Friday, 21 July 2017

On the impending legalisation of marijuana

Found in drafts - belatedly published…

An article on the impending legalisation of marijuana - in the Daily Bell.

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As the movement to legalize is a top-down transnational edict what - really - do you expect? A libertarian society?

I recently came across a US Gov patent for medical non THC marijuana (just google it) that reveals that of course so much is known of the actual mechanism of disease and cure that is in effect withheld and screened off with toxic treatments scamming $billions at cost of health just as the banks and corporations suck up the Commonwealth and health of the Planet.

However, I have to ask where the power to do all this 'comes from' and see that in a sense we give ours away and then suffer it to be used against us. It is a pattern within consciousness that projects denied hatred and then suffers to be split off from wholeness and integrity of being - and dedicates to the persistence of such a split sense of 'control/survival'.

In Mythic terms, Lucifer operates a loveless mind - that masks and mimics any form so as to turn it from the movement of Life to a psychic substitute of conformity and control. To a lovelessness all forms are the same - excepting their temporary use in stamping out the absurd and idiotic delusion of 'love'.

If it offends thee - pluck it out. But see - of course - exactly WHERE the offence lies. Yet isn't that what 'taking offence' is designed to obscure?

Happy Easter!
if you dont have a corresponding receptor for that nutrient - then may a sense of blessing rise in a form you can recognize and appreciate. Your body-mind is already a rich pharmacopoeia of communication. It is already operating your mind's prescription in which what you take to BE your mind, is a symptom of the distortion and filtering of Communication. True self acceptance is freedom from the fear-pharma.

Post truth is another term for 'because we SAY SO!'

Why did NIST decide WTC steel could not conduct heat?

In a post-truth society all that is required is to align within the assertions of perceived power, regardless their truth - because the end-justified means are given faith and allegiance in continuance of the existing paradigm of self, world and power, which operates a segregative and separating exclusion of 'mind-control'.

Those who hold that truth is something other than the power to set narratives of personal identity within conditioned patterns of survival, control and self-specialness are obliged to release their allegiances to a false power truly exposed as such.

Expecting or demanding a rational process of communication from the fear-defended is a mistake - but willingness to communicate from and honesty of being is a correction of mistake.  However, willingness cannot force another to listen - but can bring witness to such willingness as is present.

Infiltration or corruption of 'truth' movements is evidenced in 'justifying' hate, anger and withdrawing of humanity and consequently withholding willingness for communication - and this 'mindset' is the 'paradigm' of the perpetrators of hate-crimes and deceits.

The 'reasons' put forward in support of the official 9/11 conspiracy theory are only given such status because of the power behind them.

It looked to me on recorded video as if steel girders can turn almost instantly to dust - but I have no way of verifying the videos for certain so I don't rest my certainty there - but in observing what the event was and is still being used for. That a mass psychological operation has been carried out is not in doubt for me - even if the exact modalities of its various strands remain open to probabilities of conjecture.

As for what I myself choose to use it for - that is my freedom to explore and uncover - but reverse engineering of deceits - including psyops is a way of illuminating the way the mind is being employed and conditioned to be used. Because very few are willing to look within - very many are willing to react from conditioned identities in ways that further the splitting and weakening agenda of a 'mind' unlike our true nature - to which the true is sacrificed and predated upon by deceits willingly identified in and defended.

On the degrading of lives by pharming psycho-emotional conflictf

Peter Breggin, MD

My commenting into the above theme and comments:

I might call the blindness of the egocentric sense 'the evasion of responsibility under the belief that truth damns, is fearful and must be denied'. Power is then given to anything which 'saves us' from an exposure that our mind is predicated upon the avoidance of, escape from or hiding from.

This is 'running away' from a feared intimacy of being while believing we are as a diversionary surface mind paints itself.
But awakening responsibility is the revisiting or noticing of a fear-blind reaction of habit or conditioned thinking that owns what was ours all along - within the freedom to release it for a better choice than what was made under conditions of duress.

This demand for 'unconsciousness' via any and every means is active as the driver of our society, economy and world view. Its characteristic is blame and shame, with hate and pain running beneath. It seeks 'magical' ways to seem free without having to address the causes of limitation. It 'redistributes' denials in ways that seem to be positive assertions.

Abiding with, and feeling into the difficult, that otherwise triggers the recoil of our attention and the covering over with a judgemental narrative 'reality' is from a different foundation than the mind that believes it thinks alone. No matter how I or anyone may articulate the journey of willingness, there is no one can substitute for you own.

Alarmism feeds our fears and blames but a true alarm awakens to a present awareness from a misperception. The willingness for true presence is not a set of demands - but a willingness to release them when we notice we are enacting them.

Fear seems to be something that happens to us - but is truly something we set ourselves up to suffer the conflict of. Unlearning deeply trained habits is an orientation for Life and not a quick fix - but in any now moment the immediate result is of remembering and opening from our true willingness rather than persist a narrative sense of control under threat or siege.

Speaking truth to those who give power to a false sense of control as personal protection (at expense of true) needs to embody what we say and not just be right in a way that makes them wrong - even if they are identifying insanely. Or we join them.

Love is the capacity to be with what is real here - unconditionally - if only an instant -  and our willingness for true relation is not the same as fighting the shadows of what we most hate or abhor in ourselves. Our willingness is a channel through which Life moves and knows itself anew.

I have met deep psychic-emotional suffering in my life in a number of ways and find that that is part of waking up from being run by hidden fears. But the first such episode - whilst breaking of my personal and social sense of reality and the 'self' I seem to be in it - also opened a quality of truth or Life that for nothing would I want to cover over or lose... even though back then I was terrified and unmanned by my conflicted mind in being. So I never risked 'medical' or 'psychiatric 'help'. But I did experience deep helplessness over some years, that opened a living re-education.

I see that when I 'bottomed out' - a false foundation was fully exposed... and immediately replaced with true. This 'grace' is nothing to do with my deserving or any thought or act of my own - but an ancient hate was silently replaced by a present loving. That did in no way add to me in my being in the world - but it does abide beneath appearances as a basis for the undoing of what fear made - as it arises or unfolds in this or that situation, relationship or encounter.

To undo fear by acting from a different appreciation. To pause from making decisions when conflicted or emotionally triggered to react and feel for your willingness for true, for wholeness of being that always opens or stirs a recognition from which a good step can be taken.

Running on auto pilot seems easy because over millennia it has become entrained as a second nature. But its cost is a self-denial that inevitably rises from beneath while reflecting as our world - to deny and deprive us of our joy in freedom and recognition of Life in each other as our self.

Reversing this reversal first calls for a true foundation - and the rising in our world of the exposure of the false IS the Call to a true foundation - which IS the Call to Joy - though the 'ego' sees only the fear of loss of control. But what has this 'control' brought us, honestly? When fear calls for hiding, it delays healing to some other moment instead of accepting a fresh perspective upon this one.

As long as we think someone or something ELSE has to change, we persist in refusing our own transformation. What then is asked of us? Be sure you are never called upon to be someone you are NOT and so you recognize who you ARE as a resonance of freedom to BE who you are - regardless external circumstances - for you are the freedom that gives meaning as you are willing to accept it for yourself.

A deep sense of self-unworthiness is pervasive to the underside of the mask that looks out - whether conscious or not. Trying to cover over or fill a sense of lack only reinforces the belief in lack - even if you run a pharmaceutical company, are a doctor, a psychiatrist or under the belief you have become 'more' while others are 'less' and have the right or the duty to enforce their 'good' upon them.

Psychic-emotional conflict is the underlying need for reintegration and healing, even when there are physical manifestations to address within a larger picture of dis-ease. Yet everything that our 'mind' is and does is predicated upon denying the reliving of this - so at most we may 'see' it in 'others' and attempt to fix them. So we need a renewal of our mind rather than a new set of clothes for a naked wannabe emperor.

Fear runs its world through the mind that mask its fear and hides in appearances. So to be afraid and recognize it - is an awakening relative to merely running without recognition. If this is a beachhead, then commit to expand it - and notice where it is 'lost' to blame thinking. But also notice that when you are found again in your willingness - you are simply back on track and didn't 'go' anywhere while engaged in old habits. Let habits become choices and let choices become present alignment with a felt sense of worth - even if all that can be felt is that worthlessness feels crap and there must be another way to see than this.

Most 'politics' is a diversionary sideshow from political agenda masked in white coats! Discernment is KEY - but remember, it takes one to know one, so the discerning of true is not a guilting and manipulation agenda.
The 'capture' of the mind is reflected in the capture of the institutions that were intended to serve us. If you get me on this - USE awareness of deceits to uncover your own 'entanglements' or 'hidden correspondences'. Like a computer - look to the integrity of your thinking and be vigilant for back doors by which you are robbed of your peace and set in reaction to a false framing of your existence.

Nothing I wrote is about 'living up to' something that sets you up to fail. But persistent aligning in what you do enjoy or appreciate grows a base from which to be curious as to how you invalidate yourself. Perhaps blaming others as a cover story when you withdraw permission to be the true of you - and resenting them as a way of not addressing your issue directly?

The way to your brother is through the centre of You. Without the extension of worth, you cannot know you both have it - and are it. There is no 'private salvation' but fantasy thinking enacted over the unrecognised true. Hence the politics of private agenda is mutually agreed fantasy thinking passed off as a currency of legitimate exchange. So yes to the redemption of our word and world.

Wednesday, 19 July 2017

Psychopathy of a split mind

My writing below is into the commentary on
Our Leaders are psychopaths
(The Corbett Report) 
If you read the 3000 character prelude on site - scroll down to the *** to continue

I have skin in this game, but also wise to that it masks the light. It uses a mind that is not my own to tell me who or what I am.

The very structuring of this 'mind' is the evasion of Intimacy associated with terror of pain of conflict and loss. Backwards!

The fragmented and dissociated mind of recoil from terror is associated and entangled in loss and lack, abandonment and rejection, heartbreak and shame, rage and impotence.

The 'entanglement' of a dissociated displacement is not in someone 'else's mind - but the insistence on seeing and attacking it there is the primary orientation of blame and guilt as the manipulative 'mind' of self-survival - within the terms (the game) of of a split (off) consciousness - at war with Itself but flagged up as at the hand of an 'alien will' or 'blind and hateful adversity and enmity'.

As I see it, in personae, we all carry all of the parts (archetypes) for each other in unique but also generally recognizable configurations. What is triggered in anyone within any given situation is not really a continuity of 'self' so much as an assertive and imposed continuity of a personal and collective dissociation from direct open relational communication.

A terror-driven sense of existence in search of an identity is every kind of human exploration of identity - including the cognisance and manipulation of identity as a conscious deceit. Thus as someone commented here, the more 'intelligent' the more the self-specialness of grandiosity, supremacy and elitism is given power over true relation under the personal belief we know - or that our perceptions and conceptions of reality are validated by 'power' to influence the outcome.

The cost of the corruption of power is the loss of life to fantasy gratifications acted out upon the lives of others - but no less upon our own original or true nature. So 'denial' consciousness is a negatively defined sense of self and life masking in a positive sense of justification - regardless the form it takes or the apparent intensity of hate masked in righteousness.

It may be helpful to consider consciousness made by and of denial as an 'operating system' or indeed 'matrix' or 'game' or 'dream turned to nightmare from which can we not escape - (because the attempt to escape limitation and division IS the setting of the belief in it).

Action and reaction are a version of cause and effect but in psychic-emotional terms the cause/effect is a synchronicity UNTIL the dissociation and displacement of a fragmented or partitioned 'consciousness' via personality construct generated by attack given (assigned) power.


The nature of the false flag originates in the blindness to one's own thought, intent and desire resulting in conflicting results where the conflict is assigned to rejected and denied self or 'other' who is 'displaced' by projection as the experience of self/world OUTSIDE a 'self' associated with 'control' over - rather than balanced within.

One facet of this sense of self is of a 'golden age' prior to a sense of violation, usurpation or despoiling by the 'unworthy, hateful or un-valid interruption of oppositional or unsupportive will. This fantasy of a private vision is the wish of an un-conscious identification - an un-watched mind - that not only uses and subordinates life (Self/other/world) to its fantasy - but aborts of kills it own Will under the allegiance to a false sense of self - AND envisions this as vengeance and victory over an 'enemy' made of its own denials - that can ONLY come home - no matter how much death is called on to save or validate 'power over a life-unrecognized.

Every attempt to define the evil as a deceit to awaken from investment in subjection - becomes subverted in form to serve the more insidious defence of deceit - behind the masking of validity.

The mind of fear may seem anything but - and the deceiver is a form of the wish NOT to know (to evade or hide awareness of) as if to be and experience DIFFERENT than Is - and the movement of Is that is the spontaneous innate nature of an innocence of being. Here is the narcissism of self in image persisted at expense of the call of true relation. And here is the seemingly fixed 'private mind' of "DO NOT DISTURB, I WANT IT THUS!".

In the moment of our 'justified' attack - we seek to deny or repossess that which we feel denied or deprived. And perhaps a moment after a terrible guilt and fear - for the mind is an ever shifting focus in which only a facet is momentarily illumined under the frame of its own self-definitions.

Guilt and fear - and their progeny have been used to limit and divide the Infinite of freedom of edgeless being to fixed meanings - fixed forms and fixed compliance under penalty of pain and loss. The attempt to become free of guilt and fear generate deeper subjection under self-illusion - including the 'normalisation' of guilted fear as 'reality' or the human condition - when its reaity-experience is an active conditioning of which we are largely ignorant an 'run by' rather than free-willingly attuned to.

But is that true? For in the 'matrix' of a false Mater it is a practical working model - but at source and in truth we are free-willingly attuning - in every thought of accepted focus - as our acceptance of self, reality and relation.

A tyrannous mind would set in its own image - but if you no longer WANT or value this in yourself - you will not obey its dictate - but release allegiance or meaning to the freewillingness (non-coercive) recognition of true being - in which you are identified perfectly or integrally within wholeness - though full acceptance of this uses time to waken - rather than to generate ever more 'delay' and distance between a true need met. For nothing can substitute for your reality as the giving and receiving of life. I could say love - but love is truly being with what is here to its recognition and grateful embrace and not a manipulative ploy by which to gain reinforcement for a mind in secret - withheld and withholding.
Nothing I write here is to the insistence and reinforcement of the assertion of guilt, blame and punishment as the source and nature of power. But true joy in life felt shared and known, intuits a wholeness and initiates the growing of consciousness from a different foundation and to a different purpose and outcome. Though in truth it is the joyless that is the 'different' by which a reversal subjects the Creative to its own miscreations. Defining and taking 'joy' in false associations for fantasy gratifiction is addiction not power - though a 'usurped will' aligns all functions and abilities to serve a false 'king' until the release of the spell by which exposure of illegitimacy calls down penalty of illegitimacy and so 'retrains perception' for survival under penalty in place of discovery in unfolding fulfilment.

If my prose does not currently run on your operating system - here is a summary in 'bridging symbol'; "Humpty Dumpty sat on the wall, Humpty Dumpty had a great fall. All the King's horses and all the King's men, could not put Humpty together again".

In narrative terms, the Fall (consciousness in limitation and separation) - however symbolized - occurred far back beyond the reach of memory, but in actuality this instant restates itself over and over in forms of redistributed energies and 'meanings' - such that shapeshifting of doctored accounting, assigned (and accepted) 'meanings and automatic reactive responses - all orchestrate the 'invisible hand' of an 'anti-life' agenda running as a power and protection racket - to order.

The rejection of love unrecognized, the attack on Life un-recognized the loss of power to reflecting response in like kind, all operate a recoil from Reality rather than the extension of Reality's Embrace. Giving is the measure of receiving - not an assignment of relative status within the framework of a loss or worth. For giving is the uncovering of an Innate worth that automatically and wordlessly extends recognition of the same - without joining the choices that another may use to deny and dissociate relational awareness.

Evil is backwards by choices kept hidden. Spells hide the deceit in terms you WANT it set - while crying foul at being forced. This is the splitting of 'mind'. "Forgive them Father, for they know not what they do" is the releasing of currently recognized unconscious guilt to Source Nature - and not a 'political' or social act in a world set in judgement over what you and they do. The 'world' and witness of our true nature is a reintegrative consciousness/reflection. The two 'operating systems' do not meet or communicate - but the fear/denial can only run upon at at expense of (awareness of) acceptance/embrace. It frames choice in terms that serve its own agenda to hide that you are a being OF choice and can choose not to listen to it or accept it as your own thought or foundation from which to react.

Tuesday, 18 July 2017

Cosmic Rays - Renewal or Death?

Is there a Cosmic Shift associated with the sector our Solar system is moving through?
Cosmic rays reaching Earth increased 13% since 2015

I let Imagination run here:

Top tier science knows this - could it be the 'why' for such extensive grids of reflective geo-con-trails?

Why mitigate the influx of Cosmic Informational Communication?
Because 'consciousness' as we presume to 'know' it will be rendered obsolete for 'consciousness' as we presume to 'know' it cannot maintain itself without an underlying energetic of support. The wish-fear-belief in the physical as independent or causative disintegrates as the Field Awareness is revealed by the drawing of the veil. When denied self rises to be released - the core separation trauma is re-visited and breaks the mind-a tempt to control the heart of Feeling being. The device by which a sense of personal power operates over and against Life is exposed as a false flag.

Honesty of 'not knowing' is a zero-point receptivity through which new information reconfigures 'consciousness'. Be innocent of knowledge that a fresh and true curiosity beholds all things new!

Another way of saying it is the release of Earth from its 'quarantine of isolation.'
'Heaven and Earth' shall pass away - as separate states.
So if there is only ONE THING going on - (with Infinite ways of beholding it) - are you willing to perceive life through the true of you or through a lens darkly?
If the latter is accepted as a choice - despite seeming to be the human conditioning, then it can be released to a more truly aligned desire - indeed to a true currency or presence of worth and appreciation.
If the former is accepted in lieu of choice then a sense of being denied choice plays out as the sense of being denied Life - for choice remains the connection to the Creative amidst the mind of the a tempt to operate under a sense of disconnection.

Though it may be at times deeply disturbing and challenging to accept, re-wakening reverses 'the reversal in consciousness' of the ego-centric identity to an integrative recognition in which the separation device of denial can no longer run hidden. So look to the currency of reaping or receiving for that sets the measure of your giving or sowing.

Of course you can argue death renders all meaningless - as if to make some meaning from aligning there. Or you can release the meaningless to be revealed in Meaning that is yours to share in BECAUSE you are willing to share it.

Is a free Imagination not 'a tuning' to resonance in the Field of Infinite Probability?
And is 'just' or 'only' an imagination the promptings or envisioning that is aborted of its movement as your desire, perception and action?

But note the desire and perception in act that is operating our world is no different in its inception - no matter how 'many' align in its acceptance as 'Reality'.

The Chosen Ones?

An article by Gilad Atzmon on boycotts and politics in the music profession:
Politics in Music

My comment:

To be negatively defined is to assert self righteousness over the hated - under the illusion that it is aligned with love.

Invite, call for, give witness to and exemplify a choice and an awareness there IS choice - but don't be baited into judging 'over' and against others whose freedom is one with your own. For if you deny it another you must and shall lose (awareness of) your own. I seek to illuminate the nature of choices - not to make your mind for you or judge you unworthy if you make choices that I don't share - for you are your own uncovering to yourself and if I am part of yours or you of mine - then that is in the ways of our freedom to discover. Perhaps another may help me see what I recognize I am NOT and so release to rest and act more clearly in that I am. But what I accept for my self or reality is innate to the power of awareness in focus of desire and experience. This is really 'One, Shared and Known' but accepting conflicting purpose seems to be the power to deny, defy and replace or usurp Innate Meaning with conflicted, assertive and shifting 'meanings' arising as the self-justification' of the power to deny, defy and replace or usurp Life. In this 'world' Everything is backwards. But its release is the uncovering of Meaning intimately felt, directly known and truly lived.

That I find some behaviours hateful is always also something to do with MY learning and conditioning - and this needs to open a curiosity or in-sight into what lies beneath - for behaviour automatically follows the perceptions rising from the core self-beliefs and definitions that are currently active and accepted true. Blaming the behaviour as the scapegoating of our OWN hates onto others is the way of refusing to look within. Such is a personality set in denial of its own foundation - or to put it another way; set in a false foundation OF denial. How can they know what they do - regardless what they do?

Acting FROM unconscious acceptance of what seems self-evident is in fact a conditioned reflex operating under the illusion of freedom and self-protection or 'love' under conditions of threat or challenge.

So if you are paying attention you may see that the idea of the 'chosen one/s' is an a tempt to assume priority of self OVER our existence - over our thoughts,relations and our world, and focus exclusively in manipulative adjustments within a (fig-leaf) consciousness by which to seem to have and be such a power... temporarily and at a cost.

The 'will to power' is the alignment within the currently accepted definition OF power - as framed in the ability to influence outcomes by coercion, deceit or both - INSTEAD of changing our mind about our mind. Until a sense of lack arises and is accepted as true - power Is perfectly shared because in unified purpose is nothing separate or counter to its extension in All to All. But this makes no sense (an finds no welcome) within the 'consciousness' arising FROM within a sense of lack, loss, abandonment, rejection, shame, denial, betrayal, attack, rage and impotence.

To such a focus in persona survival under the name of self-protective love, the conditioned robotic golem of the 'othered' is a tool, an asset, a useful idiot - a source of information or ammunition, but never an equal, and without the focus in self-specialness set against the invalidated 'other' the 'shared identity' in a seeming self-specialness or supremacy disintegrates to what it really is. Fear or threat derived 'unity' can NEVER become power, love, or true fulfilment and actually operates against the grain of a true alignment - as a fear of loss presenting in masks of fantasy gratification, self-inflation or the use of victimhood as the reinforcer of identity in vengeance to fuel eventual victory via 'sacrifice'.

Hence the hatred (and un-owned fear) of the 'other' is needed to seem to 'have' the masking power over an otherwise naked or revealed lack and exposure in deceit and in hate.
"And who told you you were naked?" Is the stirring of true curiosity from which to challenge not the naked emperor - but the predicates to a self-validating illusion.

"All are Called, but few care to listen" because the attention is fixated in the idea of a personal sense of power - even if collectively organized. The predicate of such 'power' is a mind drawn from denial - that thinks and sees only as its separation identity dictates - as guilted or hidden fears dictate must remain hidden. The mind thus becomes a narrative control in place of the extension of the willingness to behold  - and recognize and feel and know and share in being. There is a choice here that was made in fear but can be unmade in a true, free and willing desire. And in a sense is noticeably released in embracing a wholeness of being in the call to joy that is for all - but neglected by the call to war that self-specialness implicitly invoked relative to Who you truly and uniquely are.

"Be careful what you wish for" might better be said as "be conscious of what you are the willingness of". The mind of a fake 'will' distorts and filters, suppresses and denies the true movement of our being... to our conscious appreciation. Take off thy 'head-set' and be truly moved!