Tuesday 13 October 2020

A Clockwork Orange

https://off-guardian.org/2020/10/06/another-10-experts-questioning-the-coronavirus-panic/#comment-255084 


You watch the news?!*!?


George Mc

Oh believe me – I don’t want to but….

first, it’s impossible to avoid at least some exposure – the occasional line that flies at me as I beat a hasty retreat when my wife switches on. Ah – those lines! “…unprecedented death rate …second (third/fourth/fifth?) wave …even younger people dying…health systems collapsing…crazy conspiracist denialists…” etc.

second, as a care worker I have been redeployed to residential work where I have the pleasure of viewing day time TV and it’s like a constant mind fuck: COVID alternating with soaps and quiz shows. It’s like: “fun fun fun/you’re all gonna die/fun fun fun/you’re all gonna die” etc.



My commiserations.


If you can resist the temptation to engage in emotional reaction, you can choose to generate a new pattern of response. You have to want this and persist in being consistent.


Others have the freedom to make choices that you don't have to join with or share. Even insane choices. This is also your freedom to live your own.


You are right - its a mind fuck. But the next thing is if you cannot always say no by turning it off or leaving the room, then you have to become unavailable to it by other means - ie; living your own choice rather than being framed in reaction to someone else's. (Rather than consent to undermine the integrity of your being as the basis for who you live to yourself and others).


Yes. Whatever death actually is - assuming it is an 'is' - is built into the experience of a born identity. Nothing new there, but what a story!

What we use life for - or the purpose we give it - is part of this mystery called 'freedom' - for if we give our freedom to ideas that limit and deny us, then we become self-contradicted in such experience as a willing subjection or a 'living death'.


If love, life and consciousness are being attacked or wilfully undermined, my sense is to full-willingly choose to align in love, life and consciousness - in whatever ways work for me - as a way of being engaged in the living rather than framed in fear, which can be deeply insidious.


Whatever the 'controllers' and their assets think about themselves, they look hollow , desperate and locked into their own madness. This may be different for the insider insiders - I don't know. Fantasy gratification seems good in its moment  but there's no room in it for anyone else. That's the core social distancing operative - whether overriding all else to get what you think you want or overriding all else to escape fear of total loss of all that you thought you have (left).


Bringing what we think or thought we wanted to what we truly want is the key - in my experience. But some conditions seem to say you cannot be who you truly are - which is where our conditioning operates old habits that seem to be locked in.


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