Sunday, 10 December 2023

Separation Trauma

 in response to the themes in:

https://off-guardian.org/2023/12/09/trauma-nation/

 

Separation Trauma

Separation trauma is not fundamentally at body level (or the mindset of adaptation to that level). But is of Separation from Self, Life, Existence. or rather- of FEAR of such separation made 'real' in our mind by masking defences against truth FEARED - which is only possible in CONCEPT.

However, our experience of our self & world (each other) has all the power or reality we give it, un-knowingly as the attempt to escape or overcome its inherent conflicts and contradictions. Re-presented to us as the human condition, the mortal experience, of a timeline running blind to true nature.

There are many ways to share reflections to the regaining or re-acceptance of truth as true, such as to undo or release the lie & the father of it, by which we are deceived - even as we think to gain of fictions seeking to become real. But image & form does not determine or define reality - regardless how intensely it matters to us to save face or control over its exposure to fear of pain of loss.

The use of trauma as grievance of self-specialness set against the nature of an always changing yet always rebalancing disequilibrium of embodied life is thus the 'father' of the war on life as weak, unworthy, treacherous & malicious. For we receive in the measure of our giving -regardless investment of identity in false 'solutions' of scapegoating or guilting exclusion of consequence to others - operating as a social or mutually reinforced 'reality' of judgemental dictates.

The social order AS sacrifice is a primitive psychic coping identity that limits overwhelming violence & breakdown of conditions for support of life, for all it repackages violence to ritualised forms of organised displacement. We each have this in our own individual timeline as the special love that saves us from special hate. But notice that such 'love', while making a realm of fear, threat and violence tolerable, shifts to hate if its conditions are not met - as the permission to 'love; is conditional on masking out direct exposures to 'raw conflict'. As the basis for 'virtue signalling compliance' in alignment of a repackaged hatred running beneath a mask, seeking social reinforcement as boosting its sense of normality within a defence complex rendered invisible by an effectively managed unconsciousness running 'self-protective' under mis-taken identity - just as the Prodigal Son is a spin off in a phished identity for 'getting' or becoming his own will - within the trauma of False Evidence Appearing Real. This futility ignores the already reality of a true Inherence, and yet gathers unique experience that cannot but 'come home' to know our starting place for the first time, for blind trauma shapes the charge of a grasping of life set in judgement.
But looking on fear releases the masked compulsion to a freedom of creative alignment.

The shaping displacement & dissociations of trauma represent fear given creative power - or accepted as the lens through which Living Thought is fragmented to a fragmentation of conflicted self. Fear of Mind is thus our 'father' in body-as-limit; as masking separation; as denial of Power in Life set in sickness and death.

All of this sketch is of a different predicate than the mind to which we are trained. And to the same quality of being in the reader. In that sense it is not IN the world but through the appearances as an invitation to receive and give - or know - from a willingness to heal that cannot be manufactured, patented or brought into a  control mindset. By this do we give a true with-ness to a world we made stranger by withholding the blessing we believed it denied us.