to release an impossible burden.

"How shall I think?"
That's a start!


Saturday 6 January 2024

The Phishing of Misplaced Trust

 

 

in response to the themes in:

How Do We Navigate Uncertainty In These Perilous Times?

https://www.midwesterndoctor.com/p/how-do-we-navigate-uncertainty-in-49e/

The Phishing of Misplaced Trust


Our propensity to ‘trust’ someone or something can be true-rooted as a conscious acceptance & decision. But such a trust is a valuing and appreciation of meanings we both give and receive.
Can I trust into loving or appreciating another as an alignment of true function rather than a seeking of a covertly operating gain of ego function?
Only by the grace of noticing! Not by any attempt to become good, worthy or deservedly entitled!

If we do not align in our own integrity of being, we will be used by that which we attempt to use. It may seem like and be experienced as ‘abuse’ but can be consciously accepted as a teaching-learning opportunity by which to accept a mistake as a call for correction and decide to align in the call as an expression of self-integrity.

The ‘challenges’ of our life embodied (as the human conditioning) are of a use of the mind as projector of a split lens.
Yet while looking exclusively through such a mind-set, we experience a world & self at war - as an augmented or masked version of Self-Awareness - that cant be defined - as it is the source and nature of a capacity to give focus & be-live a creative imagination as a gift of revealing experience to Self in all - as self-differentiated relational exchange. In this sense challenge is the call to experience within the call to heal or accept all that we are.
Relational responsibility is set within the imbalance of a polarising identity - where of course it belongs, is needed and is effective.

An intuitive sense of our giving trust as an expression of wholeness of being can be neglected for a persistence of self-exploration and self-differentiation - our life as becoming. Within such a focus is a propensity for being phished by our own ‘identifications, or meanings. Invested self-illusion is not a sin, so much as a basis for choosing to defer or delay acceptance of truth or wholeness of being. Within this is the potential for ‘sin’ as attack on truth framed as threat to vested self-illusions - set in mutually reinforcing agreements or ‘contracts’ of bargaining with a deceiver - for God gives freely as the nature of Gift shared in. Only our masking ego’s set truth into ‘hidden’ hierarchies of ‘specialness’.

The ‘patterning’ of a segregative/integrative self is evident in all that we experience as the charged capacity of a zeta potential of support for life.
I felt to at least sketch out something towards a direct appreciation as a basis for recognising integrality rather than adding to a ‘mask of integrity’ that carries its own Nemesis.

The driven need to Get for the masking identity is set by the decision to mask over or deny the Call within.
Peter in the Temple was beset by grievous loss and great fear such as to ‘Get’ away from being recognised by denials running as a self-protective ‘survival’. BUT as the cocks crowed in the darkness before the dawn, he recognised the gift of Jesus in the very act of denial, so to release it for the healing of his mind. Literally the un-doing of a mindset of Self-contra-diction.


 

 

in response to the themes in:

How Do We Navigate Uncertainty In These Perilous Times?

https://www.midwesterndoctor.com/p/how-do-we-navigate-uncertainty-in-49e/

The Phishing of Misplaced Trust


Our propensity to ‘trust’ someone or something can be true-rooted as a conscious acceptance & decision. But such a trust is a valuing and appreciation of meanings we both give and receive.
Can I trust into loving or appreciating another as an alignment of true function rather than a seeking of a covertly operating gain of ego function?
Only by the grace of noticing! Not by any attempt to become good, worthy or deservedly entitled!

If we do not align in our own integrity of being, we will be used by that which we attempt to use. It may seem like and be experienced as ‘abuse’ but can be consciously accepted as a teaching-learning opportunity by which to accept a mistake as a call for correction and decide to align in the call as an expression of self-integrity.

The ‘challenges’ of our life embodied (as the human conditioning) are of a use of the mind as projector of a split lens.
Yet while looking exclusively through such a mind-set, we experience a world & self at war - as an augmented or masked version of Self-Awareness - that cant be defined - as it is the source and nature of a capacity to give focus & be-live a creative imagination as a gift of revealing experience to Self in all - as self-differentiated relational exchange. In this sense challenge is the call to experience within the call to heal or accept all that we are.
Relational responsibility is set within the imbalance of a polarising identity - where of course it belongs, is needed and is effective.

An intuitive sense of our giving trust as an expression of wholeness of being can be neglected for a persistence of self-exploration and self-differentiation - our life as becoming. Within such a focus is a propensity for being phished by our own ‘identifications, or meanings. Invested self-illusion is not a sin, so much as a basis for choosing to defer or delay acceptance of truth or wholeness of being. Within this is the potential for ‘sin’ as attack on truth framed as threat to vested self-illusions - set in mutually reinforcing agreements or ‘contracts’ of bargaining with a deceiver - for God gives freely as the nature of Gift shared in. Only our masking ego’s set truth into ‘hidden’ hierarchies of ‘specialness’.

The ‘patterning’ of a segregative/integrative self is evident in all that we experience as the charged capacity of a zeta potential of support for life.
I felt to at least sketch out something towards a direct appreciation as a basis for recognising integrality rather than adding to a ‘mask of integrity’ that carries its own Nemesis.

The driven need to Get for the masking identity is set by the decision to mask over or deny the Call within.
Peter in the Temple was beset by grievous loss and great fear such as to ‘Get’ away from being recognised by denials running as a self-protective ‘survival’. BUT as the cocks crowed in the darkness before the dawn, he recognised the gift of Jesus in the very act of denial, so to release it for the healing of his mind. Literally the un-doing of a mindset of Self-contra-diction.

Saturday 23 December 2023

An Over Abundance of Stress of Strain

 An Over Abundance of Stress of Strain

 in response to the themes in:

https://mikestone.substack.com/p/second-thoughts-on-the-germ-theory/

(The world I experience invites me to speak the 'deep end' - anyway. As I am alive.


"an over abundance of stress or strain"
 Mass hysteria shows up as anomalous to physical reality for those Not in its grip or after the shock has subsided.
Personal hysteria can mimic or pass off as disease - with or without symptoms - such as to be socially invisible.
The nature of our personal & social identity is a masking over, as a means of maintaining a functional focus in 'our consciousness' (as mental 'health') and world (as social function).
But for most, identity is set in dogma of a mind set in its own postulates. We learn & grow a masking adaptation within our self as with others and world - through which to live our experience of an embodied life running beneath an augmented or virtual frame of meanings set within a self-conditioned sense of self – taking its 'reality' from awareness of existence within the specific terrain of inner correspondences to outer conditions.
The former is of the nature of embracing Soul or Communication of, in and as Life - direct Participance cannot be substituted for by thought, but mind can be phished by its own image, to 'suffer or abide as' the grasp of a possessive or the recoil of attempt to get rid of its self - (hated or feared).
The psyche and its pathic or split minded conflict are one coin with two sides.
But a conflict persisted in must mask as a unified 'self' by the projection of its denials to the 'othered' by the Accuser as the basis for the Adversary by which to substitute struggle in terms of a masked deceit or threat 'hidden' in a world of treachery - for does not a seeming love so readily turn to hate? When the Enemy is 'scaped' or denied, does it not shift to another - indeed to any form or nature?
The need for 'enemy' is the 'defence-complex' running in our name as if self-protective but in truth sacrificial to defences that DO (or persist) the very thing they are held to save from.
Truth as our given or created awareness is no more trapped in thought by the emotional physical experience of thoughts given priority by reaction. But we have this experience as the framing of our life, self and world. More or less masking over a qualitatively felt nature of being that seems to be absent, denied or powerless to an inertial drama of a seeming compelled or driven momentum.

"And who told you you were naked?" said the Lord - represents the rising awareness of our being to the belief & experience of death of love or connection by which a separated, abandoned, rejected sense of self-lack must become the means of its own 'survival' in the set of its own 'terms'. As such is the living questioning of a dead world set in image & concept, by which to be healed or undone of our own grasping predicates and consequences or interpreted judgements.

Sickness as defence against truth, is extension of the use of body as masking limit and distance - by which attack is made real, and love weak, powerless & false.
Yet body-as-communication is the spectrum of tangible experience from 'gross to subtle'.
To use the body as the mind is in this way to be phished by a framework FOR experience, and tooled by technology of a-tempt to manipulate externally in 'solutions' to un-owned or discarded and denied inner relational conflicts.
Thus we inhabit or are entranced or our own 'solutions' running repackaged 'reality' as a world of 'lies' that runs out of space and time in which to hide or push out conflicts into be-live-able experience. So we experience a breakdown of world in ways our minds cannot understand but can only double down in existential survival - each as framed by our own interpretative condition.
Deconstructing the mask is the gift of the Holy Spirit (the movement of truth of being), the ego will gladly 'deconstruct its own masking' to more deeply hide in its own 'solutions'.
The difference is qualitative. Joy in being is wholeness now - as a flow of communication of true with-ness in shared worth-ship. Extension of life is its-our Nature, while the recoil of a self-inflation sets a withholding & withdrawal from our Field of Relation, as "an over abundance of stress or strain" seeking to normalise its condition by framing in limitation serving redistribution of fear, pain & loss.
In our terms read wealth, possession and control.
We cannot 'think' our true need met from the mind that set us in false 'solutions' that drive an abundance of lack (debt & misery). But our mind & thought shall be renewed by yielding up our 'predicates' to a love of unmanufactured truth.
As we release invested self-illusion, intuition of Life rises unobstructed.
That the mind-habit is persistent reflects a basis for natural discipline in place of struggle set in 'will to power'.
To be with our experience is in a sense undefended yet willingly present. Unconsciousness is not a solution to pain - which always has a root in the heart of life - even if 'justifiably' attributable to pathological or diabolical agents.
Thanks for the text box for sharing in the themes of our times!
 

Sunday 10 December 2023

Separation Trauma

 in response to the themes in:

https://off-guardian.org/2023/12/09/trauma-nation/

 

Separation Trauma

Separation trauma is not fundamentally at body level (or the mindset of adaptation to that level). But is of Separation from Self, Life, Existence. or rather- of FEAR of such separation made 'real' in our mind by masking defences against truth FEARED - which is only possible in CONCEPT.

However, our experience of our self & world (each other) has all the power or reality we give it, un-knowingly as the attempt to escape or overcome its inherent conflicts and contradictions. Re-presented to us as the human condition, the mortal experience, of a timeline running blind to true nature.

There are many ways to share reflections to the regaining or re-acceptance of truth as true, such as to undo or release the lie & the father of it, by which we are deceived - even as we think to gain of fictions seeking to become real. But image & form does not determine or define reality - regardless how intensely it matters to us to save face or control over its exposure to fear of pain of loss.

The use of trauma as grievance of self-specialness set against the nature of an always changing yet always rebalancing disequilibrium of embodied life is thus the 'father' of the war on life as weak, unworthy, treacherous & malicious. For we receive in the measure of our giving -regardless investment of identity in false 'solutions' of scapegoating or guilting exclusion of consequence to others - operating as a social or mutually reinforced 'reality' of judgemental dictates.

The social order AS sacrifice is a primitive psychic coping identity that limits overwhelming violence & breakdown of conditions for support of life, for all it repackages violence to ritualised forms of organised displacement. We each have this in our own individual timeline as the special love that saves us from special hate. But notice that such 'love', while making a realm of fear, threat and violence tolerable, shifts to hate if its conditions are not met - as the permission to 'love; is conditional on masking out direct exposures to 'raw conflict'. As the basis for 'virtue signalling compliance' in alignment of a repackaged hatred running beneath a mask, seeking social reinforcement as boosting its sense of normality within a defence complex rendered invisible by an effectively managed unconsciousness running 'self-protective' under mis-taken identity - just as the Prodigal Son is a spin off in a phished identity for 'getting' or becoming his own will - within the trauma of False Evidence Appearing Real. This futility ignores the already reality of a true Inherence, and yet gathers unique experience that cannot but 'come home' to know our starting place for the first time, for blind trauma shapes the charge of a grasping of life set in judgement.
But looking on fear releases the masked compulsion to a freedom of creative alignment.

The shaping displacement & dissociations of trauma represent fear given creative power - or accepted as the lens through which Living Thought is fragmented to a fragmentation of conflicted self. Fear of Mind is thus our 'father' in body-as-limit; as masking separation; as denial of Power in Life set in sickness and death.

All of this sketch is of a different predicate than the mind to which we are trained. And to the same quality of being in the reader. In that sense it is not IN the world but through the appearances as an invitation to receive and give - or know - from a willingness to heal that cannot be manufactured, patented or brought into a  control mindset. By this do we give a true with-ness to a world we made stranger by withholding the blessing we believed it denied us.