The evil that hides in the forms of the Good

https://drmalcolmkendrick.org/2018/04/09/statins-and-amyotrophic-lateral-sclerosis/#comment-91077

In reply to:

I don’t quite agree with Solzhenitsyn. He’s right, but it is still the case that human beings have a spectrum of relative good and evil, with a few being very good and a few being quite evil. The problem is the large numbers of people who have not achieved conscious understanding nor made firm and conscious decisions regarding the matter. They are easily led, easily influenced, and it is because of them we have the awful saying, “The road to hell is paved with good intentions.” Due to this situation, those who are rather more evil can get much more traction in the world than they ought.

I recognize that what you say is the world of human judgement. I hold that such a power - wished for and engaged in as a a personal or private agenda - is the root of all evil or father of the lie - and has been identified as the 'choice' by which a Fallen nature replaced a quality of an intimacy of (communioned) being. Not unlike the loss of health to sickness management in fear of a true nature - and so as imposition of interventions and micro management.

This has been running for a few millennia as the conditioning within a more and more exclusive sense of physical definition supports personality fragmentation. Within the realm of persons - there seem to be good persons (with good intentions) and bad persons (with evil intentions), but looking only a little under the surface reveals that fear of evil within runs the masking in good intentions, and honest recognition and repentance of (or not choosing to act from or engage in reaction to) evil within allows the movement of a deeper sense of compassion in recognition of others in being - rather than as personally judged.

Consciousness as generally accepted is a specific form of UNconsciousness - being masked in persona as a protection against the evils that are met in infancy or before. Terror and rage, impotence and heartbreak are first met as the formation of the ability to focus in and become part of 'the human world'. That this is masked out by a (generally) protective family, culture and world view (of significance and adapted abilities) is not to say it is absent or inactive.

Childhood's end is the stepping out of protections that have become confining, possessive or over-controlling, to the conscious responsibility for decision - which is acceptance of will in the light of the true desire. But this intimacy of being is both inhibited and demonised by a world of human hate and rejection that does not see the being, but only the transgression of rules.

It would be impossible to exaggerate the complexity of human personality entanglement. And in some sense it operates like assigning impossible computations to 'hang' the (computing) processor.
That many who think they are more conscious seek to manipulate those they think are lacking is the extension of a manipulative consciousness.

Birds of a feather flock together  - for like meets like. Those who 'follow' others, do so for their own reasons, and use 'leaders' or even 'rules' or 'narratives' set by leaders while keeping the option to cry foul if they are then misled. This kind of 'conditional love' turns to hate in a moment if the conditions of its predicate are broken. That is to say it is merely a defence, mask or covering over of a hate that is revealed should the curtain slip.

Here is the evil that hides behind the mask facing out - but is itself a mask over the freedom to look within. Introspection, reflection and transformation are attributes of truly conscious living. But fear of change as the fear of greater loss (evil) works systematically to inhibit and deny introspection, reflection and renewal. I sketch out only to illuminate a basis for sane choosing. I have no desire to substitute for your own freely accepted will. Evils play a role in the re-wakening to wholeness as dissonance that wont go away until the cause is reconciled or resolved. the intent to force the good over the dissonance is a polarised split in consciousness, where a fantasy ideal or symbolic image is imposed upon organic communication such as to turn life inside out in reversal of the golden rule.

When I quote 'everything is backwards', I hold that it goes deeper than doctors, lawyers, educators, et al - as a systematic or institutional hate-fear of the 'other' as scapegoat for rejected or denied self. And the good intentions of enforced 'correctness' provide agency for this fear-driven hate to operate the mask of untouchable and unchallengable self-righteousness. I have to feel and own the hatred that is uncovered in my heart and mind to open the choice to repent of what I do NOT recognize true of me now - and put it behind me by aligning in what truly does.

Lockdown into the mere forms of 'good' works the lie of a life that sets the world of form as authority or 'reality' over the richly nuanced organic appreciation of reflective engagement and creative participation of genuine relationship. The achievement of making a monstrous and absurd complex of lies seem simply true - while rendering the simplest appreciation of life as impossibly complicated, mysterious and only yielding to the judgement of 'experts' in forms of mutual agreement, is to be believed to be seen!

(Of course there is a need for the rule of law of cause and effect - but as support for the law of love - else it runs as the sacrifice of love's innocence to the 'correctness' of the letter. Your personality can NOT be guilty for what lies beneath awareness. Freedom is not at the level of action, except to express or suppress the movement of desire, for you will always act upon the basis of what you accept true in any given situation toward the nutrient and away from the toxin as you define it.

Following collective definitions may work to fit in to social demands (real or imagined) but it is not consciously felt as acceptance of life - but more of an auto-pilot. The unwatched mind is vulnerable to trap itself in reaction to its own thought - and manipulators know this and so frame their suggestions and insinuations, smears or leading narrative to use you blind to serve their own agenda - running as their 'good' or least evil option.

When everything is believed evil, evil itself is invisibly normal - the only choice is the seeming lesser evil - and so there is no 'choice' but only a technocratic machine to yield to, that engineers the human animal to conform and comply within the rules of its existence. But notice machine is designed and wielded by the drive to dominate via define, predict and control.

A risk-less life is a form of death. Choosing life is what we thought we were doing, but we clicked into a phishing ruse, and are locked out of our true Identity by running upon a false flagged 'attack'.
Having made a false choice real to our own perceiving, we have set up the conditions in which the Given True has to be consciously accepted or chosen - and this is the art of listening discernment that all other abilities can align in support of; as the desire to truly know.

Love lost to a lie

https://off-guardian.org/2018/04/12/how-we-were-misled-about-syria-george-monbiot-of-the-guardian/comment-page-1/#comment-113534

(NOTE: The morning after I posted this, the page and article was removed by offguardian and any references to it on their site. The article was a very long account of Monbiot's articles and exchanges as a sense of betrayal and loss that focused to date in the call for war on Syria).


The feeling I get from Tim Hayward's article is of lost love - but not in the romantic sense - for Monbiot - who he used to feel part of, believe in, stand side by side with? Is this a long letter TO G.M?

There's another feeling I get over the incitement to war on Syria - and that is of the many being forced, terrorized, or convinced at least that going along with the pressure to act out the line or at least not challenge it - is the choosing of a lesser evil.

However I do not see any convincing actors on the stage in the 'case' for making war on Syria. Only of assets by one means or another.

We may be misled about most everything, perhaps because the mind from its earliest adaptations to sense of loss of love, support and connection, learns to mask pain and seek protection in strategies of self justification.

Since the earliest catastrophic beginnings of the development of this peculiarly split human consciousness, the gods that terrorised us from above were sacrificed to in supplication of appeasement. So that which sends fire and plague is entreated to save us from it. Nothing has changed but the costumes of its human reenactments.

I feel it is time for a New Story.
Don't fight over narrative - just read where it comes from with some compassion. The promise of  'power and protection' reveals a hollow and pathetic dependency. We feed a monster as if to 'survive'.

The capacity for introspection is also the capacity to uncover a fundamental humanity within even the worst of times. Everyone acts in self interest as in that moment they define themselves to be in relation to it. The lie is considered bad to be exposed in - but necessary to hide by.

But if everything is subjugated to serve a lie (too big to fail) then there is nothing true - excepting the power to say so and enforce it, and is that not the 'thinking' to which we have been trained to suckle?

I cannot make another man (or woman's) choices. I can only live my own and by tasting the results, learn to make better choices. But this absolutely depends on self-honesty. We cannot lie to others and be true to ourself nor lie to ourself and be true to others. And if we try to make the lie true - we will project the mind of it into the perceptions of others - whether they extend a true willingness or a deceit - we wont be able to tell.
That is the recipe for hell - because everything reflects a hidden hate that 'threatens' to destroy or violate our defences. But the enemy is not 'OUT THERE!' - even if there are many with grievance.

The lie and the father of the lie sets us against our Self - each other and our world.
"No it doesn't - it protects me from chaos, powerlessness, humiliation and loss of self!"
Yet all these things has it delivered while pointing the finger away.
There is a heart prayer from Hawaii...
The mind is erected against saying it:

"I'm sorry, please forgive me, I love you , thank you".

Domination fantasy at cost of true relation

https://anhinternational.org/2018/04/11/5g-coming-to-a-lamppost-near-you-soon/

While profits are made from markets opened by new technology, the underlying investments in infrastructure for such technology have been rolled out globally at great cost, without much notice and without obvious or immediate needs being met.
So apart from anything else, I see a transgenerational, corporately driven intent to set up systems of definition, prediction and control through the meeting of scarcity-induced needs. Within the defines of a corporate profit, these may seem legitimate or natural practice, but this corporate is not the body of Christ - or a brotherhood of humankind - or collective embodiment of the embrace of Life on Earth. It is a segregating off from wholeness in the idea of getting from at expense of.
The insistence on gratifying such fantasy upon the bodies of others is a driven sense of lack, seeking fulfilment through domination. Any seeming profit is an evaporation to a terrible sense of 'debt' that drives the development of thinking and technology to package 'debt' in new ways - so as to persist in fantasy at expense of true relation.

I hold this is a mistaken choice, but one that brings increasing dissonance of consciousness and incoherence of experience to be maintained. The way of coping with such is the dissociation and displacement into deeper fantasy that effectively renders unconscious in endless replay of the same old good v evil narratives.

But the mind of the judging of good and evil is not the only fruit in the Garden of desire in fulfilment. Beneath the virtual masking is a Good of a different order. Of recognition through extension of worth, rather than getting a sense of self inflation at cost of true.

It takes one to know one - is a homeopathic resonance. The world of sense experience is running as an electric universe within a 'Field' of Intent. The attempt to replicate life is an extension of the very 'consciousness' that runs unconscious of its source and nature. There is no need to make life in our own image and then defend it against the very life we in fact, are. It is the mind or the thinking that is sick - and of course all that is downstream to false thinking is denied true relation and the dissonance calls for correction - not engineered unconsciousness.

Don't Look Back!

https://off-guardian.org/2018/04/12/its-all-over-now-baby-red-white-and-blue/comment-page-1/#comment-113392 

If there is a false thinking that results in a fake life at cost of true, does the answer lie in the attempt to blame, shame and bring penalty of retribution upon the evil - as if to stamp it out? Whether seen in the 'other' or in our own powerlessness or impotency?

False thinking runs as if true, by being reacted to as if true. The pain of guilt seeks protection behind  freeze of fear, and the acting out of fears seems to protect a separated part, seeking some sense of 'relative innocence' to guilt projected, accused and punished in 'others'. And so the self-righteous hate does the very evil it accuses in others - and sees it not.

Denied guilt usurps the mind by making a mask of denial in which guilt-thinking runs a fear protection racket as a tyranny demanding sacrifice of life, joy and freedom. False escapes only seem to work temporarily, at cost of deeper entanglement in our own deceits, and shifting forms seem to indicate change in which a problem has been solved, or redefined in such a ways as to be pushed out of range of immediate focus. Self-evasion piles up denials that operate a charged undercurrent to narrative assertions increasingly recognized as hollow - and a hollowness that evils use as agency to effect their fantasy vengeances and gratifications over a hated and unworthy sense of life and world.

 The voice for guilt is vicious hatred. To listen to it is to feed it, and yet to blot it out is to let it grow upon you in the dark. A true correction is to listen to the voice for truth and abide there while the guilt rises up and passed over. The nature of the fruit of deceit is such that wisdom lies in not taking it as your own, or using it for yourself.

The sense in which a false sense of self and world is undone of the capacity to pass off - and thus be acted from  - as if true, is the release of a burden to a new chapter. As Dylan says (and you can feel for the voice for truth yourself), "Don't look back!

If your foundation wakes from mis-identification, you HAVE a basis from which to choose instead of being run by old habit. Old habit may run on a long time after you wake - but that is not the voice you want to listen to so learn not to be deceived. 

The thinking mind is NOT your friend - and does not speak for or even know, You. It is a masking adaptation to a world it unknowingly creates - not in the sense of a true creation - but in generating filters and meanings that run a corporate distortion and false currency of thought and perception traded as if true.

Withdrawing support and allegiance from the false by focusing fully in the true does not go to the thinking mind for the determining or 'proving' of true - but to the truly recognized match of giving and receiving true witness. We uncover an innate integrity by living from it, rather than 'seeing' only in terms of marketising and weaponising.

'The wicked shall perish' points to false or unsupported thinking, and all that fruits from it - not the living. Truth is not destructive to its own - and that which has no foundation in truth, isnt.

Fighting perceived and conceived evil appeals to the heroic self vindication of identity in the untrue seeking to become true, and may react in us before we have even noticed the baited trigger.

True witness brought present - is the idea of speaking truth to power, or saying NO! to a disintegrity as a witnessing to release of a false allegiance. These align in true power when they are held in the heart's discernment - but are easily subverted to hate agenda by divisive thinking born of guilt-driven blame.

To feel what we feel - and abide there in willingness for true - is the territory in which underlying beliefs and thinking that defines us, comes to the surface to be truly seen and evaluated. That which is not true of you, is then no longer entangled with what is, and falls away to an appreciation of wholeness of being - even to the sanctity of being. This is wholly worthy of defence by vigilance against deceit.

Regardless 'who' operates an agency of deceit, it is your own 'back door' that lets it run you, by inciting fear, guilt and division. Properly seen, your 'persecutor' educates you to maintain the integrity of your communication by rooting in presence instead of passing off in seeming.

Worth-ship of guilt and fear as power is a hidden worship. The masquerade played over the unacceptable seems to make it meaningful to those who want to play the illusion of power over life, even into the depths of subjection to a tyrannous demand for sacrifice of life to a fantasy of power.

Fantasy given power by false-flagged deceit is the nature of a self-dissociation into an arena of displacement for the psychic-emotional charge that would otherwise be felt at Home - but is diverted into trouble abroad. This is being shown on the Big Screen of a collective consciousness - but do we recognize it speaks directly to each of us - if we have eyes to see and ears to hear?

There isn't a simple way to communicate the nature of such complex defences in the terms OF the mind made for such defence. But communication in truth is life itself - and is lived in true willingness and desire, not under aegis of complex thinking of priesthoods of expertise in obfuscation. 

What is not used, fades from non use. What we share, grows by sharing. It is never that we are without choice, but more that we are blind to the choices we are already making, that frame us in a tyranny of false 'choices'.