Corrupting our bio-integrity

There is a war. You are already in it, but imagine you are neutral and the truth is on side or another and that your rational power will determine which. But really it is just a matter of reading the power intent. For what truths are sought or allowed the light if they undermine or diminish your power? Seriously and painfully? The persona can affect whatever pose or presentation is best suited to survive and prevail - and morph on the fly. It can assume the authority of Establishment power or of an oppositional bid to power in appeals of emotionally coded powerplay dressed up as the form of unchallengeable assertion that asserts damning judgements to invalidate any and all credibility to that which it wars against or hijacks for war-deceit.

 Truth Is. It is not at war in itself. It is loving or accepting as a congruency of all its parts and so is known by love of truth. Love of power to 'make truth' never affects truth, but generates a mind unlike its true source nature. Such mind seeks to unify at least a sense of self against the war of a conflicting foundation, by denying all that exposes or undermines the sense of power and control that is valued over and above the tangibility of true interrelated communication - which to power is a sense of loss of self, failure of self control and shame of exposure in powerlessness.

But humiliation is not true. Humility of corrected foundation is true. But what is thus aligned with Is true power of a nature that cannot be imagined nor recognized with a war-surviving exclusion zone.

Even negative synchronicities are operating the Law of giving and receiving - but in such a complex segregating idea, that what is given is denied by the mask of personal assertion and denial, and what is received is allotted and apportioned to victims and victimizers by power-god of war that runs shadow powered 'mind-world' by which true awareness expression or communication is forbidden, and persisting in it attracts persecution and invalidation from power. Not just the power of the other, but the pervasive power of the collective as it follows the dictate of its managed and conditioned 'mind'.

Persecution met in context of love of truth is the cleansing or purifying of the false that operates by its illumination from such perspective. False friends and supports fall away. This is painful but necessary for the introduction of a true foundation to your mind that is free of your making. Living from there shortens the time of a seeming conflict in which both the old and the new are sought - though they are mutually exclusive. You can see that now. The mixture of true and false before was none of it wholly true - because truths in a false context are no longer serving true function.

Wholeness of purpose is not against the false. It is aware of but without attending and inviting it in or being baited by it to war. True witness extends the worth and remembrance of true context - which is relationship and communication within an honouring presence unmasked by personal agenda which is not a matter of presenting a self denial but of extending an integrated self acceptance.

A denial mind cannot make any sense of this. But a denial mind is the active invalidation of the true sense of existence of one's power to know and accept, to feel and express, to act and meet in, to live and experience - wholeness of being.

Synchronicity of a positive integrative nature is the restoring of the mind that knows its own purpose. This includes the recognition and correction of errors that appear as negative but from which a positive outcome is received as a result of a clarity and honesty of heartfelt purpose.

You cant make this up - but beneath the 'making' is a movement of being that is already the true of you - perhaps not finding recognition or welcome. Perhaps being denied, invalidated and rejected.

The inner relational communication is what we look at and believe it is truly 'out there'. That we can experience 'out there' in such a tangibly miraculous way is our Human life experience.

This has been carved out or imprinted in starkly negative expressions and impressions, acts and consequences, of power over the other, and subjection or denial under the other. So much so that it seems impossible to question such a basis of existence, such force of unfaceably life-denying power in pain and loss, fear and rage, that the face turning away is given power to deny it by such unspoken fear and hatred of even being exposed to awareness of it. This is not power - but wish to hide and keep hidden - given power. This is deceit.

Truths that damn are not truly received - nor truly given. Beware self-righteous conceit. Attention to what is received and given is becoming aware of the code that runs as if it is our own thoughts. But in a truly present awareness this can be discerned and corrected. Correction is a natural result of honesty within  not a witch hunt of an inquisitor. The wish to be deceived is the wish to make truth. To wish a private thinking or imagination of self  have focus at expense of all else - and to give power to the wish by persisting in it. There's no sin in waking from a mistake, but belief in sin will actively work to prevent or delay waking.





This was written after reading
What Really Caused The AIDS Epidemic?

http://www.greenmedinfo.com/blog/what-really-caused-aids-epidemic

Conflicting beliefs, believing (feeding) conflict

After watching a movie about Gore Vidal's life I dropped into a youtube discussion with him on God and stuff and then enjoyed making a few comments a few weeks ago. (Proof is in the Pudding)

I just made another on the bickery conflict in the comments there - without - I trust - bickering about it.

It seems that may are very inclined to believe in their 'self' so much so that they take it as de facto obvious and do not recognize that the belief is an effective currency of exchange and not unlike a complex financial 'instrument' is disguised and presented in a lot of nothing that becomes toxic debt when the bubble pops.

Whatever one believes or accepts as one's core self-definition is what one lives out from and experiences through - and note that this template level of consciousness is not the front-end surface that operates the persona with it public and private and denied 'thinking'.

Most seeming debates about any polarized issue simply restate themselves without achieving communication - not least because the personality structure operates offensively as a defence - killing the messenger before hardly a message gets through. What is see in such apparent controversy is identity politics - where a presentational identity has investment as if it is actually or wholly true of the one who wields it.

Conflict is the device by which attention is distracted, held and prevented from embracing the Obvious. This means that a conflicted identity operates a lens of fragmentation and distortion that renders the Obvious unrecognisable, and this pattern of oppositional denial invites and becomes a 'spirit' of anti-Life in the name or guise of protection, power and righteousness.

People see the things they most hate in themselves... in others and that is a kind of protection racket that demand one cannot truly recognize the other in Life without in some way owning or taking back the judgement of invalidation that was seemingly mitigated or escaped by apportioning blame. When one observes the psychological defenses at work in one's OWN mind and not just as if looking down from a superior place - there is a real opportunity for a deeper healing or reintegration of self in Life. It does not matter what FORMS are in play, the deceiver uses them all as serves its purpose - and is as happy to quote Scripture as to denigrate it. This is becoming more obvious in the Corporate management of humanity - though beneath it is of course the moneylender in the Template.

It has been part of the nature and dynamic of our world generally for a very long time, that any spark of truth lived, shared or finding recognition and movement - will be denied by any and every means - including the framing in old winebottle thinking that rationalizes the life out of anything so as to NOT open to a directly felt relationship with anything! 'Truth' then is redefined by power of assertions that use guilt and fear to undermine and invalidate opposition. Indeed truth is the first casualty of war - hence divide and conquer or divide and rule is the assertion OF conflict in REFUSAL of true relation. But it wont seem that way. It will seem to give power or protection from terror or rage that hides terror while secretly operating the very agenda it purports to save us from.

The 'self' will be modelled on the imprint of its conditioning and unless there is an awakening desire or curiosity to question and challenge this 'self', its acceptance in place of a truly felt intimacy robs us of Life in exchange for a prodigal insanity.

I appreciate Gore Vidal challenging others as I do for his willingness to look on the darkness within himself and yet maintain a core human warmth and compassion. I appreciate anyone of any kind whose willingness extends and embraces our humanity. And I let those who project their hidden fears in hatred, uncover facets of myself I might not otherwise wake up to in myself. The sense of self we operate through is not hardwired, fixed or un-transormable for it is something we live through - even if to share an abundance of lack. Belief is not powerful in the head except to isolate the head from the heart (and kill it) - belief is in the acceptance of the heart and mind as one - but until the mind aligns with the heart's knowing, the mind feels righteous in defending against 'negative' feelings in which it fears to 'lose control'. Anyone who embraces their feeling truly, finds that it moves and evolves and opens fresh insight and information. This a transformative shifting of identity to an integrative rather than a segregative foundation. The true is known by its fruits - and by our light of presence are we known. The masquerade of conflicting personae is a shitty and sickening soap opera if one accepts that as one's true self.

Beliefs are created by action proceeding from accepted truth - and changed by action proceeding from a fresh take on a truth that is ever unfolding - not static like some idol or totem god. No amount of thinking effects transformation - but ingenuity can make a lot of nothing into a very complex series of arguments. It simply triggers our conditioned imprint and lets the robotic play unfold.

Worshipping Hate as if it were our Humanity

Humans have always hated each other - that’s why we’re so successful

Interprets a cheap lack of journalism or editorial wisdom regarding the findings of a particular study.


Don't be deceived!
Self-hate is at the root of the projection of rejected and denied thought and feeling.
This is invisible from WITHIN the fragmentation that occurs so it is likely that you will not be able to hear or understand what I am saying. The war-minded cannot know of wholeness.
For the split-off mind that seeks to validate and defend itself (and indeed prevail over its world  and others) - believes itself the exclusive or separate whole 'self' in a world of hateful others. Why hateful? Because who hates themself MUST hate others. Hence Jesus points to the original: love others as yourself - and indeed your Life, Source and true being (God).
Hate has brought the destruction of the world - very nearly now - and that is not successful...
Hate has disguised itself as acceptable and respectable and protective - which are properly qualities of love - and to be successfully deceived is not exactly commendable!

When self-honesty no longer tolerates hiding pain of self-betrayal

The headline for this article ("I wont be able to live with myself after politics") caught my notice - as does the current media and political incapacity to communicate ABOUT anything Jewish or related to Jewishness, in the same freedom that it might communicate about any other group identity. I was also aware of the opinionated personal attack comments that illustrate how successfully consciousness fragments and denies its own nature AS communication. All are Expressions of Communication without exception. A special form of communication above or outside all others is a mistaken identity that never can rest within and as the unique Expression that it actually Is.
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One way that the mindset of obfuscation triumphs over clarity of vision is in focussing on personalities so as to distract from issues.
For the record - one not only has to live with one's self - but IS ONE self! This reveals that the self-construct - or mask-persona is a mental layer of asserted or justified ideas with which one has invested and become identified.
The answer to a self-conflicted SENSE/experience of self is to LOOK directly AT it - that is to notice THAT it is occurring rather than to struggle in ever shifting, futile and deluding attempts to make the un-real real. When we can own our own conflicted ideas and purposes, we can let them go in focussing wholly on what aligns and expresses us truly.
Repentance is immediate, self-forgiveness may take seventy times seven - but that doesn't matter. That is simply the discipline of persisting in a true sense of value for oneself and others.
Israel's mentality symbolizes Ishmael curiously enough... The nature of the blind urge to power in the world is to usurp the legitimate heir and inheritance.
The movement of being with which one aligns wholly is the movement of Wholeness that comes of itself to a receptive willingness. This is the power to share the Gift of Life rather than the wish to steal it from others in the fear that one's own will be stolen back or used as a basis for scourging or punishment.
Unless we begin to uncover and acknowledge the fears beneath our so-called rational mind, we will be dictated over by hidden power that neither knows us nor loves us. This is writ large in the world - yet is uncoverable in each consciousness. Notice the obfuscating tendencies of a mind-in-hiding and become more discerning as to whose voice or purpose speaks for you.
The wish to hide from fear and to hide fear from awareness is the basis by which we 'give our power away'. But it remains OURS to re-cognize as our primary act of choosing where to give our attention.
Fear tempts, persuades, coerces and compels. Simply NOT accepting such a basis to act out from INVITES or makes welcome a movement of wholeness.
One more thing... Fear tells you it will make you safe (and special and powerful). Look up and take account of the fruits of your choosing - and if they are NOT in alignment with the true desire of your heart, then CHOOSE ANEW!
Fear sets the framework for choices, none of which allow a true choice to be recognized, felt, embraced, embodied, given witness, extended in gratitude.
The poor in Spirit deprive themselves and know not the blessedness of their true inheritance. Unless we are in the extension of the love that we ARE - we are misperceiving everyone and everything from the basis of a negatively defined self.
Fighting evil, feeds its basis. If we do not identify and discard the self-hatred that is implicit in a negatively defined and segregated self-sense, we operate within its dissociated and deluded dictate.
It dreams of victory - yet its victory is YOUR utter defeat. Such an experience can be had - but it can never be true - for it is by your Word that your perception is delivered as YOUR experience. As you define yourself in relation to all things - so will they be unto you. Materialism denies Consciousness in a 'living death' or conditioned sleep. When what Matters to you is peace of wholeness, the true relation of all things will be restored to your acceptance.