Media Integrity

A Guardian article on Trump, media power and social networking


My comment:


The term mainstream media is increasingly used to lump all of it together regardless its token 'regionalism' in terms of political or populist flavours. This because 'power agenda' rather than real relationship is becoming increasingly apparent. Honesty, integrity and honour are foundation without which lies become accepted currency and blame the method of self-righteous assertion.

Controlling the narrative is a power agenda. That various factions contest this may actually indicate power struggle within the elitists but more often is a screen reality by which to divide and rule unseen while diverting attention to proxy diversions.

Speaking truth to power is something a journalist could aspire to - for otherwise he or she becomes the controlled asset that is trained and relied upon to know where the line is and to keep their career. It is very complex because our consciousness is very complex - but the simplicity is that where there is no thirst for truth, lies will be suckled that prop up self-illusion, and where there is thirst for truth - Life will be invoked and manifested that does not share in that self-illusion - and it will come through all sorts of unexpected agencies or channels of synchronicities that do not pigeon-hole into the compartmentalised mind that is conformed to a power agenda rather than a real relationship.

Instead of filtering Trump - or any other phenomena of our times - into the establishment narrative - why not see the cultural currents that are embodying there? For it is the thirst that draws the embodiment - not an individual  acting powerful - and yet that thirst can also be distorted and filtered by what it judges against , rather than reading energetically.

The denial of the movement of Life is always the demonizing that generates the demonic reflected reaction - and that then sabotages and undermines what we thought to keep for ourselves. Yes there are particles or particular instances - but look at the wave. Or carry on playing out the good v evil narrative that serves to dictate power by invalidating and yes- hating others.

Selling totalitarianism

One among many articles on the EU masquerade being played out to ensure there will not be a Brexit?

While the Conservative party is associated with big business, it is also associated with sovereignty - if biased heavily towards the owners and executives of such business. But the shifting of power to a globalist corporate transnational power elite operating through a technocratic unrepresentative and unaccountable form of collectivism is big business without conserving anything excepting power for an increasingly few.

The EU is not a federation of indvidualities finding areas of common wealth but a subordination of true individual liberty to shadow power's dictate - as is exemplified by such 'trade' deals being pushed through without due process that would legally shift power from national governance to corporate entities and offshore courts.

That such a form of governance could even be countenanced is due to very clever insinuations of fear-thinking along with instruments of obfuscation that only financial marketeers can match. There may be an opportunity for a true accounting to be made if we pull out of the EU - from which a clearer sense of who we are and what we desire in life might regenerate a true culture of inspiration and purpose in place of the dictate of corporately managed alienation from our true being in a false dependency on increasing control over every aspect of our lives.

Yes to constructive relationship with others and to establishing trust and mutual benefit. No to coercion and deceit masquerading as official narratives of a ruling elite.

I see the primary human failing as that of seeing the form without discerning the intent. The form of global or European unity is not the issue for me. It is the underlying intent that is masked beneath such structures that is NOT aligned with or supportive of truly human consciousness or culture. Rather it embodies  a monocultural state by which populations are farmed and managed by a Soul-less technocracy behind which are power-elites who use the law as a weapon and shield against Life Happening. Life is not the danger. Power elitism is the danger. Merely subordinating power in massive state consolidation - whilst revolving doors subvert regulatory protection to create cartels - is not security - but the utter suppression of the symptoms of Life to conformity of a tyrannous will - no matter how it presents itself.

Alien Overlordship

Elongated Skulls Of Peru: Not The Only Ones!
An article on the once not un-common practice of elongating the skull  - that still has echoes in tall hats - led to my response:


I feel a sense of emulating an 'alien' overlordship - that was the seeder of overlordship or civilised culture around the world - which is by no means an unadulterated blessing - but it is part of our inherited conditioning and world construct. I also have a sense of decreasing the frontal lobe capacity which would enable a much less inhibited overriding of moral directives of an empathic or heart-relational connection. This makes for ferocious and terrorizing agents of power as long as they are trained to obey their masters. The imprint of such rage and terror is so set in our primary conditioning that it no longer needs hardware manipulation to achieve. The hierarchy of power operates in much more complex disguise now - so as to affect normal respectability over what are in effect psychopathic traits.
The assertion and imposition of power uses any and every means, and the forms associated with such means may be mimicked long after their original context has shifted or moved on. The 'civilising' is always some kind of world order and reality narrative stamped in self-righteousness that derives its power from what it hates and denies in itself. Limiting consciousness is part of shaping what is left to operate power in defiance and usurpation of Life Itself. This is self-defeating because victory is death - and indeed the allegiance to such a limiting anti-life sense of self is a kind of living death; the original meaning of 'the wages of sin is death' - not will be or even shall be. There is every likelihood that the 'aliens' manipulated DNA to generate slave or servant races - in which sense we are related and they are part of us. Epigenetic understandings open the door from a sense of ultimate hardware predestination - for genes are switched on or off according to a range of environmental factors that are themselves significantly defined by consciousness interpretations. So within the nature of Consciousness is the potentiality of Self-transcendence that re-integrates and re-aligns to original or direct Nature of Being. Not as a splitting off into overlordship - but as the vibrancy of enlivening presence in which all parts of the whole are recognized within wholeness. Even those parts that "know not what they do".
I have shared something of what I feel in relation to the information in the article. Not to assert or persuade anyone or in desire for validation, but as a willingness of wholeness of being - for effectively humanity has and is distorting itself into overlorded heads that are fed in a matrix of fake emotional distraction and gate-keeper demons. If you want to get ahead, you become backward. But if you head for where the heart already knows, you're already shifting to a recognition of shared worth. Not in time, but in willingness.
Pesticides and other bio-shocks are resulting in microcephaly - which is being passed off and promoted as the result of zika virus as part of increasing and maintaining control via the back door of denied fear-reaction. The denial, distortion and sacrifice of New Life persists, in our current timing. The awakening is not a personal achievement or capacity - but of a relation wholeness expressing individuality. The call to fear is growing pervasively louder and could be said to be claiming its own. But what you choose to use it for is up to you. Regardless of where or what I have been, willingness for the embrace of Life remains the spark of my existence, and I do not have to overlord Life to live.

Death Cult, Cancer and Freedom

In conversation at The Daily Bell - where libertarian thinking opens more perspective than mainstream narratives I found myself writing: (for full conversational context take the link)


Indeed there is no need to be the same form of expression to share in purpose and love of freedom must be love of truth. "Wherever you go - there you are" is a saying that works for both directions; for if we seek to assert, maintain and protect a refusal to embrace and reintegrate self-denials, they will re-manifest in whatever new place or relationship. Serial plunder may be presented as progress in persona - but such reflected denials grow ever more impinging, oppressive and limiting to any remaining capacity to feel life. It is simply a kind of suicide.
However, in the willingness and freedom to feel, accept and integrate one's current experience of existence, all of what is present grows recognizable as part of you - including those parts that you no longer care to energize, animate or be 'baited by'.

I've opened to a lot of information about cancer recently - (and the cancer racket) - across a range of functional and advanced or native perspectives and see that beneath the allopathic model of rogue cells (seen as violators, or attackers), a simpler pattern of opening exposure to toxins or stress, blocking or depriving of nutrients, undermining and subversion of immune response, usurping energy supply, manifesting tumour or symptoms of dis-ease, meeting
misunderstanding of its containment within tumour, spreading through the bloodstream as a result of breaking in or attacking the tumour, injecting broad spectrum highly toxic carcinogens to kill it - along with living cells throughout the body and brain; radiation exposures that are carcinogenic, dead tumour cells that are also toxic, diet that is often cancer feeding, and a contextual framework of managing sickness so as to extend survival by a bit more - within pronouncement of death by voodoo, while being sucked into a multi-trillion dollar industry.

Fear - and guilt - of a self-hating or self-rejecting sense of self - is part of the human condition-ing - and it operates like a cancer that sucks out our life to feed a death cult - in which life is replaced by survival-conformity to fear-dictates and guilt undermines any movement of the power of wholeness to know itself truly in act.

I see governance as holding the balance points within a diversity and richness of life-expression and which calls for the lightest touch - because for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction - the chaotic sense of which calls forth the suppression of Life and Consciousness to the imposition of control-mentality. That is not governance, but denial masking as power.

Being open to Feel for the movement that is of the wholeness rather than persisting a war of parts that denies the whole - is within Consciousness rather than within the conditioned perceptions of reaction. Whilst Everyone must be rooted in Consciousness to have any awareness of anything whatsoever, the choice or focus of intention and attention is unconscious while it persists in attempting to 'solve' its inner conflicts 'out there'. So much so that it has no sense of inner conflict whatsoever - being fully invested in attacking the world it feels deprived by as its assertion of freedom. Effectively proving one is free to deny freedom for as long as one can mask the pain of isolating futility in blame of self-righteousness.

The control-mentality is the pervasive 'religion' that seems fully self-evident and justified, but has hidden foundations in hate that turn out to be false - IF one looks on them without judgement. Why so? Because judgement is the 'divide and reject' by which a partiality seeks to rule OVER the rejected. Perhaps judgement is also our 'first born son' because it is associated with an emergent separate sense of consciousness.

The miracle is that a movement of wholeness will spontaneously manifest a perspective that shifts or transforms a hateful, fearful or blamefully perceived grievance or conflict to a practical freedom of being - of felt presence that naturally extends without coercive intent.

Where we choose to give our focus of energy and attention is NOT up to advertisers, elites or our past-conditioning that they target and leverage. We may have to persist in holding self-worth amidst such reaction until enough awareness is Free to wake up as. Responsibility is painted as sacrifice by the death cult - because it defines freedom as opposition to and from the death or denial of, wholeness. But the ability to respond is not a dictate of a coercive 'god' but the freedom to be and know and share the true of you. Anything else is false currency.

Elitism is self-specialness. A false god. We are each already a unique expression of Life and while I try to make anyone else fit my (often unconscious) demands or perceptions, I am denying myself no less.

I also see that everyone plays a role in my 'drama' - yet I am the casting manager and all characters in a dream must ultimately resolve to the dreamer.

"Communication breakdown" - rather than an actual disconnection. Life isn't absent while we suffer our own beliefs.

Depression Compression

Overcome depression using your mind

The language of 'overcoming using the mind' can be unhelpful because the mind's 'overcoming' of the feeling being that is actually a kind of self-denial masquerading as a presentation of control - is a fundamental root of the sense of being denied, cut-off, enraged but squelched, conflicted but stuck. The mind that can help is not the mind of denial that 'feels validated in presenting control' but the opening of the mind to a perspective of true consciousness that is of a wholeness of being rather than a divisive attempt to get or get away from something.



Self-honesty is key. If one doesn't align in self-honesty one is choosing to lock away parts of the self from conscious awareness and responsibility - which can be feared as blame or embraced as freedom of choice.

There are many perspectives - as many as people as ways to uniquely experience - and what works for you is what serves your active purpose. Killing oneself on any level is an act of assumed or desired power and thoughts of power arise from a split mind of victimiser and victim. The mind can deceive and be deceived. It is not the voice of a wholeness or relational discernment of being. Allegiance to a false sense of self can ONLY be depressing whatever distortions are inflated and asserted to offset with promise of power or self-specialness.

The role of our definitions is generally overlooked or trivialized - as if they are added on afterwards as 'justifiction'. But how we define ourself over and against anything is THE act by which that experience is generated. However, the experience becomes the conditioning 'reality' as if one is victim or subject to it - as part of the outcome of believing in our own judegments.
Believing/experiencing our own judgement is the way of experiencing Life in terms of rejection.

Opening to hateful or 'negative' feelings in a way that doesn't merely self-harm or attack others (passively or aggressively) - is necessary territory to any true healing into presence or wholeness of being. One cannot transform or transmute what one is unwilling to own because of attempting to deny, disown or eradicate it.

The separating from the identity-in-separation involves all the same crap as any addiction-release. However the crap cannot be released truly by using Spirit or spirit/mind polarity to split off from it. True spiritually transcends by active embrace. How does one embrace self-hatred? Perhaps by acknowledging and owning the feeling and then finding an essentially safe way to open some relationship with the movement of that feeling rather than lock up in thinking about - or trying not to think about - the triggered circumstance or recalled and anticipated conditions that equate to something that might wordlessly SHOUT 'I hate myself and want to die!' - with great intensity. Amidst such may be felt "I WANT IT THUS!" as the movement of one's core identity. Feeling what we feel in a vibratory energetic movement (and perhaps embodying it in ways that give it acceptance for being but limit access to harming self or other) IS the transformation because who you are IS the capacity to discern or recognize the true of you - often as a result of encountering what is NOT speaking for or representative of who you (presencely) feel and know yourself to be.

Normalising depression does not make it our true nature. If Life is being denied its freedom of being - then one's own participation at all levels of our consciousness cannot be escaped by demanding Parents to make everything align with asserted demands that inherently override or refuse relational honesty.
On the other hand a relational honesty extending is the call for true response. So there is no honesty in dumping 'problems' on those who are the messengers of a deeper shared breakdown of communication - and thus of the Call to correct it in a truly shared sense of worth.
If we reject and devalue our own experience - we will certainly and automatically reject and devalue others.
If the canary stops singing - then there is a call to attend to what the conditions are that disallow the songbird's breath. This communication has to find willingness for what is beneath the surface political assertions of wilfulness and open the feelings that are thus denied in ways that recognize common ground.
Being grounded feels like limitation to reckless 'freedom' but is Sanity to the integrative joy of being in which flying free can be found without riding roughshod over others.

A student at heart

 Clive James: ‘Jeremy Corbyn is a student at heart’

Students seem to be convinced that if they talk long enough, they can save the world for justice. I was one of them once, and perhaps I was nicer then

Student = willingness to listen and learn.
Ex- student = presumption of already knowing = no real call for communication or relationship.
Teacher = demonstration of faith in students as active engagement in supporting and facilitating a positive learning outcome.
Learning failure = negative agenda reinforcing negative outcome = joyless, painful, dispiriting, sacrificial, life denying.
Cynicism = dedication to joyless, dispiriting, life denying call to adapt and align with attacking, subverting and undermining any direct inspiration, so as to mask in the form of life while actively pretending to power over it and 'proving' one's case by asserting denials to 'control the narrative'.
Scepticism = willingness to consider that what appears true or is asserted true may truly be a result of errors or deceits of thought and intention.
Gullibility = masked cynicism that gives power to external appearances or assertions as if to avoid responsibility for one's own choices and hold blame in reserve for others the instant they no longer 'lead' where your own asserted identity demands.
Faith = extension of inner congruity of being as a true willingness and intimacy of relational communication.
Discernment = recognizing deceit at its root and abiding free of its baiting conceits.
Humanity = the embodiment of an integrated congruency of purpose.
Insanity = conflicted self warring purpose = split mind = false sense of self = addiction to power-seeking.


candeesays (of the main article): Folks, this is art. Not news journalism.


Well its part of the dark arts of deceit - for it slurs and invalidates by insinuation. The whole MSMedia is so magnetized to such coercive agenda that journalism has to avoid any actual power related issue or whore itself to the power it in effect, worships by not challenging or bringing to account or bearing true witness to.
So one can bring true witness to deceitful agenda and be part of spreading good news - because true witness is never attack on the personal integrity so much as a call for such integrity in place of a false persona.

Rabid Press v Reasoned Debate

Piers Corbyn: the other rebel in the family

"Like his brother, physicist and meteorologist Piers Corbyn is a man of revolutionary zeal. His own battle, however, is against all this ‘climate-change nonsense’…"

I wonder how many are seeing that sober willingness to communicate contrasts with rabid hating that scarcely draws on anything except assertions - mostly of smear and ridicule - and 'questioning' ONLY for the purpose of seeking an opportunity to invalidate or 'listening' ONLY seeking ammunition by using anything said against him.

One does not need a scientific study here to see that a lack of substance has to seem to be real by contrast to a seeming power to defeat or invalidate any other voice.

Whilst I see that Piers earns money from selling his weather services to those who value them, and does independent scientific research, I also see that he is not a corporate puppet serving up hate. One may wonder what is SO hateful or fearful in a human being who is acting in their integrity. Perhaps it is simply because doing so contrasts the LACK of integrity in the attempt to script reality and scam the population into a state of powerlessness.

The need I see is not carbon austerity (but yes to an overall policy of holding to account for toxicity of pollution and bio-destruction of all kinds - particularly bu international cartels). The need I see is for discernment of what is actually being enacted by the FORM of communication or the FORMS of scientific credibility in the manner of trojan horse or toxic payload. Because honest people do not need to resort to dirty tricks and dark arts of deceit to further an agenda that is part of a re integrative or healing intent. the science is NOT settled and the attempt to coerce the narrative in any direction is NOT any kind of science but a common trick of corporate cartel interest.

While corporations are defined with human rights without human responsibilities, their legally defined mandate is to strip the Earth and deny or overturn any checks and limits to their power to do so. of course the Central Banking system could pull them in and limit their power - but then they haven't broken down the last vestiges of sovereign free will yet. Wherefore such deep and bitter hatred of Humanity? Of Life Itself? Are babies born hating or is it all a matter of being conditioned by trauma? We hate pain of loss of love and of conflicted self, and seek to dump it somewhere to feel less bad - and so are attracted to 'power' that promises to help us feel less terrified and more powerful. Hows it going?

Scripted 'reality'

The Deep State and Its Memes
By Daily Bell Staff

The idea of evil controllers is tempting to the idea of powerless sufferers. They make a fine pair - and while that is written somewhat lightly - I recognize in my gut that it is tragically experienced and acted out.

The way to 'control life' is to position oneself as being the one whose definitions 'take' or 'carry' because life is never really controlled so much as defined in ways that contest a sense of control. We already have a huge investment in self (definition) and tend to look only for what reinforces it - and we all have different perspectives within a wholeness that is unavailable to us while busy contesting, defending and seeking to prosper or prevail in such terms.

Trying to 'read' life is of course the desire to be able to map and predict and control outcomes and yet is a mutation of an innate capacity to discern life - which is nevertheless an aspect of our being that never truly leaves us - though the conditioned mutated mind can experience itself disconnected from and indeed threatened by its original nature.

I do not doubt that opportunistic and 'professional' manipulators seek to undermine or disrupt communication by interjecting bias or deceit in any scenario where we have a gap or backdoor through which they can get from us what we leave open to thieves. Some of this is what we call our mental-emotional conditioning that is simply calling out for 'magic answer' or 'protector' because the fear is not really owned or truly felt.

The social contract does have outer aspects that facilitate survival along certain lines, but it is also the result of seeking to mask or hide from what we deny in our self because it was buried as an invalidating sense of guilt or overwhelming terror, or dangerous hateful rage and loveless intent. All the shit is buried like radioactive waste while on surface the matrix-movie runs as the attempt to avoid and delay shit as much as possible in whatever ways are available - from the core impulse to survive that has not evolved or changed since the imprinting of such conditioning.

However, as one who become somewhat exposed to what was formerly so successfully denied that my born existence was a way to hide it - I also know that the Wholeness of being moves to re-integrate itself spontaneously, naturally. Of course. And so the 'control mentality' is ultimately defending against letting this Wholeness register within our consciousness and subverting and usurping anything that gets through.

Now this meaning cannot communicate unless meeting a deeper willingness to open to listen and feel, than desire to exploit it as a basis of self-validation along negatively conditioned lines - of the need to be in control. There is a natural version of 'control' that is not coercive and which is part of clearly held desire. I feel that may libertarians know this in their hearts - and of course it comes out of a willingness to relate and communicate freely - that is free of the coercive interjections or impositions of guilt-blame and fear-rage deceits. This calls for a quality of inner responsibility to always look beneath or beyond the form or presentation to feel the actual message - which like a trojan can hide in the things we most want to hear or most identify with. We are easily deceived in the main because the very framing of our sense of life and world, invalidates consciousness in any sense of its true expression of an Individual movement of wholeness of being. There is no way I or anyone can give experience in words of what it truly is to be alive - but there are many contending versions of 'reality' both within us an as our world around us.

Terror and rage are the hidden device of denial - because these are the most intensely denied feeling. One way of saying this is that we invoked this power of denial and its 'guardians' and their shadows when it was needed - but which may no longer be our living desire now - and this means going past the boundaries that keep it hidden or indeed hide us from what it was designed to protect us from.

But terror and rage, powerlessness and loss are at hand in outer reality for more and more of Life on Earth as the scales tip to flip. That we have a participation in this that is individual but has collective results is hidden from the collective surface mentality that diverts and divides us from noticing.

If anyone aspires to success that has influence, they will meet the power behind the illusion. If they then ignore its dictates it will affect the form of outcome they then meet. If they align with it - they may only express that of themselves that serve that agenda. It does not need a conspiracy - being already the common core conditioning that is equated with survival.

Everything pivots upon what we give power and meaning to - and that statement illuminates where the power truly rests. But identifying against evil gives power and meaning no less than openly worshipping it as power.

We all serve roles for each other that are truly determined by the script or focus that is actively running. A guilt and blame script gives the world we presume to know - and seeks to demand itself be the only god or reality. Be mindful of any image or idea you accept as your reality - because it will be the measure of you while you hold onto it. If your own definitions make you powerless - is it really so?

Corrupting our bio-integrity

There is a war. You are already in it, but imagine you are neutral and the truth is on side or another and that your rational power will determine which. But really it is just a matter of reading the power intent. For what truths are sought or allowed the light if they undermine or diminish your power? Seriously and painfully? The persona can affect whatever pose or presentation is best suited to survive and prevail - and morph on the fly. It can assume the authority of Establishment power or of an oppositional bid to power in appeals of emotionally coded powerplay dressed up as the form of unchallengeable assertion that asserts damning judgements to invalidate any and all credibility to that which it wars against or hijacks for war-deceit.

 Truth Is. It is not at war in itself. It is loving or accepting as a congruency of all its parts and so is known by love of truth. Love of power to 'make truth' never affects truth, but generates a mind unlike its true source nature. Such mind seeks to unify at least a sense of self against the war of a conflicting foundation, by denying all that exposes or undermines the sense of power and control that is valued over and above the tangibility of true interrelated communication - which to power is a sense of loss of self, failure of self control and shame of exposure in powerlessness.

But humiliation is not true. Humility of corrected foundation is true. But what is thus aligned with Is true power of a nature that cannot be imagined nor recognized with a war-surviving exclusion zone.

Even negative synchronicities are operating the Law of giving and receiving - but in such a complex segregating idea, that what is given is denied by the mask of personal assertion and denial, and what is received is allotted and apportioned to victims and victimizers by power-god of war that runs shadow powered 'mind-world' by which true awareness expression or communication is forbidden, and persisting in it attracts persecution and invalidation from power. Not just the power of the other, but the pervasive power of the collective as it follows the dictate of its managed and conditioned 'mind'.

Persecution met in context of love of truth is the cleansing or purifying of the false that operates by its illumination from such perspective. False friends and supports fall away. This is painful but necessary for the introduction of a true foundation to your mind that is free of your making. Living from there shortens the time of a seeming conflict in which both the old and the new are sought - though they are mutually exclusive. You can see that now. The mixture of true and false before was none of it wholly true - because truths in a false context are no longer serving true function.

Wholeness of purpose is not against the false. It is aware of but without attending and inviting it in or being baited by it to war. True witness extends the worth and remembrance of true context - which is relationship and communication within an honouring presence unmasked by personal agenda which is not a matter of presenting a self denial but of extending an integrated self acceptance.

A denial mind cannot make any sense of this. But a denial mind is the active invalidation of the true sense of existence of one's power to know and accept, to feel and express, to act and meet in, to live and experience - wholeness of being.

Synchronicity of a positive integrative nature is the restoring of the mind that knows its own purpose. This includes the recognition and correction of errors that appear as negative but from which a positive outcome is received as a result of a clarity and honesty of heartfelt purpose.

You cant make this up - but beneath the 'making' is a movement of being that is already the true of you - perhaps not finding recognition or welcome. Perhaps being denied, invalidated and rejected.

The inner relational communication is what we look at and believe it is truly 'out there'. That we can experience 'out there' in such a tangibly miraculous way is our Human life experience.

This has been carved out or imprinted in starkly negative expressions and impressions, acts and consequences, of power over the other, and subjection or denial under the other. So much so that it seems impossible to question such a basis of existence, such force of unfaceably life-denying power in pain and loss, fear and rage, that the face turning away is given power to deny it by such unspoken fear and hatred of even being exposed to awareness of it. This is not power - but wish to hide and keep hidden - given power. This is deceit.

Truths that damn are not truly received - nor truly given. Beware self-righteous conceit. Attention to what is received and given is becoming aware of the code that runs as if it is our own thoughts. But in a truly present awareness this can be discerned and corrected. Correction is a natural result of honesty within  not a witch hunt of an inquisitor. The wish to be deceived is the wish to make truth. To wish a private thinking or imagination of self  have focus at expense of all else - and to give power to the wish by persisting in it. There's no sin in waking from a mistake, but belief in sin will actively work to prevent or delay waking.





This was written after reading
What Really Caused The AIDS Epidemic?

http://www.greenmedinfo.com/blog/what-really-caused-aids-epidemic

Talking to God?

Kronic Shade said on the Internet:

There's certainly tons of nuts out there that think they talk to God everyday, and yet in spite of how crazy they'd have to be, I bet the majority of them are at least socially aware enough to know that telling people about their conversations, which happen specifically inside their own heads, would never serve as convincing proof to any semi-reasonable person ever lol. Thinking that it would is taking one stupid belief and then raising it to a hole new level of crazy.

I said to Kronic Shade something about 'talking to God' that moved up to share in me :

Everyone is ALWAYS talking to God. But have trained themselves to believe they are more important and attending something much more important. I'll tell you a joke that might get it across: 

This guy John sees Bill Gates at an airport lounge and seizing the opportunity, introduces himself and asks if Bill will do him a favour and just greet him when he passes by with his friend in a few minutes time. Bill says "ok John". John and his friend pass by later and Bill looks up and says "Hi John!" and John loudly interrupts him "F++k off Gates - cant you see I'm busy!"

Everyone is unique. Some people are comfortable in a verbal simplicity out front - some keep their feelings very very guarded and only open them in special occasions. But it is what is in the heart that returns - though if the heart is actively blocked by a lot of negative feelings that are themselves denied - as in 'tough nut' - then there's nothing really being shared at all - except the negativity leaks out all around and that then becomes the false god - where what we are becomes defined by shit happening everywhere - and there's no one to trust and no real way out but to fight for whatever you can get. 

That's a kind of god too... the devil you (think) you know. If I want to talk to God I listen for what truly moves me and go with that in the way it moves me. That might be challenging but it feels good as a sense of worth in action - alive. Words are crap to communicate with - its always simpler and closer than words. That's why we invented words - to get away from the simple closeness of Life. When you shit on people or denigrate them - it doesn't make you higher - it just stores up your treasure in hell. When you honour people for that they are more than they seem and can learn and discover what they need just as you do in your own way - you store up your treasure in heaven. This can be taken as in the future - but I don't mean it like that. Your Now is your current responsibility. Inescapable - but HOW you choose to use that is up to you. 

I don't think it matters whether one believes in "God" as such. But if you are strongly believing against something - anything - it wont be allowed into your perception. Ironic to use the Gates of Hell for a God joke - but the idea of God as a very special and powerful persona is at best a stepping stone to move on from. But wherever we are at is our only starting place from which to move. Here's to the God in you - which makes me a crazy nut - if you want. Unless a nut falls to the ground and seems to die no shoot shall grow from it. I was a hard nut to crack - perhaps God laughs at the joke! Lightening up is better than trading lightening bolts - but - its your choice.

Kronic Shade back to me

What youre talking about is a personal, and very spiritual, perception/interaction with reality. What I'm talking about is people, who debate the existence of god by saying "if he doesn't exist then how do you explain the voices in my head!", and thinking they made a good point.

My reply:

Yes, as personalities we come in every variety of patterning of energetic attractions and repulsion. Why do we get riled by some when others don't? You are right that some present a barn door at point blank range to shoot down - but they are not listening and refuse to do anything but seek to use your own mind against you - so why get drawn in? We all have resonances that are triggered into reaction that we can learn from or just keep reacting with. Is the conditioning that seems to force us to react so different from 'voices in our head'? Yes in some ways but not in others. It feels to me that the desire - and sometimes the urgency to help or teach or fix others is the last ditch defence against truly accepting that help myself. Its the way the mind works to defend the 'personality' against what might be called the pre-verbal being - the original nature - that 'civilising' has to temporarily cover over to some degree - but not to demonize and deny. When our true nature is denied it leaks out in all kinds of ways. Suppressed joy can make us sick and disconnected 'people' seek connection in all kinds of ways. True joy is not a sense of disconnection. I don't give worthship to a god of sacrifice - but that is a deeper imprint than even religions. Where's our joy in life? It is sacrificed to the god of fear and guilt. Have a look where we deny ourselves and then have self-hate that needs to blame outside. I feel to develop discernment as to who I address and what moves me. You like a bit of a rant - ok. There's frustration. That's honesty. Did the guy with the voices in his head cause it - or trigger something already in you? I'm not pushing anything here - just enjoy opening up a perspective that I enjoy - and extend by invitation - no strings.

Conflicting beliefs, believing (feeding) conflict

After watching a movie about Gore Vidal's life I dropped into a youtube discussion with him on God and stuff and then enjoyed making a few comments a few weeks ago. (Proof is in the Pudding)

I just made another on the bickery conflict in the comments there - without - I trust - bickering about it.

It seems that may are very inclined to believe in their 'self' so much so that they take it as de facto obvious and do not recognize that the belief is an effective currency of exchange and not unlike a complex financial 'instrument' is disguised and presented in a lot of nothing that becomes toxic debt when the bubble pops.

Whatever one believes or accepts as one's core self-definition is what one lives out from and experiences through - and note that this template level of consciousness is not the front-end surface that operates the persona with it public and private and denied 'thinking'.

Most seeming debates about any polarized issue simply restate themselves without achieving communication - not least because the personality structure operates offensively as a defence - killing the messenger before hardly a message gets through. What is see in such apparent controversy is identity politics - where a presentational identity has investment as if it is actually or wholly true of the one who wields it.

Conflict is the device by which attention is distracted, held and prevented from embracing the Obvious. This means that a conflicted identity operates a lens of fragmentation and distortion that renders the Obvious unrecognisable, and this pattern of oppositional denial invites and becomes a 'spirit' of anti-Life in the name or guise of protection, power and righteousness.

People see the things they most hate in themselves... in others and that is a kind of protection racket that demand one cannot truly recognize the other in Life without in some way owning or taking back the judgement of invalidation that was seemingly mitigated or escaped by apportioning blame. When one observes the psychological defenses at work in one's OWN mind and not just as if looking down from a superior place - there is a real opportunity for a deeper healing or reintegration of self in Life. It does not matter what FORMS are in play, the deceiver uses them all as serves its purpose - and is as happy to quote Scripture as to denigrate it. This is becoming more obvious in the Corporate management of humanity - though beneath it is of course the moneylender in the Template.

It has been part of the nature and dynamic of our world generally for a very long time, that any spark of truth lived, shared or finding recognition and movement - will be denied by any and every means - including the framing in old winebottle thinking that rationalizes the life out of anything so as to NOT open to a directly felt relationship with anything! 'Truth' then is redefined by power of assertions that use guilt and fear to undermine and invalidate opposition. Indeed truth is the first casualty of war - hence divide and conquer or divide and rule is the assertion OF conflict in REFUSAL of true relation. But it wont seem that way. It will seem to give power or protection from terror or rage that hides terror while secretly operating the very agenda it purports to save us from.

The 'self' will be modelled on the imprint of its conditioning and unless there is an awakening desire or curiosity to question and challenge this 'self', its acceptance in place of a truly felt intimacy robs us of Life in exchange for a prodigal insanity.

I appreciate Gore Vidal challenging others as I do for his willingness to look on the darkness within himself and yet maintain a core human warmth and compassion. I appreciate anyone of any kind whose willingness extends and embraces our humanity. And I let those who project their hidden fears in hatred, uncover facets of myself I might not otherwise wake up to in myself. The sense of self we operate through is not hardwired, fixed or un-transormable for it is something we live through - even if to share an abundance of lack. Belief is not powerful in the head except to isolate the head from the heart (and kill it) - belief is in the acceptance of the heart and mind as one - but until the mind aligns with the heart's knowing, the mind feels righteous in defending against 'negative' feelings in which it fears to 'lose control'. Anyone who embraces their feeling truly, finds that it moves and evolves and opens fresh insight and information. This a transformative shifting of identity to an integrative rather than a segregative foundation. The true is known by its fruits - and by our light of presence are we known. The masquerade of conflicting personae is a shitty and sickening soap opera if one accepts that as one's true self.

Beliefs are created by action proceeding from accepted truth - and changed by action proceeding from a fresh take on a truth that is ever unfolding - not static like some idol or totem god. No amount of thinking effects transformation - but ingenuity can make a lot of nothing into a very complex series of arguments. It simply triggers our conditioned imprint and lets the robotic play unfold.

Ron Paul: Begin With Uncompromising Purity

Ron Paul: Begin With Uncompromising Purity
By Daily Bell Staff

A commentary on the 'Teddy Awards' - in the DBell.
Contrasting the official narrative with genuine merit.


It is astonishingly true that the denier projects the act that is denied awareness in themself onto the 'other'. And quite heartlessly so - that is with no quality of relational awareness for who the other truly is or the effects of such projection... and following attacks (in the name of defence).
Perhaps I should take this away from any specific personage or institution and say it in abstract universally applicable terms - for it is true of any of us in any triggered denial.

Presentation masking true presence is a kind of magic - by which your true fear or your fear of true - is kept hidden ; denied.
Almost all of us are playing the game of denying deeper fear in the attempt to use rage to drive power - by which we become increasing powerless or enslaved to self-illusion of conditioning and without a will of our own. And when not, the game of hiding in fear from such 'power' plays the fear role (of denied rage) by seeking to limit and conform and invalidate anything except that which supports our self-image.
Whenever anyone demonstrates the simple clear integrity of presence - they resonate those who are alive enough to Feel it, but enrage those who have denied Feeling in seeking control through form change - as if changing the forms is answering the driven sense of eradicating symptoms or effects of inner unrecognized conflict. It never does more than prime the pump.

Reading a somewhat synchronous message below (EUbrainwashing MMXVI) I quite agree - though at some level all thinking is part of i-magi-nation. But the presentation of surface thinking is a mask that belies the subconscious and even more unconscious imprints it was made to hide. And so the Faustian pact operates beneath the promise of seeming power gains - and all comes to ruin.
The idea that we can be present and attentively engaged in the best option available to act upon in any moment of choice is natural to a true sense of worth in Life - but is a discipline of focus and intent for that sense of self which is conflicted in purpose and trying to present a unity or 'integrity' over being split or divided.

Although perhaps few here read and fewer understand my offerings here. I am feeling for the articulation of  perspectives that address a deeper patterning from which the world we struggle with, automatically or inevitably arises - and re-enacts over and over again.

Inevitably such light as Ron Paul shares is studied as if to be reverse engineered - either in order to weaken and destroy - or to subvert and usurp the forms in ways that diverts the unwary to follow instead. But a key facet of true individual worth is its extension as real relationship - and that is what we have to be vigilant FOR - and against deception that may look great but feel wrong.

Regardless the appearances of lack of worth in my fellow humanity - I need to nurture and grow the extension of worth as real relationships - or else I succumb to a facade of self-imaged judgemental righteousness - whilst giving power to loveless agenda to use me.

The world is in 'lousy shape' because the very few are empowered by the lousy sense of Life that the very many believe is the lesser evil than risking real transformation. And without a true sense of Life Calling - it is a self-fulfilling prophecy.

So calling on (seeking/opening/yielding to) Life and flowing with that felt movement in an honesty of being - is a decision or outcome in which Life gets to heal or reintegrate conflicts within us - because we are moving WITH IT.

The 'alternative' is to persist in calling on power OVER Life - in refusal to move our true feeling being - and get what we ask for. Divide and rule indicates that conflict is the ruse by which unity or indivisibility is lost to doubt, fear, guilt, limitation and loss, blame, rage and 'righteous' hatred or indeed 'jihad'.

The holy war of the mind-control warrior is to disallow terror within by pointing the finger out and away. This is not without some loving intent for rage and terror are associated with hell, with fragmentation of consciousness, and unbearable pain in loss of light... and unconsciousness of Life in place of Life's Embrace.

Purity cannot be self-perfected or self-induced by working on oneself in image. It has to be uncovered or re-discovered or indeed revealed against all belief and experience to the contrary. And then it has to be a Relational awareness and not a marketized or weaponized mask.