Vengeance - give it to God or it takes your life away

 Quote Originally Posted by Lark
I want to fight whoever is responsible for this, I want to take it right into THEIR homes and I want them to rue this action for ten generations.

I met this comment here. I felt to reply:

I cannot determine with clarity and accountability exactly WHAT happened, WHO - is involved, or what agendas are operating - be they conscious design or unconsciously driven and of course both.

But I am increasingly aware of the dark or shadow manipulative and coercive nature of consciousness AS IT ASSERTS ITSELF to be.
You can look up proven and documented exported or proxy terrorism such as project Gladeo.

I felt also that Gearoid O Colmain on RT gave a good overview of the global agenda beneath appearances.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L7GAbVhjTSw

I believe that what you share here as your first reaction is fully intended to be triggered and is the way any capacity to discern and respond proportionately is usurped by triggering a reservoir of denied or 'unconscious' hate and fear.

The hatred and denial of fear, guilt and rage feelings, gives them power to operate as if autonomously and without our awareness or consent - exactly like the world reflects as a world of vengeance piled on vengeance - that becomes an insanity of hatred passing to the children of the hated ones - and to their children - and yes - they grow up in being hated and denied any worthiness of Life and hate you for it.

So THAT you feel what you feel is part of healing - but to not accept responsibility for the underlying ownership of your feelings and to give ALL CAUSE away to 'OTHER' is the refusal to look within - or indeed the terrorism of the mind that dictates over rather than shares life through.

The attempt to CONTROL PERCEPTION is inevitably conflicted, dissonant and hateful to everyone but the sense of self righteous blaming and judging that is the 'avatar' of such a deceiver.

What goes around, comes around. If the true nature of cause and effect were understood as an instant - then instead of blaming the past or being victim to anything, we would be truly aware and responsible to our self and all for what we are giving Now - and Now.
The mindset of guilt and blame itself is responsible for the human insanity. It keeps itself employed and spreads throughout the body politic by being given permission to run in our Name. I don't say feelings of guilt and blame are wrong - but that until we own our feelings we cannot access or change the conditioned beliefs and pictures of definition that hold them AS an unconscious reservoir or indeed volcano of dark force that leaks, erupts in our lives AND is deliberately or inadvertently mined or targeted by emotional and psychological manipulators.

EVERY DAY for years upon years has such violence been perpetrated on those who are but seeking to live their life and unfold their ways of doing so - but happen to exist in a place or a world or in the way of loveless domineering and exploitive agenda that is completely blind to them, their lives and loves - and so they are denied Life that a very few can have power over Life. But the illusion of power over Life is revealed in death - for what else works against Life but guilt and death kept under protection of darkness?

Death thinking runs the world as the attempt to deny the feeling being, exploit it without love, and use everything to glorify being 'right'. If it can use the gentler seeming arts of deception and persuasion, it will, but in its own garbled sense of survival it will kill the world rather than yield to the Movement of Being that it believes its should CONTROL.

The mainstream media are captive or corrupt to the power relationships on which they depend. If we only look there - and to the narrative they supply, we give away our own mind to the illusions they peddle in exchange for a sense of protection or belonging that merely milks, farms or predates upon us.

Terrorism is not only acts of violence - it is assault on the mind and the capacities or true functions of the mind. It will feel like assault on Reality Itself - but that demands one has to either succumb to being controlled by deceit or reclaim your own true being - and know and feel and be the reality of who you uncover and know yourself to be - of a wholeness of being - and not via a divide and rule coercive power lust that is actually expressing and embodying (and therefore teaching), fear of powerlessness.

Use anger to align ourself and push out what has no belonging in our own true owning and knowing. Don't give a blank cheque to terror agenda to propagate itself in your own permissions and supports. It does not believe that you have any remaining sense of power to stand in its way. But you have the power to not give it right of way through your thought, word and deed.

Corruption of song, story and society, sickens, inflames and kills.

The call to joy is the context of the willingness to look honestly at the obstructions or denials of joy. There's a lot of deep shit no one wants to look at - but it is all coming up now whether we want to look at it and heal or whether we want to persist in trying to dump it on anywhere and anyone ELSE.


The answer is where the problem is hidden - as a fresh way of seeing and feeling - and not in the forms of trickery and deceit by which it hides from ever being seen or felt again.

I hope this gives thought for food - because true reflection opens true nourishment and vitality to a dying world.

Radicalising and polarising populations at home and abroad

Britain mulls steps to combat extremism

This just happens to link to a site that allows comments. The story in all the main media outlets had no comments. It is always revealing as to what articles are allowed or are not allowed comments. What is revealed is that media publishers are not offering independent journalism but are effectively agents of the agenda of others, whether by conscious agreement or in a sense of self-protection amidst otherwise negative consequence.

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Coercion breeds equal and opposite reaction. Only a fool would not see the program of radicalising and polarising populations at home and abroad. War is not firstly upon 'others' but upon truth - or rather upon a true appreciation of Consciousness.
Communication is not a weapon. Communication is an expression and embodiment of relationship.
Now one may not want to communicate or be seen to be in relationship with that which is hated, feared, opposed, but at the level of idea there is no compartment in which to imprison the hated - but the attempt to do so WILL imprison oneself.
Ignorance of one's true appreciation of Consciousness - and consequent arrogances arising from distorted sense of self, lead to any and every kind of negative intent, act and outcome.
Terrorism is not on one side of a divide with legitimacy on the other. Terrorism is the raw attempt to coerce others with terror or fear, into compliance - or indeed to undermine their cooperative communications so as to become manipulatable via fear - or as an act of hate-revenge for believed injustices that otherwise cannot be resolved or that refuse to resolve through communication.
Coercion can be enacted upon individuals as a promise of power coupled with a sense of self-specialness. If persuasion fails they can be threatened with fearful consequence or set up to become hostage to exposures about them that would cost their career, relationships and reputation.
Trickery and deception are the dark 'arts' of power. When the ends are used to justify any means, corruption has hollowed out the governance that was trusted to serve. The deceiver is not a new idea, but will operate through ever new forms of apparent righteousness and protection.
First, look within in direct honest willingness, THEN look out with some sense of integrity. On cannot GET integrity by painting and opposing 'evil' in others. One will only witness one does not HAVE it by the attempt to coerce perceptions.

Reflections on the polarisation of (Greek) politics

 The sophisticated and articulate can enact violence  - the imposition of a coercive will upon others - with the pen, with the law and with the very political, economic and financial systems upon which everyone depends. When these are clever enough, they milk the cow without bleeding it to death, but a fearful and manipulative selfishness is the boom and bust mentality, where fear and lust overrule a more balanced strategy.

So those who have been encouraged to accept passive roles in unjust relationships get pissed off and start to express it without sophisticated articulation - and often in blind or fearful reaction - and there is a blame reaction to make them specially wrong rather that symptomatic of a body politic.

The thinking that makes self-specialness is the thinking of the will to power, whatever paths of expression it takes. Divide and rule begins within one's own mind and then proceeds to dance a bloody and tragic farce.

When special love is mutually engaged - whether in alliance or opposition, the true nature of love is denied, forgot and protected from ... by the persistence of a self-specialness.

The process of honestly acknowledging our fears is utterly essential to our becoming free of the mentality that usurps or sabotages our love, our shared living, our joy in life. Blame and its hidden progenitor; self righteousness, utterly deny any process of awareness that would enable a communication from a shared appreciation to replace a mutuality of shadow-fears.

Loving to hate is NOT love, but a morbid fascination. Those who deal in toxic assets will harvest a reward! But it is never too late to begin.
(Of a mind renewed).

Fatal mistakes are the ones that have no remedy of healing. Isn't this the love of hate? (an inverted form of special love).
I cherish the mistakes by which we realize we are utterly mistaken and find ourselves free to live out from Life anew - for that is the basis from which we do not re-enact the past over and over and yet over again...

Thanks for your attention

Conspiracy, deceit and reality

http://www.guardian.co.uk/world/2011/sep/05/september-11-conspiracy-theories

I offer what I write as 'upstream' to the issues here that seem to become polarised. Not least by the article's bait. Nothing is communicated in war except the refusal to open a line of open communication. War is a way of shifting society - the larger mind - when its intransigences do not yield or adapt gracefully to change.

We do not humanly tend to be aware as unified consciousness, we tend to create an identity in differentiation and fight its flag, as if our life depended on it. And this becomes repetitive self-fulfilling prophecy of Self-defeat.

What we tend to accept as reality is of course our human conspiracy. It's disintegrating and fragmenting effect is also the opportunity of an uncovering of the working of our mind - such that we awaken from our own spell by which we were deceived.

We seem to agree to define life in our own image - and give that priority in our mind. This is the way we deny the direct, vital and felt communion of the whole body mind with the all pervading quality and energy of Life. Just call it Joy for now.

Thus we become the determiner of what everything is and what it means, rather than the beholder of the Inherent Meaning of Wholeness of Life.

Why do I say this here? because the problem cannot be understood at the level it presents itself, and the primary underlying conspiracy of which I attempt to point to, is of mind fragmenting and hiding its own deceptions from itself in order to prevail as 'a' mind or will, over and against the life that it is actually one with.

The will to prevail is usurped from the will to love. They are not the same. We do not like to present the will to prevail openly because it is antithetical to love, to a shared, unified peace of being. We keep it hidden. It keeps us in the dark. Ok, we let it out in sport. But without honouring the game as a whole - including our opponents, our part is meaningless even in victory.

The will to prevail is disguised as love, as protection, as coercive manipulation, as passive aggression and as every kind of deceit. It always meets with opposition, because it is itself opposing - so it sees enemies everywhere - even in those it calls 'friend'. There is no love of truth in a lie. Its only power is of being hosted, protected and given agency of expression.

The manipulation of societies is not whether the deceits are believed, but by the successful achievement of shifting the mind to a fearful basis. Once that is achieved, they can be further manipulated. From a point of view of mind, it doesn't matter who or what, it only matters that the conditions are maintained in which to prevail. This will seem to be personified in a few, but they are simply hosts for a mind we all partake in unknowing. Until we wake up.

There is a lack of communication where fear is given power, and much that is known is kept hidden by the simple conspiracy of self interest and self protection. Yet this is the very mind that has to be looked at and found to be working against true self interest and against our peace. 
The means by which the mind uses power are the same means by which the mind is exposed as without validity. We may not convince others by our own limited articulations of something wrong. But we do need to bear witness to something true that communicates itself freely, when a tyranny of deception is undone.

The strategies of mind can be seen as a divinely ingenious decoy and distraction mechanism. But who or what sets in motion the purpose that it fulfils but the active desires and intents of our hearts? Looking outside for reality has its place in a larger wholeness - but is blind without a true discernment. What are you and I - and all of us actively calling forth as the determiners of value from which all else then proceeds? Is it truly honouring of you and of life?

Personalising issues reveals hidden investments. Focussing on such weakness in another for personal advantage is playing the same game. The willingness to find true communication has to listen inwardly and not merely 'understand' and process what seems to be arriving from outside.

Listening inwardly is a silence of trust for that which is uncovered when mind-processing is rested. Here is the condition for awakening a perspective NOT made by human guile. Acting out from such a renewed mind grows a different fruit than conflict, fear, guilt and war.

The capacity of the mind for deceit is much greater and more pervasive than anything in the world would have us suspect - because as long as it is cast out upon the world, our own mind's participation and involvement is kept secret.

A lie, protected from truth, becomes an evil. But a lie seen as a falsehood, may be seen as unworthy of support. What is resisted resists. But what is not used becomes obsolete.

I'm sorry if I'm hard to read. Its part of the territory and not my desire.
Thank you for your attention!

Note:

The first writing got to the stage below when I felt to just start again. But when I got back to it as first draft, I felt to include it below:

When the presumptions upon which a mind is predicated are undermined, the identity associated with the old mind continues to attempt to 'make sense' in its old terms.
Such reaction is compulsive, overriding all else, and is not open to truth so much as to reinstating its own basis for validity. For our sense of self is associated with the organisation of our thought and self-construct being valid to our own mind. Of serving the root desire that is active though not usually consciously recognized.
Choosing to believe is not merely about verifiable data, but of defence against that which can not or will not be accepted, being either beyond integration with current belief, or too undermining of the reality construct of self.
We are all 'working' through the device of the mind, with its virtual identity lived out amidst a 'human conspiracy' of looking away from the underpinnings of our own mind. We tend to be ruled by it, programmed by it and successfully so when unaware that our virtual identity is but a dream fuelled by an imagination and desire overlaid upon an actual movement of being.
There is that in us that wants to dream a self and live it real, which gives its power to definitions and beliefs willingly so as to have the experience that becomes the self and world we know. It isn't merely survival, it is a will to prevail. But it is not unified, true or real except as active desire to experience wilfully.
There is also that which wants to control the experience, by using the symbols and images
I have read a lot of the comments on this page - and used the process to watch and rest my own mind. What came up to say is speaking to that which is willing to listen amidst the appearances of this aspect of experience. I myself am also a listener.

Tea Party, media circus, celeb politics and egomania

Believing in something might be an inspiration. But if, when you look at it, it gets all its juice from needing to oppose or hate, then hey ho! - it's more of the same old con that incites fear or hatred in order to then win allegiance or undermine the perceived 'enemy'.
But this increasingly becomes - not an issue of principle - but of a clash of illusions - each promoting their own brand of - the same old con.

One of the good things about insanity coming into the open is that beliefs that programmed society but have become degraded by mis use can be released of authority and the true values that they originally represented can be uncovered and the value lived out - shared - not as persuasion via manipulative intent - but in peace.

Peace is where sanity is.

'Masturbation' can also be used as a symbol of self regarding fantasy. Who, reading this will cast the first stone?

Rather than use some degraded idea of 'sin' as a mudslinging tactic - I'd just say that self regarding fantasy is something the mind can engage in - but it's a disconnect with actuality - being only an imaginative 'reality'. If enough people agree they can role play. If they then agree to disagree, they can also role play.

In an insane mind, anything can mean anything - though the ones who believe their enemy is here! - now there! - and them! - and also those others! Do believe it - and experience it as if it were real.

Communication cannot occur until there is some willingness to calm, regain a measure of trust and see the value in acting in new ways that do not escalate fear.

Hey! - is anyone listening?