Friday, 13 April 2018

The evil that hides in the forms of the Good

https://drmalcolmkendrick.org/2018/04/09/statins-and-amyotrophic-lateral-sclerosis/#comment-91077

In reply to:
I don’t quite agree with Solzhenitsyn. He’s right, but it is still the case that human beings have a spectrum of relative good and evil, with a few being very good and a few being quite evil. The problem is the large numbers of people who have not achieved conscious understanding nor made firm and conscious decisions regarding the matter. They are easily led, easily influenced, and it is because of them we have the awful saying, “The road to hell is paved with good intentions.” Due to this situation, those who are rather more evil can get much more traction in the world than they ought.

I recognize that what you say is the world of human judgement. I hold that such a power - wished for and engaged in as a a personal or private agenda - is the root of all evil or father of the lie - and has been identified as the 'choice' by which a Fallen nature replaced a quality of an intimacy of (communioned) being. Not unlike the loss of health to sickness management in fear of a true nature - and so as imposition of interventions and micro management.

This has been running for a few millennia as the conditioning within a more and more exclusive sense of physical definition supports personality fragmentation. Within the realm of persons - there seem to be good persons (with good intentions) and bad persons (with evil intentions), but looking only a little under the surface reveals that fear of evil within runs the masking in good intentions, and honest recognition and repentance of (or not choosing to act from or engage in reaction to) evil within allows the movement of a deeper sense of compassion in recognition of others in being - rather than as personally judged.

Consciousness as generally accepted is a specific form of UNconsciousness - being masked in persona as a protection against the evils that are met in infancy or before. Terror and rage, impotence and heartbreak are first met as the formation of the ability to focus in and become part of 'the human world'. That this is masked out by a (generally) protective family, culture and world view (of significance and adapted abilities) is not to say it is absent or inactive.

Childhood's end is the stepping out of protections that have become confining, possessive or over-controlling, to the conscious responsibility for decision - which is acceptance of will in the light of the true desire. But this intimacy of being is both inhibited and demonised by a world of human hate and rejection that does not see the being, but only the transgression of rules.

It would be impossible to exaggerate the complexity of human personality entanglement. And in some sense it operates like assigning impossible computations to 'hang' the (computing) processor.
That many who think they are more conscious seek to manipulate those they think are lacking is the extension of a manipulative consciousness.

Birds of a feather flock together  - for like meets like. Those who 'follow' others, do so for their own reasons, and use 'leaders' or even 'rules' or 'narratives' set by leaders while keeping the option to cry foul if they are then misled. This kind of 'conditional love' turns to hate in a moment if the conditions of its predicate are broken. That is to say it is merely a defence, mask or covering over of a hate that is revealed should the curtain slip.

Here is the evil that hides behind the mask facing out - but is itself a mask over the freedom to look within. Introspection, reflection and transformation are attributes of truly conscious living. But fear of change as the fear of greater loss (evil) works systematically to inhibit and deny introspection, reflection and renewal. I sketch out only to illuminate a basis for sane choosing. I have no desire to substitute for your own freely accepted will. Evils play a role in the re-wakening to wholeness as dissonance that wont go away until the cause is reconciled or resolved. the intent to force the good over the dissonance is a polarised split in consciousness, where a fantasy ideal or symbolic image is imposed upon organic communication such as to turn life inside out in reversal of the golden rule.

When I quote 'everything is backwards', I hold that it goes deeper than doctors, lawyers, educators, et al - as a systematic or institutional hate-fear of the 'other' as scapegoat for rejected or denied self. And the good intentions of enforced 'correctness' provide agency for this fear-driven hate to operate the mask of untouchable and unchallengable self-righteousness. I have to feel and own the hatred that is uncovered in my heart and mind to open the choice to repent of what I do NOT recognize true of me now - and put it behind me by aligning in what truly does.

Lockdown into the mere forms of 'good' works the lie of a life that sets the world of form as authority or 'reality' over the richly nuanced organic appreciation of reflective engagement and creative participation of genuine relationship. The achievement of making a monstrous and absurd complex of lies seem simply true - while rendering the simplest appreciation of life as impossibly complicated, mysterious and only yielding to the judgement of 'experts' in forms of mutual agreement, is to be believed to be seen!

(Of course there is a need for the rule of law of cause and effect - but as support for the law of love - else it runs as the sacrifice of love's innocence to the 'correctness' of the letter. Your personality can NOT be guilty for what lies beneath awareness. Freedom is not at the level of action, except to express or suppress the movement of desire, for you will always act upon the basis of what you accept true in any given situation toward the nutrient and away from the toxin as you define it.

Following collective definitions may work to fit in to social demands (real or imagined) but it is not consciously felt as acceptance of life - but more of an auto-pilot. The unwatched mind is vulnerable to trap itself in reaction to its own thought - and manipulators know this and so frame their suggestions and insinuations, smears or leading narrative to use you blind to serve their own agenda - running as their 'good' or least evil option.

When everything is believed evil, evil itself is invisibly normal - the only choice is the seeming lesser evil - and so there is no 'choice' but only a technocratic machine to yield to, that engineers the human animal to conform and comply within the rules of its existence. But notice machine is designed and wielded by the drive to dominate via define, predict and control.

A risk-less life is a form of death. Choosing life is what we thought we were doing, but we clicked into a phishing ruse, and are locked out of our true Identity by running upon a false flagged 'attack'.
Having made a false choice real to our own perceiving, we have set up the conditions in which the Given True has to be consciously accepted or chosen - and this is the art of listening discernment that all other abilities can align in support of; as the desire to truly know.

Love lost to a lie

https://off-guardian.org/2018/04/12/how-we-were-misled-about-syria-george-monbiot-of-the-guardian/comment-page-1/#comment-113534

(NOTE: The morning after I posted this, the page and article was removed by offguardian and any references to it on their site. The article was a very long account of Monbiot's articles and exchanges as a sense of betrayal and loss that focused to date in the call for war on Syria).


The feeling I get from Tim Hayward's article is of lost love - but not in the romantic sense - for Monbiot - who he used to feel part of, believe in, stand side by side with? Is this a long letter TO G.M?

There's another feeling I get over the incitement to war on Syria - and that is of the many being forced, terrorized, or convinced at least that going along with the pressure to act out the line or at least not challenge it - is the choosing of a lesser evil.

However I do not see any convincing actors on the stage in the 'case' for making war on Syria. Only of assets by one means or another.

We may be misled about most everything, perhaps because the mind from its earliest adaptations to sense of loss of love, support and connection, learns to mask pain and seek protection in strategies of self justification.

Since the earliest catastrophic beginnings of the development of this peculiarly split human consciousness, the gods that terrorised us from above were sacrificed to in supplication of appeasement. So that which sends fire and plague is entreated to save us from it. Nothing has changed but the costumes of its human reenactments.

I feel it is time for a New Story.
Don't fight over narrative - just read where it comes from with some compassion. The promise of  'power and protection' reveals a hollow and pathetic dependency. We feed a monster as if to 'survive'.

The capacity for introspection is also the capacity to uncover a fundamental humanity within even the worst of times. Everyone acts in self interest as in that moment they define themselves to be in relation to it. The lie is considered bad to be exposed in - but necessary to hide by.

But if everything is subjugated to serve a lie (too big to fail) then there is nothing true - excepting the power to say so and enforce it, and is that not the 'thinking' to which we have been trained to suckle?

I cannot make another man (or woman's) choices. I can only live my own and by tasting the results, learn to make better choices. But this absolutely depends on self-honesty. We cannot lie to others and be true to ourself nor lie to ourself and be true to others. And if we try to make the lie true - we will project the mind of it into the perceptions of others - whether they extend a true willingness or a deceit - we wont be able to tell.
That is the recipe for hell - because everything reflects a hidden hate that 'threatens' to destroy or violate our defences. But the enemy is not 'OUT THERE!' - even if there are many with grievance.

The lie and the father of the lie sets us against our Self - each other and our world.
"No it doesn't - it protects me from chaos, powerlessness, humiliation and loss of self!"
Yet all these things has it delivered while pointing the finger away.
There is a heart prayer from Hawaii...
The mind is erected against saying it:

"I'm sorry, please forgive me, I love you , thank you".

Thursday, 12 April 2018

Domination fantasy at cost of true relation

https://anhinternational.org/2018/04/11/5g-coming-to-a-lamppost-near-you-soon/

While profits are made from markets opened by new technology, the underlying investments in infrastructure for such technology have been rolled out globally at great cost, without much notice and without obvious or immediate needs being met.
So apart from anything else, I see a transgenerational, corporately driven intent to set up systems of definition, prediction and control through the meeting of scarcity-induced needs. Within the defines of a corporate profit, these may seem legitimate or natural practice, but this corporate is not the body of Christ - or a brotherhood of humankind - or collective embodiment of the embrace of Life on Earth. It is a segregating off from wholeness in the idea of getting from at expense of.
The insistence on gratifying such fantasy upon the bodies of others is a driven sense of lack, seeking fulfilment through domination. Any seeming profit is an evaporation to a terrible sense of 'debt' that drives the development of thinking and technology to package 'debt' in new ways - so as to persist in fantasy at expense of true relation.

I hold this is a mistaken choice, but one that brings increasing dissonance of consciousness and incoherence of experience to be maintained. The way of coping with such is the dissociation and displacement into deeper fantasy that effectively renders unconscious in endless replay of the same old good v evil narratives.

But the mind of the judging of good and evil is not the only fruit in the Garden of desire in fulfilment. Beneath the virtual masking is a Good of a different order. Of recognition through extension of worth, rather than getting a sense of self inflation at cost of true.

It takes one to know one - is a homeopathic resonance. The world of sense experience is running as an electric universe within a 'Field' of Intent. The attempt to replicate life is an extension of the very 'consciousness' that runs unconscious of its source and nature. There is no need to make life in our own image and then defend it against the very life we in fact, are. It is the mind or the thinking that is sick - and of course all that is downstream to false thinking is denied true relation and the dissonance calls for correction - not engineered unconsciousness.

Don't Look Back!

https://off-guardian.org/2018/04/12/its-all-over-now-baby-red-white-and-blue/comment-page-1/#comment-113392 

If there is a false thinking that results in a fake life at cost of true, does the answer lie in the attempt to blame, shame and bring penalty of retribution upon the evil - as if to stamp it out? Whether seen in the 'other' or in our own powerlessness or impotency?

False thinking runs as if true, by being reacted to as if true. The pain of guilt seeks protection behind  freeze of fear, and the acting out of fears seems to protect a separated part, seeking some sense of 'relative innocence' to guilt projected, accused and punished in 'others'. And so the self-righteous hate does the very evil it accuses in others - and sees it not.

Denied guilt usurps the mind by making a mask of denial in which guilt-thinking runs a fear protection racket as a tyranny demanding sacrifice of life, joy and freedom. False escapes only seem to work temporarily, at cost of deeper entanglement in our own deceits, and shifting forms seem to indicate change in which a problem has been solved, or redefined in such a ways as to be pushed out of range of immediate focus. Self-evasion piles up denials that operate a charged undercurrent to narrative assertions increasingly recognized as hollow - and a hollowness that evils use as agency to effect their fantasy vengeances and gratifications over a hated and unworthy sense of life and world.

 The voice for guilt is vicious hatred. To listen to it is to feed it, and yet to blot it out is to let it grow upon you in the dark. A true correction is to listen to the voice for truth and abide there while the guilt rises up and passed over. The nature of the fruit of deceit is such that wisdom lies in not taking it as your own, or using it for yourself.

The sense in which a false sense of self and world is undone of the capacity to pass off - and thus be acted from  - as if true, is the release of a burden to a new chapter. As Dylan says (and you can feel for the voice for truth yourself), "Don't look back!

If your foundation wakes from mis-identification, you HAVE a basis from which to choose instead of being run by old habit. Old habit may run on a long time after you wake - but that is not the voice you want to listen to so learn not to be deceived. 

The thinking mind is NOT your friend - and does not speak for or even know, You. It is a masking adaptation to a world it unknowingly creates - not in the sense of a true creation - but in generating filters and meanings that run a corporate distortion and false currency of thought and perception traded as if true.

Withdrawing support and allegiance from the false by focusing fully in the true does not go to the thinking mind for the determining or 'proving' of true - but to the truly recognized match of giving and receiving true witness. We uncover an innate integrity by living from it, rather than 'seeing' only in terms of marketising and weaponising.

'The wicked shall perish' points to false or unsupported thinking, and all that fruits from it - not the living. Truth is not destructive to its own - and that which has no foundation in truth, isnt.

Fighting perceived and conceived evil appeals to the heroic self vindication of identity in the untrue seeking to become true, and may react in us before we have even noticed the baited trigger.
True witness brought present - is the idea of speaking truth to power, or saying NO! to a disintegrity as a witnessing to release of a false allegiance. These align in true power when they are held in the heart's discernment - but are easily subverted to hate agenda by divisive thinking born of guilt-driven blame.

To feel what we feel - and abide there in willingness for true - is the territory in which underlying beliefs and thinking that defines us, comes to the surface to be truly seen and evaluated. That which is not true of you, is then no longer entangled with what is, and falls away to an appreciation of wholeness of being - even to the sanctity of being. This is wholly worthy of defence by vigilance against deceit.

Regardless 'who' operates an agency of deceit, it is your own 'back door' that lets it run you, by inciting fear, guilt and division. Properly seen, your 'persecutor' educates you to maintain the integrity of your communication by rooting in presence instead of passing off in seeming.

Worth-ship of guilt and fear as power is a hidden worship. The masquerade played over the unacceptable seems to make it meaningful to those who want to play the illusion of power over life, even into the depths of subjection to a tyrannous demand for sacrifice of life to a fantasy of power.

Fantasy given power by false-flagged deceit is the nature of a self-dissociation into an arena of displacement for the psychic-emotional charge that would otherwise be felt at Home - but is diverted into trouble abroad. This is being shown on the Big Screen of a collective consciousness - but do we recognize it speaks directly to each of us - if we have eyes to see and ears to hear?

There isn't a simple way to communicate the nature of such complex defences in the terms OF the mind made for such defence. But communication in truth is life itself - and is lived in true willingness and desire, not under aegis of complex thinking of priesthoods of expertise in obfuscation. 

What is not used, fades from non use. What we share, grows by sharing. It is never that we are without choice, but more that we are blind to the choices we are already making, that frame us in a tyranny of false 'choices'.


Tuesday, 13 March 2018

Fearism

In reply to:




Fearism - can mask in hateism which can also mask in self-righteousness.
Identity politics where self is negatively defined - that is when you you are is formed on the basis of who you are not - or who you are against - which is part of peer social identity - in which those in fear of inadequacy or shame adopt behaviours in attempt to gain acceptance through put-downs (hate) of accepted scapegoats or feared rival groups.

Self and other is the most fundamental division within the experience of existence.
The negatively defined self projects its fear (hate or envy) onto 'other' from a profound sense of self lack. It may present itself in a persona of concern. But is essential defined by its conditioned sense of otherness as threatened by or to get from.
A positively defined sense of self is a reintegrative movement of the recognition of life in self automatically extending to our world and others, as a quality of 'brotherhood', family' or 'Self' as a compassionate recognition in shared purpose. The underlying energetic communication is of seeing, acknowledging and respect for being - not the mask of the wish of kindness, brotherhood, family or Self.
Hiding the feared beneath the presentation of a wish to pass off as or be accepted as - is also active in protecting others from our own emotional reactions or lack of emotional reactions.

Entanglement in the mask of persona operates the 'matrix' or scripting of the world. It is by definition a cover story and identity that can shift to an awakening within the script of the world, as a fresh and embracing perspective upon it. This is also to say one can observe one's thought and emotional state, and as a result open realms of choice that were previously hidden. This is where freedom is truly shared and not in the rampant egotism of a self-centred blindness to its own script, but that was the result of the drive to become free of intolerable psychic emotional conflicts.

Blame - as the assignment of judged guilt - operates the denial of conscious awareness to the script of the carrot and the stick under subjection to the demand for sacrifice of wholeness of life so that the part you identify in can live at expense of others and of the whole. This sense of predator/prey or fight and flight imposition, is the mind-capture to a prior conflict that cannot yet be faced and resolved or reconciled.

Mind-capture is the attempt to control our experience of self, other and world from a place 'apart and outside' life. This imagined separateness from or anti-life idea operates an 'alien' will at expense of native recognition.
The development of the subjection to the 'alien will' of disconnected thinking is the ability to marketize and weaponise any and every thing - whatever form it takes.

The egg of self-ism (whether overtly operating selfish or covertly running under 'for the sake of others' is part of the human experience and development - just as infancy. The patterns of bonding and regulating order in selves, families, groups and society are 'all the king's horses and all the king's men, who cannot put Humpty together again - and whose attempt to unify through inappropriate means - such as domination and control - only increase the chaos in the system that is inherent to a problem and threat-based sense of disconnected existence. The chaos manifests as 'shadow self' or denied self and is automatically denied or suppressed while fragmenting out into subtler personifications of what in truth belongs with you and cannot be got rid of - and in reintegrated recognition need not be got rid of.

Awareness of personal bias, prejudice or antipathy is essential to its release as a directive for the expression or suppression of hate - because whichever way behaviour is directed, the result is making hate real and being defined by fear of feeling and owning what it truly is.

No intellectual exposition can substitute for living your ownership of your experience, but hate covers hurt, and 'hurt' covers a love that is lost, broken, betrayed, abandoned, rejected, denied, and hated! Sympathy manipulates to separate in a sense of reinforcement of cover story that may seem to give power and protection while reinforcing a 'cover' story. Compassion resonates with what is here and is moved without personal manipulative agenda to acknowledge the true within the purpose of opening perspective rather than forcing it.

Self-interests need to find negotiated outcomes that move toward a multi-polar perspective instead of the mind-capture of uni-polarised self under threat against world - that is then starving in addiction to a a lack of completeness and power that can never be fulfilled in its own terms. The recognition of self in other and other in self, is at first a sense of justice and order for the world of otherwise rampant egotism, but makes way for a recognition where we do not expect. For the power and completeness we seek in the world is restored us in the gift of a real relationship. The nature of being with cannot be spoken or defined in mind-verbal or imaged symbol without the idols of substitution for genuine connection. But our use of symbols and words and behaviours can be guided or inspired as an expression of a connectedness that can be felt, received and resonated with. Here is the root nature of all communication.

The currency of thought became a disconnected or interjected block to a primary quality of our being, and so to restore a true worth to a world in debts of unforgiveness we release the false from its status as a basis from which to act or react - in the moment of our recognition - instead of running the 'blame' manipulation. But of course the desire for true has to be stirring or nothing but manipulation is 'occurring'.

What is made 'real' to our world is what we are using it FOR.
The purpose of fragmental division is dissociation and denial of the feared. To see this pattern of divide and rule only in terms of 'power in the world' is to neglect recognizing it in our self. Now you see what we use the world FOR. 
But seeking out fears so as to overcome them is shining the light by which they remain essentially hidden and that is the determination to seek and find what is wrong with everything. But living in the prompt and guidance of a wholeness of being - that resonates as a sense of joy and connection in the moment of our day, uncovers or makes obvious, where fears seem to interject, sabotage, undermine, deny and demand sacrifice of joy. This needs to become a vigilance of a trusting curiosity for what resonates true, in place of the learned behaviours of a limiting identity whose tightness of fit reveals an unwanted outcome and a willingness to 'change our mind'. 


Learning to discern the true, is opening to what we truly want in a recognition or honesty of not knowing - for what we thought we wanted brought us only illusion of freedoms, that give way to entanglements in confusion and struggle. To make a god of struggle over confusion and sacrifice to it, is choose to give up freedom for a false sense of power and protection. Can a mind give up its innate nature to its own thought forms? How much do you want your thinking to be the 'right' over all else?



And on the same page to comments:




 Racism isn't (really) expected to vanish, anymore than terrorism, poverty, or cancer. Rather a manipulative edict uses racism - and other fear-hate guilting device - as a means of leverage. As life (in this case psychiatrically) is medicalized in terms of sickness, State directed or protected mandates arise to 'treat you', to re-engineer your permissible speech and behaviour. And anything said or done that does not comply with the 'treatment' is evidence of a deeper sickness to be singled out for appropriate 'therapy'.
You are right, there is no conversation, relationship or willingness to be of service to a better outcome. It is all machine-mind of the ends being used to justify the means. Everything is backwards.

Sin as presumed currency operates the means of corruption by those who pretend to be free of it.
But a willingness to see what is right in someone is the extending of that quality - without making a claim to be 'right' or more right. I see you live that willingness and have often been met in like kind.

The politicisation of the 'person' uses the term 'person' as a weapon.
There is a hidden agenda that is not interested in any solution but that which promises to serve a private interest at the expense of the whole. So it uses what seems like promising 'solutions' to fool others into supporting their agenda. This site often refers to the psychopathic and narcissistic traits in 'vested powers' in the world but I feel it much more pervasive. Like a fungus is not isolatable to its mushroom.

The broken family of humankind, runs back millennia and to circumstance a mind was made to forget, yet re-enacts through the generations. But insofar as we recognize our true receipt of our being, we can live from it. Otherwise we have no light by which to see until perhaps the light from another mind shine into our own - perhaps some 'chance' encounter in a cab...

Tuesday, 6 March 2018

Masked denial?



   Who knows what is happening here? At face value we see or are supposed to see intolerance denying the right of others to congregate around the sharing of ideas by seeking to coerce an outcome instead of communicating toward an outcome. But short term self gratifying righteousness plays into the hand of shadow support or misguidance. Fantasy identities can only conflict with life as it truly is. and so they work to rule out anything true by masking the forms of truth in dead symbols and concepts given worth-ship - while other living people are blanked and scapegoated.

If only what force allows to be said can be said, then what can be said is the mouth of tyranny no matter what appeal is made to hate figures, terrorists, rogues states, or any other blanket hate terms by which to deny perspective.

Tyranny embodies the fear of losing power, face, status and life. Those addicted to power at the expense of true relation and communication, operate deceit, justify and defend it as the only way they know to live.
Power envy is easily stirred in those who identify a sense of lack that can be enraged as the fault of others. And as easily directed in ways that confirm and reinforce such identities on both sides of any conflicted sense of self and reality.

Fascism is collective corporate cartel power working through various masking or fronting proxies.
It is always many steps ahead of the reactions that can then be used to promote its agenda, because it is organised, disciplined, transnational and transgenerational. It is the consolidation of the idea of power that segregates and subjugates to a personal gratification. The conferring of privilege in power, status or privilege has a hidden catch - like the Faustian pact. It hollows out to deny even the prize in victory - and drives an insane appetite.

Social and individual rights seem to be at war because mind capture requires a state of war to be maintained - that is, the trick depends on a darkness of no free awareness and attention. The very few may be willing or indeed feel compelled to subject the very many to an inhuman system of tyrannous overlordship as the logical expression of an unnatural idea. And the very many may consent to be thus conflicted in themselves and effectively subject themselves to an imposed idea of loveless intent as if their own thinking.

Is there something other than such thinking by which to be identified in life, power, presence, and appreciation for being despite its challenge to our comfort zones? That is - is there something we missed back when, hidden within the foundation of our thinking? Not a better weapon, masking or marketing technique, but a basis from which to live that is not fear-defined as getting and losing in power struggle?

And are the parts played out serving the meanings we give them, until we open to such a change of purpose? And is the media serving the directing of thought or the opening to the capacity to question and discover for ourselves, together? No cast-iron answers. This is a dance of a willingness to know - not a set mind in reactive lockdown.

Friday, 9 February 2018

More than hot air

Carlsbad Woman Puts Petri Dish Under Bathroom Dryer, Breaks the Internet


Personally, I abhor the very loud NOISE of these dryers more that the bacteria.
It may well be that fecal transplants are more common that we thought - but exposure to bacteria does not mean susceptibility or hospitality to disease - and can as easily mean the opposite. Is you life always expecting the worst while wishing it wasn't true?

Life is Biota. Anti-biotic thinking is fear-thinking going back to Pasteur and of course back beyond that to fear of evil spirits. Different kind of 'church' these days but the same underlying pattern. Raise the health, vitality, immunity and restore the balance to an awakened and restored responsibility for our own experience - because life is what we make of whatever it seems to be.

Compromised immunity - which includes compromised gut-biota - and psychic-emotional ill health (as downtrodden, fearful, denied, unvalued sense of self) - generates the downward spiral of sickness. This will be seen to correlate with susceptibility to sickness. Compromised health results in large part from toxins, de-natured food or malnutrition, and toxic exposures to chemical and emf/radiations. But also from psychic-emotional stress and strain. Life in event is never compartmentalised into parts. That is the mapping of our mind.

Health should be resilient  - not 'fragile' and requiring trillion dollar support! But treating everyone as IF they are fragile is itself an educational program - excepting we are programmed to weakness of mind and body - and feeling, by which to induce docile compliance under a corporately owned and regulated world.
The knowledge that air drying spreads germs rather than containing and confining them to paper towel bins is NOT new. Lack of connected action is not a 'failure to connect the dots' but a party to the sickness industry running under 'health and safety'. All plausibly deniable of course. But is it consumer demand ALONE that drives the corporate 'capture' and encroachment of power over civil society and representational governance?

Of all the thoughts we could have, what to we attract and cultivate? It is the same with microbiota - except that the body doesn't lie - where the mind can think it is thinking loving thought while actually engaged in hateful denial and exclusion. Those who want to 'engineer society' in their own image, may think they are ridding the world of 'evils' and replacing a sick, weak and failed humanity with rational technocratic systems, (with bio-tech and A.I rolling out to plan. But the actual communication is nothing to do with trust, relationship, service, and recognition of worth. More of a caged experiment under rules of contract and undue influence. While money is held as the energy system by which to subordinate all else to a system of control and manipulation. That's the nub of the matter, systems of control operating as the denial of the Human Spirit. Nothing new there then!
Life is more than energy or even information. Life is feeling and knowing the field and nature of our being - as embodied in act. Don't foul your own nest! Or rather give as you would in truth appreciate receiving. Why did I add in truth? Because when people hate their life, others and their world, they do not regard themselves as worthy of love - and would defend their own judgement against their own (and others) Good.

Wednesday, 7 February 2018

The statin of the Notion

Reading ANH on the statin of the nation prompted reflections that don't belong there in full so I put them here where they can be read by the interested.


Surely it is very simple. An overlording class effectively owns and runs what we take to be our governance, Media, justice system, education system, medical, defence and security systems etc.
It does so as the logical expression of a kind of thinking that is part of our development - but is not truly human.

Globalism as a mass produced technocratic management system in which inputs and outputs and profits and costs are manipulated to grow the most profitable crop - which of course has nothing to do with our health, wealth or wellbeing, but only their self-interest. Big Data serves the fine tuning of stress testing and refining the management system.

But as an awareness of the living, I see differently. Our denied fears are given power. Denial operates to outsource self conflict by assigning it away from self onto others, the world or even our body, and hating or fearing it there as a diversion and dissociation from an inner terror, shame or rage.

Our model and experience of our world is made to cover over and escape from separation trauma, that is largely unrecognized as such because our developing mind was predicated on not knowing it. In order to 'survive' under such a system, we have to sacrifice life to fear. In order to bear our lives under such a burden, we define it in terms that seek to limit, evade or delay our sacrifice so as to protect that which 'survives'.

The 'Medical State' is not science, nor the state it still at times pretends to be. It is a facet in a system of mind control, in which we think our thoughts are our own, rather than something that is not truly belonging, given free access to think in our stead.

I essay these sketches in the wondering if it is possible to say this and be received - and whether such a shared moment is a light in a sleeping humanity by which others can stir from a different purpose than salvation by separation from the feared and hated.

I am living my choice, in witness to that we are beings of choice. But fear-defined thinking frames only the choices that keep us fixated in looking away from Cause - because in between us and our original or true nature is a gap that fear made, to protect itself.

Why did I write this? I felt the article above is pussyfooting around the issues - when of course the between the lines message is - we are being manipulated and deceived and need wake up to a true basis from which to discern what is worthy and what is seeking to pass off as if it has worth or means what it purports.

I don't know that people used to live savage short lives. History is cast in the same mould as medical studies are. That is - once there is investment in a particular narrative, it is protected and reinforced against any real change. Our definition of our self determines our experience of our world. It is always changing. Much of what is seen as change is simply a redistribution or a reworking of the same themes in different forms.

Fear of life and living masks in fear and pain of loss in injury, disease and death. As if adding more investment in the defence against feared outcomes will 'add' to our life.
A life that is redefined in terms of risk factors determined from a past that narrows down to database parameters and sets our thinking into pigeon holes - including 'other'.



Sunday, 28 January 2018

Supplemental to health

Dr Kendrick on Supplements and minerals as part of his what causes heart disease series.

Some of my commentary (problems posting today so not all these got through!)


There are synergies to vitamins, that work better together, and balances between minerals that make supplementing more of a complexity than considering them separately. 
Then there are synthetic substitutes that are likely a liability. I have seen reports of adverse effect from folic acid that is not in fact folate. Eg:
https://chriskresser.com/folate-vs-folic-acid/

Bio-availability issues may mean dosage is much less or of negligible effect. Other factors can mean that our levels of vitamins may be significantly lower as a result of exposure to toxins, current and chronic inflammations, pharmaceuticals, and 'biologics'. (&etc).
Some toxins - including antibiotics and Roundup (glyphosate) at least interfere with and are destructive to the the gut biome - whose role in our functioning health is only just being recognised and which in full healthy function may change the entire perspective. Whose 'thinking' are you following?

Indeed the 'germ theory' of disease as accepted is another wrong turn as I see it - at least in the way it has been interpreted, marketized and weaponized. It may be being used in place of owning up to toxicity. The world may not be as we were brought up to believe. Some of the history of Science is bunk.

But the 'strain' on our vitality in maintaining core functions under a broad spectrum of toxic food and exposure, de-natured and nutrient deficient produce, and strain of psychic-emotional conflict, is an argument for considering that vitamins and minerals via food may no longer be adequate from much of the food many can access.

The immune system is a term that has certain known factors woven into a 'defence and attack narrative' - but now commonly attacking self (auto-immune disease). Again all kinds of stories that tend to fuel symptom suppression or a spanner in the works with 'side' effects thrown in as a bonus. The proclivity of our story-led imagination serves the marketing budget for 'innovation'. If people take on the story, they queue up to be saved. 

I see charge capacity and conductance of vital force (immunity) as the very nature of health, and do not separate this from the electro-magnetic nature of the subtler communication structure of the body (and I might add, the Cosmos).

So as well as having hope in a restored alignment with our biota as a potential vector for healing, I also see the realm of electromagnetic/electric/energy healing as a 'frontier territory' that science is re 'discovering' - but working hard not to allow in (resistant to even consider). EG: "electromagnetic therapy primer - Liboff". This work includes the recognition that almost unbelievable small currents and fields operate significant and demonstrable effects on the basis of resonance rather than intensity.

In seeking to escape a core or primary responsibility, we operates out-of alignment with our self and life. This manifests in conflicts, encapsulated or stuffed down conflicts and layers of lies/defences, diversions and false saviours.

Awakening responsibility is listening, feeling, noticing, curious, and honest as a basis for joy in life - which is being who we are rather than struggling to be what we are not.

So the effects of joy and gratitude and ability to embrace and engage life's challenges are somewhat chemically known, but are also 'electrically communicative' in resonant systems. We may not need healing 'devices' when we re-open pathways of resonance.

I believe that when we cease to extend our presence into life, we suffer the lack of it in our world. Somewhere 'downstream' is a Prodigal wasteland. How much of 'health seeking' is looking for ways to prop up a sense of self or system that is inherently out-of-true? (sickness management).

The iatrogenic death toll proves to me that mind capture is an active component in assisted self-harm - because hardly anyone connects the statistic - which I expect to be understated - with their choices and behaviours.


#2
Minerals are taken from the soil by crops that are then removed. 'Fertilising Big Ag style' is to grow the plant for market - not to feed and nourish the soil.
Then you have top soil run off - and blowing away. There are other vectors operating from lack of ground cover and ignorance of the nature of water in its ground cycle (If Schauberger was correct in his own findings then he accounts for mineralisation from below - otherwise you have organic detritus - which is soil fertility - and the results of glacial action, volcanic action or other cataclysms from the past). Waterways can bring down from mountains etc - but this still has to be transported from the waterway to the vegetation or else nourishes the sea life.

How would precipitation replenish mineral nutrients in the soil? (Apart from industrial pollutants and weather modification technologies?)


Many hold that minerals are best absorbed via eating plants that take them up - or animals that eat the plants. Or perhaps 'best' here means at the most bio-available form of ionic suspension?

But hollow food makes hollow people. Looks like food. Looks like people - but the forms are in a sense pale copies of their ancestral potentials. 
Can you tell what is in your soil with your

#3
Look up liboff's work. For the framework within which to appreciate there are genuine downsides and upsides to even minute electromagnetic exposures - depending on resonances and not on charge intensity.
https://www.researchgate.net/profile/Abraham_Liboff
There's very interesting findings and a few documents downloadable in which to overview.

He distances himself from some who have been demonised in the past for success outside the Model, in attempt to reach scientific acceptance. But science has never been the determiner of the Model, so much as status, wealth and power. If those three are not associated with the direction of research then it's a lonely furrow to uncover anything that reveals the existing narrative is false or indeed fraudulent.

Monday, 22 January 2018

Silent weapons for war by stealth

An article on the Guardian's coverage of Apple's corporate plans for UK education

"Silent weapons for quiet wars" runs beneath the sideshow of conflict dynamics to institute global technocracy, wielded of course by the insiders to the setting up and operation of such systems of control.

It is on a need to know basis - and the narrative to any level of access privilege may assume it is privy to more than others but is no less fed and led. Partial thinking can belief its own thought. The idea that energy systems can be exploited and harnessed to serve intended outcomes can mask private gratifications. Such private gratifications can become a 'power class' running on a common belief in power struggle as the core or stark fact of human existence under death - and so a death cult operates the attempt to coerce or induce the sacrifice of the living to support a private sense of alignment in power over life, hidden behind the mask of serving humanity. 

This can be seen as the 'elitism' of a power class predating upon the rest of the population - and the resources that are for all - and our children and generations to come. It can no less be seen in the demand of the population for 'unconsciousness' or protection and escape from innate responsibility for living. The latter is less obvious because it is in our own mind and hides by being focused upon as the minds of others - whether perpetrators, victims or 'saviours'.

A true salvation from the cycle of victimhood as power, is awakened responsibility of receptive awareness. It remains true that the meaning of a thing is what you use it for. But unless we wake up to a true gratitude for the meaning that living is, we operate as if built in meanings run a prison planet.

If we want wishful fantasy to overlay or cover the true, we then generate false currency and seek to strengthen it by inducing or recruiting others to share in it. The true remains always and forever true - but this has no meaning in a framework of distorted and filtered 'meanings' put together by all the king's horses and all the king's men. True is known by alignment and extension of expression. 

Meanwhile the investment of identity in what is not true, masks who you are the inherently the uncovering of, when you are willing to align in unified purpose rather than attempt to force alignment on fragmented and conflicted purpose.

The Ideas that are basis of our experience of the world, change and evolve. But beneath all changing appearance it remains true that you give and receive as one - that is what you give out sets the measure of your receiving - and what you insist on 'receiving' in place of true will set the measure of your thought, word and deed as your experience of your world.

Tyrannous thought dictates through a sense of 'an offer you cant refuse'. This may be an inducement to privilege - with the understanding that to not take it will result in personal pain and loss. Discerning what is due to Caesar and what is due to God (Inherency of being) is not going to arise from Caesar's thinking or mind-framing.

There is a choice here, but it is never the choice as fear-thinking frames choosing. All roads lead to Rome indicates the nature of power structure on Earth, but all roads lead Home is the alignment in the power within Life that we forfeit in attempt to have power over it.

A lifetime is a journey of experience and discovery at a deeper level that the narrative overlay of surface thinking and is always engaged and lived now. Collectively, we cannot but enact the conflicts that lie within us, but in the recognition of this is a new choice of no longer persisting in reaction, but instead listening where life is - instead of running where we think it is or should be.
So the Guardian is but another guardian of a a narrative manipulation? Then if you look there, look to see the truth that denial implicitly reveals (as indeed Jonathan Cook has in some degree above).
The desire for true is a receptivity and alertness and not a demand in comes in the forms or the channels of the old way of thinking and seeing.

It isn't that journalism can demand the truth, so much as journalists can refuse to settle or accept less than true , and thus persist in holding to account, by giving true witness. Inconvenient truths may be denied, and so speaking truth to power is wise not to operate personal grievance - which is so easily subverted, or used to self-invalidate or self-incriminate.


This calls for feeling what we feel and finding a way to integrate and align more deeply - instead of splitting in terror or rage - or a well intentioned but blind attempt to order all things in shades of grey. Consciousness is a scope and spectrum of experience. Control by limitation is tool we have become unconscious tools of, and so 'everything is backwards'.

Uncovering and Facing the Unthinkable

Malcolm said 
... I have finally got entirely fed up of the moronic advice to stay out of the sun. It is funny how one group, in this case dermatologists, manage to completely take over an area and rule the roost. Then everyone cowers, fearing their disapproval. i wonder how people have died, and are dying unnecessarily, because of this irrational fear of sunshine? Did no-one ever hear of evolution. That big yellow thing has been up there, in the sky, shining down for four billion years – and we are supposed to believe is is harmful to health…. jeez.

I am sure you could dig a little deeper than dermatologists. It is possible to argue that we self-generate fears and become afraid of our own shadow, but the way that works is more complex, but not so different than Chicken Licken. However the versions I have of heard Chicken Licken ascribe Foxy Loxy to the role of an opportunist. Our Foxy Loxy does not have to wait on fears to arise so as to manipulate them, but operates a 'mafia like organisation' or indeed 'power class' to propagate, nurture and farm fear in what would otherwise be... our minds. Indeed our lives!

Fear-defined identity is a usurping of our mind, that runs as if to protect itself - as if it is true - (as if it speaks for the true of you).
One of the benefits of walking in nature, meditations, yoga or in fact anything that opens an immersive receptive presence, is the releasing of surface tensioned fear-thinking such as to be more aware of the nature of choices being made.

But the compartmentalisation of the mind is revealed in its liability of being instantly triggered into old and learned conditioned learning reactions. Education is not 'information-stuffing' or programming, but the ability to question and discern for ourselves. Discernment is different from 'thinking' - it is a space of feeling awareness in which a wholeness of being recognises itself in relation to whatever is occurring. Many who assign themselves 'independent autonomy' take credit for qualities of heart and mind that are in truth more akin to the gift of being, rather than control over life. Running a narrative assertion over what happens naturally becomes an illusion to defend - and a source of guilt, fear and conflict.

That we can identify such as to be terrified of love's 'exposure' says that we can be deeply defended against what we actually are - and all that gives and supports life - unless on OUR terms! - is reflected in becoming so weak as to afraid of our own shadow AND the Sun that casts it. The idea of limiting STRAIN on heart functions to external conditions will set terms that deny investigation of inner programming or conditioning - or even perhaps unfaced trauma of unhealed family and societal generational relationships - whether this operates 'epigenetically' or via means as yet unclear.

It is often so that facing death calls forth a desire to reconcile, make peace with and yield a personal assertion to such connection. This is not "up in the clouds" but a profound self-honesty of a tangible presence. More apt is to see that the assertive personal narrative identity is a tendency of dissociation that will seek resolution in 'outer terms' for what in a sense set the patterns and themes of its orientation in life before it had access to thought of any self-reflective 'rational' nature.

The power of guilt in locking down or setting the felt heart in grievance or self-denial is no less than the power to pretend we escape it in our rational thinking. What lies beneath is revealed in the patterns of its expression. When what we thought to escape is faced and in a sense revisited,  we are of course profoundly transformed. Those who have faced and lived the death of a loved one walk a different world than those who keep the unthinkable unthinkable to protect the thoughts that are permitted.

The intent and attempt to deny and defend against light of awareness is without a true foundation, and so protects the exposure of a false sense of one that is overlaid upon the true.
At what point does the pain of such a strain yield to the willingness to seek  and find another way of looking at our life and world? It may be that death is chosen rather than face what we are unprepared and unsupported in looking at. In a world that is choosing death, I choose differently, anyway and in any way that is given my willingness to discern it. Fear of truly living is what cripples us, and the weakness we cling to operates a sense of emotional or rational justification for not choosing within life - but choosing to protect an image imposed upon it that inherently operates 'in the dark' or 'unconsciously' under a surface thinking passed off as 'reality'. Anything we experience is our reality-experience of the moment - but that does not mean it reflects the truth of who we are - even if it reflects the freedom as to what can be thought or imagined.

P.S
The belief that the Sun, and Earth's relation to it, has been essentially unchanged during the course of our development and of that of life on Earth is at odds with the Mythic records of Antiquity - that is, the collective memory of our forebears, which a rational definition excludes almost by definition and in some sense persists as the survival of and escape from conflicts and traumatic experience of that which is no longer evident - yet has shaped the consciousness we operate from.

Thursday, 18 January 2018

What comes first - the light?

(Chickens lay more eggs through the winter when lighting is used. I enquired what kind of lighting and the answer was fluorescent tubes).


So only 'blue end' fluorescent lighting. Not daylight matching.
I wonder if the latter would have a better outcome but while 'eggs is eggs' and fluorescent tubes are much cheaper their light diet will likely stay the same. I hope they get out as well.

Excuse me if I weave some of the forum threads as they present themselves. (IE to the general attention such as it moves).

Relationships....
I have a strong sense that as we treat life, so are we in receipt of life. That many humans are lining up to suffer being factory pharmed, and used for human experimentation without the wits or the will to escape is a horrible prospect. A race to the bottom? Whence a 'regenerate society?'.

Let there be light...
I don't know about chickens, but Alexander Wunsch's work indicates that fluorescent lighting is not health supporting for us - the infra red spectra balances the blue stressor. (Some 'eco' lighting may be the equivalent of low fat margarine). Where there is the balancing of red and blue spectra, the stressor operates FOR health.  There is also something of the communication of mercury in the spectra. But there is a lot more to light than seeing where things are.

Trypt over the truth...?
We likely are aware of the benefits to the yolk, but tryptophan in egg white is a precursor for serotonin. Which may induce more agreeable, less anxious moods and less compulsion to shout at other motorists. Too much and you may die peacefully in your sleep while you passengers scream. Relaxing can kill.

Supplementing....
But nutrition - as I see it - is incredibly complex as a manual management of balancing systems that likely include linkages of which we are not even aware. So I see the supplementing exploration as one of those attempts to understand that leads to the recognition that we cannot possible understand. A natural humility then finds a natural balance because life was never designed to be lived scientifically.

Motivation...
In all cellular or embodied life the movement to pleasure and away from pain is the primary motivation. You could substitute nutrient and toxin for the same meaning at cellular leval. But human minds are a complex of definitions by association that operate a filtering system of meanings to the extent we can - and often do - choose pain and deny pleasure. Operate self-destructively, foul our own nest.


While all sorts of physical causes of sickness seem to apply to varying degrees, the underlying context is the world-construct that we co-create and suffer. Largely unconsciously as a result of conditionings arrived at from action and reaction. A lot of symptoms turn up somewhere downstream. A sense of self-betrayal, suppressed as 'chaos' doesn't seem to be involved in the
cascading retreat into surviving relationships instead of living them. Which is trying to assert or impose a sense of balance from a sense of separation in life and thus generating the need to control that shuts out the relaxation and flow.

What life has made us for and what we make of such a life. I chose not to say 'what life makes of us' - because in truth I see no truly separate doer and done by. That aspect of religion I gladly release. But science does presume a separation in its own rational disassociation and intent to define, predict and control. And persists the 'jealous god syndrome even while reformulating everything as if there is no self but its directive. And does so my manipulating the mythic and symbolic of the subconscious in PR, advertising, propaganda and doublespeak.

With Big Data and the means of control, society is being reformulated as if it is only systems to define, capture and control. But it is also an 'operating system' that is energised by running from it. Define, predict and control.

But what if the true of  life (from which we cannot be separate and yet know existence) is not a chaos but rather a misperceived imbalance as a result of trying to order it around - that becomes the basis of a tantrum - or self-organizing persistence?

And thus abiding in the 'chaos' - as a movement of willingness to heal or be healed - suddenly understands what it had hitherto been unaware of or blocked from seeing. It may be only a moment and a glimpse - but the quality of such a shift becomes the basis of fresh perspectives of exploration because our structure of thinking changed as a result of knowing life in a quality we cannot explain or articulate so much as live what it brings.

In this sense 'chaos' is the symptom of rejected or denied self - and not wrongly so - because as children, we have to protect ourself from what we are not able to face or resolve - and by whatever works in the moment. We are not a tabla rasa (blank slate) and nor is our world. But the attempt to blank the unwanted, operates as the avoidance of fear or pain, framing and directing
the relative 'pleasure' of temporary release from pain, and driving a negative agenda under a sense of a positive intent.

Pharma is one part of the attempt to put a lid on 'chaos' that in short term sense may serve purpose, but it generates further fragmentations or progeny that come up like 'whack a mole!' and war on 'chaos' becomes a righteous 'identity' in heroic intervention - for a while. The motivation away from 'chaos' and toward 'magic answer' is the reversal of a natural consciousness.

Realigning in life is on purpose as a sense of being alive - which is very different in its qualities from an identity gained in opposition to feared or hated or shamed sense of life. Accepted purpose is not coercive upon us, but rather a sense of being truly moved. Here I find a natural order - more of the nature of music and dance.