"I’m not a conspiracy theorist"

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"I’m not a conspiracy theorist"

This is the masking in apology to power of those unwilling or unable to speak it.

For it frames the speaker in terms of those who conspire to set the 'officially supported' narratives of what you are and are not allowed to say without penalty.

The hiding or masking off of what cannot be openly acknowledged or said - or can only be said by those given licence by power to say it, is what generates the darkness in which a 'deep state' of subjection is 'explained away' as incompetence and the result of polarising identity in what is must be 'against' in order to belong in its group. Officially sanctioned identities are then used as tools or proxies through which to leverage the choking of others. But all identities are programmed golems - to a unified identifier of 'self-hatred'.

This may seem strong or extreme but look at what self-hatred is and does under mask of virtue.

The sign of not actually BEING a lab rat, and thus no longer playing the role for 'Satanic experiment' (In the sense of Job being created by God as NOT a golem), is of creating a language and expression of living choice or freedom to be, rather than persisting the programmed narrative dictates.

While I hold the 'Satanic' in essence to be form-based reality - rather than the perverse glorification of exulting in form based identity of 'lording it' over the physical or material realm - it is essentially that part of our development  of consciousness that gives set meanings to recognisable forms or patterns. In short the self-programming of conditioning resulting from our own 'unconscious' or preverbal definitions, beliefs and meanings.

If something is set with fearful meanings, it becomes mapped as such and generates a mind that then 'adapts' to operate within the learned 'world' of such meanings - as its experience. As we are not so much unconscious but rather lacking integrative coherence, the pattern or device of setting limits and behaviours becomes fitted to a 'control mindset' for parents, leaders, establishments or dominant factions for the reinforcement and persistence of their role. But control is resorted to where communication breaks down, because in finding our best interests together we willingly align in them, once we share the recognition of where they lay. 

Breakdown of communication is the loss of consciousness as a living relational responsibility, to systems of control.

That billionaire clubs, corporate cartels, and hierarchies of financial dependency all 'conspire' to persist and expand as 'control mentality' is a syndrome that tools or uses their consciousness no less than 'they' then seem to tool ours - for the ONLY communication allowed into such a set of mind is that which supports and reinforces the possession of 'control' as the claim to power and right of existence.

There is no love in it.

There is no peace in it.

There is no joy in it.

There is no virtue in it as a hollow masking in power.

The form is not the reality. The experience of being phished teaches this - but as an identity theft that can run unnoticed while being fooled and tooled.

Releasing the mind from the habit-reactions of what passes as thought but has no power of life - and so is serving a death-mask - is the willingness to accept and embrace Life - but to the tooled mind its seems like loss of face, loss of control and loss of self - and so it is refused, feared and demonised and 'mapped out' by the habit or momentum of a mindset of control - running in our name and thus setting the basis for our perception and response.

Love is the power in life that unifies purpose and response in willing or un-coercive alignment. Fear may seem to unify - but always set over,apart and against. It CANNOT build its 'tower to Heaven' nor its system of control to replace lack of love. But it can and does call you to align in ITS purpose, of sacrificing love to fear for protection, from a root set in self-lack, guilt and shame, in fear of disclosure and penalty. It can only seem to do so through your willingness to persist in ancient archetypes of thought that reiterate an attempt to set forms of control over conflicting and chaotic thought, meaning and self.

The very term 'conspiracy theorist' is a meaninglessness set as weapon or mask against the capacity to freely associate in coherent thought, so as to protect the structure of a 'control mentality'.

The use of meaninglessness tooled as weapon  is masking a lack of love - but this question remains with you; "WHO told you, you were naked?"

Love is as willingness to receive it by extension. It has no set definitions or attributes that can become a counterfeit of substitution for who we are. Yet is the willingness to be with what is as the desire to know the truth here. Not the 'truths' that validate a mask - but truth unmasked. To be naked or transparent to truth is to be unselfconscious to the movement of our being. Listen there.