Friday, 9 February 2018

More than hot air

Carlsbad Woman Puts Petri Dish Under Bathroom Dryer, Breaks the Internet


Personally, I abhor the very loud NOISE of these dryers more that the bacteria.
It may well be that fecal transplants are more common that we thought - but exposure to bacteria does not mean susceptibility or hospitality to disease - and can as easily mean the opposite. Is you life always expecting the worst while wishing it wasn't true?

Life is Biota. Anti-biotic thinking is fear-thinking going back to Pasteur and of course back beyond that to fear of evil spirits. Different kind of 'church' these days but the same underlying pattern. Raise the health, vitality, immunity and restore the balance to an awakened and restored responsibility for our own experience - because life is what we make of whatever it seems to be.

Compromised immunity - which includes compromised gut-biota - and psychic-emotional ill health (as downtrodden, fearful, denied, unvalued sense of self) - generates the downward spiral of sickness. This will be seen to correlate with susceptibility to sickness. Compromised health results in large part from toxins, de-natured food or malnutrition, and toxic exposures to chemical and emf/radiations. But also from psychic-emotional stress and strain. Life in event is never compartmentalised into parts. That is the mapping of our mind.

Health should be resilient  - not 'fragile' and requiring trillion dollar support! But treating everyone as IF they are fragile is itself an educational program - excepting we are programmed to weakness of mind and body - and feeling, by which to induce docile compliance under a corporately owned and regulated world.
The knowledge that air drying spreads germs rather than containing and confining them to paper towel bins is NOT new. Lack of connected action is not a 'failure to connect the dots' but a party to the sickness industry running under 'health and safety'. All plausibly deniable of course. But is it consumer demand ALONE that drives the corporate 'capture' and encroachment of power over civil society and representational governance?

Of all the thoughts we could have, what to we attract and cultivate? It is the same with microbiota - except that the body doesn't lie - where the mind can think it is thinking loving thought while actually engaged in hateful denial and exclusion. Those who want to 'engineer society' in their own image, may think they are ridding the world of 'evils' and replacing a sick, weak and failed humanity with rational technocratic systems, (with bio-tech and A.I rolling out to plan. But the actual communication is nothing to do with trust, relationship, service, and recognition of worth. More of a caged experiment under rules of contract and undue influence. While money is held as the energy system by which to subordinate all else to a system of control and manipulation. That's the nub of the matter, systems of control operating as the denial of the Human Spirit. Nothing new there then!
Life is more than energy or even information. Life is feeling and knowing the field and nature of our being - as embodied in act. Don't foul your own nest! Or rather give as you would in truth appreciate receiving. Why did I add in truth? Because when people hate their life, others and their world, they do not regard themselves as worthy of love - and would defend their own judgement against their own (and others) Good.

Wednesday, 7 February 2018

The statin of the Notion

Reading ANH on the statin of the nation prompted reflections that don't belong there in full so I put them here where they can be read by the interested.


Surely it is very simple. An overlording class effectively owns and runs what we take to be our governance, Media, justice system, education system, medical, defence and security systems etc.
It does so as the logical expression of a kind of thinking that is part of our development - but is not truly human.

Globalism as a mass produced technocratic management system in which inputs and outputs and profits and costs are manipulated to grow the most profitable crop - which of course has nothing to do with our health, wealth or wellbeing, but only their self-interest. Big Data serves the fine tuning of stress testing and refining the management system.

But as an awareness of the living, I see differently. Our denied fears are given power. Denial operates to outsource self conflict by assigning it away from self onto others, the world or even our body, and hating or fearing it there as a diversion and dissociation from an inner terror, shame or rage.

Our model and experience of our world is made to cover over and escape from separation trauma, that is largely unrecognized as such because our developing mind was predicated on not knowing it. In order to 'survive' under such a system, we have to sacrifice life to fear. In order to bear our lives under such a burden, we define it in terms that seek to limit, evade or delay our sacrifice so as to protect that which 'survives'.

The 'Medical State' is not science, nor the state it still at times pretends to be. It is a facet in a system of mind control, in which we think our thoughts are our own, rather than something that is not truly belonging, given free access to think in our stead.

I essay these sketches in the wondering if it is possible to say this and be received - and whether such a shared moment is a light in a sleeping humanity by which others can stir from a different purpose than salvation by separation from the feared and hated.

I am living my choice, in witness to that we are beings of choice. But fear-defined thinking frames only the choices that keep us fixated in looking away from Cause - because in between us and our original or true nature is a gap that fear made, to protect itself.

Why did I write this? I felt the article above is pussyfooting around the issues - when of course the between the lines message is - we are being manipulated and deceived and need wake up to a true basis from which to discern what is worthy and what is seeking to pass off as if it has worth or means what it purports.

I don't know that people used to live savage short lives. History is cast in the same mould as medical studies are. That is - once there is investment in a particular narrative, it is protected and reinforced against any real change. Our definition of our self determines our experience of our world. It is always changing. Much of what is seen as change is simply a redistribution or a reworking of the same themes in different forms.

Fear of life and living masks in fear and pain of loss in injury, disease and death. As if adding more investment in the defence against feared outcomes will 'add' to our life.
A life that is redefined in terms of risk factors determined from a past that narrows down to database parameters and sets our thinking into pigeon holes - including 'other'.



Sunday, 28 January 2018

Supplemental to health

Dr Kendrick on Supplements and minerals as part of his what causes heart disease series.

Some of my commentary (problems posting today so not all these got through!)


There are synergies to vitamins, that work better together, and balances between minerals that make supplementing more of a complexity than considering them separately. 
Then there are synthetic substitutes that are likely a liability. I have seen reports of adverse effect from folic acid that is not in fact folate. Eg:
https://chriskresser.com/folate-vs-folic-acid/

Bio-availability issues may mean dosage is much less or of negligible effect. Other factors can mean that our levels of vitamins may be significantly lower as a result of exposure to toxins, current and chronic inflammations, pharmaceuticals, and 'biologics'. (&etc).
Some toxins - including antibiotics and Roundup (glyphosate) at least interfere with and are destructive to the the gut biome - whose role in our functioning health is only just being recognised and which in full healthy function may change the entire perspective. Whose 'thinking' are you following?

Indeed the 'germ theory' of disease as accepted is another wrong turn as I see it - at least in the way it has been interpreted, marketized and weaponized. It may be being used in place of owning up to toxicity. The world may not be as we were brought up to believe. Some of the history of Science is bunk.

But the 'strain' on our vitality in maintaining core functions under a broad spectrum of toxic food and exposure, de-natured and nutrient deficient produce, and strain of psychic-emotional conflict, is an argument for considering that vitamins and minerals via food may no longer be adequate from much of the food many can access.

The immune system is a term that has certain known factors woven into a 'defence and attack narrative' - but now commonly attacking self (auto-immune disease). Again all kinds of stories that tend to fuel symptom suppression or a spanner in the works with 'side' effects thrown in as a bonus. The proclivity of our story-led imagination serves the marketing budget for 'innovation'. If people take on the story, they queue up to be saved. 

I see charge capacity and conductance of vital force (immunity) as the very nature of health, and do not separate this from the electro-magnetic nature of the subtler communication structure of the body (and I might add, the Cosmos).

So as well as having hope in a restored alignment with our biota as a potential vector for healing, I also see the realm of electromagnetic/electric/energy healing as a 'frontier territory' that science is re 'discovering' - but working hard not to allow in (resistant to even consider). EG: "electromagnetic therapy primer - Liboff". This work includes the recognition that almost unbelievable small currents and fields operate significant and demonstrable effects on the basis of resonance rather than intensity.

In seeking to escape a core or primary responsibility, we operates out-of alignment with our self and life. This manifests in conflicts, encapsulated or stuffed down conflicts and layers of lies/defences, diversions and false saviours.

Awakening responsibility is listening, feeling, noticing, curious, and honest as a basis for joy in life - which is being who we are rather than struggling to be what we are not.

So the effects of joy and gratitude and ability to embrace and engage life's challenges are somewhat chemically known, but are also 'electrically communicative' in resonant systems. We may not need healing 'devices' when we re-open pathways of resonance.

I believe that when we cease to extend our presence into life, we suffer the lack of it in our world. Somewhere 'downstream' is a Prodigal wasteland. How much of 'health seeking' is looking for ways to prop up a sense of self or system that is inherently out-of-true? (sickness management).

The iatrogenic death toll proves to me that mind capture is an active component in assisted self-harm - because hardly anyone connects the statistic - which I expect to be understated - with their choices and behaviours.


#2
Minerals are taken from the soil by crops that are then removed. 'Fertilising Big Ag style' is to grow the plant for market - not to feed and nourish the soil.
Then you have top soil run off - and blowing away. There are other vectors operating from lack of ground cover and ignorance of the nature of water in its ground cycle (If Schauberger was correct in his own findings then he accounts for mineralisation from below - otherwise you have organic detritus - which is soil fertility - and the results of glacial action, volcanic action or other cataclysms from the past). Waterways can bring down from mountains etc - but this still has to be transported from the waterway to the vegetation or else nourishes the sea life.

How would precipitation replenish mineral nutrients in the soil? (Apart from industrial pollutants and weather modification technologies?)


Many hold that minerals are best absorbed via eating plants that take them up - or animals that eat the plants. Or perhaps 'best' here means at the most bio-available form of ionic suspension?

But hollow food makes hollow people. Looks like food. Looks like people - but the forms are in a sense pale copies of their ancestral potentials. 
Can you tell what is in your soil with your

#3
Look up liboff's work. For the framework within which to appreciate there are genuine downsides and upsides to even minute electromagnetic exposures - depending on resonances and not on charge intensity.
https://www.researchgate.net/profile/Abraham_Liboff
There's very interesting findings and a few documents downloadable in which to overview.

He distances himself from some who have been demonised in the past for success outside the Model, in attempt to reach scientific acceptance. But science has never been the determiner of the Model, so much as status, wealth and power. If those three are not associated with the direction of research then it's a lonely furrow to uncover anything that reveals the existing narrative is false or indeed fraudulent.

Monday, 22 January 2018

Silent weapons for war by stealth

An article on the Guardian's coverage of Apple's corporate plans for UK education

"Silent weapons for quiet wars" runs beneath the sideshow of conflict dynamics to institute global technocracy, wielded of course by the insiders to the setting up and operation of such systems of control.

It is on a need to know basis - and the narrative to any level of access privilege may assume it is privy to more than others but is no less fed and led. Partial thinking can belief its own thought. The idea that energy systems can be exploited and harnessed to serve intended outcomes can mask private gratifications. Such private gratifications can become a 'power class' running on a common belief in power struggle as the core or stark fact of human existence under death - and so a death cult operates the attempt to coerce or induce the sacrifice of the living to support a private sense of alignment in power over life, hidden behind the mask of serving humanity. 

This can be seen as the 'elitism' of a power class predating upon the rest of the population - and the resources that are for all - and our children and generations to come. It can no less be seen in the demand of the population for 'unconsciousness' or protection and escape from innate responsibility for living. The latter is less obvious because it is in our own mind and hides by being focused upon as the minds of others - whether perpetrators, victims or 'saviours'.

A true salvation from the cycle of victimhood as power, is awakened responsibility of receptive awareness. It remains true that the meaning of a thing is what you use it for. But unless we wake up to a true gratitude for the meaning that living is, we operate as if built in meanings run a prison planet.

If we want wishful fantasy to overlay or cover the true, we then generate false currency and seek to strengthen it by inducing or recruiting others to share in it. The true remains always and forever true - but this has no meaning in a framework of distorted and filtered 'meanings' put together by all the king's horses and all the king's men. True is known by alignment and extension of expression. 

Meanwhile the investment of identity in what is not true, masks who you are the inherently the uncovering of, when you are willing to align in unified purpose rather than attempt to force alignment on fragmented and conflicted purpose.

The Ideas that are basis of our experience of the world, change and evolve. But beneath all changing appearance it remains true that you give and receive as one - that is what you give out sets the measure of your receiving - and what you insist on 'receiving' in place of true will set the measure of your thought, word and deed as your experience of your world.

Tyrannous thought dictates through a sense of 'an offer you cant refuse'. This may be an inducement to privilege - with the understanding that to not take it will result in personal pain and loss. Discerning what is due to Caesar and what is due to God (Inherency of being) is not going to arise from Caesar's thinking or mind-framing.

There is a choice here, but it is never the choice as fear-thinking frames choosing. All roads lead to Rome indicates the nature of power structure on Earth, but all roads lead Home is the alignment in the power within Life that we forfeit in attempt to have power over it.

A lifetime is a journey of experience and discovery at a deeper level that the narrative overlay of surface thinking and is always engaged and lived now. Collectively, we cannot but enact the conflicts that lie within us, but in the recognition of this is a new choice of no longer persisting in reaction, but instead listening where life is - instead of running where we think it is or should be.
So the Guardian is but another guardian of a a narrative manipulation? Then if you look there, look to see the truth that denial implicitly reveals (as indeed Jonathan Cook has in some degree above).
The desire for true is a receptivity and alertness and not a demand in comes in the forms or the channels of the old way of thinking and seeing.

It isn't that journalism can demand the truth, so much as journalists can refuse to settle or accept less than true , and thus persist in holding to account, by giving true witness. Inconvenient truths may be denied, and so speaking truth to power is wise not to operate personal grievance - which is so easily subverted, or used to self-invalidate or self-incriminate.


This calls for feeling what we feel and finding a way to integrate and align more deeply - instead of splitting in terror or rage - or a well intentioned but blind attempt to order all things in shades of grey. Consciousness is a scope and spectrum of experience. Control by limitation is tool we have become unconscious tools of, and so 'everything is backwards'.

Uncovering and Facing the Unthinkable

Malcolm said 
... I have finally got entirely fed up of the moronic advice to stay out of the sun. It is funny how one group, in this case dermatologists, manage to completely take over an area and rule the roost. Then everyone cowers, fearing their disapproval. i wonder how people have died, and are dying unnecessarily, because of this irrational fear of sunshine? Did no-one ever hear of evolution. That big yellow thing has been up there, in the sky, shining down for four billion years – and we are supposed to believe is is harmful to health…. jeez.

I am sure you could dig a little deeper than dermatologists. It is possible to argue that we self-generate fears and become afraid of our own shadow, but the way that works is more complex, but not so different than Chicken Licken. However the versions I have of heard Chicken Licken ascribe Foxy Loxy to the role of an opportunist. Our Foxy Loxy does not have to wait on fears to arise so as to manipulate them, but operates a 'mafia like organisation' or indeed 'power class' to propagate, nurture and farm fear in what would otherwise be... our minds. Indeed our lives!

Fear-defined identity is a usurping of our mind, that runs as if to protect itself - as if it is true - (as if it speaks for the true of you).
One of the benefits of walking in nature, meditations, yoga or in fact anything that opens an immersive receptive presence, is the releasing of surface tensioned fear-thinking such as to be more aware of the nature of choices being made.

But the compartmentalisation of the mind is revealed in its liability of being instantly triggered into old and learned conditioned learning reactions. Education is not 'information-stuffing' or programming, but the ability to question and discern for ourselves. Discernment is different from 'thinking' - it is a space of feeling awareness in which a wholeness of being recognises itself in relation to whatever is occurring. Many who assign themselves 'independent autonomy' take credit for qualities of heart and mind that are in truth more akin to the gift of being, rather than control over life. Running a narrative assertion over what happens naturally becomes an illusion to defend - and a source of guilt, fear and conflict.

That we can identify such as to be terrified of love's 'exposure' says that we can be deeply defended against what we actually are - and all that gives and supports life - unless on OUR terms! - is reflected in becoming so weak as to afraid of our own shadow AND the Sun that casts it. The idea of limiting STRAIN on heart functions to external conditions will set terms that deny investigation of inner programming or conditioning - or even perhaps unfaced trauma of unhealed family and societal generational relationships - whether this operates 'epigenetically' or via means as yet unclear.

It is often so that facing death calls forth a desire to reconcile, make peace with and yield a personal assertion to such connection. This is not "up in the clouds" but a profound self-honesty of a tangible presence. More apt is to see that the assertive personal narrative identity is a tendency of dissociation that will seek resolution in 'outer terms' for what in a sense set the patterns and themes of its orientation in life before it had access to thought of any self-reflective 'rational' nature.

The power of guilt in locking down or setting the felt heart in grievance or self-denial is no less than the power to pretend we escape it in our rational thinking. What lies beneath is revealed in the patterns of its expression. When what we thought to escape is faced and in a sense revisited,  we are of course profoundly transformed. Those who have faced and lived the death of a loved one walk a different world than those who keep the unthinkable unthinkable to protect the thoughts that are permitted.

The intent and attempt to deny and defend against light of awareness is without a true foundation, and so protects the exposure of a false sense of one that is overlaid upon the true.
At what point does the pain of such a strain yield to the willingness to seek  and find another way of looking at our life and world? It may be that death is chosen rather than face what we are unprepared and unsupported in looking at. In a world that is choosing death, I choose differently, anyway and in any way that is given my willingness to discern it. Fear of truly living is what cripples us, and the weakness we cling to operates a sense of emotional or rational justification for not choosing within life - but choosing to protect an image imposed upon it that inherently operates 'in the dark' or 'unconsciously' under a surface thinking passed off as 'reality'. Anything we experience is our reality-experience of the moment - but that does not mean it reflects the truth of who we are - even if it reflects the freedom as to what can be thought or imagined.

P.S
The belief that the Sun, and Earth's relation to it, has been essentially unchanged during the course of our development and of that of life on Earth is at odds with the Mythic records of Antiquity - that is, the collective memory of our forebears, which a rational definition excludes almost by definition and in some sense persists as the survival of and escape from conflicts and traumatic experience of that which is no longer evident - yet has shaped the consciousness we operate from.

Thursday, 18 January 2018

What comes first - the light?

(Chickens lay more eggs through the winter when lighting is used. I enquired what kind of lighting and the answer was fluorescent tubes).


So only 'blue end' fluorescent lighting. Not daylight matching.
I wonder if the latter would have a better outcome but while 'eggs is eggs' and fluorescent tubes are much cheaper their light diet will likely stay the same. I hope they get out as well.

Excuse me if I weave some of the forum threads as they present themselves. (IE to the general attention such as it moves).

Relationships....
I have a strong sense that as we treat life, so are we in receipt of life. That many humans are lining up to suffer being factory pharmed, and used for human experimentation without the wits or the will to escape is a horrible prospect. A race to the bottom? Whence a 'regenerate society?'.

Let there be light...
I don't know about chickens, but Alexander Wunsch's work indicates that fluorescent lighting is not health supporting for us - the infra red spectra balances the blue stressor. (Some 'eco' lighting may be the equivalent of low fat margarine). Where there is the balancing of red and blue spectra, the stressor operates FOR health.  There is also something of the communication of mercury in the spectra. But there is a lot more to light than seeing where things are.

Trypt over the truth...?
We likely are aware of the benefits to the yolk, but tryptophan in egg white is a precursor for serotonin. Which may induce more agreeable, less anxious moods and less compulsion to shout at other motorists. Too much and you may die peacefully in your sleep while you passengers scream. Relaxing can kill.

Supplementing....
But nutrition - as I see it - is incredibly complex as a manual management of balancing systems that likely include linkages of which we are not even aware. So I see the supplementing exploration as one of those attempts to understand that leads to the recognition that we cannot possible understand. A natural humility then finds a natural balance because life was never designed to be lived scientifically.

Motivation...
In all cellular or embodied life the movement to pleasure and away from pain is the primary motivation. You could substitute nutrient and toxin for the same meaning at cellular leval. But human minds are a complex of definitions by association that operate a filtering system of meanings to the extent we can - and often do - choose pain and deny pleasure. Operate self-destructively, foul our own nest.


While all sorts of physical causes of sickness seem to apply to varying degrees, the underlying context is the world-construct that we co-create and suffer. Largely unconsciously as a result of conditionings arrived at from action and reaction. A lot of symptoms turn up somewhere downstream. A sense of self-betrayal, suppressed as 'chaos' doesn't seem to be involved in the
cascading retreat into surviving relationships instead of living them. Which is trying to assert or impose a sense of balance from a sense of separation in life and thus generating the need to control that shuts out the relaxation and flow.

What life has made us for and what we make of such a life. I chose not to say 'what life makes of us' - because in truth I see no truly separate doer and done by. That aspect of religion I gladly release. But science does presume a separation in its own rational disassociation and intent to define, predict and control. And persists the 'jealous god syndrome even while reformulating everything as if there is no self but its directive. And does so my manipulating the mythic and symbolic of the subconscious in PR, advertising, propaganda and doublespeak.

With Big Data and the means of control, society is being reformulated as if it is only systems to define, capture and control. But it is also an 'operating system' that is energised by running from it. Define, predict and control.

But what if the true of  life (from which we cannot be separate and yet know existence) is not a chaos but rather a misperceived imbalance as a result of trying to order it around - that becomes the basis of a tantrum - or self-organizing persistence?

And thus abiding in the 'chaos' - as a movement of willingness to heal or be healed - suddenly understands what it had hitherto been unaware of or blocked from seeing. It may be only a moment and a glimpse - but the quality of such a shift becomes the basis of fresh perspectives of exploration because our structure of thinking changed as a result of knowing life in a quality we cannot explain or articulate so much as live what it brings.

In this sense 'chaos' is the symptom of rejected or denied self - and not wrongly so - because as children, we have to protect ourself from what we are not able to face or resolve - and by whatever works in the moment. We are not a tabla rasa (blank slate) and nor is our world. But the attempt to blank the unwanted, operates as the avoidance of fear or pain, framing and directing
the relative 'pleasure' of temporary release from pain, and driving a negative agenda under a sense of a positive intent.

Pharma is one part of the attempt to put a lid on 'chaos' that in short term sense may serve purpose, but it generates further fragmentations or progeny that come up like 'whack a mole!' and war on 'chaos' becomes a righteous 'identity' in heroic intervention - for a while. The motivation away from 'chaos' and toward 'magic answer' is the reversal of a natural consciousness.

Realigning in life is on purpose as a sense of being alive - which is very different in its qualities from an identity gained in opposition to feared or hated or shamed sense of life. Accepted purpose is not coercive upon us, but rather a sense of being truly moved. Here I find a natural order - more of the nature of music and dance.



Tuesday, 16 January 2018

Beyond all reason, perfect sense

Another comment on Malcolm's blog to this comment: 
https://drmalcolmkendrick.org/2018/01/12/what-causes-heart-disease-part-44/#comment-86042

True, of course. However, the scientific method is all we’ve got really. It is imperfect, most humans twist and bend facts to suit themselves, and suchlike – doctors are probably the very worst at this. Actually, no probably about it. In the end, though, we have to cling to the scientific method – or else what is there to do? Throw it away. Then what?
Don't throw it away (devalue yourself). But stop using it as a weapon or market-capture. So called facts operate the basis of war, enslavement and oppression. What is the undeniable core fact of your existence? The answer is of course in the question as always. But thinking 'existence' is no substitute for feeling, being and knowing existence. There's the foundation or lack thereof.

The core issue is between desire for true and the wish something ELSE be true.
In the latter, the 'mind of a wish' operates a filtering distortion by which what is not true, is experienced.
This 'self' is not visible as an object, or as a set of ideas, while looking through the belief in it.
But these believed ideas are not hidden from the desire to know the truth, INSTEAD of, persisting the wish to MAKE it so. We are innately capable of noticing what in fact we are doing.

Desire aligns focus of intention and attention. True desire is not a struggle, but maintaining and defending a substitute desire is inherently a struggle by which the true is feared and suppressed.
Thus we have experience of the revealing of a world where 'everything is backwards' IF we are broken from the spell of a blind belief in it.

Our 'model' of reality is a multi-layered complex of definitions with core commonalities and yet many conflicting cultural and personal edges. One cannot enter this 'human experience' without the development of the ego or personality construct - which itself develops over time, along with its model of reality.

Our self development does not begin upon a scientific or rational basis, but rather tends to be arrested there. For the protection of a wished-for sense of self and reality, held against actuality is the basis of a defensive system of a 'self' protective survival. Rationalisations operate as psychological defences by asserting strategic 'truths' by which to justify oneself or invalidate a perceived threat - which can be anything that does NOT support the  'self' investment.

Of course rational also means reasoned, logical, congruent, unconflicted in itself. Reason is a term for sanity, of heart and mind, but the asserting of 'rational' supremacy or priority over life is neither reasonable or sane, but rather creating an 'elect priesthood' to oversee the determining and mandating of 'reality' in exclusive terms. Feelings of the heart's resonance or dissonance can be denied by a cold and loveless reason, that can justify and enact destructive acts under its sense of rational justification.

If true is what is, as it is, then it can hardly be withheld or denied you. But in insisting that stories are true, we can and do withhold and deny our acknowledgement and recognition of true. And are denied, unrecognised and unsupported in our experience of being. At some point our sense of belonging may be so lacking as to effectively collapse in the attempt to manually maintain our 'life'. Whether this is a breakthrough or a breakdown is according to the active desire. Some wake up through crisis, others call game over, or attempt to rally the old cause in a new set of clothes.

But rational is one polarity within a whole. Intuitive is an inner sight natural to wholeness.Because the rational thinks it runs the show, it doesn't recognize it is running upon inner support.

Note that the recognition we are not rational is part of the technocratic management of humans a robotic systems. The post-truth society in which we are basically told what to think via programming of pre-rational manipulations. Humanity is in need of waking up to the heart's communication. Not emotionalism or sentimentality. Not any of the nice correctnesses that hide hate by pretending it is in the hated.
Honesty is recognised in and of the heart. But the 'mind' may be unwilling or afraid to listen and so there is a process over time for the reintegration of that which seems to have split off and taken on responsibilities beyond its capacity.
We do not have to beat our heart or deliberately breathe - but we can put strain upon our heart, and we can lose the inspiration that regenerates the heart. Perhaps our 'part' is not to 'control reality' but rather to learn to get out of (our own) way.
Of course this applies to scientific endeavour just as it does to anything we do.
But the freedom to imagine and think in new ways is prior to the decision to then explore it. test the results and share in the finding.
Arrested development is protecting an old investment - running as a habitual default.

Whatever it takes to get our attention is exactly that. Once we see, we wonder why it took us so long. But it takes whatever it takes. We all have different talents, liabilities and sensitivities, and yet all have belonging in wholeness - even those who enact the roles of the perpetrator, false saviour or manipulative victim.