Thursday, 2 March 2023

The love that we would do

 in response to the themes in:


https://tessa.substack.com/p/nature-of-good-and-evil/


The love that we would do or have, meets opposition, adversity, sabotage, indifference, rejection, treachery and betrayal.
Defences are raised in response to evils perceived without...and within.
We invest our self in that which protects who and what we accept our self to be.
We inherit or acquire identity from that which sets a self in hate and self-righteous grievance.
This robs us of the awareness of the truth we are and share, without a thought, word or doing.
Unaware of That we Are of a love beyond form, we struggle in shifting and conflicting 'identities' taken in vain and enacted as futility, because there is no substitute for love that can have and hold, cherish and share in the qualities and nature that love is and does through us whole, already!
So invested in our wanting love to set our own world order, we make of love a getting or manipulating mask as the praise and blame of world set in contractual terms and conditions of permission to feel, to move and to know ourselves moved - that we are unaware of consenting to at the level of giving our reality to power set outside of the presence of life's unfolding expression, while identifying in and of a social masking survival of conflicting and conflicted wishes and purposes given priority and set into a world of forms and bodies as if an autonomy of separate selves and things, that All the king’s horses and all the king’s men, can never put back together again! And so a war that cant be won, a task that cant be completed, a reality that cant be fulfilling, becomes our sense of solid continuity for a masking evasion taken to be or set terms for our 'life', that rises up to be stamped down by a past made in anger, that God, that others, that your life and world did not recognise, accept, support of join with who you wanted to be!
Terms and conditions are revealed by our reactions, and of others reactions to our actions.
Now allow that predictive modelling as a sense of self-autonomy running private agenda - set in or seeking social or collective reinforcement, to react to what we fear will happen again. Fear of pain of loss that transfers to our social masking in rituals of agreement to join while always keeping a back door, a sting somewhere in our tail, a guard ready to come forth should 'reality' be broken.
And this is 'who' we meet in others for 'love' can shift or flip to fear in an instant.
We thought to make love and made robots, not because we wanted a hollow world set in shadow powers in ghastly parody of life, but because we thought to set rules to image and form as a desire for autonomy. We make idols by grasping from a sense of lack and limit and be-living our result as boosting a sense of lack in power to persist and grow a self for getting and for defending against being 'got from' or robbed of 'even the little that ye hath'.
The word 'God' and also 'Love' is masked in or taken for vanity of masking presentations to our self and to others, so as to means anything and nothing to mind and world predicated on their replacement, but before thinking or doing anything, as well as while we think and do, and after all is said and done, "You are My Beloved Expression that Is My delight".
This (paraphrased) rendition of the Holy Spirit of Re Cognition is given and received one.
True resonance opens total Communication, or rather is what Communication is and does.
There are no separate parts to run on private energy supplies taken from the living to feed the dead.
But we may see deeply invested defences set in masking rules and filters by which to clingon to a self-specialness set over and apart from 'the wind that moves all things, yet never itself is seen'.
Releasing old learned or acquired habit-response may reveal a complex of belief that no longer serves who you know and accept yourself to be. But it is not required to set an internal witch hunt to let life in, to be truly moved and to know in the being of the qualities of a life we need only accept as is to be unselfconsciously one with, in our day. Nor is this anything but the call to joy, now. Sufficient unto the day be the evils thereof. We suffer an ignorance of the present as the weighted stamp of an irrevocable past. Love is miraculous, and not a manufactured or predictively modelled risk assessment set to rules and filters against pain of loss.
Yet love is not coercive - THAT is how you know!
Tolerance for pain is not infinite. Persisting in what cannot work into pain and denial masked 'unconscious' or death will meet a tipping point of questioning the foundations or core beliefs and definitions of self and reality - AS the stirring of a true curiosity - beneath any 'thinking' of manufactured 'solution'.