The lie by which we are deceived

The true nature of a coercive and fearful tyranny is revealed by what cannot be talked about.
I have become aware that much of what I had been brought up and conditioned to believe was never true, though it has been and still may be believed true and defended as such by many.
The personality is not only a masking construct - but an experience of a world. The disintegration and transformation of the personality structure is the rising of a greater perspective. Not greater as in competitive value, but of a greater embrace and inclusion of more of what you are, what life is and sharing it.

An exclusive identification within the personality structure inherently defends against integration and intimacy of truly shared purpose - because it is believed and perceived threatening to its sense of identity in control. And it does so by devices of deceit, diversion and dissociation. There are innumerable reflections of this in our world, that are maintained as effective by their keeping attention focussed away from what must remain hidden in order to persist in the identity in control.
This post was written in relation to one such reflection.

I had recently came upon Ursula Haverbeck's video witness twice; on you tube, and then on Paul Eisen: I want to tell the British people
I followed a link in his comments to some news of her and left the following comment:


I recognise and appreciate Ursula Haverbeck for her willingness to bear and share witness free of guile or appeal for a hate agenda.
When the false is brought into truth, it cannot abide or stand - but be seen clearly false.
The manipulation of minds.... of perception, is in some ways more disturbing than the fearful belief in unthinkable evil hiding within our minds, by which to cripple and emasculate our sense of worth and power, whilst being prey to the power of those who use that conditioning as hidden leverage in directing and controlling the narrative and thus the thinking and actions of others.
But it is not 'the Jews' who operate deceit and coercion as such, but a power cartel who operate within a Jewish identity, just as any wolf in sheep's clothing can operate through any identity. The Jews are themselves conditioned to fear being persecuted, attacked and even killed en-masse just for being Jewish - and this fear leverages global funding and support in any number of agendas of an 'intelligentsia' whose identity is indeed in seeking power for its own sake, and who are very focused and disciplined in achieving their goals without scruple because power is also the power to dictate 'truth' - and so it is whatever 'power' asserts Because it asserts it in ways that range from the subtly laid plans laid over time in which to play others through their own vanities and deceits so as to bring them to a compromised or dependent position, as well as the force of direct belligerence and outrage that effectively blitzkiegs opposition. They are a lobby that is far more effective than any other. But they are not 'the Jews'. They are operating the psychology of deceit and coercion - just as most everyone does - but at a level unthinkable to most anyone - because it is not felt by them to BE deceit and coercion to overcome obstacles to their goals, for they are engaging in life as they believe life to be - which is war.

The device within consciousness whereby truth is sacrificed to war is most fundamental to any true awakening of Humanity as a whole. Because we all partake in the lie from which only a conflicted war on life can issue. And we all hide that in our consciousness just as we see this 'horror' has been triggered and incepted within our collective consciousness by design.

Hate and fear and guilt and vengeance are the progeny of the lie. Self-righteous hatred seeds the hatred in our beliefs and identities and puts us in the vibrational range of being manipulated - because we are engaged in manipulating our own mind in the directing of inner conflict ONTO others, investing in offense and using it to 'justify' hate.

So I offer this pause to look more honestly at our own participation in being baited or scammed out of our true appreciation of living, for the device that is revealed as a result, becomes an open door to freedom. The manipulations and coercions of deceit may promise power and freedom, but there is no freedom in the compulsive reaction of the drive to validate a lie upon the truth. But there is the capacity to notice it and not choose to persist in such identity. Hatred and opposition feed this identity, so it sows the conditions hatred as the sane sow the conditions of love. Love of power is meaningless without the sanity of real relationships. Self-specialness may be exemplified in exaggerated examples but is a key lovelessness tacitly hidden in our thinking - and easily hacked.
Who loves to hate, hates to love.
Reverse this reversal, if you will. Who recognizes the self-defeating poison of hate will not attack their self with it by investing and growing such identity.
Al hate comes home to its sender. But what one owns, can be released and a different message given, and received.
If you no longer hate your self, the hate of others will be seen to be their own unhealed issue.
Why would we hate our self? Because we fear we are evil, unworthy of love and unsafe for love to approach. The personality masks what we are afraid to face directly, until in one way or another the construct of lies disintegrates and we look within and know the truth which fear denied our awareness.
To be the true of ourselves is to invite and meet the truth in everyone and everything. Jesus found this even in playing out the release of his personal will to the true Will of our Father, through a most dramatic and extreme event. He saw those who know not what they do, and that these were one with that in himself that he willingly gave up in love of truth.
What is the Will of our Source -Nature? It is what one feels and knows true and whole when pausing the reaction of thinking that seems to reflect and reinforce a sense of separation from and power over Life - for a sense of self arising from the belief and seduction of such power.
What passes as thinking is worth watching and checking, to see if it is in fact truly speaking for You - who are vastly more than you think you are, yet are so conditioned as to not question or challenge that which defines you, your life, your world.

What Is real and what is illusion?

Disappointment expressed:

Denmark’s chief rabbi has this to say about Benjamin Netanyahu


It might appear that Jews are 'operated' by their own 'intelligentsia'. But what do I know about manipulating perception, identity, loyalties and outcomes through the use of fear? Anyone or any group hungry for power over others uses any and every kind of device because they believe such power is the only reality apart from its due worship. Almost everyone uses this capacity to coerce outcome rather than uncover an honourable one for all concerned because in everyone is the capacity to believe their self, or ideology or nation or cause or point of view, is THE TRUE AND RIGHTFUL DOMINION and thus others or other perspectives are invalid.
The way to actually strengthen our own faith is to give the freedom to the other that we desire to enjoy ourself. This insults self-specialness of any kind and thus is less popular and less likely to be newsworthy.
So I feel for the way that is not baited or sucked into hating and invalidating 'other' even when the choice being made is meaningless and destructive to my own discernment of true being. But to reflect of communicate THAT such choices are bing made serves the capacity of all involved to choose rather than be manipulated into what they take to be their 'choice'.
We all take joy and love the freedom to enjoy life - but we each define ourselves and therefore our joy in ways that we are mostly unaware. One of the potential fruits of tragic pain is to a deeper honesty that opens perspective upon what might be called our core self deceptions - that others who study psychology as simply a way to gain power rather than illuminate healing, take advantage of.
If your PC is part of a botnet, becoming aware of it is the call to clear out files or programs that are illegitimate and do not belong - nor serve you - whatever the carrot or stick that might be part of their acceptance or persistence.
Thankyou for your attention.

False framing, manipulating perception, directing history

I notice a mainstream article in the Guardian crafted to deliver a hidden agenda in the guise of moderation.

"Now is not the time for Britain’s Jews to talk of leaving

That Jews face a heightened threat from Islamists is undeniable but society is not against us"

It says  to its target audience; who are distinctly separated from their homeland by defining as 'Briain's Jews' that "now IS the time to talk of leaving - ostensibly for Isreal - but really - just to be afraid and unsettled and thus drawn into deeper support for WAR on Islam - and back this up with the reminder the Society Itself may turn against .... an "us" that the writer presumably speaks for - and writes to incept in the readers mind.
To the Jewish reader, a sense of unity in persecution and victimhood, and to non-Jewish readers of a mainstream British news publication, an exclusion that re states Jews are different or separate from not only Islamists (who have been redefined thus as a hate identity), but from Society - whatever country you have otherwise embraced and accepted and participated in and contribute to as a human being.

The response I commented into FT.com is below:


Fear conditions reaction. If given power to do so. Fear-based conditioning operates emotionally triggered pathways of reaction that can then be exploited. Setting up a fearfully defined scenario as if it were true invites others to enter or participate in the definition and thus reinforce its claim to being true.

Consciousness works in strange ways. We co create perceptions, reactions and experience without 'knowing what we do' - although we all 'think' we know what we are doing - and that is where fear-defined thinking usurps Reason.

Jewish Britons, or Britons of Jewish descent, are a richly diverse range of individuals many of whom might assimilate more completely to their homeland - to the land they make their home in - if they were not conditioned to fear being invalidated, rejected, denied and persecuted just for 'Jewishness' - by the narrative of extermination by Nazism being kept ever fresh.

Very clever people - of any background, can learn how to manipulate perceptions. Though the wise, resist the illusion of power this confers. The problem is never 'Jewish', nor Islamic. The problem is framed in consciousness and reacted from as if true - asserted true and defended or fought for as true.

All of the mounting problems reflecting back at us in our times call out for re-evaluation within consciousness - and I would put a C to make it Consciousness - because human consciousness is a fear-conditioned device that runs believing itself free - believing its own thinking.

Thinking can contrive financial instruments that no one can understand - as part of an obfuscation. Whilst there may well be some whose identity expresses the right to deceive as a legitimate means to an end, more single mindedly than others, the 'deceiver' is never really "out there" but in our own unguarded capacity to drift from or adulterate, what we feel and know to be true of us.

The Past is a poor script to choose from when apart from its imposition, all creative opportunity and endeavour is open to explore and share in.

When I meet the presence of another - everything else is secondary. The refusal of presence is itself a conditioned fear - and not a proof of unworthiness for love.

Education always meets a willingness to learn. Self-righteousness is 'loving to hate' and always masks a 'hating to love'. There are many things in the world that are terrible to contemplate, but I do not feel to use them or be used by them as a foundation from which to make identity from.

Jewish (and human) identity

Don't let facts get in the way of a good story…

The identity of human traits may be scientifically determined by DNA but personal, tribal and cultural identity is determined by story.

There is no law that says anyone else's assertion has to play any role in the story of a tribal or cultural identity other that whatever role or meaning such a group decide to give it.

However, if communication is seen to be usurped by any such group-ID mentality, such that only the FORM of communication is used as a defensive persistence of wishful or wilful assertion, then the word of such personae is invalidated - whatever form it takes - because where it comes from is an unwillingness TO communicate.

What IS communication but a condition of mutual receptivity to a current or fresh movement of expression?

Listening in the heart is different from strategic thinking that identifies the heart in story - however sacred one's suffering has become as a substitute heart, and however justified the hatred of all who do not 'support' one's point of view. Listening in the heart is not going to occur while it interferes with a story one wants to be true - because of what one believes it gives or promises.

In the mind of those who we see as enemy can we also see that which we hate in our selves. Only an honest owning of what is ours can restore us to a true communication and thus know Home without having to deny it to those who we feared would deny us.

All controversy serves as distraction from the essential. It isn't about being right or wrong, but a matter of whether one wants to be homed in a current movement of living communication or assert identity upon the movement of Life and have to defend it against being exposed.

The fig-leaf is the symbol of the priest-mind that would come between a true Communication and which fears exposure as worse than death. But "who told you you were naked?". I read this (OT Bible quote) as the movement of our own heart's enquiry Only guilt and fear of shame or punishment stops us Listening Within. The voice of such story is backed by terror in the world - howsoever it is disguised. But is it the Voice of our true knowing?

Re-cognition is a gift of re-membering what we had forgotten or believed lost as a result of becoming caught up in prodigal stories.

Commented into: An article entitled:

Jews are not descended from Khazars, Hebrew University historian says

I add here that the book 

'The Wandering Who' by Gilad Atzmon

offers a rounded consideration of Jewish Identity that I recommend

False choices keep a sense of powerlessness in play

Commentary into a conversation at rense.com with Gilad Atzman and Brother Nataniel discussing the disproportionate influence of a particular kind of Jewish identity in world affairs - and in keeping that fact out of the mind and media of the populations of the ruled.
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While a major catastrophe MAY trigger an awakening, 'catastrophism' is the mentality we are to awaken FROM!
You only need to have the eyes to see and the ears to listen, in order to receive and perceive truly - if YOU essentially define yourself in such a way that ONLY catastrophe can 'break the spell' of your own self-programmed identity the YOU need catastrophe to get you to listen up and pay attention!

The more we train our mind to notice the ways by which we listen instead to our own  propaganda - and choose to leave it behind us - unused - the more we discern Life within its Own Recognitions instead of via the filters and distortions of a false self-premise.

Because we all live in each other as well as with each other we will find our own 'homecoming' coincides and meets with others along the way. But if we set ourself up as a shepherd to get everyone else to tune in to what we believe is true then we haven't let truth speak through us - and are still in the business of asserting power rather than sharing power. Asserting belief based reality rather than sharing knowing-based reality.

The mindset of 'power OVER' is one of competitive exclusionism - a selfishness that allows only for a 'love' that IT can command and control. Its symbols in the world are those persons, institutions and corporations that exemplify such power ideals.
Give unto the mindset of Caesar what is due unto it; namely disregard and withdrawal of validation - of heartfelt allegiance and identifications derived FROM it either positive or negative.

Give unto God - not some jealous exclusive power-god who would 'lord it' over Life - but unto the Life of your Life - and the true qualities of your shared existence ALL that Is due unto 'Him/Her' and which the 'lording it over' mentality presumes to take as witness to its own power.

This 'corrects' the mind of self-delusions and vanities by acknowledging truth. I do not have power in and of myself excepting to share it as it is given me in love. If I choose to share the idea of self-power that creates unlike love - that is in secret from its own true nature - then I choose to forget who and what I am as Life Expression in order to wilfully persist in dark, fearful and unshared thinking. That we can seem to join in such thinking is the only power it has. But there is no intimacy in conditional demands set and met - no matter how ingeniously we devise and disguise our transactions.

To regain true power one has to release false power. From the perspective of false power - there IS no true power but only force and guile - that makes truth in its own image. But You do have a Source Consciousness - and its Gift is undefiled by anything you can think or do. Freedom is what You Are - and only pausing from misidentifying definition will allow You to recognize this is forever true regardless the circumstances. Of course we ARE mostly deeply identified within our character and script and unaware of it - and the script operates in darkness in order to be experienced real. Thus Gilad is correct in saying we only need to live and speak and act from the light that refuses to hide fear and thus hide in fear. 'Goyim' could be a term for the non-illuminated - that is those who are unaware of the script-level. However, I venture that a true illumination exposes and dispels any coercive or manipulative persona-status as a scripted deception no less than any other dreamers of a curiosity in loveless segregation.

The hatred of the Light is the fear of non-existence and personal 'damnation' - yet that is only a reflection of what fear has MADE of the Light. There IS no fear IN the Light - yet even our persona and world becomes a vehicle of Expression when given TO the Light. Anyone with music in their heart knows this in practical terms; an absence of coercion opens a channel of true communication and sharing. Humanly we have explored all the ways we can of trying to bend the light to our will and suffered fragmentation and conflict in fear, pain and isolation.

In our ultimate defeat is our true hope - for what we try to take by guile and force is freely given to the willingness to share. It took millennia to learn the mindset and world of scarcity and limitation that false power demands and it will be a process of releasing that distortion which reintegrates the Expression to its awareness of Source. But our Now is the point of willingness, discernment and desire.

It is impossible to hate what is truly owned and embraced as part of You - though it is completely possible to leave it unchosen. What we give focus to determines the world of relation that we experience. Waking up to the script is not the refuelling of another self-determination to grasp and wield power - no matter how 'noble' the surface intent.
We have become expert in self deception and thus self-limitation - for our own reasons. But we are not obliged to persist in that learning any longer than it is our desire to do so.

When a deceiver hides in any form, the form gets to be identified with fear and hatred.None of us are as innocent as we present to ourselves or our world - at personality level. And all of us are Expressions of a Life Creativity that can not be defiled - but CAN be covered over with diversions and distractions.

Identity has become a matter of differentiation in form - where in truth we are identified by our Source Consciousness, and the unique signature we each communicate is a differentiation of the freedom to embrace, extend and reflect within the infinity of Life Expression. At this 'level' we are Spoken through. True love or creativity is spontaneous and simply cannot be done - though mimicry can pass off as a 'fine set of clothes' to a fearful (self-doubting) audience.

Self-doubt is in 'search of identity' or validation - but our existence is already wholly given and is not in doubt unless we confuse existence with concept, image and idol. The 'world' of warring identifications is necessary to maintain a false id. Hence the need for the enemy or other to 'unify' that which otherwise would disperse in its own free directions of Life-integration. But to the 'jealous god' of an exclusive identity such reintegration is the greatest heresy and threat to its 'power'.

When the self righteous shout their hatred of the lie - be sure they are covering their own. That's how it works. If, like Jesus, one recognizes the capacity to lie (or assert fantasy at cost of truth) and the kinds of ignorances and fears that drive such behaviour, then there is already a capacity to embrace the being and forego the behaviour - and the thinking behind it. There may also be the capacity to serve as a reflection of worth to those who feel they have to steal it to have any - simply by not joining in hatred.

The Wandering Who?

Having just read Gilad Atzmon's book 'The Wandering Who', I feel to honour it.


I feel that much of what Gilad says is not for especially for Jews but for humanity - for anyone who desires to reintegrate from a warring segregated self-sense to a genuinely shared humanity. I appreciate the way he has chosen to formulate and express his ideas and observations. Without engaging coercion or indulging self promotion - nor a rigidity of self-denial. In that sense I feel he embodies what he writes about in the way it is shared.
Thank you Gilad!

I had thought to re purpose a reply I sent to him - but it became too convoluted!

Perhaps I will come back to this - for within it is also a reflection in our consciousness, of ideas that are both victim and victimizing, giving rise to clever thinking that uses both to assert a self specialness at another's expense - which is a denial of the humanity of another and therefore of oneself.

Embracing humanity must also embrace THAT we do this in one way or another, but it need not continue to choose it, join with it nor demonize it.

Humanity has been separated from its Source Consciousness by religion and then by humanism and scientific rationality. But this 'separation' is a perceived 'reality' and cannot actually occur or be true, even though we experience as we perceive.

In the attention/experience of our world there are significant issues around Jewishness that are highly polarized and not open to public discussion or debate. This is an indicator of coercion and fear in our consciousness and amidst such confusion, negativity can be contagious. Gilad's book speaks from and to an embracing humanity and towards reclaiming our sanity and wholeness of being.