Tuesday 2 March 2021

Conflicted Meaning seeks External Solutions to Repackage Conflict as IF to 'Reset'

 https://off-guardian.org/2021/02/28/the-pine-eyed-boy-escapes-from-the-belly-of-the-dark-night-in-the-fishs-tale/

Serf:
“a universe of disembodied data.”
No ..
Now, it is the DATA that has ALL the meanings and ALL the values.
It is the people’s soul and dignity that has been disembodied and hollowed out.


Conflicted Meaning seeks External Solutions to Repackage Conflict
as IF to 'Reset' the Account in Narrative Shenanigans

Note to reader: This post is 'dense'. I always recommend alighting in willingness rather than struggle.

The mind that 'made the world of lies and deceit' is NOT the means to understand its revealing or undoing, and so there is a 'thinking in the heart' where a recognition is allowed to abide and grow without being forced into old 'wine paradigms'.


Empirical verifications are valid for reality testing, but data is in itself 'meaningless'. It has no 'built in' meanings. (Though if 'You Say So', you shall have your reward). Selection and interpretation are part of 'what?', 'why?' and 'what for?' - or 'to what end?'. 

Nothing is 'in itself' and so recognising Wholeness is in everything is recognising everything in Context. Thus to truly know, the mind of modelling reality is stilled or rested, to be spontaneously renewed as the aligned expression of you and your world as relational felt presence. 

You are the source of all meaning, given and received, for your experience of a world is all the meaning you give it, and receive. But you are alone in nothing, for Meaning of Life IS Extension or sharing. This is what we have forgotten in locked down masking narratives of an isolating 'possession and control' agenda - that operates backwards to the hollowing dispossession to a masking in grotesque and absurd or insane parody of life that knows not what it does. So, do not take the bait of the temptation to feed it.


But where a phished identity to inner conflict, gives conflicted meanings, we 'cast out' meaning through the 'archetypes' of conflicted and broken constellations.
Garbage in; garbage out! 
Seeking to regain Meaning within a conflicted or meaningless world, is the persistence and protection of 'pet projects' or protected narrative identities, that invests in the complex of masking denials and evasions ... that must all come home to roost, as our capacity to maintain the mask of distance gives way to the awareness of its true cost, and our unwillingness to tolerate, pay or accept it, as currency of worth. Ergo: meaninglessness.


What we give energy and attention to is our set of valuing. So we can say one thing while actively choosing otherwise as a 'split mind' - in the conviction that we MUST believe it ...or else!


When we embody (or make manifest) fear-defined rules, or judgements, we have the hit of a Martial power, or Jovian wisdom (etc) alongside the replicating of the theme of attack masking as defence for a private sense of grievance as basis for power, held above the awareness of presence undivided in all its parts. Mythology images 'Separation' trauma as a casting out or projection of themes that inherently contain, fear, pain and loss; as the Temporal or Mortal Conditioning.


And so the very intensification of the physically framed and directed 'distancing' becomes the basis of a numbing addiction to the body as the source or container of meanings derived by and from attack on wholeness that no longer has witness of embodiment to a fragmented and control-driven sense of private agenda seeking reinforcement for defence against nakedness to invested fear, threat and evil outcome set as fear of disclosure to lack, invalidity, guilt and penalty.


Truth went nowhere while the mind of HuMan dissociated.

A breakdown in communication generates polarised compartmentalisations in rules and concepts, that split the mind from itself. Dissociation locks down as limitation to control runaway fear, that becomes protected and protective of its set against Infinity - given to fear, conflict and pain of loss. Sacrifice is thus made 'love' while love itself is feared as Total Sacrifice.


Truth has no where or when, BUT our willingness to accept, receive and extend or share in its expression, now.

Manufactured self-illusion is of our freedom set in temporal conditions, to not accept and recognise truth of being as the timeless gift of awareness of existence. But it cannot know itself free while choosing to deny its own will. The interplay of free willing alignment and image or form driven obedience to a mindset of conditioned rules - of seemingly built in meanings - is the development of consciousness, character and compassion for the releasing of narrative assertions to a recognition of love revealing.


This is not the negation of demonising of our 'story', so much as a recognition of story AS story or indeed masking personae, and a wakening as the 'Script-maker'. The temptation to reset the story in complex instruments of the same themes of possession and control as externalisation of consequence is the 'illusion of waking' as the wish to persist the theme.


No one can be forced against their will, but they can force the denial of their own will to give priority to self-illusion, that runs against all and any disclosure to its masking deceit.

Because we are already habituated to the mind of masking deceits we are already framed in fear made 'real' or conditioned responses to seemingly built in meanings.


Thus, the willingness to question our 'reality-experience' is actually the releasing of an assertion of dictates, rules and dogma that have invisibly structured our lives, to a reintegrative appreciation of unconflicted Meaning - and the world unconflicted is in truth redundant. Conflicted meanings are a play in mind that can explore and experience along the lines of its own experience. This is say our mind can define itself different than it is and run the belief it has actually done so, while the game is deemed worthy of the candle.


To be out of sync with Reality and persist in it, at expense of and active attack on truth, is a definition of 'sin' - and all the false but hateful progeny thereof as witness to irrevocable LOSS. The true Call of such disturbance or insanity of experience is to re-align truly, immediately! For WHO told you you were naked? But the call of guilt to mask in narratives of conflicted self-evasion will deny any such Call from awareness. Not least by the need to 'see' it in others or world, as the call for attack externalised, as the redistribution of guilt in blame and penalty as hate and vengeance given worship.


God is not mocked! But our awareness and relation in truth and love, peace and freedom, joy and justice in true power of Life, is denied by our 'stories' given reality. But never wholly so, for the spark cannot be more than hidden. We do not create our own being.


And so there is an alloy of love and fear in our human experience, that a true discernment identifies, to serve our release of the meaningless to the re-cognition of timeless meaning that reveals us to ourselves and each other, as the renewal and transformation of our mind as a servant of willingness, rather than a 'will' set apart and alone. Freedom is at root in what we receive as the act of attention. A locked down mind is a choice in the mind - externalised to an 'alien will'.


Self-alienation is my candidate for the exposure of an 'alien agenda' as a result of fear and hate that can result in psychotic dissociations. Compassion is both an expansion and an embrace - while affected sympathy distances in the act of seeming to 'join' in limitation and lack, made normal as social reinforcement. 


Because much that seems virtue is masked over fear and hate, does not make fear and hate virtue. But self-honesty to where we are and what we are the experience of has virtue - that can be truly joined with. That the 'ego' learns to mimic the forms of any perceived virtue, is the phishing of image and form as identity theft. There is no substitute for living our responsibility to ourselves and to others. Systems and ideologies, methods and models all fail us when used as a substitute for or evasion of living, by which to sleepwalk, as golems to the very fears that such a 'mind' was intended to protect from.


But as I stated at the beginning, Nothing is 'in itself'.

Denial implicitly depends upon the truth it rejects so as to seem to stand in its own light.

Truth is then always dis-coverable to a willing alignment in conditions that no longer block it, which calls for responsibility for thought, intention and accepted and shared meanings.

No one else CAN take your part. (Though if 'You Say So', you shall have your reward!).


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