Saturday, 18 October 2014

Fear in hiding

I came across a generic image in an article on a recent horror film and a title about 'facing one's own darkness'. I felt to comment on the genre - which extends beyond moviemaking to the media's focussing of attention and also our own mental proclivity to 'know not what we do'.

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Fascination with guilt, fear and a sense of malevolent will or evil, is looking with it -or letting IT dictate where one looks.
The splitting off of mind from itself in conflicted confusion of identity is becoming VICTIM to one's own thought and the 'mind' that such focus then generates.

To simply look at, own or face the darkness in our mind is to see from a perspective that is NOT subject to or within the drama - indeed which chooses NOT to feed the mind-story and which then frees itself to choose to focus in what serves and expresses a true or whole sense of appreciation.

Hiding from fear is the same as hiding IN fear. Humanity is very tricksy in the way it sets up the device to separate itself from the knowledge of its true being in order to persist in what might be seen as a perpetually reinforcing negative loop that plays out in endless remakes of the same old archetypes.

There are WAYS of telling a story that reflect back to the core qualities of being - and the gargoyles play a role in having to be passed by or faced through as part of the reintegration of consciousness and its reflected world.

But to use symbols out of context and indulge gratifications or coercive distortion is in a sense the 'playing out of an evil or oppositional will'.

Fear operates as a device to keep consciousness 'shut down' within narrowly defined dictates... a tyrannous will.

One can watch the mind watching its world and thinking its thoughts and having its reactions. Such a one is not a slave to fear - nor its secret wish to wield power over Life, oneself, the world or others.

Love is what is truly feared - for its presence automatically dispels fear and restores a clear perspective of true relation. Therefore use fear to keep the mind perpetually and busily distracted in compulsive and necessary thought and reaction in case the light should dawn on its lack of foundation as a power in its own right - period.

For every action there is an equal and opposite reaction. What you give out IS what you get back. Making parts of the mind unconscious makes us suffer our own choices without recognizing we choose. This can be very exciting, but the glamour wears off and the dream turns to nightmare in which we are attacked by our own hidden thoughts.

Jesus offers a clear path to recognize for those who thirst for truth rather than power for their attempt to persist as the 'self' of a separated mind.

Monday, 13 October 2014

War against Life is but a mad mind at war with itself

The way the ebola issue is being used is a symptom of a disease in our media and whatever actually operates in place of governance.
Ron Paul wrote a short piece here. I felt to write this to the whole situation.



A war against Is...
is a mad mind at war with itself - that forgets that I Am.
True liberty is not overcoming the evil so much as being free of the fear of evil by which it perpetuates a war against Is. (Itself)

Fear operates contagion in the unwary. To let fear propagate and use YOUR mind for its botnet, you have to trade in your free will for a tyrannous compulsion that SAYS it will give you power, protect or defend you. Perhaps it seems like a good idea at the time.

Consciously owned fear is not given permission to be reactive reactive, because one knows that it would come from what is not true of oneself. There is a natural wisdom of pausing and considering that rests or puts aside the mind of compulsively driven thinking (fear) and opens to a wider perspective. A sort of innate innocent allowing and curiosity as to what is actually going on right here where conflicting thought seems to need to resolve or clarify.

Fear is a device used by manipulators who themselves are thus manipulated. But once truly baited into its identifications, one only sees the options it provides.

Belief is powerful because the mind is powerful. What one DOES believe DOES dictate one's experience. It also defends itself against exposure to awareness as the attempt to hide the fear, hide in fear, and use fear to stay hidden. A mind divided against itself cannot stand - but has to be persistently propped up.

The State can return to a function of facilitation rather than control. The private sector can awaken to that nothing is ultimately private and thus communicative at some level. Attempts to lock in a segregated state of self AGAINST change is not peace but DEEP FEAR. This is witnessed by the reflections of a violating terror that seems to an an external agent or agency of an evil - be it of breakdowns of communication with others of breakdowns in natural systems or of the fear of evil itself giving rise to distorted narratives that read everything in their own self-validating sense of ... fear.

Good Housekeeping. On every level of our being; spiritual, mental, physical, relational. It is nether left or right or any other persuasion - but in aligning with what truly belongs here in the true of you now, and sweeping out what does not, it will likely appear every shade of opinion over time.

I appreciate Ron Paul's willingness to be true to his heartfelt convictions and extend a practical communication rather than feeding the fear that so many are using as a protection racket.

Is it Abbot time for Putin the record straight?

Absurdity in 'newsfeeds' plays a baiting game to titillate and provoke, yet within the 'game' are geopolitical strategies affecting billions in negative ways with the potential for global wars and the reshaping of human consciousness on Our Planet.
Tony Abbott says he will ‘shirtfront’ Vladimir Putin over downing of MH17

My first comment was imply that a stuffed shirt says whatever it is told to say.

and then I follow through with this:

But who or what (set of believed thinking) dictates the basis of  such frameworks of reference as then invite the sport of war, its baiting of outrage, its thus captive audience fuelling the gladiatorial stand-offs, and the suppliers of war-machinery and protection rackets, reconstruction contracts and mercenary or coercively imposed security?

There is  a deceiver in every mind that prefers its own storymaking to the living relationship by which it HAS capacity to make stories.

Don't let truth get in the way of a good story, as the saying goes, but when one invests one's identity in story, truth is the first casualty and war; the 'mind' that then distorts, filters and redefines or reinterprets Everything to serve its own 'foundation'.
The truth of what Moves you is the truth Moving one called Putin and the truth Moving one called Abbot. The underlying Motive of Life is One - but our freedom to think, is our capacity to accept and believe definitions that then create the personal and cultural perspectives and stories.
There is a unified Consciousness that one can uncover as a tangible knowing by simply being true to one's self. There is a way of using the mind to create an oppositional overlay in which a segregated sense of self operates in attempt to unify and survive in being true to its story of itself.

This is very fundamental and observable in any willingness to notice ideas rather than 'live out from them' in automatic belief and reaction.
But... there is a considerable investment and momentum in the investment in the persona that 'lives out' one's presumed power.

Powermongers compete and yet cannot call out too much of the other's deceits without revealing their own. Populations are herded and managed and fed with stimuli and story to maintain their own personal version of presumed power.

But is the power got by deceit not the expression of a powerless to feel and know and act out-from one's true being?

Personae are masked actors. To recognize the true presence of anyone is to know the 'Father'. Not in the sense of knowing 'about' or mapping and controlling - but in the true Biblical sense of Intimacy Shared and Known.

Making love is perhaps a poor term for making way for that which is innate to our very existence to come forth. Creativity (not ingenuity serving loveless strategies), Culture of living idea (not mass consumer corporate monoculture).
Real relationship (not strategic exploitations of alliance or war through masks of imposture).

Make way for love or give your mind to war's botnet. It's up to You. It's always up to you. But once you give your heart to an idea of You, IT tells you who you are and what you can or cannot be or do. Loveless ideas are tyrannous. But can ANY idea tell the mind what to do?

One can believe it, but cannot make it true.
Here's to a glorious awakening to a truly shared sense of being true to ourselves and all being the richer for it!


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Here's another article with Abbot opening a coal mine:
Coal is Good for Humanity..


I felt to offer a reply to one who commented:
"Gobsmacking, really. What can you honestly say to a moron like Abbott?"

You cannot communicate with someone you designate a moron - because you assert superiority and your designation renders him unworthy of being treated as a human equal.

The assertion of a preferred identity uses any and every means at its disposal to make 'reality' fit into its 'designations'.

Throw the first stone who has never tried to assert their personal will over the true will of others or the honesty of a true communication.

This much I picked up on - the term demonize. Demonizing anything - coal, climate change or Putin - is always a result of a manipulative and deceptive attempt to coerce life into a particular agenda.

Free of such agenda one finds a greater perspective and an integrative willingness to a more cooperative way of sharing Life - because however we go about it - we share Life.

Friday, 10 October 2014

Infection and proportionate response

To pause in allowing a greater perspective to reveal itself is the alternative to conditioned and often manipulated reaction. When one has become awake to the mind of coercion and fear, the pause may not take long, but when one is as it were infected with fear's contagion, disproportionate and displaced reaction expresses a confusion that manipulators are well aware of and not only milk as opportunity but nurture as potentiality.

The prevalent Western model of living is of being managed and directed by 'experts' who have specific biases according to an almost exclusively materialistic - yet reductionist set of filters and distortions.

What is being 'managed' and 'protected' is not the integrated whole health of mind body experience, but of the 'freedom' of the mind to persist in or under unnatural, misaligned, coercive and debilitating habits of thought, belief, identity and the acts that stem from such identification.

Conditions of war are recognized to extend to anything that can be 'weaponized'. War operates an economic facet of a power seeking identity long before it erupts on the 'big screen' in any conventional terms.  Corporates out-manouvre nation states in resources and influence. Populations are denied structures of real communication by 'rational agendas' that seem protective and helpful yet operate so as to decrease the freedom of exchange and initiative that is simply part of the larger 'immune system' of healing. They increase helplessness and condition dependency on external application of a coercive power, centrally administered, albeit in regional variations.

Medicalising everything and anything that once was part of living, growing and becoming, marketises and propagandizes its underlying or hidden consciousness agenda and uses extreme examples of high focus that make what seem unarguable case because they are set up or framed in such a way as to invite vilification and ridicule to anyone who tries to actually communicate outside the proscribed narrative.

Rational thought coupled with an integrating honesty would serve very different outcomes than the coercive mentality that operates via back door inducements and negative incentives.

Disease has many aspects that mirror the consciousness, and the collective consciousness in the body politic. Self-attack being one. persistent and insidious undermining of the immune systems checks, balances and communication system being another.

It is possible to degrade the consciousness and its physical expression to retrograde humanity towards a slave system under the aegis of rational progress believed.

Instead of focusing on the agents of potential threat of death, take pause to include and integrate the vectors of personal morale within cultural integrity, sanitation and clean water, clean air, nutritional abundance.

The corporate sector allied with mercenary technologism and revolving door stooges in positions of governance have been undermining traditional cultures, structures and ideas as part of sucking out resources and gaining leverage over events, outcomes and co-opting or corrupting agendas to their own peculiar version of consciousness.

Natural = inadequate = untrustworthy= dangerous = heretical = to be stamped out = power over = techno gods over slave objects.

The consciousness that operates at war with out true nature is simply insanity given the keys to our kingdom. Insanity is a sickness of mind even if it triggers the belief in an evil will. Recognizing insanity or addiction to insane thinking is the first step in becoming sane.

Everyone CAN discern a coercive intent. One smells a rat, feels something dissonant in the gut, things do not in some way make sense at a core level, something is going on that is not out in the open.

Reacting from fearfully identified conditioning takes the bait by which one is hooked into a powerlessness in exchange for promises. This wisdom is not new but our cultivated biases of self-specialness make us blind-eye any questioning of the 'authority' whereby we are maintained in self-illusion.

Slavery is a term for living in and from fear. Life is risk. Risk-aversions become crippling disease in its own right.

Where is the basis from which to live forth in true willingness FOR Life - In Life and AS Life? It is not in clever thinking, craftily contrived, and cunningly masked.

It is our capacity to let love operate through us and restore us to a truly integrated communication within ourselves, with each other and with Life Itself.

It's aright  to feel fear, but what then is one's conscious choice in relation to noticing the feeling and its associated thoughts, beliefs and impulses?

Trust in God does not mean do not tether your camel - they are one and the same. God or Life alignment embraces and integrates the fearful by not pretending it away nor feeding it with your love - for energy and attention IS the gift of your life energy and the focus of your active desire.

Belief creates experience. be mindful then!

Tuesday, 30 September 2014

Liberty without true joy is slavery in disguise

I read a bit of writing in the Daily Bell about personal liberty


I felt to reply using a quote from A Course in Miracles that exemplifies the confusion of freedom (in the mind of humankind):

The Last (end of) Judgement might be called a process of right evaluation. It simply means that finally all men will come to understand what is worthy and what is not. (What you put out is what you get back). After this their ability to choose can be directed reasonably. (Reason being sanity).
"Until this distinction is made, (Until Sanity dawns) the vacillations between free and imprisoned will cannot but continue. The first step toward (regaining awareness of innate) freedom, must entail the sorting out of the false from the true. This is a process of division only in the constructive sense, and reflects the true meaning of the Apocalypse". (The exposure and undoing of the coercive delusion in free willing choice) *

In simple terms free willingness is a lack of coercive intent operating in open awareness.

Imprisoned will or wilfulness, operates out of a coercive sense of the wish-belief that it is or can become free to operate from outside and upon relationships. That is is and can be an independent power unto itself without relational constraint or obligation. It thus imprisons itself by the opposing reactions that arise in opposition to the acts that express the identified wish. It further cements its identity by joining with others in endlessly shifting attempts to reinforce an agenda against the current sense of adversity or opposition - that it has become addicted to, as the justification of its use of power as coercive intent.

Back to the text of A Course in Miracles, from which I quoted above* (The brackets are my comment):

"Man will ultimately look upon his own creations and will to preserve only what is good. just as God Himself looked on what He had created and knew that it WAS Good " (God).

The liability of ANY system of ideas, rules, and even self imposed laws is of replacing relationship that requires actual presence, with a program that then operates and invites mindlessness - or lack of a present appreciation and awareness.

Along with that is the ideas that are magnified or implicitly built into the foundations of the system. Popularised and now outdated scientific expectations of coercing the mechanism of the biology to support and enable a persistent lack of responsibility (and proper regard for feedback to irresponsibility) of both a personal and collective nature.

We define ourselves into coercively oppressive experience by accepting and asserting what is not true of us…

But… if I really be who I am… it will result in [fearful and painful scenario].

The fearful definition justifies not only 'BUT' - it justifies the choices that perpetuate the 'devil we know' rather than choose what is - until we step through it - the 'unknown'.

Fear of the unknown is actually a negative projection which regardless of conditioning constitutes a CHOICE or decision.

To free oneself of fearful and coercive negativity, one may have to grow the new whilst persisting in the old. (Giving to Caesar whilst leaning into God - creative freedom of being who you really are).

This is similar to metamorphosis in that the new grows in the body while the old breaks down or is repurposed to the new.

There is no freedom but that one lives from it. Anything else is a pipe-dream that invalidates the present excepting insofar as it  is used to get somewhere else. While we are, where we are, we have freedom to see it from various perspectives, including spontaneous creative discoveries of the More of Life - of what we are. The search for freedom is generally the illusion that keeps the slave-mentality hidden, because there is no real appreciation of what it is apart from escaping the currently defined frying pan to jump into the fire.

Faustian pacts are the result of seeking PERSONAL freedom at the expense and exclusion of others. This is how 'shadow power' works - by appealing to a sense of self-specialness and superiority which it can also use to feed you to the mob.

True individuality is not exclusive to or identical with the personality or ego-self with its mentally self justifying cleverness. It is the truth of you in which you meet the truth of others and of the world that reflects you - in both individual AND collective, because Consciousness is not 'in' a separate mind in a separate body, but translates and extends through it.

Indivisibility extends from God to Soul to the Souls' expressions or creations. Oneness is operating as a complex and rich communication and reflection of the Many in the All. It is judgement that divides the indivisible so as to 'rule'. This 'divide and rule' is the lens of the belief in separation from our Soul freedom - the freedom to truly know and feel and share our being - as the ordinary condition of existence. This does not occur in the vacuum of isolated ego - but as everyone knows, nature abhors a vacuum! 

IT is always trying to get in - and IT is fear of loss, fear of inadequacy and humiliation, fear of pain, fear of guilt and punishment. Maybe dressed as the bill that you know you can't pay, the marriage you can't keep together, the person you can't stand to be with, the prognosis from the doctor…

Note that in the Zionic Protocol, the ideas of freedom are a principle weapon in breaking in to plunder and feed off the unmindful.

The nature of coercive power is that it gives a sense of self-power but without recognising one is in fact being used. This goes ALL the way up the pyramid. It is also called pride, arrogance and ignorance.

Fear-given power is fear, given power. Nothing good comes of it excepting the recognition that it is NOT you/worthy of you and so 'thank you but no thanks' leaves it in disregard.

Statism is a corrupted idea with… corporations warring against and feeding off populations via whatever opportunity available. The church of scientism is in bed with a cancerous state-veiled corporatocracy and the dark ages are back with vengeance.

But beneath all of that is… so what!

What is that for me to focus upon accept and live from? So there is a coercive intent in our mind that seems to run amok and induce us to sacrifice our freedom for a struggle that never ends. The first casualty of war is truth so that once entranced in the mindset, one cannot see anything truly. One doesn't have to make war to hold to one's integrity and give a true witness into a willingness to listen. We can't MAKE people listen, but we can create and support the conditions in which they are more likely to re-evaluate their choices.


We can MAKE people be healed, but we can embody the frequency and the conditions in which they allow their healing to occur.
The It that is trying to get in, is the You that was rejected in adopting an imposture. Healing is the natural movement of reintegration to a wholeness of relation and function that coercion is blind to.

Ha! I thought this would be a short one!

P.S
A Course in Miracles is freely available out of copyright to legally read online or download.

Sunday, 28 September 2014

Just be our selves (Hope to faith to belief to knowing)

(I didn't keep track of the post to which this replied but it expresses hope for our world, but in perhaps a wishful way that does not activate, call forth or manifest very strongly)


Did you know that certain kinds of metamorphosis in nature have a crossover period in which two systems occupy the same body - and express the same DNA.

The parallels are strikingly resonant in me.

Hope is more than hope when it actively manifests a faith that itself becomes a knowing - but if one sets conditions and outcomes one hopes only for something that fits your shopping list and don't recognize or follow or grow the prompts that the energy of hope will bring into your day.

While there is a responsibility in communicating our presence in whatever way we most feel moved and in the arenas we feel called to engage in, there is not a personal responsibility for the form of the outcome excepting only this; that you will see it through the lens of your definitions and belief systems and will use it accordingly.

Humanity tries to force the mirror image to conform - but what is reflected in our world is a manifestation of our Consciousness - which is infinitely vaster than our personality structure - though that is the lens that is either transparent to aligned experience or 'a glass darkly' whereby we recognize nothing and know not what we do.

What is it to align with your Spirit or with the feeling of excitement, passion or joy that IS you and you know that in its expression as being on track regardless of the mental stuff of self-invalidations?

Crisis can awaken and stir us - but is fear of pain and loss the basis for our energy? It can be. It often drives the human world as a negative agenda. It can also be a way of running away from our self.

I feel 'lucky' (I prefer blessed) that YOU have 'come along (Praetor). The young have their own unfolding - but for sure we can inspire simply be being and holding any kind of true presence - because that is not more of the same attempts to coerce that calls forth THEIR defences.

We can only be ourselves. What if ALL that is really called for or required, is for us to be our selves? Obviously one can hide in that as an intellectualisation - but I'm not suggesting being an intellectualisation of yourself.

Tyranny is fear given power

Tyranny IS fear given power. By aligning with fear one reinforces the tyranny in oneself and teaches it to others.
But only if they are already sharing the same error.
(Regardless what comes out of the mouth, we all teach what we accept true for us and actually believe - all the time).

It is fear that comes forth to protects us from fear, as a way of persisting in the power it seems to confer.

To abide in what you know is true of you despite the baitings and conditionings of fear.
To step out of the bounds of one's own fear.
To relinquish the falsity of self that accompanies the lie, to be who you are because it is who you are - and ride with the consequences whatever they may be...

...is the essence of awakening to Life. It is an energetic transformation of focus, perspective and experience - rising out of a willingness for a true integration of being.

Recognizing the fear that is actually at work opens the perspective, that a negatively defined sense of self can seem to operate as a conspiracy of evil intent. In which case fighting the perceived 'evil intent' is a diversion from addressing the root fear AND feeds the justification of fear in others toward anything you are trying to communicate or propose.

Fear - is something to embrace, include and more directly observe. This can only occur while it is in awareness. Fear makes the mind that attempts to deny exposure of its working.

'The deceiver' is of such subtlety that never in a billion years would anyone out-think it or beat it at its own game. Yet that is exactly what its baiting provokes - the belief that YOU can win - which extends to your group, your plan, your agenda etc. There's a line in a Leonard Cohen song: "You win a while... and then it's done... your little winning streak".

In general in recent times we have collectively settled for so much less than we are. Under the spell of a promise that corrupts all who take the bait.

If you want to wait for others to come out of fear's closet, you can join all the others waiting for something to change - something to save them. So something is changing - everything is getting more and more difficult to live life in and this may be a 'saviour' in that it shifts the balance of risking embrace of change vs the 'devil you know'.

Surely the first real change is the relief of self-honesty and the peace within that is sacrificed by living a lie.

The mind is a tricksy thing until it is placed in service of the heart's knowing. Learning to notice and release that which isn't you is easier in a crisis - because one simply cannot afford it and you know it.

So let the dead bury the dead... and join with the 'rest of us' - and have rest at a level fear does not want you to know exists. Fear distorts perception. A truly clear or innocent perception judges not good or evil but sees the reflection of the light of its own awareness. What you choose to focus on is up to you. Fear shouts or terrorises to make you look down or seduces you to look away - but where You choose to focus your attention is up to You.

You cannot step into the light alone. Your acceptance cannot but extend to others - automatically of itself. What we live to each other speaks a language that our words tend to be used to disguise or hide. Why do we not see the love that we know is there? Fear of love is obscured by fear of evil. There is a catch 22 at the foundation of our thinking - that then inevitable reflect in our world.

Acting with integrity, passion and presence without making it conditional on specific outcomes is 'being who you are'. This cannot NOT extend and grow its own reflections in our world. Growing the new foundational structure is not the work of the same old thinking. One has at some point to be 'cut' from false or shallow roots and come through to a natural un-manufactured conviction as to who and what you choose to be - and then discover what that life is by living it.


(NOTE - it reads both ways: Tyranny is fear, given power. and tyranny is fear-given power).







The writing above was prompted by reading the following post:

Bologna in The China Shop said:

This promotion implies that honest journalism and hard hitting whistleblowers can reform the existing system. This is a nice narrative for those naive individuals who are awaiting our heroic media to arrive on a white horse. These well meaning journalists will inform our do-gooder government officials (who only have our best interests in mind) of how to best reform our society.

For the rest of us, we can see that our current form of fascist corporatocracy precludes media networks from delivering a messages which could result in meaningful reform. Similarly, our government bureaucrats can not hear or act on such messages even if they were aired by mainstream outlets.

Expecting reform under the above circumstances is an impossible catch 22.

Perfection here and now

Here's a reply to one of my comments that prompted my further reply below:

We will never enjoy a perfect world here on Earth. Yet, the powers that be can not have their wars without central banking fiat money. It was no accident that WWI broke out in 1914 after the Federal Reserve Act of 1913. We take that away from them and free ourselves. It can be done if we focus on it.


Why not start with perfect moments and expand the idea? I am enjoying writing you now - and have no other agenda. Feels like nothing needs to be added or taken away - and thank you for your synchronicity.

The powers that be are exactly reflecting the beliefs and definitions OF power (and powerlessness) that are engraved but not indelibly so upon our hearts and minds.

I understand that racketeering evolves from the belief that if you don't get it someone else will, and whatever you get, someone will try to take it from - you just as you took it for yourself. A 'Mercantilism' that ITSELF becomes the host for a more disconnected parasite perhaps? The pursuit of power for its own sake without regard for anything else. It is a kind of inverted religion; a complete package, a path of self interest that seeks to become pure of any moral inhibition whilst using any form of any currency of beliefs to further its agenda. It is not without logic but its foundation is obvious by its fruits - though perhaps less so for those who follow their Faustian promise and actually believe they can win. Their victory is not glory of vengeance exacted, but death that initiates them to the opportunity to choose again. It is certainly possible to degrade one's consciousness further and yet further into terror and density but is that our choice - seen for what it is?

You've read the Protocols of Zion? Not the disinfo. It illustrates a comprehensive strategy of materialism given dedication and focus over generations. Regardless of whether this is correctly identified or merely setting up one particular tentacle of many as a proxy, it illustrates the personification of the negatively defined persona through time.

Like the Snowden NSA thing, it can seem that one uncovers forces that seem all powerful or almost… But that is also the mask of presentation by which one collapses and gives allegiance. (and collapsing into reaction is another form of allegiance because a true presence expresses its consciousness without collapsing and dissociating into displacement personae.

One has to be vigilant when opening to information that itself is not of a higher frequency. Fear can be contagious. If you do not open to that which inspires and so enjoy perfect moments in your day, you will become dispirited and recruitable for fear's agenda - whatever side of whatever issue.

You may be on track to undermine, limit or deconstruct the set up whereby a private sector cartel is effectively manipulating the US and indeed global financial system. But the way that is least able to be provoked into draconian reaction is of an honest willingness to communicate without oneself operating an agenda like unto their own. Maybe it's their job to be the Bogeyman in our times. I can't choose FOR them excepting to choose from an integrity that is also theirs if they are willing to yield to it. For integrity is not externally achieved in man's praise, but opened to in humility. We are all created equal - but I did not say born equal.

Most of us find our integrity severely undermined by terror, and then the devices we employ to cover over that sense of powerlessness also contain the seed of what they are serving to hide. There are some very driven people who are not aware of what really drives them, but only of their sense of necessity.

A strongly held focus can indeed accomplish more than can be at first imagined. Our motivation is always filtered by our definitions. If we come from a place of fear we will propagate fear even though our surface reality is full of the best intentions and the self-righteous certainty that fighting evil confers. As far as I see it - that is all within the scam and does not actually address its cause at all.

So I feel that if we focus on the Lifegiving - we can uncover the perspectives and resources needed.

But if one is drawn to become fascinated with evil - well do I have to spell it out for you?

Don't feed the troll!

Howbeit we are deceived?

The issue of Geoengineering as a blight upon our world and our lives comes up from time to time. I came upon this site initially in the context of articles on the Middle East madness and then commented into a page on the 9/11 deception. In particular to one who themselves commented "How can so many be so deceived?"


Because they do not want/are not yet ready to face their fear.
Be aware that running away from one's fear does not portray itself as such. It will spin whatever story protects it and assert it true over and above any 'facts'. Have you any idea how powerful is the will in one's own perception as opposed to how weake it generally presents itself?
The reflections of the world can serve your awakening FROM what you took to be your own mind - or at least the thoughts you accepted true for you and have thus used as your foundation.
One way of looking at what is going on is that fear - indeed terror - is exerting an increasingly intense suggestion of commanding allegiance to ITS agenda and you and I are obliged to choose whether or not we want to live within its agenda and base our lives on its assertion of power. In its own terms it holds the power of death, destruction, depletion and desecration - for it makes all things in its own image.
But it only has the power we give it in fear of change perceived in terms of death, pain and loss.
These fears are coming up ANYWAY - and the 'world' the mind collectively makes to try to keep them at bay is disintegrating.
Waking up is not just to that the alarm clock is going off - but recognizing from outside the dream what that actually is as your own Call to Wake. So walk out of the dream/nightmare to the embrace and guidance and support of a dimension that one might call inclusive Consciousness rather than a world of mental displacements and separations.
The alarm is not to be denied. But the use of the alarm to persist in the dream is a subtle deceit of seeming to wake up - but persisting in the mentality that IS denial, that is mental sickness in all its legion of personae and devices that defend the sickness.
Change: you cant fit the new wine (Living Idea) into the old bottles (mental framework). The desperate attempt to do so generates the kinds of crisis we are calling upon ourselves.
So if you choose you can live in a reality where SHIT happens and adapt to that as best you can OR you can decide that SHIFT happens by MAKING THE SHIFT of perspective within your own consciousness that realigns you to who and what you Truly Are - and not persist in asserting what does not and can never work.
The demonstration and witness of this consciousness is what triggers the metamorphosis or shift back into a unified expression of Consciousness Knowing Itself through all its parts - rather than the grandiose adventures, discoveries and conquests of an arrogant ignorance fed with Life Energy to prevail over whatever any shifting aspect perceives as evil, adversity, opposition.
Everyone plays their part whether they know it or not, but the awakening part is the willingness to live and love anyway - any way that you make your own because it is resonant with your core being. Love as a word is degraded and disinfo'd - so let love be the willingness to see and be that which is real in any situation. Life happens through you - not to you.
Changing the channel is an alternate to compulsive fascination with horror, a channel of true worth shared is one from which it is natural and easy to wake up gracefully.
Perhaps the destination is simply that which facilitates the journeying.
Perhaps forgetting who we are is part of setting up the journey home. Why not?
A judgment of evil tends to be that which we judge against with most intensity - giving it our power and energy in a presentation that then perceives itself as righteous - at least relatively so.
Jesus story - not the disinfo of fearful separation interpretations of magical wish manipulation - speaks directly to human beings. Thirst for truth only rises in those who have been disturbed and exposed to their lack of foundation - or the adulterated and distorted confusions as to who and what they are.
Everyone chooses what they in the moment define to be in their best interest, without exception. The key word is 'define'. Freedom is at the level of evaluating the definitions that dictate our conception of our self, our perception of the world and our experience of acting in it. As you are no doubt aware the term freedom can be used for slavery. It is up to you to be clear or honest with yourself.

How can you deceive yourself? Just watch the mind. Humans are expert at using deception to generate particular kinds of experience for themselves alone. We've been at it for millennia - but is the game of mind alone worth the candle?

Monday, 1 September 2014

Bad smell rising to awareness?

An interesting site - as I find interesting - is:
http://thewatchers.adorraeli.com
After reading 'widespread methane gas seepage observed on the...
I noticed this comment from 'Mike':
I read where it was a giant methane gas bubble that lifted the Atlantic floor; what became the continent that was once Atlantis. And when the inhabitants learned to exploit that deposit as an energy resource, that was what lead to the collapse of it into the sea in a single night. Will we ever learn not to upset the balance of nature?
Which prompted this response:

Supposing that in essence what you describe is at least symbolically true - that of undermining our own 'Good' by the appetite/drive for 'control over' our life systems, relationships, and indeed our own consciousness - then what is occurring is a cycle (indeed a re-cycle) of a patterning of an exercise and exploration of identity.

The 'balance of nature' is un-upsetable - EXCEPTING relative to an asserted, accepted and identified focus of consciousness.

The 'guilt' that then arises from the believed experience one has actually betrayed, hurt, despoiled, LIFE ITSELF - is the basis of the segregated, separate or disconnected self-sense that then recycles/re-enacts the script of a fear and guilt distorted persona… associated with a particular set of props and casting.

Choices have consequences. Coercion operates a choice to choose as if from a separated self-sense - yet immediately becomes associated with an experience of victimhood and limitation… the loss of awareness of the  unified field of which one cannot ever actually separate from - even an instant.

Willingness, receptivity, and a trust that extends as a communication of deep self-honesty are not the result of time passing, (of a when), but of the release of apparent rationalisations of delay that operate as avoidances of a present and presence-ing awareness that knows itself in beholding and acknowledging its own 'Good', in all its relations and communications.

The game of 'guilting' others into behaving better or of convincing oneself others are worthless because they  do not obey such dictate or demand, is only one particular and peculiar way of 'using' consciousness.

Ultimately or indeed actually, consciousness is reflective unto itself and thus is a teaching-learning device that unfolds itself unto itself in infinite reflection.

Will I ever learn to allow and accept and share in a unified appreciation of Life's unfolding wonder and recognition?

'Practice makes perfect' comes to mind. Why not start now? But also in the recognition that it is only our acceptance and understanding of an already perfection, that 'grows' as an ever new sense of becoming rather than an attempt to become a something or a power unto itself. Direct connections/expressions of an already moving power are denied by the mistaken attempt to usurp Life with manually controlled systems. Coercion births fear, births coercion. It's a negatively defined loop of 'self'. The positive or reintegrating movement is no less self-perpetuating and reinforcing; it's a matter of awakened consciousness responsibility.

Getting 'power' from the negatively defined fearful guilt-driven denial of a self is addiction. Yet a choice - no matter how much momentum might be associated with it, is still a choice. It is not the 'past's choice, or tyrant's choice, or corporatocracy's choice… it is each our own acceptance of a self-honesty of noticing - and acting from an honest appreciation of such noticing. Denying the Live makes a veil and in the distortion an evil seems to live.

When the reversal suddenly flips, the bad smell may alarm, but what is meant to rise up and evaporate is no longer being forced down under pressure.

As for living systems; they are much richer than a'getting' consciousness can uncover.

We always find in essence the reinforcement of where we are coming FROM. Beneath the veil of mind is a prior innocence. Many who love the Spirit in and through the Natural World feel this - but do not let it into their OWN heart's acceptance. Why NOT? Why human, art thou so arrogantly certain of thine own judgement upon thyself?

"Divide and rule" is NOT the dire necessity of balancing the irreconcilable - but the perpetuation of a vanity and a futility.

Thursday, 28 August 2014

Shooting down reality

MH17 alt news

(This comment is addressed to the compulsive alt-news junkie amidst a world in which governments and media and purveyed and presumed realities are increasing disintegrating from any semblance of integrity).

Seeking answers 'in the world' seeks where fear persists in protecting itself from exposure, where confusion persists in propagating endless 'new' problems from the 'world's answers'.

Disarming propaganda is not using one's insight as a weapon. The weaponisation of communication is a false mask pretending to communicate. One cannot have a relationship or communication with the persona of a merely coercive intent, and to attempt to do so not only casts your treasure before that which cannot and will not receive, listen or honour it - or you, it degrades, adulterates and corrupts your own knowing of yourself with the baitings and snares of confusion by which you are tempted to abandon discernment for the lure of judgement.

When evil steps out to be undone, do not call on it, employ it, use it or trade in it.
When Jesus said 'resist ye not evil' he meant give your whole attention and desire to that which truly moves you as one with all that lives. This is not passivism, but discernment and active choice COMMUNICATED.

One may use the confusions of evil deceptions to more directly identify what you are NOT - and thus release, repent of, turn from and put behind you.
Only thus will what you ARE replace the mind of judgement and division - and its play of power in the 'world', with a Unified and Unifying Movement of Being.

Look within while apparently looking out and acting in the world and grow the willingness of self-honesty. Guilt and fear and their progeny are in our mind and active in hidden ways until we cease to feed and employ them. Looking directly on what is in our minds NEVER condemns us, but actually frees us to choose instead of being coerced.
The 'world' is many things to many people, but when our own minds are healed of their own mis-beliefs and misperceptions, it can reflect back to you - to us - the glory of the innocence of beholding. Where you choose to look to find yourself (your joy) is up to you. If you entangle yourself in a confusion, rest the mind and do not act out from it until it is reintegrated by Life you do not coerce, manufacture or control. It only takes a moment now - but resistence may manifest any and every kind of distraction so as to prolong a sense of independent power - that you think you need whilst identifying in a disconnected isolated and manually overriding sense of existence.

Every day [sex]-ism


Sex-fantasy objectivism operates as private association (or mutual reinforcement of fantasy associations) which is inherently at the expense of and in fear and withdrawal from, an actual intimacy of relation-ship or communication.

Disassociated and split persona operate as if they were 'free' to fulfil a sense of inadequacy and lack by getting from others what their fantasy symbolizes to them.

Paradise seeking stems from the sense of an Innocence of true embrace lost, but in negatively defined self MUST seek outside itself - for a fearfully defined sense of self proceeds on the basis of being NOT love, of NOT deserving love, or NOT being safe to open to love. And all of its attempts to regain a sense of connection externally via masked and wishful strategies of persuasion and coercion bring about the failure to love or communicate or be adequate to a situation or relationship and thus reinforce the foundational belief of unworthiness to love.

Likewise the negatively defined self wants and seeks to be validated by others and moulds itself in social adaptation to fit in with what it hopes or believes will win approval and acceptance ... or at least protect against being judged against and rejected. In focusing and identifying in the persona as if this was one's self and life, one interprets the actions of others so as to support and reinforce one's script - even when the experiences themselves are negative.

Other-ism can take any and every form because it is the choice to see the form based meanings that our personal and social definitions accepts as reality, INSTEAD of living the relationship that is actually present. INSTEAD of living from the integrity of a positively defined sense of self. The willingness to reintegrate from the masked or split self-sense shifts from an exclusive focus on the 'me' of one's personality structure, to the revealed relationship that is energetically unfolding.

Whereas the persona-based self operates within a surface reality dictated by thoughts, the actual relationship includes the observation of one's thoughts and the capacity to accept or not accept thought that otherwise runs like a programme of conditioned reactions. A negatively defined sense of self works as a hidden agenda; a covert operation, a fear-protected sense of specialness that inherently blanks or judges others and uses then strategically and presumes the same mind at work in others. There is no love in the kill or be killed mentality and universe - but there is the cultivation of coercive masks and behaviours that pass off as love and thus provide advantage or protection not only for secret sense of a persona under threat, but for a society that hides together in darkness.

To be true to oneself is to align with the love that you are - regardless that one may not feel or perceive this way while still entangled in the masking persona of attempt to substitute love - as if what Innocence once freely shared now must be manually applied or maintained or protected.

Innocence is lost to our awareness when we shift into the protective and socially adapting mask of our personae. But it is only covered over and distracted from by the addictive engagement with the private thinking beneath the mask.

Much of our thought runs unconscious and is part of what aligns our experiences and colours and patterns our relationships and communications.

Willingness to uncover the core curiosity of our being is of that spark of Innocence that can be covered over but never truly lost. Guilt, fear, blame and shame all conspire to 'protect' what seems to be a residual relative innocence amidst an otherwise overwhelming chaos of conflicted self-sense - or experience.

Responsibility is not about blame - at all - but is uncovering the grounding truth that OF ITSELF embraces and supports you in being and doing and relating and communicating what and who you are as a living presence.

One CAN call for correction from a sense of self that is itself willing to allign truly - and this is entirely different in feel and in frequency and in effect from the call for vengeance - no matter how disguised it may be in the strategies and mores of the social masks of self-righteousness.



Bringing one's experience into the light of a present awareness, and into the arena of a shared sense of value, will serve to heal it of distortions and misperceptions unless the revealed insights are simply repurposed to reinforce a subtler and more sophisticated mask OF self-righteousness.

'Self-wrongteousness' used to be called sin; a sense of lack, inadequacy, powerlessness, self-conflicting division and dis-ease that operates as meanspirited and loveless thinking that seems like an 'evil will' which not only cares nothing for others - it cares not for anything except its self - as it defines itself to be, and in your name.

The sense of dissonance from which all such self-conflicting confusion arises is not escaped by such strategies - but only disguised. When one's experience no longer serves as the hiding place from which to wield power or shield from those wielding power, there can be the noticing of qualities present that are not actually part of the drama. A light can stir in the mind that was dark. True questions and answers flow in place of a managed confusion spinnning ever more deceit and inevitable defeat.

Trying to be and do what we alone are never conceived or designed to be and do is a futility. The key is the word alone - for one is never alone in the way fear-thinking has come to assert and experience. Relationship and communication are the very core nature of our awareness, our existence, our consciousness, feeling, thought, word and deed. Learning to listen instead of reacting, allows a capacity of choosing to grow in place of a sense of victimhood. Use everything without exception as a means to realign and reintegrate you with You... or persist in a sense of self-exceptionalism that seesaws in futile attempts to deny, fight, overcome or eradicate a negative that does not manifest without serving You in some way on some level, known or unknown.

What we resist, persists. Hanging in there with your integrity - and therefore with Life's Integrity is not a fight against evil, but a persistent sense of faithfulness to what you know or have the faith of willingness to know, as the truth of your desire.