Slow down, you move too fast!

in reply to

https://off-guardian.org/2019/06/16/speeding-into-the-void-of-cyberspace-as-designed/

This is an excellent witness to the deceits of the mind set against the knowing of the heart - that can only be felt or rise as awareness in silence of unconflicted being.

The mind gives power to the mind (thinking) and generates 'realities' of its own spin that effectively phish the identity of giving attention and focus there. Invested identity in the false and conflicting generates a 'negative creation' or anti-life experience of struggle against unified awareness as the expression of the wish-belief of possession and control.

While the human 'world' is an ever more complex defence/entanglement of debt and depletion set under the marketisation and weaponisation of 'possession and control' - it remains at root a mind-spin given power - or in old terms a false god (self or reality). However the only true release of a false god is in wholly attending and aligning in the true - while the temptation to deny, attack and hate the false is its secret source of fuel - because a negative attention is no less supportive to its reinforcement than a positive - and thus the 'politics' of polarised identity-entanglements is the battery or fuel cell from which to induce allegiance, conformity and compliance to the hidden framework of 'separation' or mind-dissociation in its own fragmentation.

Todays OG post resonates with my morning reading:

Inner Teacher: Today I want to tell you how to awaken from the dream. It isnt a mystery, and anyone can awaken when he is ready. He simply will not awaken  until then, but his time dreaming can be spent preparing himself to be ready. This  is the purpose of devotion. Devotion is willingly awakening to what has always  been true by leaving everything else behind.

Devotion is a slow process. I do not mean to say it will take many, many lifetimes  to wake up through devotion. I mean to say that devotion is a slow process now in every moment. It slows time by slowing the mind. And with practice,  experience becomes richer. You might liken it to enjoying a fullRflavored meal  more when each bite is taken slowly and held in the mouth while you enjoy the  richness of its flavor. This is how life becomes when the busyness of the mind is  absent and does not interfere.
The mantra will help to slow the mind and pull focus inward, which is devotion.  This is because the Heart is within, but the mind is without. When one is focused  on the Heart, one sees all things from within. One enjoys all experiences from a  point of certainty that is within. But when one is focused on the mind, one is  focused without. Without is a delusion of chaos made by staying without and  refusing to live from within.
So as you see, you do have a choice.
~ (Teachings of the Inner Ramana)

How does the mind terrorise (itself) into NOT slowing down and connecting?
By emotionally conditioned sympathy or antipathy or fear framed manipulation.
Regardless the 'science' of any assertion, its framing can be discerned by anyone who is awake to listen rather than already reactively invested.

The mind aligns in true function as the embodiment and expression of the heart of true or whole desire - which is the need to give, share or extend itself as the current or movement OF being - TO Itself.
Blocking function generates dissonance or pain such as to sooner or later ripen a crisis of awakened responsibility. The ingenuity of the mind in packaging toxic debt in complex instruments of seeming value or appeal is that of avoidance and delay. We are running out of time - and of consciousness - as a willing sacrifice to denial seen as power of possession and control. However, the deconstruction of the self-illusion serves its illumination AS a self-deceit (regardless the actors and agencies involved).

Looking Within AND Without as one - is the releasing of a spell or fixation in 'Without' - as the escape from conflict within. Conflict within is 'separation trauma' however packaged and presented to a narrative continuity of the will to persist in self-evasion' in the name of image and symbols of the true that thereby become hollow and destructive or life denying.

The drive to validate (or vindicate) our 'self' stems from a sense of self-lack pictured out in fig-leaf thinking in fear of exposure to truth - and renders 'truth' in terms or frame of illusion. Wholeness is not attained by division given power.

While much could be said about the development of an 'anti-life' sense of power from denial, it will mostly feed the fear of pain of loss of life rather than re-mind a re-membering as one with Life.
But it may be that until the cost of a mis-identification is truly FELT and known as an insanity or meaninglessness - it will not be released in the Call for sanity that is natural to being in dissonance.

Trying to 'wake the dead' is futility, but aligning in and attending the Living is the gift or release and being released of a futility. A living death is an unconsciousness of life under a substitution of thought, feeling and experience that is an identity or worldview. A golem or robotic set of reactive conditioning to systemic control set under tyranny of believed and perceived necessity or 'survival' under threat.

The true nature of the 'threat' needs to be re-evaluated from a willingness to accept healing (wholeness) - by which the simplest movement of curiosity finds answer that the most ingenious complexity cannot allow. The 'mind' would short-circuit or subvert this as the intent to frame itself as a directive to fix others perceived as lacking - instead of leaving the bait to such reaction hanging, and let the moment  and movement be from wholeness and gift wholeness. Regardless any addictive fixation in thinking. learn to give disregard for what no longer speaks for you or serves who you now recognize and accept yourself to be. You have this freedom as you give this freedom. But this releases the ILLUSION of possession and control to free willing - in place of manipulative overriding of the will by fear and tyrannous dictate that becomes systemic denial of all that truly Lives and Moves.

Rising self-disgust and rage

My Fellow Americans: We Are Fools
by Margot Kidder, via Information Clearinghouse

There is something I am going to try and explain here after watching the Democratic National Convention this evening that will invite the scorn of many of my friends.  But the words are gagging my throat and my stomach is twisted and sick and I have to vomit this out.  The anti-Americanism in me is about to explode and land god knows where as my rage is well beyond reason.

My comment:

I celebrate getting in touch with the feelings of self-disgust and rage that comes perhaps from powerlessness or indeed terror - for such are the fruits of an undercurrent insanity that rises from the deep to break the dream of a power or self-specialness that never was.

I do not want to give suppressed and denied emotion the trigger finger to any harming of myself or others but feel it and use it to generate the desire and receptivity for a true sanity of being - instead of being negatively defined in reaction to the denied and projected or unacceptable self.

It is never truly the people who are culpable so much as the definitions and beliefs we or they are operating out from unknowingly. For everyone seeks their good as they define it in relation to what is happening - even if to choose what seems the lesser evil. And that is my point; the definitions we operate under determine our selective perception and thus the reactions and responses that automatically ensue. That is why 'controlling the narrative' is powerful - because it frames reality in ways that block, distort and filter it to ensure outcomes aligning with a pre-set identity.

So without denying the feelings of hatred that arise, I invite a voiding or releasing the corrupted in the renewed or awakened willingness to uncover the true. Because what is out-of-true with us can only generate dissonance and conflict while we try to make it true or fit into its framework.

Recognizing oneself in the 'negative' is meeting the extreme need to get rid of it - but if we project it onto hate-objects we merely hide in "self-righteousness". My invitation to feel - in a safe context as can be found - and in a willingness to be found in or aligned to a deeper Sanity, is that there are core beliefs and self-definitions beneath or within the feelings - ie: beneath rage is hate, and beneath hate is hurt and beneath hurt is a love denied - and all of these layers have 'story' of separation trauma that runs undercurrent to our surface world - and is active regardless of being air-brushed 'out-of-mind'.

Waking up is a Re-Integrative Willingness. But it isn't the special one or the righteous judge or empowered warrior who awakens to the true movement of their being - it is the Movement Itself - finding a way through you because you are no longer so completely locked into the dynamic of conflict as the means to establish your identity.

If your identity 'breaks' then it is not the true of you - and in fact you are free - and needful - to uncover the true of you beyond the dictate of a world gone mad.

Can we fool ourselves? Yes of course - to the degree that we WANT to. Why would we fool ourselves? To evade, escape, overcome or hide from a sense of self that we hate or fear.

Yet I don't believe our truth is fearful so much as what we have 'made' of it. The 'mind' is used to self-differentiate in guilt and fear of exposure. But our uniqueness is a signature of our Creator - regardless whether you use such a term for the Source or Cause beneath effects.

I don't write to persuade or be agreed with - but to offer reflections that may resonate to your own stirring recognitions - and serve your own unfolding discovery in your own terms.

It is not that the true of us is folly - but that we have become entangled and co-fused with fooling ourselves and fooling each other to make it stick - or find reinforcement and validation for such 'identity' - which is necessarily struggle for power position and inherently operates as a corrupting influence in the body politic - and co-opts its abilities and technologies to consolidate its victory in death. Because differentiating from Life has its logical conclusion in death - including the living death of a robot-like enslavement to a terror driven system.

Death - in the sense I use it here - is the refusal of the transformative and evolutionary expansion of Life. It may feel like a death to be broken in your 'self-reality' construct, but if you abide in willingness for Life - it will move you to recognition because it IS your will - your long denied will. The acceptance and embodiment of your true feeling being.

The communication of a deeper nature does not address your problems - but if you let it in as the feelings rise to acceptance and release, then it restores a fresh and living perspective from which to take a step in good heart... in a connected sense of worth. This willingness has to replace the sleepwalking template that is imprinted as our habitual 'mindset' and emotional conditioning. There is no rush to attend to the moment at hand - and no delay either. Your presence is invited to participate in the Embrace of Life on Earth... as you are freely willing to accept and align in.

Staged individuality is a mask

Conversation in the themes raised in
The Individual vs. the Staged Collective
by Jon Rappoport


Thanks for this. Your post triggered the following - which I greatly appreciate the journey of writing.

An individual is relational being - that is integral and active within relationships including groups, family's, organisations and cultures. But the "concept" of individuality can be falsely associated with an abstracted and disconnected power to judge and exploit relationships rather than live them. A withdrawal and withholding of true presence under pretext of focusing in what is 'wrong with' the other, the situation or the self. This may disguise itself in forms of apparently positive behavioural strokes and signs by which to pass off a presentation without having to actually connect or relate.

This self-concept is a masked persona with which an individual can identify at expense of real relations and communication, and indeed is invoked or imposed upon the relationship when it is too painful, humiliating, traumatic, or unpleasant to abide or endure and so the sense of independent power is got from the denial of the relationship in which something believed loveless and threatening is being hidden or escaped. This is the basis for the 'wolf in sheep's clothing', the monsters in the 'unconscious, the 'evil within', the 'sinner', and the psychological 'disease'.

Communication breakdown is a relational split that then signifies itself in patterns of behaviour and even physical symptoms that persist until the underlying issue is resolved or re-cognized and re-intgrated to a true relational presence. But meanwhile such 'lovelessness' will spread and replicate by reaction, including being met with suppression, exclusion and denial.

Societal rules operate a 'collective' agreement "not to go there" - as a surface evasion of depth that is generally felt entangling in obligation to be who you are not or to abide what you do not want. The mask allows a temporary form of relationship in which more is unsaid than shared and which soon wears thin, leading to pressure, stress, irritability or depression.

But real relationship denotes a free or spontaneous willingness to share in the presence of life - which is a kind of dance in which we attune more deeply with that which moves us. For presence is not a ritual re-enactment of a past seeking to fill a sense of lack or right a sense of wrong.

Political diatribe conceals a personal grievance in what appeals for collective acceptance and this personifies the breakdown of communication in society writ large. The yeast spreads through the whole batch.

So reclaiming our individuality is a healing of our communication channel that has been redefined in terms of grievance, in which self-hatred always plays a part. This is firstly within our selves in relation to our inner thought, feeling and sensing. Waking up to a network of false thinking and reactive emotionality that operates a conditioned set of responses, is waking to the correction of error - in which thought, feeling and sensing, realign in unified purpose.

It doesn't matter that this awakens a quality of responsibility that seems too difficult. All that matters is the willingness to align in who you truly are and live that as best you can without judging it. The judgement or blame culture, is what is truly difficult. Enacting a 'staged individual' is the root of insanity if at expense of your true feeling being.

Attend and abide in the Living - and let the 'dead bury the dead'. Only the Living can hear this - and those at the cusp of their willingness to accept Life as it truly is. One can only raise from the dead, those who have come to recognize they do not want it, and put it behind them.

Using our perceptions and judgement as a map to our own 'unconscious' or denied mind is bringing the symptom-messengers in that we used to deny and kill... and listening in the heart - in a willingness for wholeness in balance - that is recognisably and tangibly our Life and not a deceiving mind.

Written in response to:

Conrad says:

Yes, do indeed turn OFF the television. Stop being propagandized. But, those who venture into the woods alone get eaten. The Oligarchy doesn’t preach collectivism. The Republican party lauds the individual. They love those little guys who have bought the Trump image of the so-called entrepreneur, those who beat their little chests and proclaim they too can be a millionaire in this land of the free. Those who stand by passively as their beloved shoe factory closes up and goes off to Indonesia, How pathetic. Do we still have to explain why unions are demonized? My father worked for the newspaper industry when workers had some clout. They had worked out a modus vivendi with the industry. They were highly skilled , well paid and were respected even by management. Get this: if a worker wanted a vacation, any time, he/she put their name on a board and whoever was available could take their place for the alotted time off, and no job was lost. Business still made a huge profit, and workers lived a respectful life.
You can band with others and still be an individual. In fact, when the collapse happens, you had better get to know your neighbor. See Cluborlov dot com.

Upon re reading, I also replied:

Terms can flip. Collectivism as I take it, means the subjugation of the individual to the rights of the collective – that are defined and enshrined in law by the oiligarchy (I like that typo, so I leave it in).
Neo liberal – is anything but tolerant. Neo con is anything but conserving a Republic for and of individuals.
The tv operates an extension and reflection of ‘push thinking’ and passively received image without relational communication, so as well as pulling that plug, we can actively pull or attract what is relevant and resonant to who we are – rather than force feed some notion of who we are ‘supposed to be’.

Outsorcery of symptoms

Authorities Plan Strategic Attack of Anti-Vaccine “Myths”
By Daily Bell Staff

My Comment:

Corporations "outsource the costs" while increasing 'profits' and establishing revenue streams - that is power operating to set up and maintain 'markets of dependency'.

Humanity and the living environment on which we all depend is relegated to a status of 'collateral damage' whose only 'real' existence is on the balance sheet - as a cost to be outsourced as far as is possible.

Pharma operates punishment presented as reward for the criminalisation of the population by decree of a condition of disease demanding eradication and control extending its power as fear of future sickness, to be pre-emptively struck or denied.

It is humanity that is being denied its relation within wholeness, it is humanity that is sacrificed upon the altar of a god of sickness and death, for the illusion of power over life - life that is conceived in hated, and feared as corruption of failure and inadequacy and weakness - to be forced out and conformed to a world order in which life will no longer have the capacity to interfere or drag down the vision of unchecked power.

"God's death" - through the sacrifice of innately shared relational Creation is the energy source for such power. But the stark insanity of this suicide is hidden to the urge to regress to the illusion of the self-concept that seems to have had a perfection before life happened. This identity in concept, is belief in fixed self, over and against movement, and operates against the flow of its own fulfilment. This is the father of all lies and unless this is noticed, recognized and released, the war against Self, perpetuates itself, in futility of pain - no matter how 'outsourced' disguised, or redefined, by a splitting off of the idea in power upon its unrecognized and hated Self.

In the sense of a living immediate responsibility was it said you are a 'sinner' - in error - not fixed in concept of unchangeable guilt. Power in concept used a simple waking call to serve its own hate agenda.

That such sin of guilt in self of love and life was rationalised to scapegoat religious corruption, set the scene for a deeper denser illusion of power-seduction, in arrogance and ignorance of the deceit - operating the engine of one's own destruction, willingly.

Where once everyone was held to be a 'sinner' now we almost all have human disorder disorders - which are made up 'diseases'! But pharmacologically enforced so as to generate iatrogenic chains of sickness, death and unfailing loyalty to the god of such a system - for to resist or challenge it in any way, is to demonstrate the state of a disease disorder and be conformed.

The error upon which human consciousness operates in hidden obeisance to an imprinted conditioning is not in the world - but gives rise to a way of perceiving the mutually defied and agreed 'world' that has substituted for life - just as false currency substitutes for a shared presence of true worth and value.

Another word for hate is blame. If perspectives voiced here only reiterate the same ancient hating blame - then whatever forms are asserted or denied - make no difference to the core 'dis-ease of self-sickness.

Conversion of 'hysteria' - that is of unfaced or unfaceable fear - into physical metaphor is part of the unconscious pallet from which fragmentation and control operate in place of a spontaneity and ease of being. This is not merely a recent Freudian "discovery" - but is a much deeper pattern in consciousness by which to maintain unconsciousness of the hated and feared. Outsorcery projectes in attempt to protect - but true source embraces a movement of reintegration of re-wakened self-whole responsibility. The urge and roles of protection may be in error or of an out-dated temporary expediency - but if they are not honoured for what they are believed to serve - one will always elicit attack and denial from such guards.

As is readily observable in issues of power/fear conflict, the way in which outcomes are arrived is hidden by focussing in the conditioned meanings ascribed to forms of the outcomes. Mindfulness could be used to pertain to the presence of awareness at the point of focusing - rather than the loss of such awareness to reactive identity within the experience such meanings generate.

The issue is not vax/anti vax. The issue is an honouring relational communication as the basis from which a trusted outcome arises. To force a belief or deceit of 'good' on others against their willingness is an act of hate - no matter how it presents itself. It is not possible to know or share love in existence while actively hating - and without the unifying perspective of wholeness of being - all parts become as warring factions - even reflecting in the war or breakdown of communication within our own body - where we now have immune function attacking Self as an increasingly 'normal' state of dysfunction - perhaps served by the life-fearing and hating attempt to coerce the immune system mixing all kinds of non-human pathogens with highly toxic 'immune-activators'. Ignorance and arrogance - that refuses to recognize its own feedback - but outsources it to justify ever more intrusive control.

"The patient died - but we got the cancer!" - is the victory cry of 'war on symptoms' - regardless what symptoms are scapegoated to fuel the diversion. Wake up Hu-Man. If you will.

A warless world is being born - open the Silence

A world war has begun. Break the silence – John Pilger

After reading this article I wrote the following into the commentary:

I share with you in willingness:

War is propaganda ; the dictate of a 'disconnect-mind' over true willingness - embodies in sacrifice that then is called upon as proof of  'power over Life' that validates 'disconnect'  or 'refusal' of relational communication as 'power'. (We all have a 'war-mind' unless we have completely re-purposed it. It is in our earliest conditioned imprinting. It lurks just beneath the surface to be triggered over and again).

The consolidation and focusing of this 'power' that is perfected in the idea of killing and death as victory of a mind apart from the living - operates as if such an exclusive unipolar 'mind' could even seem to continue to have any existence without the Life upon which it both feeds upon by denial and yet depends on for awareness of existence.

A 'power' directing a coercive narrative founded in deceits deemed NECESSARY against a feared outcome. But truth is not a narrative form so much as true witness in true willingness.

Forms of asserted deceits hidden in or among 'truths' that are plucked out of a context of true relational communication are targeted to elicit a false sense of self-inflation, power or specialness so as to then trigger defensive survival reaction in having such a sense of 'self' threatened.

IF such propaganda succeeds in hacking into and running your mind - you will be engaged in 'identity politics' - in that you will be drawing your sense of self from what you hate and fear rather than from a true presence of willingness and witness.

Life identifies you perfectly when you free-willingly align in receiving and extending true witness. You don't have to deny anyone or anything else to be who you truly are. You simply choose wholly what you prefer without using the charge of hatred or rejection to 'empower' or validate your choice.

The 'war-mind' simply cannot conceive of or recognize relational communication UNLESS and excepting it serves a war-agenda - for it is polarized into offensive defence as its primary motivation - while what is being defended - is itself defended against any exposure or communication that may threaten its 'power' and justification to survive and prevail against a believed or feared 'evil' that is projected OUT and away from a conscious awareness in the greater fear of owning it as one's own conflicted motivation.

War is firstly an attack upon One Self - in which a self-segregation asserts a narrative mind and plays out its personae as a would-be god. There are no narrative terms for what One Self feels and knows itself to be - but our Life redeemed from loveless purpose reflects this spontaneously - in any moment of true relational willingness.

Such witnesses are no given appreciation - and a resumption and assertion of continuity of 'self power' airbrushes and redefines a narrative of diversion into distractions so that free attention is too scarce to notice and grow any Consciousness within the gapped off sense of separate 'power' over Life.

I write in willingness to be found in the movement of a life that is my willingness - but not a loveless master or slave. Living from such willingness is within the art of presence - that mind-in-presentation pre-empts from revealing itself - because the false currency can no longer be traded in and passed off as 'real' in the actual presence of Life lived and shared.

Insofar as we are invested in false identity of masking what is felt too fearful to own or express we need transitional steps of addressing such fears without demonisation, for in a sense we all trigger each other's shadow denials and communication is the first casualty to war.

There is nowhere in the world to run, hide or evade or really 'prep' for the exposure of our core separation trauma - that in a sense our narrative of a world was made to hide from - and hide in.

To arrive at the beginning and know it for the first time - is to see with new eyes. To persist in the old paradigm is to repeat the past and the war-mind - no matter how checked and balanced, operates the endless, futile and tragic repeating of a past made in anger.

"Stop the world, I want to get off!" - can be translated to mean - "pause the war of a directed narrative-mentality, I am willing to listen and Feel for what is true here".

A world born of willingness for true feeling willingness - has to pass through the 'trials and persecutions' of being 'baited' - or it is not your willingness to recognize truth first and use the mind to reflect and embody it as felt or relational word and deed.

We simply cannot understand this with our mind unless we first change our mind about our mind. Unless we expand our imaginative freedom to experience and share in 'the more' of what is here - and who we are - rather than actively deny it in loveless definitions masking behind 'acceptable' faces.

Positive Thinking and the Name Game

IAI.tv discusses mental illness in the context of a pharmacological society.

Positive Thinking and the Name Game


Our Experiencing is really being experienced. Experience of a lack of acceptance, validation, recognition and worth, sets up denial of what is actually felt and needing communication, expression and resolution or completion. While the social context operates even subtle forms of this denial is masquerades dominant or official 'reality' as that to which all others must be blessed or cursed according to its narrative. But its 'blessing' will not include healing or resolution so much as a carrot to offset the stick of management. WHEN an individual does come through to a wholeness of being - he or she will find society very filtering and distorting of what it is willing to accept of such a witness - sometimes waiting until that one is dead and out of any capacity to respond - while making them 'special' as a way of maintaining separations that are implicit to the active sense of identity.


The demand in a cause OUTSIDE ourself is the fear of what is within, and the rage at feeling denied, being displaced from its original imprint. This rage is evident if one questions the belief that any other perspective is available than the diagnosis - for the diagnosis relieves many of a fear of insanity and invalidity- and as such needs to be honoured as a stepping stone that can be moved from if and when there is willingness to expand and embrace more of what is active but hidden.
The search for cure can be pushed into long grass by making sure we look everywhere BUT where the answer is. While on some levels there is a manipulative intent to foster this, at root is is a matter of each ones' self-intimacy or trust in a core integrity of being - that the illness calls for - but which is often interpreted as a lack of. External 'solutions' can offer tempirary stepping stones in a process that needs smaller steps and integration one step at a time. They can simply be synchronous with releasing whatever out-of-true was reflecting as symptoms - and the out-of-true is never a blame or shaming judgement - although blaming and shaming oneself and others is itself out-of-true with a compassionate willingness to embrace what is true in oneself and others.



The making of associations of forms and meanings gives rise to a database mapping mentality of precedent in which forms are equated with fixed meanings and a 'world' of meaning-forms or rigid definitions is contrstructed as an extension of self-concept to which self and society are then conformed. Like for the individual in the writing above, this is not wrong - but a temporary part of a flow that can seem to become stuck - often due to misplaced investment in a model or personality status. Making 'sense' of the world is reinforced by using that 'sense' to predict and effect power over outcomes. In a longer time span, these cultural movements also turn out to be temporary stepping stones in a larger unfolding - but in each age - the paradigm is invisible to a sense of self evidence. The placebo effect can be the desire for healing - but really it is simply a communion of belief within a vibrational relationship. If energy is shared, invited or given permission to move, the step that is taken is within the willingness to accept and cannot exceed it without meeting conflict and denial.



Naming or defining anything is a result of purposeful intent. If that intent is coercive and conforming to a deep but subtly disguised denial of acceptance of feelings and thoughts (by elevating only official reality), then it is that intent that operates a negative agenda in those that accept such imposition in a like sense of a need for being structured from without. Then there is the way it is applied. If the diagnosis is not accorded primary status and the equality and worth of one so diagnosed is recognized and appreciated - then the naming is not being used as a 'spell' so much as a short-cut convenience for practical concerns.
An honest realtionship with one seeking help is to listen to and discern with them what ways they are attracted to or indicating a preference or prediliction for. We need a functional integrative approach to health - not a managerial and restrictive imposition of 'care'. Only those who have a degree of self responsibility for thought and feeling can consciously serve the same in another who may not know where to start - being confused in their sense of foundation or identity.



In the common parlance of the way we usually mean thinking - no. More thinking from the same misidentification - no matter how it is contrived - will not shift or heal or awaken a better foundation from which to live. But taking the statement at literal level, we think ourselves - and then proceed to act from and believe that, we are as we think we are. Thi makes the 'thinking ourselves' an unconscious act relative to the engagement in the sense of self that comes from it. First we have to catch ourself in the act of thinking our self - that is noticing a thought or belief about ourself that is not true but which we use or are habituated to - and which is associated with a negative effect. Making THIS association is a true cause and effect relationship. Because a personality identity with a certain degree of control and choice operates in the world on top of a deeper sense of who we are - and our original imprintings or conditionings - the breakdown of the sense of control or capacity of the personality is disturbing - and much more so in a society that has almost lost all awareness of a deeper relational intimacy of being FOR such an impositional control. We not only can think ourselves better - it is our most fundamental responsibility because all else cascades from the foundational willingness and acceptance. If we think ourselves worse, we bring ourselves to crisis. Society has tried to reconcile and balance both and as such suffers a split mind. To be perfectly adjusted to an insane sociaety is hardly sane! Therefore allow disturbance not to be a sign of sin or sickness in a negative way - but a messenger and a call for health in a way that the mind cant immediate grasp - or it would have done so long ago. Willingness and desire are not coercive force in a 'war on...' whatever - though they may have to stand firm amidst all kinds of old habitual urges and impulses to come clear of being lived by them. Willingness is uncovered - as is true desire. Not ripped away in sudden exposure but felt for and found in.



Medicalizing mental health is a presumptive arrogance and ignorance of those who are blinded not by science - but by what they wish and interpret scientific data to support. But as the primarily pharmacological approach to any sickness - including emotional and mental states once simply accepted and embraced within Life that are now being defined as drug markets- and though that is stark it is simply evident, then the term medical has taken a distorted meaning. The pharma sickness is merely a symptom of our incapacity and unwillingness to own mistakes and be free to move on - and pharma is the most significant vector of sickness in our world today - along with adulteration and toxicity of food and water and air and environmental exposures.

The native sense of 'Medicine' as For Life is not the same as the search for power over Life - that knows no check or bound to its ambition to manually operate Life in its own image. This is the impositional power of the personality writ HUGE - or rather - written at such subtle levels of our energetic biology as to have HUGE consequence of even greater crisis of sickness and dysfunction.

I write in a willingness for witnessing to a heart and mind connected Life; for a reintegrative willingness in place of a fear and denial driven sense of need to control - which begins with our definitions and must end there - because we will never exceed our string place except we yield it to a greater or more embracing and aligned perspective. And yielding to our own being is not being taken over by 'something else' - but more that 'something else' has gotten into our thinking that doesn't need to be there and which clearly seen would fall away. But is it very strongly hidden - in plain sight - by a tacit societal denial that nonetheless operates with significant force of carrot and stick to demand obedience.

Getting off the meds may be more challenging than getting through whatever was intially used to justify going on them. The same applies to our thinking. However, whatever the symptoms, there is a significantly felt shift to integrity when aligning with a core sense of worth - and doing so will manifest synchronicities of oppportunity, that may not be what you expect, one step at a time, in a true sense of direction rather than a confusion of directives.

Use what you have, while you know you have it, to grow appreciation of what you have and are. Or what has you out-of-true will frame you as 'too little, not enough and no good at, not worth it' and then reflect a world in like image. Energy and feeling needs to move, acting from what is moving you in a self honouring way rather than focusing in thinking. Then 'when ye thinketh not' - amidst doing something you are aligned with, insight upon your thoughts rises, and your thinking capacity - if fools don't rush in - can used to clothe what your heart knows in terms your head can accept and reflect to the heart in gratitude.

Trying to be who you are NOT is bound to result in all kinds of sickness. Fearing who you may actually be revaled or exposed to be - keeps you from dissolving fears in a clear intent. So in some sense You are the Answer to what presents itself as you- the problem, but the former is a relational embrace of what is true of you and the latter is a state of independent (sic) isolation. But relationship is first found within - perhaps with the companioning of others but we need support for healing - not for sickness. If we use sickness to get something or even to get at someone - then we could find more open and honest ways - like asking or getting it out in the open.

Mental-emotional health is part of a relational balance and an out of balance society generates and feeds off sickness. It makes no more sense to blame society than to blame an individual. Blame is the disease, not the cure. Limiting consciousness down and down is the elevating of a tiny elitism. Sickness in society without any true cultural grounding is a collective insanity - but noticing that is the opportunity of healing - not a call for hate and blame and punishment... unless you insits. But what goes out is the measure of what comes back. So in thinking ourselves better - we are discerning as to what we take in and validate as our own thinking - because that must be measure or kind as to what goes out. Breaking a negative loop from an inner recognition rather than an outer description.

Steering into a skid momentarily allows traction between the wheels and the road and the steering wheel 'works again. Fear of feeling is an unwatched and overactive imagination. Trying to eradicate or get away from is a refusal to pause and open to the possibility that something is trying to communicate here. A cut heals - so would any imbalance - given the conditions for healing to occur. There's an arena of expansion: facilitating or creating the conditions in which healing naturally occurs. We are so expert in the opposite that we can use that as an inverse template from which to gain inspiration.

Nina Simone

The Nina Simone Biopic That Has Infuriated Her Family and Fans
(An Intercept article on a documentary and a controversial biopic of Nina Simone)

I watched the documentary and resonated profoundly to her raw human feeling - so rarely ALLOWED to be embodied within a control mentality that fears and hates the true Feminine. And seeing her willingness to BE IT and give it voice as a black woman in a culture where being beaten, vilified and excluded because she is a woman, black, and because she defied the dominant cultures of denial and dared to Be Herself.
So my sense of her includes and champions black identity assertions of humanity in truly Felt terms - but also transcends identity in true Feeling.
I capitalize the term Feeling here because the mental substitutions and distortions are part of a fake world in which concept denies feeling.

When I read this article my feeling was that the power that runs the fake world were doing a hatchet job - indeed a whitewash - to replace a cultural phenomenon with sentimental entertainment. I might be wrong as I haven't seen it - and I may choose not to see it - as I don't care for  Hollywood's remaking of history in  its own image.

I don't care for taking offence to become a political weapon - I have no right not to be offended. But I have a voice. I care that real feeling can be expressed and voiced and that is part of the wholeness of communication - and is now part of this films commentary and context.

This is my witness - no one else's. I didn't really have words to say what I felt but I didn't feel to not say it.

Migration as a weapon of war

Migration as a weapon of war: 'Ethno-engineering' used by the elites to manipulate the masses


I feel to write to other commentators as well as the article linked above. I start off writing about a pervasive mindset that has extreme example in the geopolitical manipulations of 'power elites' - but is generally invisible in the population at large. I feel that because we do not own and heal our own errors, we remain subject to and indeed unknowingly empower such negative agenda.

...

The negatively defined consciousness effectively weaponizes and marketizes everything - because its underlying or primary identity is in survive and prevail. That there are times when this is appropriate is not in question - or else we would never have established the basis through which to experience and explore such a continuous balance of focus within a very deep rabbit hole of complexity. However to be traumatically conditioned leads to becoming locked in such a 'reptilian' or primitive brain response as if it is the only allowable identification and hence usurps our true creative fluidity of being for an imprinted dictate. This is the loss of free willingness to the idea of free will in terms of oppositional power - which of course is never total - though it may seek to become so.

Conspiracy of breathing together in secret is a shared purpose of hidden agenda and requires no actual intimacy of communication - indeed it requires there NOT be such intimacy by joining in hate. The assertion of a private 'free will' upon true consciousness demands the sacrifice of wholeness - and this is a hate agenda that most all humanity 'conspires to uphold' believing it saves them from total sacrifice. However, this is very deeply hidden from exposure beneath many and complex defences that protect the sense of power or control over life from exposure - and the re-experiencing of the powerlessness, terror, rage, shame or self-conflicted hatred that called the 'power' forth by the desire to assert a unity upon perceived chaos. We have all invested heavily in the mask and perhaps are so identified in it that we do not even recognize it is a mask - indeed a story proceeding from a sense of threat within our own consciousness that reflects  - and then seems to be caused by its reflected experience. Indeed the attempt to 'survive' or persist the separate sense of personal will-assertion WANTS the external 'cause' as a displacement for its own undercover activity.

In reversing the reversal of consciousness, one has to start with exactly where we are at - and so one has to use the world experience for a different purpose than that of asserting a fear-agenda - if only in willingness to pause and uncover or be found ina greater and more aligned perspective by which to be able to accept and function in our living which is now within a larger context than an isolation seeking power, or an illegitimacy seeking validity. Until this perspective awakens responsibility of and as consciousness, the situation will be painted in a drama of personae in which one plays the central character - with allies and adversaries - but never direct and real intimacy of being - for that always undermines the capacity to WANT such an identity/world.

The globalist consolidation of power-in-the-world is operating a war upon or denial of true Consciousness - by usurping it with a false but forcefully backed intensity of scripted narrative 'reality'. Despite attempts to exist or operate within the identity afforded by power-in-the-world, its price or cost is increasingly becoming obvious as total. The residual desire to embrace and  share life NEEDS its survival chakra to open by truly opening to feel and vibrationally accept that it is feeling rather than demonize and deny aspects of self that are unrecognized as aspects of self. Only the willingness of true acceptance can undo the charge of rejection and denial that polarizes the self-negative into forms of spiritual or mental elitism over the discarded and diminished aspects of feeling, sensing and true balance of a wholeness of being.

The breaking down of presumed reality is unfolding now at an accelerating rate - which persona will see as being overwhelmed by adversity and adversary - which IS re-enacting its original imprinting. This is the point where we either go deeper into denial of what we are choosing to participate in - or stir in a willingness that no longer consents to hide or be kept hidden from its 'negative' feelings  and all that these represent - nor from an intimate and directly tangible presence of joy - unalloyed by manufactured personal filters and distortions of 'self' justification.

The resort to the control mind is always to the 'database' of past experience, by which to re-assert the self-same posture of refusal to intimacy of genuine communication - that includes the backlog of unhealed fear, guilt and rage but does not conclude there.
The opening or yielding in curiosity and willingness to a greater perspective within connected presence has to listen, feel and discern both within itself and within its perceived communication - and this is not within the capability of 'control mind'.

So freaking out in one way or degree or another and resorting to all kinds of mental strategies is simply part of the territory of the class we are in - or you would not be reading this far!
It is a completely different foundation to live FROM, that is being called forth and cannot be made into a movement because it already IS the movement of our true desire.
It will seem paradoxical to thought but we can only accept healing for ourself, but that our world and our fellow humanity reflect and reveal and call forth that in ourselves which otherwise we could not  access - and without which we 'know not what we do'.

So yes there are political and social relationships to engage in honourably as we are truly moved rather than guilted or manipulated to assert and contest, but these are always in the context of who we  - who I  - truly feel and know myself to be. Why use the word 'truly' here? - because the false is so habitually and pervasively imprinted to subconscious and unconscious habits or conditionings. It is also easily triggered by unexpected or manipulated events or intent.

So use what seems to be to serve the uncovering of what is - as a felt recognition. Or clingon as an identity of a disconnecting mentality that actively avoids relationship by mimicking its forms unfeeling and mimicking feeling with fake emotionality.
Is that a choice? I feel it is a choice - but in its obvious nature there is no choice but embracing Life. Denial is not so much a free will choice as an idea of denying free will given great force of desire and identity. Well it worked, didn't it!
If you have your answer but forgot the question, you will not recognize your fulfilment. However true fulfilment Knows itself Fulfilled - so there is the natural call to recognize what we are asking for that brings such dissonance to our focus of experience.

Rabid Press v Reasoned Debate

Piers Corbyn: the other rebel in the family

"Like his brother, physicist and meteorologist Piers Corbyn is a man of revolutionary zeal. His own battle, however, is against all this ‘climate-change nonsense’…"

I wonder how many are seeing that sober willingness to communicate contrasts with rabid hating that scarcely draws on anything except assertions - mostly of smear and ridicule - and 'questioning' ONLY for the purpose of seeking an opportunity to invalidate or 'listening' ONLY seeking ammunition by using anything said against him.

One does not need a scientific study here to see that a lack of substance has to seem to be real by contrast to a seeming power to defeat or invalidate any other voice.

Whilst I see that Piers earns money from selling his weather services to those who value them, and does independent scientific research, I also see that he is not a corporate puppet serving up hate. One may wonder what is SO hateful or fearful in a human being who is acting in their integrity. Perhaps it is simply because doing so contrasts the LACK of integrity in the attempt to script reality and scam the population into a state of powerlessness.

The need I see is not carbon austerity (but yes to an overall policy of holding to account for toxicity of pollution and bio-destruction of all kinds - particularly bu international cartels). The need I see is for discernment of what is actually being enacted by the FORM of communication or the FORMS of scientific credibility in the manner of trojan horse or toxic payload. Because honest people do not need to resort to dirty tricks and dark arts of deceit to further an agenda that is part of a re integrative or healing intent. the science is NOT settled and the attempt to coerce the narrative in any direction is NOT any kind of science but a common trick of corporate cartel interest.

While corporations are defined with human rights without human responsibilities, their legally defined mandate is to strip the Earth and deny or overturn any checks and limits to their power to do so. of course the Central Banking system could pull them in and limit their power - but then they haven't broken down the last vestiges of sovereign free will yet. Wherefore such deep and bitter hatred of Humanity? Of Life Itself? Are babies born hating or is it all a matter of being conditioned by trauma? We hate pain of loss of love and of conflicted self, and seek to dump it somewhere to feel less bad - and so are attracted to 'power' that promises to help us feel less terrified and more powerful. Hows it going?

Corrupting our bio-integrity

There is a war. You are already in it, but imagine you are neutral and the truth is on side or another and that your rational power will determine which. But really it is just a matter of reading the power intent. For what truths are sought or allowed the light if they undermine or diminish your power? Seriously and painfully? The persona can affect whatever pose or presentation is best suited to survive and prevail - and morph on the fly. It can assume the authority of Establishment power or of an oppositional bid to power in appeals of emotionally coded powerplay dressed up as the form of unchallengeable assertion that asserts damning judgements to invalidate any and all credibility to that which it wars against or hijacks for war-deceit.

 Truth Is. It is not at war in itself. It is loving or accepting as a congruency of all its parts and so is known by love of truth. Love of power to 'make truth' never affects truth, but generates a mind unlike its true source nature. Such mind seeks to unify at least a sense of self against the war of a conflicting foundation, by denying all that exposes or undermines the sense of power and control that is valued over and above the tangibility of true interrelated communication - which to power is a sense of loss of self, failure of self control and shame of exposure in powerlessness.

But humiliation is not true. Humility of corrected foundation is true. But what is thus aligned with Is true power of a nature that cannot be imagined nor recognized with a war-surviving exclusion zone.

Even negative synchronicities are operating the Law of giving and receiving - but in such a complex segregating idea, that what is given is denied by the mask of personal assertion and denial, and what is received is allotted and apportioned to victims and victimizers by power-god of war that runs shadow powered 'mind-world' by which true awareness expression or communication is forbidden, and persisting in it attracts persecution and invalidation from power. Not just the power of the other, but the pervasive power of the collective as it follows the dictate of its managed and conditioned 'mind'.

Persecution met in context of love of truth is the cleansing or purifying of the false that operates by its illumination from such perspective. False friends and supports fall away. This is painful but necessary for the introduction of a true foundation to your mind that is free of your making. Living from there shortens the time of a seeming conflict in which both the old and the new are sought - though they are mutually exclusive. You can see that now. The mixture of true and false before was none of it wholly true - because truths in a false context are no longer serving true function.

Wholeness of purpose is not against the false. It is aware of but without attending and inviting it in or being baited by it to war. True witness extends the worth and remembrance of true context - which is relationship and communication within an honouring presence unmasked by personal agenda which is not a matter of presenting a self denial but of extending an integrated self acceptance.

A denial mind cannot make any sense of this. But a denial mind is the active invalidation of the true sense of existence of one's power to know and accept, to feel and express, to act and meet in, to live and experience - wholeness of being.

Synchronicity of a positive integrative nature is the restoring of the mind that knows its own purpose. This includes the recognition and correction of errors that appear as negative but from which a positive outcome is received as a result of a clarity and honesty of heartfelt purpose.

You cant make this up - but beneath the 'making' is a movement of being that is already the true of you - perhaps not finding recognition or welcome. Perhaps being denied, invalidated and rejected.

The inner relational communication is what we look at and believe it is truly 'out there'. That we can experience 'out there' in such a tangibly miraculous way is our Human life experience.

This has been carved out or imprinted in starkly negative expressions and impressions, acts and consequences, of power over the other, and subjection or denial under the other. So much so that it seems impossible to question such a basis of existence, such force of unfaceably life-denying power in pain and loss, fear and rage, that the face turning away is given power to deny it by such unspoken fear and hatred of even being exposed to awareness of it. This is not power - but wish to hide and keep hidden - given power. This is deceit.

Truths that damn are not truly received - nor truly given. Beware self-righteous conceit. Attention to what is received and given is becoming aware of the code that runs as if it is our own thoughts. But in a truly present awareness this can be discerned and corrected. Correction is a natural result of honesty within  not a witch hunt of an inquisitor. The wish to be deceived is the wish to make truth. To wish a private thinking or imagination of self  have focus at expense of all else - and to give power to the wish by persisting in it. There's no sin in waking from a mistake, but belief in sin will actively work to prevent or delay waking.





This was written after reading
What Really Caused The AIDS Epidemic?

http://www.greenmedinfo.com/blog/what-really-caused-aids-epidemic

Talking to God?

Kronic Shade said on the Internet:

There's certainly tons of nuts out there that think they talk to God everyday, and yet in spite of how crazy they'd have to be, I bet the majority of them are at least socially aware enough to know that telling people about their conversations, which happen specifically inside their own heads, would never serve as convincing proof to any semi-reasonable person ever lol. Thinking that it would is taking one stupid belief and then raising it to a hole new level of crazy.

I said to Kronic Shade something about 'talking to God' that moved up to share in me :

Everyone is ALWAYS talking to God. But have trained themselves to believe they are more important and attending something much more important. I'll tell you a joke that might get it across: 

This guy John sees Bill Gates at an airport lounge and seizing the opportunity, introduces himself and asks if Bill will do him a favour and just greet him when he passes by with his friend in a few minutes time. Bill says "ok John". John and his friend pass by later and Bill looks up and says "Hi John!" and John loudly interrupts him "F++k off Gates - cant you see I'm busy!"

Everyone is unique. Some people are comfortable in a verbal simplicity out front - some keep their feelings very very guarded and only open them in special occasions. But it is what is in the heart that returns - though if the heart is actively blocked by a lot of negative feelings that are themselves denied - as in 'tough nut' - then there's nothing really being shared at all - except the negativity leaks out all around and that then becomes the false god - where what we are becomes defined by shit happening everywhere - and there's no one to trust and no real way out but to fight for whatever you can get. 

That's a kind of god too... the devil you (think) you know. If I want to talk to God I listen for what truly moves me and go with that in the way it moves me. That might be challenging but it feels good as a sense of worth in action - alive. Words are crap to communicate with - its always simpler and closer than words. That's why we invented words - to get away from the simple closeness of Life. When you shit on people or denigrate them - it doesn't make you higher - it just stores up your treasure in hell. When you honour people for that they are more than they seem and can learn and discover what they need just as you do in your own way - you store up your treasure in heaven. This can be taken as in the future - but I don't mean it like that. Your Now is your current responsibility. Inescapable - but HOW you choose to use that is up to you. 

I don't think it matters whether one believes in "God" as such. But if you are strongly believing against something - anything - it wont be allowed into your perception. Ironic to use the Gates of Hell for a God joke - but the idea of God as a very special and powerful persona is at best a stepping stone to move on from. But wherever we are at is our only starting place from which to move. Here's to the God in you - which makes me a crazy nut - if you want. Unless a nut falls to the ground and seems to die no shoot shall grow from it. I was a hard nut to crack - perhaps God laughs at the joke! Lightening up is better than trading lightening bolts - but - its your choice.

Kronic Shade back to me

What youre talking about is a personal, and very spiritual, perception/interaction with reality. What I'm talking about is people, who debate the existence of god by saying "if he doesn't exist then how do you explain the voices in my head!", and thinking they made a good point.

My reply:

Yes, as personalities we come in every variety of patterning of energetic attractions and repulsion. Why do we get riled by some when others don't? You are right that some present a barn door at point blank range to shoot down - but they are not listening and refuse to do anything but seek to use your own mind against you - so why get drawn in? We all have resonances that are triggered into reaction that we can learn from or just keep reacting with. Is the conditioning that seems to force us to react so different from 'voices in our head'? Yes in some ways but not in others. It feels to me that the desire - and sometimes the urgency to help or teach or fix others is the last ditch defence against truly accepting that help myself. Its the way the mind works to defend the 'personality' against what might be called the pre-verbal being - the original nature - that 'civilising' has to temporarily cover over to some degree - but not to demonize and deny. When our true nature is denied it leaks out in all kinds of ways. Suppressed joy can make us sick and disconnected 'people' seek connection in all kinds of ways. True joy is not a sense of disconnection. I don't give worthship to a god of sacrifice - but that is a deeper imprint than even religions. Where's our joy in life? It is sacrificed to the god of fear and guilt. Have a look where we deny ourselves and then have self-hate that needs to blame outside. I feel to develop discernment as to who I address and what moves me. You like a bit of a rant - ok. There's frustration. That's honesty. Did the guy with the voices in his head cause it - or trigger something already in you? I'm not pushing anything here - just enjoy opening up a perspective that I enjoy - and extend by invitation - no strings.

Ron Paul: Begin With Uncompromising Purity

Ron Paul: Begin With Uncompromising Purity
By Daily Bell Staff

A commentary on the 'Teddy Awards' - in the DBell.
Contrasting the official narrative with genuine merit.


It is astonishingly true that the denier projects the act that is denied awareness in themself onto the 'other'. And quite heartlessly so - that is with no quality of relational awareness for who the other truly is or the effects of such projection... and following attacks (in the name of defence).
Perhaps I should take this away from any specific personage or institution and say it in abstract universally applicable terms - for it is true of any of us in any triggered denial.

Presentation masking true presence is a kind of magic - by which your true fear or your fear of true - is kept hidden ; denied.
Almost all of us are playing the game of denying deeper fear in the attempt to use rage to drive power - by which we become increasing powerless or enslaved to self-illusion of conditioning and without a will of our own. And when not, the game of hiding in fear from such 'power' plays the fear role (of denied rage) by seeking to limit and conform and invalidate anything except that which supports our self-image.
Whenever anyone demonstrates the simple clear integrity of presence - they resonate those who are alive enough to Feel it, but enrage those who have denied Feeling in seeking control through form change - as if changing the forms is answering the driven sense of eradicating symptoms or effects of inner unrecognized conflict. It never does more than prime the pump.

Reading a somewhat synchronous message below (EUbrainwashing MMXVI) I quite agree - though at some level all thinking is part of i-magi-nation. But the presentation of surface thinking is a mask that belies the subconscious and even more unconscious imprints it was made to hide. And so the Faustian pact operates beneath the promise of seeming power gains - and all comes to ruin.
The idea that we can be present and attentively engaged in the best option available to act upon in any moment of choice is natural to a true sense of worth in Life - but is a discipline of focus and intent for that sense of self which is conflicted in purpose and trying to present a unity or 'integrity' over being split or divided.

Although perhaps few here read and fewer understand my offerings here. I am feeling for the articulation of  perspectives that address a deeper patterning from which the world we struggle with, automatically or inevitably arises - and re-enacts over and over again.

Inevitably such light as Ron Paul shares is studied as if to be reverse engineered - either in order to weaken and destroy - or to subvert and usurp the forms in ways that diverts the unwary to follow instead. But a key facet of true individual worth is its extension as real relationship - and that is what we have to be vigilant FOR - and against deception that may look great but feel wrong.

Regardless the appearances of lack of worth in my fellow humanity - I need to nurture and grow the extension of worth as real relationships - or else I succumb to a facade of self-imaged judgemental righteousness - whilst giving power to loveless agenda to use me.

The world is in 'lousy shape' because the very few are empowered by the lousy sense of Life that the very many believe is the lesser evil than risking real transformation. And without a true sense of Life Calling - it is a self-fulfilling prophecy.

So calling on (seeking/opening/yielding to) Life and flowing with that felt movement in an honesty of being - is a decision or outcome in which Life gets to heal or reintegrate conflicts within us - because we are moving WITH IT.

The 'alternative' is to persist in calling on power OVER Life - in refusal to move our true feeling being - and get what we ask for. Divide and rule indicates that conflict is the ruse by which unity or indivisibility is lost to doubt, fear, guilt, limitation and loss, blame, rage and 'righteous' hatred or indeed 'jihad'.

The holy war of the mind-control warrior is to disallow terror within by pointing the finger out and away. This is not without some loving intent for rage and terror are associated with hell, with fragmentation of consciousness, and unbearable pain in loss of light... and unconsciousness of Life in place of Life's Embrace.

Purity cannot be self-perfected or self-induced by working on oneself in image. It has to be uncovered or re-discovered or indeed revealed against all belief and experience to the contrary. And then it has to be a Relational awareness and not a marketized or weaponized mask.

Dealing with science 'deniers'

The issue being framed in this article and conversation is 'how to deal with 'science denialists'.

My response:

How to deal with human beings?
Communicate with integrity!
If you perceive a 'science denialist' in place of a human being then there are clearly some distortion filters operating as your 'mind'.
If what is meant by such a term is how to deal with someone who refuses to open or engage in communication then, if you want to, you can express your perspective as best you can and move on to where some sense of shared worth and value of relationship exists.
By the time an issue has become polarized with identity investments - there is no opportunity for anything NOT to be filtered and distorted by the coercive attempt to set agenda or determine outcome.

Science can deal with the what - up to a point at least - but it cannot begin to address the why - except as dictated by the definitions that are used to determine the what.

How to deal with a polarised and arrogant rationalism that actively operates to deny and replace the feeling quality of awareness?
Don't ! - Because it is not listening and will only use everything you give it against you.
However, where there is a genuine sense of humanity, there is a capacity to feel, resonate, discern and influx expanded perspective. Indeed, without the non physical, the why would be missing.
Without the felt movement of life, robotic programs run as forms of mimicry - including the virtual realm of fake emotion for a fake persona. The survival of the right to deny Life by asserting an oppositional persona. Denial is the freedom not to accept. This can be used FOR sanity or against it - by slitting off from a relational wholeness to defend a conceptually split agenda - which is generally negatively defined.
When enough people are stuck in the same place (imprinted by the same conditioning) they call it reality.

One cannot talk only about the 'world' and really have anything to do with truth. Truth is not in the world, but is a congruency or honesty of integrity - of unified purpose. Conflicted identities cannot have anything to do with unified purpose for they are the conflict by which it is denied to a truly felt awareness.

The attempt to eradicate or overcome conflict with force is the righteousness trap. There are no holy wars. But there is a holiness to Life that can dawn in the mind that desists from using war on Life to force it to conform to self concept.
Science can no more be denied than anything true. Excepting in the mind or choice that usurps the true with a false substitute - some trojan that passes off - some tricksy financial instrument that becomes accepted currency.
Once scientism serves a hidden agenda - many will smell a rat or sense the bait and wont take it. And their own persona may rationalize all kinds of stuff around that - but a true honesty is not coercive nor appeals to guilt and fear to unsettle and induce conformity of allegiance. Regardless the 'fact of the matter' I don't care for loveless and deceptive trojan agenda - ESPECIALLY when dressed in such seemingly unarguable presentation.

http://arstechnica.co.uk/staff/2015/12/ars-science-qa-how-do-deal-with-science-denialists/

To hold a true presence when everyone else has lost their heads

At the Telegraph;
Letters: Britain won’t be any safer from terrorism until it has regained control of its borders

 My Letter:
It may seem as if the world events are orchestrating the frustration of the capacity to control life rather than communicate it - and I mean truly communicate - not dictate or persuade or overwhelm with intellectual 'superiority' or cunning deceit. The more 'control' applied the more out of control everything actually becomes - and this invites opportunistic plunder, pillage and usurpation of residual sovereignty.
It isn't so much we get what we deserve so much as meet the reflection of our true sense of worth... or lack thereof.
If one denies Life to the living forcefully enough, one awakens rage. For such rage is the raw desire to live - but without acceptance and reflection within a true and current living consciousness, it merely consolidates the original error, rather than aligning in safe or contained expression to a shifted perspective.
To find a true presence when everyone else is lost in the head - or have lost their head is not a dollop of cream on top of Maslow's cake - but to attend the Call to live as the primary concern - and though this does mean affordable food, homes and opportunity in life - it has to first find a true foundation - rather than the corrupted template that the moneylenders operate.
If we give unto Caesar what is due to our true being - we but trash our self. And those who hate their self are inevitably hateful regardless the veneer of civilised justifiction that is asserted.
What goes around, comes around. What we align with and attune to is an attractive force or resonance of correspondence. However - most of who we are is denied and unconscious. We don't even know that we know not what we do. Because we focus in the movie of narrative perceptual distortions - as a way of not seeing or being denied vision - of what lies beneath.

The sickness in the Human Psyche

Understanding The Sickness of the American Psyche

(an article that attempts to find some perspective to address increasing disorder in the USA (and its global relationships)

I applaud and appreciate GreenMedInfo I feel so much that is natural and good has been and is being falsely denied while so much that is destructive to us is asserted and promoted through trojan horse channels of apparent authority.
I don't talk to the American psyche - but I always talk of the consciousness - but perhaps not emphasising the feeling dimension enough - without which a split off mental isolation dreams while the true feeling is denied healing and fuels a negative agenda...

- - -

The suppression of the feeling being  - of the will itself, by a mind that identified in self concept - in fixed, assertive authoritative control that covers its own denied guilt-fears, operates a root pattern of sickness. For the will is not causative but reflective and responsive - and its reflection of being persistently denied is of course rage - regardless the reflected guilt in the will seeks to pushit down and absorb it and dump it. The minds interpretation of the will as weak, oppositional, depraved, untrustworthy is a blame dump for the definitional foundation that does not and can not accept - honestly accept its own feelings and let them know acceptance. This quality of real communication opens true and relevant insight and reestablishes relationship as the beginning of restoring trust.
Unless we recognize this need in our own self-healing and give it priority - we will persist the pattern of denying more and more of who we truly and livingly are - whether apparently negative or positive - to a concept of self and life that is destructive to life.

I'm not talking about mental ideas - but the original imprint of terrorism by which minds are split and all attempt to fix it from the false foundation fragments further.
We need to be safe with that we feel what we feel - and Feel It fully or undefendedly, yet within a healing intent and being as safe as we know how with emotion that we fear, will take us out of control. One CAN transform feelings from within their own movement. Which means NOT rationalizing them or forcing them in any way - so that what is locked - the part of you that was locked up in it - is released and restored you.
It is a tall order - but letting guilt or shadow power drive an agenda that is killing us - and our Planet is bringing it all up anyway. It can be seen as a healing crisis - and I do focus in the wholeness for a well being to replace sickness - but the underlying denials are  in a sense, no longer deniable.
The simple answer is that hidden guilt is a sickness and death inducing frame of reference - but the fact is that it is so well hidden in what seems to protect us that it thinks for us more than we might imagine. the guilt is not THEM though THEY may resonate with and raise it to awareness.

And of course use common sense until something better comes up to replace it. the 'surface reality' is disintegrating/splitting further. We each make our choices - but in mutually reinforced 'realities' we know not what we do. I feel to illuminate something the world doesn't want to look at - but which I believe is the most pressing need - and this is to pause of our self-thinking and recognize our shadow - own it - acknowledge it - feel the feeling of what is kept away enough to also recognize it holds a call for healing. If that much is felt then you have a homing beacon that may not make you feel better at first or maybe for some time - but you will FEEL, better - and you will also feel the vibrational quality of Life that is not mere mental substitution and sickness management.

And if this doesn't resonate you - then be as aligned in your integrity as you have capacity to be. If sickness is not to use and abuse you.

The quality of God that is Light that heals cannot shine into that which is actively denied. It isn't the smiley that needs it - its is that which we dare not face -- so much so that face looks OUT and thinking blocks the view within. We have vast resources through a quality of balanced communication of heart and mind, body and Spirit, but the interjection of guilt-thinking is a confusion of deceit that we can become vigilant against - and put it behind us as invocation of true presence.
Asserted coercive mind has had its day - it will take the Planet with it if it can. All in the name of righteousness and protection.

Consciousness in denial; The poisoning of the Earth

Consciousness in denial may be a loving essence seeking acceptance (but via unrecognised symptoms which are thus denied). Or it may be so polarised in denial as to simply deny everything but its own need to deny - including denial that it denies. In discerning the difference between these two is your/our salvation and our joy - because while we persist in giving acceptance and allegiance to the death-wish of the intent to escape loving acceptance - we draw it into our manifestation - our life, our society, Our Earth. We give our power to beliefs that then deny our inherent worthiness for loving acceptance which then leave us without recourse to our true presence. And we feel thus polarized into at least a conflicted and trapped identity - and its proclivity to negative expression.

Regardless of the words or forms around it, we who seek to share in Life, need our true presence and NOT a programmed conditioned mind of fear that is itself part of the denial consciousness that supports and feeds the death spiral that is NOT personal power and protection - unless the truth of the love that creates you - that you are - is truly the "Enemy" to what you most consciously accept and choose yourself to be.

I put this message here because feelings DO need to be felt, expressed and accepted in a way that is fundamentally safe. For within such acceptance are understandings released that are not available any other way and which we need for our next step. The 'mind' in which denial hides is not the Mind of a true receptivity. The heart is the balance point of a true receptivity.

Connection restored within ourselves is the synchronicity of connection uncovered in shared purpose. It CANNOT work the other way. One cannot coerce Life into forms of rigid assertion but that one 'kills ' awareness of it.

Planetary suicide is a choice one does not have to judge against with fear and hatred to leave unchosen, while giving one's whole attention to a willingness for Life - based in truly felt relationship. For that which we are most afraid of and work against allowing to happen is still that which we are (unconsciously) feeding with energy and attention.

Energy and attention is the nature of the love that is you. Give it where it is genuinely called for and moves from. "Unconscious" agenda is denial agenda. Our world reflects what we think to have 'escaped' via 'choices' dictated by denial. If we TRULY want a different choice, we have to recognize and release choices that have in a sense become rigidified and locked in as our 'reality' belief.  I suggest we are the unwitting bot-net of denied or un-owned fear that 'THEY' get their energy and support from - whether they be knowingly or also unwittingly complicit in destruction agenda.

(This writing arose from one instance of a destructive agenda - but there are very many that effectively work together, not as a conspiracy - but from a shared assertion of denial that operates as a separating and segregating coercive mind upon Life).

Call to wake or alarmist agenda?

Earth Overshoot Day: Humanity consumes 100% of planet's resources in eight months

What is the true alarm or call within alarmist articles?
 

Humanity is vastly more resourceful as is The Earth - than the cartels of limiting and controlling supply  would allow to flower - or they would lose such 'control'. But something is correct here - the persistence of a coercive control mentality increases deprivation by the layering of denials and controls of such denials. death is the logical outcome from denying and limiting One Self - be that replaced with judgements of self-justified righteousness of any kind - in their illusion of power that splits off from un-faced fear to then seek to resolve, fix or overcome it in externalized projections. A managed living death is all that is on offer from a blinded and corrupted idea - but clinging to the fantasies of fulfilment as a virtual reality layer by which to make such pain and futility bearable.
The Foundation is lost to a false sense of self and thus Everything is out of true. Restore the true Foundation and see just how unimaginably a healed perspective can align resources that we have forgotten we have denied and deprived ourselves of.
It is the mentality of a false foundation in denial of its true state that is to become extinct. The meek shall inherit the Earth because they  are receptive to their true inheritance. The version of Earth that is seen through a glass darkly is as false a currency as debt-based money creation which expands debt as a form of control. Denial mentality grows denial in the FORMS of gaining power and control over unrecognized fear - as a result of false foundational beliefs.

three short resonses to three current issues

1. Archbishop of Canterbury warns MPs not to portray migrants as a 'deep menace' after top Tory claims towns are being 'swamped'


The issue isn't immigration AS SUCH, the issue is the manner and scale and pace of such a globalist agenda and market driven strategy.

Many Britons are reserved and leave each other to their own affairs - but the changes that are taking place - including mass migrations - are raising uncertainty, fear and confusion - which is fuelled by the media and the government in diverse ways - perhaps because a frightened and unsettled population is at first easier to manipulate or sell ideas to.

But fear and hate walk together. It is true that we need to be responsible as to how we communicate THAT we have fears or else fear will possess us and speak hate. But fears are not to be pretended away nor demonized. We need to facilitate more communication, not box it in.

Leaders and media COULD HELP to discern and articulate what is in fact going on instead of persisting in the problem. All problems rise from failure to account or communicate - and fear OF communication attempts to make lies true.



2. Archbishop of Canterbury reveals how he broke down in tears after hearing 'horror' of child abuse in Church of England

The more one denies/projects the negative, the more it is given power to operate unconsciously, in the dark left by screaming self righteous hate. Attempt to coerce or terrorize consciousness to conform to what fear and guilt dictates, results in distorted or corrupted impulses that leak out in all sorts of loveless tragic ways.

Our idea of self is so blindly predicated on fear and coercive control, that it is believed heretical to consider that there might be a better way - as if one is therefore one of the terrorists if one doesn't take the side that throws the first drone.

Humanity has a split mind and is in a sense at war with itself, within the level of personal consciousness. A living Church COULD align and extend the teaching of Jesus, but... knows not what it does.

Who knows not what they do, is a mind so divided within itself that it knows not who it or anyone is and becomes helplessly victim to fears upon fears, at cost of innocence lost.. This need not be.


3. Drugs may work better depending on time of day
Scientists believe that drugs which target specific genes work differently depending on which time of day they are taken


Whatever else may be said I feel to say that the natural systems of the body-mind - as well as the planet are vastly more interrelated and complex than the scientific watchmaker first supposes, when taking things apart.

The desire for 'magic' answers feeds the profession of magicians. A true re-alignment with responsibility of thought, word and deed, works wonders. But the wish to escape by redefining our lives in the image of our disconnected thinking, seeks to persist at any cost and by whatever means - as does an addict seek to persist in addiction.

Learning that it (healing) is highly individualized can bring back a truly individual approach to healing - but there are basic conditions that support the self-healing which Life naturally operates until it is so blocked from function that manual interventions become the new normal.

War requires denial of communication to action as the communication of total denial (dealing death)

Hamas madly attacking Israel? (A comment decried Hamas for launching rockets from built up areas)

Are Hamas able to act independently of Israeli control?
Wasn't it Israel that covertly brought them to power?
Is is mad to open one's mind to that a State can attack itself in order to bring about desired effects?
Or is is mad to believe the purveyed and directed 'history' as if it were true?
How clever is extremely clever?
But how wise is ignorance of truth and an arrogance of self superiority?
Of course I have to tell you that I do not know who or why is doing what they are doing EXCEPT that everyone acts in the way that brings the Good or at least the lesser evil AS THEIR MIND DEFINES IT.
Insanity - as I see it - uses ANY TACTIC necessary to maintain its segregated 'divide and rule' consciousness.
ALL power-mongers play the same corrupt script regardless their 'identity'. A true leader SERVES.

Israel and Hamas propaganda war (Truth is the first 'casualty' of war - because war is attack on the honesty of a clear and true consciousness).

If one desires to see without getting tangled in the propaganda, simply examine the mentality at work regardless of who seems to be doing it.
There is a power-monger in every mind unless it is truly repented of as a deceiver.
The mentality of self-righteous vengeance that asserts power over anyone who offends it, SEEMS to be justifiable self-defence.
The victimhood that provides the basis for 'sympathy and protection' MUST be maintained, refreshed and renewed as must the hatred that maintains a sense of 'unified identity' OVER AND AGAINST ALL OTHERS.
Self-specialness cares not for the truth of the one it deceives - nor for the worth of anyone else excepting they can be used to further one's private agenda.
Nor does it ALLOW or ENGAGE honest COMMUNICATION excepting when it is certain it will 'win'.
Now the above may apply to various 'persons' or groups at various times - but it is a mentality of deception and the basis of COERCIVE POWER as opposed to aligning with true power. Thus Jesus and others referred to it as the 'deceiver' or the lie and the father of the lie. But it is not a group, a race or a person. There is a key phrase "It takes one to know one". Hatred never vanquishes hatred, but merely changes the surface with ever shifting illusion... that is nonetheless defended as if IT were truth. Identity that is founded in hate and self-specialness is itself hate, but masking its nature.
To see an insanity is to have stepped out of its arena.

Channelling the true or the false?

Brian Steere

brian@clearlight.uk.net

http://willingness-to-listen.blogspot.co.uk/

"It takes one to know one".

Human society colludes to make its judgements real and then lives as if reality has been determined. This is a way of not having to actually dissolve our egoity by actually checking in with Reality.

This tacit conspiracy is the 'denial of the Onenness of God'  in which adventures of a particular kind of separation-consciousness can be 'explored' or played out in experience.
One could say the in such a mode we are channelling denial - and that fear, division, conflict, guilt - and all the reactivity of trying to overcome that or escape it or pretend it is not there - is a channelled experience.
But what exists by the act of denial depends on what it denies to have even a seeming existence - and so Truth is not only not lost - it is present in every moment of every appearance or event, real or imagined.
The shift from channelling fear to channeling love is not the act of a separate one, but the revealing of an underlying truth. To recognize and desist from the fear-driven allows Unified Will to rise to awareness and share.
Dis-integrated will, seems to be fragmented in separate conflicting persons or aspects of Our Being. The rising to awareness of Unified Will is a resonant shared mind or purpose which unites and then transcends apparent difference.
Different strokes suit different folks and at different times in different ways. One does not need to understand what is not resonant/relevant to what is alive in oneself now and to do so is simply an indicator that keeping life covered over in such preoccupation is the current purpose.
Nor does receiving help no matter how deeply felt, mean that one is obliged to any form of relationship with what seemed to be the helper. Indeed it is truly help that awakens that capacity to help ourself. Not in a private cut off independence - but as a fully cooperating Individual Expression of Life.
In all things we can wonder if truth or deception is at work. As long as we sit on the fence we play with keeping BOTH. To embrace with trust and enter the flow is to open the qualities of discernment that feel the flow and need to know. There is nothing wrong with mistakes. One is not damned by having to change course in life.