Showing posts with label sanity. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sanity. Show all posts

Monday, 25 January 2016

Scripted 'reality'


The Deep State and Its Memes
By Daily Bell Staff

The idea of evil controllers is tempting to the idea of powerless sufferers. They make a fine pair - and while that is written somewhat lightly - I recognize in my gut that it is tragically experienced and acted out.

The way to 'control life' is to position oneself as being the one whose definitions 'take' or 'carry' because life is never really controlled so much as defined in ways that contest a sense of control. We already have a huge investment in self (definition) and tend to look only for what reinforces it - and we all have different perspectives within a wholeness that is unavailable to us while busy contesting, defending and seeking to prosper or prevail in such terms.

Trying to 'read' life is of course the desire to be able to map and predict and control outcomes and yet is a mutation of an innate capacity to discern life - which is nevertheless an aspect of our being that never truly leaves us - though the conditioned mutated mind can experience itself disconnected from and indeed threatened by its original nature.

I do not doubt that opportunistic and 'professional' manipulators seek to undermine or disrupt communication by interjecting bias or deceit in any scenario where we have a gap or backdoor through which they can get from us what we leave open to thieves. Some of this is what we call our mental-emotional conditioning that is simply calling out for 'magic answer' or 'protector' because the fear is not really owned or truly felt.

The social contract does have outer aspects that facilitate survival along certain lines, but it is also the result of seeking to mask or hide from what we deny in our self because it was buried as an invalidating sense of guilt or overwhelming terror, or dangerous hateful rage and loveless intent. All the shit is buried like radioactive waste while on surface the matrix-movie runs as the attempt to avoid and delay shit as much as possible in whatever ways are available - from the core impulse to survive that has not evolved or changed since the imprinting of such conditioning.

However, as one who become somewhat exposed to what was formerly so successfully denied that my born existence was a way to hide it - I also know that the Wholeness of being moves to re-integrate itself spontaneously, naturally. Of course. And so the 'control mentality' is ultimately defending against letting this Wholeness register within our consciousness and subverting and usurping anything that gets through.

Now this meaning cannot communicate unless meeting a deeper willingness to open to listen and feel, than desire to exploit it as a basis of self-validation along negatively conditioned lines - of the need to be in control. There is a natural version of 'control' that is not coercive and which is part of clearly held desire. I feel that may libertarians know this in their hearts - and of course it comes out of a willingness to relate and communicate freely - that is free of the coercive interjections or impositions of guilt-blame and fear-rage deceits. This calls for a quality of inner responsibility to always look beneath or beyond the form or presentation to feel the actual message - which like a trojan can hide in the things we most want to hear or most identify with. We are easily deceived in the main because the very framing of our sense of life and world, invalidates consciousness in any sense of its true expression of an Individual movement of wholeness of being. There is no way I or anyone can give experience in words of what it truly is to be alive - but there are many contending versions of 'reality' both within us an as our world around us.

Terror and rage are the hidden device of denial - because these are the most intensely denied feeling. One way of saying this is that we invoked this power of denial and its 'guardians' and their shadows when it was needed - but which may no longer be our living desire now - and this means going past the boundaries that keep it hidden or indeed hide us from what it was designed to protect us from.

But terror and rage, powerlessness and loss are at hand in outer reality for more and more of Life on Earth as the scales tip to flip. That we have a participation in this that is individual but has collective results is hidden from the collective surface mentality that diverts and divides us from noticing.

If anyone aspires to success that has influence, they will meet the power behind the illusion. If they then ignore its dictates it will affect the form of outcome they then meet. If they align with it - they may only express that of themselves that serve that agenda. It does not need a conspiracy - being already the common core conditioning that is equated with survival.

Everything pivots upon what we give power and meaning to - and that statement illuminates where the power truly rests. But identifying against evil gives power and meaning no less than openly worshipping it as power.

We all serve roles for each other that are truly determined by the script or focus that is actively running. A guilt and blame script gives the world we presume to know - and seeks to demand itself be the only god or reality. Be mindful of any image or idea you accept as your reality - because it will be the measure of you while you hold onto it. If your own definitions make you powerless - is it really so?

Wednesday, 25 June 2014

Integrity and insanity

This writing today was gladly shared with a willingness to ask. (From a comment thread here)

Dave said:
I hear you Binra. Your last word was integrity. Can we start there? If some have none of it, what do you suppose I owe them? Do I owe them communication at the very least? Isn't communication a two way street, listening as well as conveying? And what of sanity? Who should define it?


Can you see that human consciousness and indeed human communication operates a masked world - which includes the mimicking or the attempt to make an 'integrity' of a mask?
That in the world we become so confused in our identity that we often have reacted from the mask as if it were our true word and reacted to another's mask as if it were their true word?

So listening with discernment has to begin from a place that is itself awake or of a willingness that is open to the promptings and noticings of That in us which is of an integrated and integral awareness; of that which IS communication, rather than an attempt to DO or coerce communication to fit our filters of demand or expectation.

In some sense we all construct a self for ourself out of our predilections, our upbringing, and an ongoing adjustment to the world as we experience it - and if we become 'well adjusted' we can live what Socrates called the 'unquestioned life'; a surface that never gives way to reveal a depth.

So it will often be those who have in some sense been broken, or passed through change in which their sense of self - sanity and world - perception is fundamentally challenged. For those who successfully mask their true presence behind a mentality that convinces them that everything is as they believe it is are acting out a script of which they are unaware.

What do you owe your self - or indeed your Self? This is the key to integrity. If you honour, accept and appreciate the gift of life - that gives you your self and includes your experience, then you live out from that integral, integrated sense of congruency.
If you cheat or deny or undermine yourself then you engage with thought and act that dis-integrates you and gives a disconnected and struggling sense of self - in an experience that doesn't feel like a communicating flow of events but a problem to be solved in order to get your life back.
An interior awareness allows choice where otherwise is only reaction that operates as if it were free.

Those who act or communicate without integrity can serve you in many ways - but only if first your serve your self - with integrity. It is not for me or you to live another's life or make their decisions and give them our meanings - and the urge to do this rises from the sense of denial of one's own deeper responsibility.

I notice that when I am aligned in my being, I do not need others to fit into my 'plan' or scheme and can thus listen receptively and discern better as to how to respond or indeed whether to overtly respond. Giving as I would receive is the basis of liberty - for if I would imprison you in concept, how can I know myself free?
However, I do not have to associate with or agree with or join with that which feels it has no belonging in my own integrity of relation and indeed must exercise self-love in refusing to engage in that which is both meaningless and undermining of integrity to give energy and attention to.

I notice when I allow or inadvertently choose awry from my integrity, that the world and even my loved ones, immediately reflect back a lack of worth - and the disposition to see 'what is wrong' with the other, or the world, works as a kind of confused or reactive attempt to mitigate a conflicted sense of myself - that I have taken seriously and locked down on.

This answer is not perhaps what you expect or sought, because I am calling attention to your relation within your self - as it corresponds with whatever is going on and whoever your are with.

Communication in its fullest meaning is never really interrupted, and is always in a sense available to a willingness. You can use this to see that there is always another perspective - another way of looking at  - anything. The way we choose to see anything and the experience it brings us, will be uncovered as a freedom to give - if we loosen our own self-certainties enough to rewaken an innocent curiosity.

What you give is up to you. Absolutely up to you. There are all kinds of rules for thought and behaviour, but those which resonate and reflect your innate integrity will bring you to the trust in your own core vibrational knowing. While we fear our own deceptions we cannot unselfconsciously trust the full flow of our desire - yet exactly that is our joy in life - our freedom to be what we are rather than to struggle in what we are not.

Just as those who love each other do not interrupt its flow to stop and ask the mind "what is love?" - so is it that those who become aware of insanity are those who recognize in some sense they have lost it - or lost awareness and integration of it. We get in the way of our own light - and then lock down by blaming this block as our 'self'.

Yet even a mask of a self has to copy, mimic or pass off as something that is already true. If love were not already true where would rise an attempt to fake it or make it or even deny it real?
Once we have defined our self without integrity - we seek it as if we do not have it. We try to integrate our mind such as we now feel split off and threatened, but do so by rejecting all that we judge against and use judgement as the coercive defence of our own sense of protection and survival - as a separated mind (in a separate body in a world of separate things that exists 'out there' as a sort of dead matter in empty nothingness.

To come back into a true sanity requires we do nothing - not passivity - but do nothing from the reactive or coercive assertion of a dis-integrity. The saying "be still and know' is not about applied rigidity, but an inner relaxation to an uncoercive appreciation. But of course old habits are often deep set, so one's willingness to reintegrate will encounter the 'disintegrities' that work to sabotage or block or distort one's joy - one's essential communication in life. many see these and use them as proof they are unworthy, have failed, cant do it, blah blah blah. But it is up to you (or each of us) which thoughts we listen to and validate.

So what about all these crappy, lacking, faulty, insane, deluded or evil human beings?
It is up to you what you choose to give focus and relevance according to the theme you are exploring. From my heart I feel to bring attention to THAT we are free to choose and give trust to that in the light of a true choice, the choice will be truly made. But don't be deceived by the choices that the mask allows - for it only knows of its own defence. That's what it was for and remains.

I don't communicate to the mask - because it cannot hear. But the living ones who confuse the Life with fearful definitions, are limiting themselves unknowing. One can only communicate with a willingness or as an invitation to willingness. the mask can only transact. There's nothing wrong with a subconscious persona that reinforces and supports your focus and desire. But once programmed with negative association it will seem to 'have a mind of its own'. The more one fights it - the stronger it seems to become. One 'talks' to the subconscious by repetition of persistence and consistency. Align therefore with what you really want (in any given moment) so as to teach yourself what it is you want to learn.

The mind wants to map and control and extract meaning for itself. But in opening to the possibility of inspiration, it is the intuitive sense that resonates with what is relevant as a communication now. It is enough to 'get it' at a level that feels it and then that seed is your own 'knowing' and works in you as you give it welcome and value it. I am in a willingness to be helpful, not because you need it - but because I recognize and embrace my need to extend it.
Without each other there is no fight, nor is there any sharing in Light - in the recognitions that cant be weaponized or marketed (though their forms can be used to mean something else in the dark).

One way of looking at 'end times' is to see it as a Time of Choice. I feel to live in the choice that aligns most clearly with what it is that I am - and this is served by the reflection-experience of what it is I am NOT as well as by uncovering shared purpose in a greater communication than my 'little mind' could even begin to imagine.
How this works out in practice - for each of us - is an unfolding of the themes we are exploring as experience - which is as deep and subtly glorious as one is willing to allow. But this may only be as glimpses until the framework of a coercive mentality is left unused; rendered obsolete through non use. None the less, even a glimpse of a truly sane appreciation, is a life changing event - or rather the releasing of the (insane) attempt to change what Life Is, to a reintegrated Consciousness.

True learning is joyful. Can we start with whatever degree or shred of integrity we can live from - regardless of whatever past we feel defined and limited by? Some will have none of it - and seek to hold us to our past. They will be the ones who allow us to know we have moved on, when we no longer react to their thoughts and acts as anything to do with who and what we are - and if they are willing - we can extend a shared sense of integrity to them in whatever way serves the moment - but not as an attempt to prove we have it. That is how we 'lose' it or mask it.

Everyone can smell a rat - that is to say - can pick up on a coercive intent. We are experts - even children. Likewise everyone can discern integrity - because it resonates one's own.
So why are we fooled except we are distracted from noticing or too invested in our mask to allow it to dissolve? See how the 'world works' and uncover the way the mind works - without using what is revealed as a self-damnation or invalidation. Honesty allows a spontaneous willingness to be curious and thus to simply notice and express without side. In the sense that the world defines it - honesty is impossible - because the world itself operates as a deception. So rather than guarantee a fail in attempting the impossible, embrace all that you are from a fresh perspective.

Your definitions - your word - is what generates your unique experience. But much of this is unconscious to a daily waking mind - but active none the less. It isn't that there is an 'evil' mind in opposition to Life so much as negatively defined and invalidated self which is rejected, excluded and feared. A true communication can unravel a grievance to the core recognition of Life Integrity - but only as willingness allows. The hurt and rage of the human heart is not often felt to be truly received, but often works contagion and recycles over and over, over and over. One does not need to be clever to recognize insanity and desire to be free of it.

Monday, 10 March 2014

When reality crashes or simply disappears!


Six important facts you're not being told about lost Malaysia Airlines Flight 370

A naturalnews.com article


An observation: When our reality model breaks due to uncovering facts we can no longer deny - in any arena of life in which we previously placed trust, then we no longer trust those institutions and authorities which before seemed credible and are exposed to fearful thoughts that would otherwise have not have been engaged.
We can then become uncertain of what thoughts to trust...
And can become and inadvertent agency of fearful alarmism rather than clearly sounding an alarm that alerts to a present attention and response-ability.
We all make mistakes as part of learning.

Processing fear - or moving through fear rather that reacting from it, is the practice of consciousness response-ability. For reactivity is not a consciously connecting act - so much as the re-enactment of a past conditioning.

I feel that fear - and its attendant coercions - is rising from the unconscious to exposure - to be brought back into the realm of consciously connected choice.

Fearful identity is the choice to disconnect and collapse upon thinking that does not extend, share, or truly relate to living presence, but is withheld and withholding.

When we are protected from truth it is because we are afraid and demand to be protected from what we fear to be true. We give our power away.

When we feel denied communication that we are willing to receive, we can project fearfully into the situation and compound a sense of deprivation and disconnection.

Presence is felt. Presence of mind is a unified heart and mind.
I feel we are re-learning the way of acting from an integrity of connected presence - as opposed to asserting a presentation that locks out a current receptivity.

Fear is beneath the attempt to gain power over Life, and its exposure reveals an illegitimacy. But hidden fears sow division.

Wholeness and indivisibility, are innate attributes at a level to which fear cannot intrude.
This was in a reading I shared this morning:

*"Truly I say to you, watch the thoughts within your mind. Choose what you will believe
carefully. For what you believe, you believe in Heaven, although it may hide Heaven from your sight.”



*(Quoted from 'The Holy Spirit's Interpretation of the New Testament'. NTI)

Silky Wiley replied:

Well, I'm going with you on some of this but why use an interpretation so far from the events of the new testament? The King James version maintains the beauty and poetry and the underlying layers of wisdom in the new testament. It is like the interpretations of the Quran that miss the mystical in it. The new bibles strip out the mystical meaning in the turn of the phrases.

My reply to Silky Wiley

I agree with you on the KJB - but the NTI is NOT the Bible, nor a version of it but is to my appreciation, a 'harvest' discerned and reflected in the reader. A 'harvest' that is neither found or depicted in this 'world' (framework of beliefs and definitions) and yet which awakens the one who thought they were lost to that they are not as their belief defined them.

Regardless of debate as to any merit or not of the source of the quote, it was simply from a tract that I had literally paused writing here to share reading aloud with my partner, after which I resumed writing here. Its serendipity resonated with the points here.

Our creative nature as Consciousness definition, acceptance, identification, reflection and communication, is not 'in the world' but prior to it - and reflected by it. It is alpha and omega - and yet seems hidden to (by) our 'ordinary consciousness'

If we use our creative freedom, (two words meaning the same thing there), to deny our awareness and innate function AS such consciousness extended, we can then experience a world and a will that seem to oppose our true Nature; a world of conflicting powers.

The fragmented, compartmentalized, insanity that then results, seeks each fragment to justify itself unto itself - for none knows their being innately. Such fearful assertion is usually held deeply unconscious because it is intolerable. However it is the perfect condition in which to freely and honestly relinquish self-will in receptivity to a Consciousness NOT of one's own split-mind making.

I realize this may make no sense (to you or others), but I feel to use new ways of expressing facets of our consciousness responsibility. Not because old ways are less valid, but because many have filtered or distorted them to effectively block their harvest.

When all attention is projected out upon the 'world', in a disconnection or diversion from the Soul quality of knowing within, everything seen reinforces the disconnecting 'narrative' of power, fear, death and survival - for that IS its script!

To take the time and activate the willingness to feel the heart or Soul connection - which is a direct knowing of one's living presence - allows a unified heart and mind to operate in the experience of the world. In this one not only has the wherewithal to function within a greater awareness and discernment of what is actually present - AND relevant, but one's inner guidance reveals teaching/learning integrations in place of division and war.

Now when we look at the world we can more readily use it as a faithful feedback to OUR whole consciousness - which is not only much greater than the version we pretend, but is most intimately shared in ways we can scarcely imagine.

But the meanings of what we see are for us to either coercively assert, or intimately accept. When I blogged my previous comment here I called it "when reality crashes or simply disappears!". Where is our 'power' then? It is in the capacity to realize what we took as reality was in error, and let go of what we never in fact 'were'.

Silky Wiley replied:

    Well, I don't know where you got your NTI or who wrote it, but much spiritual writing in the west is just a rehash of ancient scriptures, the Tao, the Mahabarata, the Bhagavad Gita, the Old and New Testament, the Quran. Perhaps the more original thought which is in the bible "As a man thinketh, so he is." The ancient Hindu scriptures clearly say that all of our dimension is delusion of duality and God's dream. So the ideas on reality are nothing new either.


To which I responded:

     Well that's ok. I'm not here to promote it or convince anyone of anything. I simply share a perspective for the attention of whoever resonates with it.

As a man thinketh in his heart, so he is. The creative level is 'usurped' or covered over, by what we tend to call 'thinking'. Its a kind of jamming device.

Personally, I do not feel to fit the ideas into meanings of the world's thinking - the 'old wine bottles'. I feel this is the way to adulterate and dilute and lose the original radiance and vitality for the dead letter of the law; where words that could set your heart free imprison it instead.

So whatever the source, I recommend learning to receive - to truly listen - where? In the heart. That is where what you believe will be revealed to you - along with the release of what does not belong to you and costs you your joy.

If you feel truly attracted to something - let others have their opinion but don't throw your own joy-promptings away if you don't want to.

In our world experience, we get to live the ideas that are its construct, as if they were outside consciousness. In extending and experiencing true Creation, this is glorious, in extending the idea of fear and separation the experience is hellish.

Rather than be fearful about it (which is of course the persistence of the conflicted mind - why not learn to surf the wave?

Whatever is going on - that is part of your life - is able to be seen in conflicted or unified perspective, without exception.

Thus what you think in your heart - your state of being - determines all meaning and not the external conditions.

Of course this is yielding to Creator Source and therefore anathema to the wish to 'lord it' over others.

For those whose loved ones were on that plane - this is an event of great unsettling. We give our heart to the world and it is so deeply cut - when the world changes so. Love is not loss, but a connection to our very divinity. The world becomes the footprint of an absent divinity if we worship love in loss.

There is another adjunct for those who are deeply disturbed by the way the world is unfolding such fundamental change: love yourself! In this love is your capacity to share life and love with those who share your life today, now, in thought, word and deed - though presence communicates through all of these.
Our life exposes us to learn of conscious existence - sometimes when what we thought we knew is all undone. If we refuse, we choose unconsciousness as if it can save us - but only extending our true presence can reveal our wholeness in which there is no one to be saved.
If any 'book' serves your acceptance of love and its extension as your self - why not be grateful for the grace of your being!

Friday, 30 August 2013

Pausing from reaction

MPs rule out British assault on SyriaGovernment motion on action against Assad defeated by 13 votes


I am pleased to see that that which seeks to manipulate by inciting reaction has had to pause.

To pause from reaction allows a space in which an honesty can rise to awareness that otherwise is kept at bay.

An honest perspective may seem unaffordable to vested interests and masked agendas - particularly if the promise of gaining advantage or of mitigating loss is believed credible.

But an insane perspective is no perspective at all.

If it seems to be the only view available, perhaps one has yet to pause from reactive thinking and listen in the heart. Honesty and discernment are felt in the heart, but emotional reactivity is a manipulation of the mind as if to usurp a unified perspective.

Though at root the dynamic of deception is simple. It spawns complexities of entanglement in conflict that cannot be solved within its own framework. This is also seen in the financial 'system'.

The mindset of division, blame and self-righteousness is embedded in human consciousness as a conditioning, but it is not native to Consciousness Itself.

Who can pause of their own thinking can open to wisdom.

Not in subjugation to another's will - but yielding in trust to the true power of life.

So yes, I am saying that what we take as our thinking is a deception, and that we need wake up, by pausing of its programming and noticing what is active currently.

Or stoke the fires of opinionated identity in reaction and to hell with it?

We all have a choice, because we ARE all choosing in every moment, to use it.

A sense of righteousness is compulsive to the one that fears their own illegitimacy. But at the deepest level, we are all complicit in the 'sin' of putting our own thinking above that of love's awareness now. So much so, that very few will be able to pause reaction to this so as to hear its message.

As long as we love to hate, and love to fear - so long will the insanity and pain of war blight our lives. Not just in wars of bomb and bullet - but war as a perpetual and accepted NORM of relations with ourselves, each other and our world.

I would that love's honesty rise in everyone and make no exception. For if I say that 'so and so' does not deserve love's awareness, I attack myself.

To say NO to an unacceptable behaviour, may well be a direct expression of love - but the presence of integrity is what is actually communicating.

Where is our integrity? Is it not the basis of our sanity and trust in ourselves and therefore each other? Is it not the resonance and quality of our communications as well as the forms of meanings that are conveyed?

Humiliation is feared and avoided with lies that lead to more lies. Yet a moment's honest reflection can shift to a true humility - and here is integrity that does not lord it at another's expense. It always starts now - and it is always a responsibility of thought and intent, now.

Pause itself isn't an answer, but in it, the desire for answer can be lived as an expression of trust. Not in the terms set by the problem - but in one's true relation that is NOT defined by the terms the problem sets.

Our surface minds have been conditioned to war - but our true mind is not what we have covered it with - and so can be UN-covered - unless we persist in warring so as to maintain a NOT knowing in which to seem to exercise 'self-will'.

Tuesday, 13 August 2013

Attention disorder!


The use of prescription drugs designed to treat attention deficit hyperactivity disorder sufferers has soared by more than 50 per cent in six years, new figures have shown.


The Corporate Pharmacy 'Industry' aka 'Big Pharma' wants to manage life manually in every way it can open a market in. The spiritually passive 'consumer' wants to have their life managed in whatever ways enable them to avoid real relationship and responsibility. It's not being done to us - we do it to ourselves. A false kind of scientism is used exactly the way a false religious sense was used - to manipulate and control - but it isn't really 'out there' in 'evil' people wielding power - it is a kind of thinking that we share as currency finding expression through the structures and technology that our thinking creates.

To be insane is to be deluded or dislocated from reality. This is the result of our thinking. When enough people get stuck in the same place they call it reality.

Manipulators know the power of thought and perception and if one looks within - one sees that our mind is expert.

Science looks out - even in studying mind it looks out. Looking out in such a dictate insinuates a separateness that is withheld or kept secret. This sense of self-apart is an experience of an insane world. Adapting to a loveless insane world shares it and sacrifices our Soul - our living feeling being - to it. Surviving such a world is an intolerable strain. Its breaking down is a sign of true health. We are not meant to live in secret isolated unconsciousness - buried beneath a managed existence.

When Life's messengers are denied, they escalate to get attention until they cannot be ignored! Piling up problems by burying them in complex hiding places makes for a global breakdown. But this is still the Message trying to gain your attention. Breakthrough is the dawning in our mind of what was always in it but had been denied.

Be healed in the wholeness of your being - your attention IS love and naturally follows the discernment of your recognition of true Good. Question the basis from which you live out from - because what we call our thinking is not as free or true or reliable as we are apt to believe.

It isn't that THEY are manipulating us - but that we invite and open ourselves to it without realising and they let us because it is socially acceptable to live lovelessly and expect scientific support to prop it up!

Saturday, 24 December 2011

on reading of Laurence Freeman ‘monastery without walls’ in FT

Whilst one can gather a common thread of mystical or transcendental basis for religions - it might be more direct to see all interpretations and descriptions - and their derivatives - as an expression of what might be called experiential Fact. "THAT anything exists - That Awareness Is". Such Fact is not subjectively or objectively approachable via what we call the mind. Insofar as we attempt to speak of what reveals itself WITHIN the acceptance of BEING, we tend to use cultural symbols, concepts and stories, that inevitably become referred to and given currency - OUTSIDE the awareness of the Acceptance as IS, and as such, are subverted to the realm of 'interpretations and descriptions', that are invested in, believed, identified with - and part of the game of self in a world conflicted.
Meditation in the outer sense, might be whatever circumstance of intent and investment of receptivity serves to allow the restoration of perspective of wholeness of being.
To live out from a fragmented or conflicted self sense may be exciting and full of promise, for a while. But the mind spins its story and commentary upon what is essentially a dissonance of being.
No matter how many minds collude in self validating their own personal 'reality' - the underlying dissonance is active because it is 'made real' by the attempt to overcome it.
The Perspective of a direct awareness, is innocently empty of problem based identity, and inherently serves the dissolving and resolving of a problem based consciousness, one step at a time. The problem solving (and problem creating) mind wants to 'know or understand' in advance, so as to strategically 'survive and prevail' as an independent agent. So it is resistant in refusal to stop and listen and feel - without an object of reaction from which to get a reflection.
But the feeling of Being cannot be substituted for with anything that the mind can get or gain or acquire - beyond a momentary hit of peak experience. So often it is those who have succeeded in worldly terms who genuinely come to seek for a depth of wholeness, integrated being and clearly guided purpose.
To enter Silence or the resting of the mind of thinking, is always an individual willingness. One can militantly silence aspects of the mind - but the force that is applied is not receptivity, trust or recognition of the Movement of Being. But its very essence, is the releasing of the wilfulness of an wish for independent authority, and as such is an opening to a Truly Relational Being.
Within the Peace of Wholeness, is every dynamic by which we identify life - but seen from an Inclusive Perspective. In such a shift of perception, the problem may be seen as the answer - but ONLY from such a shift - because the self defining mind is an act by which all is perceived externally as separate polarized forces. Everyone knows this at some level in their life; to be in the zone, in the flow, an at-one-ness or sense of guided or supported act. But they tend to seek to get it, try and hold it and lose it. And so spend most of their life actively maintaining the conditions of distraction from the awareness of the Unified Integrated Wholeness of this and every Moment - allowed to be itself one with you.
In one way or another the shift from what does not and can not really ever work, to The Way Things Work - is natural and inevitable, because sooner or later, the game is up and one cant even pretend otherwise. Amidst the breaking through of the new one can cling to the old and take a crash course later, or recognize the Change and tune into it. Fear distorts and blinds the mind in reaction and reenactment. A means of calm is essential and desired in order to discern truly.
Wisdom cannot be stored or handed down directly, but in our own willingness of trust and receptivity, we abide IN relationship with whatever LIFE IS - and listen for that which is recognisably of a Unified Will - as our true expression. And abide in it as it abides in us.
The urgency of the call for true vision in our times is acute, but paradoxically this is a call to Be, to freely align our self under or in service of Being - and regain the integrity of honesty and trust within ourselves - as a basis for all our relationships and dealings. One step at a time, or rather, this step now.

Thankyou for your attention

Monday, 31 October 2011

Internet porn is a poison seeping through society. We can - and must - stop its spread?

Beware the self righteous seduction to hate and exclude!
Seek rather to discern the nature of a true sanity.

Pornography expresses a mind-separation of sex from loving, and reflects a fantasy of sexual or power relations without context of real relationship.

What one 'gets' from any relationship - can only be the disregard of love's sanity for the indulging of a fantasy relationship. To love a fantasy is to be worship loneliness.

It can be seen that those who indulge private fantasies make 'society' with fantasy 'others' who subscribe to the same kinds of desire. But such 'relationship' is actually an agreement to keep love, real communication, OUT - or limited so as to give priority to a private satisfaction. That such is destructive of real relationship and fails to actually satisfy, but instead invites desensitizing repetition and addiction - is DENIED by the wish to persist in hiding from real relationship.

The true nature of self in relationship is NOT consuming, getting or manipulating.

Inviting such true context allows all else to align of Itself.


In Peace

Brian

Wednesday, 8 December 2010

Wikileaking truth into the mind that thinks it thinks alone

Amidst the drama of our engaged attention and the outpicturing of fundamental aspects of the human mind. I pause to let leak into awareness, something of the nature of mind itself. To intuit upstream. To be released of the hack that runs as if who and what it thinks it is - IS what it is.

Truth is truth by being truth and not as as informational support or means for personal or private enhancement or gain. That truth is the first casualty of war should be a practical alarm for any who notice the engagement in war in their own heart and mind.

The conspiracy of fearful mind is one of shared purpose amidst a private darkness that gives preference to a private self interest above truth itself. It doesn't mind what political nature runs 'the country' as long as it owns the bank that controls the 'currency'. In this sense the currency of our love of truth is liable to be subverted by the false currency of derivative 'truths' - that appeal to our unquestioned, fear driven 'needs'.

When desires of a self-seeking nature are indulged, they bias or distort the appreciation of truth, all things will then automatically be used to support and validate the false perspective - and therefore justify an interpretation of reality that is presumed or believed to be true against alternate assertions that are automatically seen as adversary - and fought against.

We become the thing that we hate - because we feed it with our attention and identify it as real to us.

The truly personal dimension of truth is the intimacy of freedom to love.
But the personification of truth is a psychological or mythological overlay of story that seeks to create a personal sense - separate from truth. To - as it were - 'tell the truth' and acquire validity and authority from the telling, rather than share in the appreciation of and natural guidance within - a presently connected sense of reality.

When blame substitutes for responsibility, truth has been put aside for the game of denying and excluding the fear of guilt from our mind.

In self signed certificate of our moral righteousness we are phished by a blind and unloving intent to fight our shadows upon our unrecognized kindred.

Love of truth must remain rooted in the truth of love - or its simply a war game. War games are addictive to those who maintain their identity or sense of self from opposition, from the thrill of the sport and the drama of becoming.

The exposure of that which was hidden can serve a greater good than grabbing advantage or feeding a habit.

Our times are calling forth fundamental change - and require a true accounting of what we are and do - so that we can be in truth renewed.

The desire to know truth is the release of the desire to hide or subvert it. But it is not a witchhunt.

The resources that become available when fear loses it grip on the human heart - are unimaginably rich. Truth is not scarce - but witness for truth is the great need of our true heart.

May we discern our good amidst the noise of the world - and discover a world less dense, less lightless and more integrated; more sane.

Thursday, 16 September 2010

Tea Party, media circus, celeb politics and egomania

Believing in something might be an inspiration. But if, when you look at it, it gets all its juice from needing to oppose or hate, then hey ho! - it's more of the same old con that incites fear or hatred in order to then win allegiance or undermine the perceived 'enemy'.
But this increasingly becomes - not an issue of principle - but of a clash of illusions - each promoting their own brand of - the same old con.

One of the good things about insanity coming into the open is that beliefs that programmed society but have become degraded by mis use can be released of authority and the true values that they originally represented can be uncovered and the value lived out - shared - not as persuasion via manipulative intent - but in peace.

Peace is where sanity is.

'Masturbation' can also be used as a symbol of self regarding fantasy. Who, reading this will cast the first stone?

Rather than use some degraded idea of 'sin' as a mudslinging tactic - I'd just say that self regarding fantasy is something the mind can engage in - but it's a disconnect with actuality - being only an imaginative 'reality'. If enough people agree they can role play. If they then agree to disagree, they can also role play.

In an insane mind, anything can mean anything - though the ones who believe their enemy is here! - now there! - and them! - and also those others! Do believe it - and experience it as if it were real.

Communication cannot occur until there is some willingness to calm, regain a measure of trust and see the value in acting in new ways that do not escalate fear.

Hey! - is anyone listening?

Friday, 2 July 2010

Cyberwar

Human beings maintain their sense of identity or 'live' by illusions. So clever manipulators provide them and seek to control the market. Except that it teaches an entirely false set of values that works against our health, wealth and happiness.
Real arms control would not be a matter of cold war type thaw - but a realisation and application of wisdom.
Weapons make shields and counter weapons - communication breakdown; it's always the same.
Distraction, disinformation and effective mindcontrol can take socially acceptable or illegal forms - yet the underlying motives are the same; to get for yourself - (or your group) - the specialness or self validation that feeds your privately held desire.

The information age will be our most short lived epoch - yet significant as the transition from a private mental intent presented as to be more or less acceptable or more or less demanding, (depending on the current power balances), to an awakening desire for truth - and therefore a heart-centric approach that releases the blinkers, filters and blocks which actively undermine the experience and appreciation of communion, trust and creative endeavour.

Why would I suggest this? Because the abuse of our channels of communication for manipulative ends makes sickness - and that sickness will in time fruit an utter distrust and incapacity to participate in soul-less illusions that are without fulfillment.

So though the intensity level can be increased for a short term effect - it only exposes the program further.

Interrelatedness and interdependency are the way of life. The ego spin of being a power in our own right is a self illusion that costs the Earth.

The internet can be used to manipulate, control or get advantage over others - but to do so sets up the very scenario that cripples it of its innate capacity to share information.

When the mind that poisons everything it touches is found to be a mentality we engage by subscription, then not feeding it will emerge as the active wisdom. Those who choose and learn the way of 'not feeding the troll' bring forth recognisable traits of helpfulness that share selflessly as an expression of a culture held in common; a spirit of selflessness that works across a range of apparent differences.

A self hurtful mentality draws to it the experience of constraint, limitation and deprivation - the very conditions that must in time force a fundamental re-evaluation - and a change of heart.
To see the value in limiting and constraining the mentality of deception - wherever it expresses - is to begin to starve the war-mind of value and attention.

The position of strength to bring to negotiations - is an honest willingness to receive the worth and value of those you meet. A hidden agenda makes impotent - such that guile and charm and incentive have to be forcefully applied. In a word - war.

How does humanity deescalate insanity?
By taking one step at a time as an expression of sanity.
What is sanity?
Relating to the present as it is.

We need each other for competition, control or domination - but only as proxies for private agendas.
We need each other for sanity - for war kills truth in which the power of the sanctity of life is active.
The wars in the world are reflected symptoms of the war in our self.
It is time for individuals to actively disarm of a hurtful and loveless intent and accept conscious responsibility for life.
I don't mean become defenceless to the hacker or scammer - but defenceless to our own heart.

A trojan is an executable instruction that appears to be something else. Such is the nature of the deception to which we subscribe to in ignorance. It runs as a loop, but is alert to threat such that it creates distraction conflicts or even crashes the system rather than have its true source exposed. It would phish as your own thoughts and use your life for its hosting service.

Discernment, wisdom and trust extended.