a cover story set over conflicting intention and desire.

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Thankyou for your sharing.

Thinking can represent reality as 'struggle-between' as a cover story set over conflicting intention and desire.

Mutually agreed definitions can reinforce the 'displacement map' of reality as a collective cover story or reality.

We experience through this mind-mapping and take it as reality itself. And the self it gives us - as life itself.

So not strange that we hang on to what we be-live to be our life. i don't hold truth to be IN the world, so much as everything in truth. The capacity to see through a mind made stranger to itself is the idea that some of its thoughts can be more true, closer to truth and therefore establish hierarchies of 'truth'. 

This relates to self-imaged ideal or indeed idol - in which you can judge the forms and appearances as being more or less matching a fantasy of perfection to which reality is brought and found lacking.

In opening a sense of resonance or oneness, the mind is transparent, for in lacking self-reference, (it) has no function but transparency or conductivity. As this is reflecting a loss of habitual or identity as self or of control, the mind interjects as the intent to possess and control a living truth that it can only block or be still to, and serve the knowing of.

This is readily observable. We get in our own way. The attempt to grasp and control life clings to a hollow form - perhaps to enact fantasy over the image and ritual repetitions of the forms. In this way we struggle to maintain an illusion of self, life, love and power against a seeming death or facing of fear, of pain, of loss - yet we never really had it - for life never entered into the image excepting to bless it in the resonance of a true recognition of having and being as one.

Yet in a self-separate masking lockdown of possession and control, mind-struggle induces the giving of allegiance to engage it as all that remains or survives of or within a lost wholeness - as a sacrifice of wholeness to a narrative dictate or identity-driven mind-trap - for regardless what we give to such a mind or world it does not see, know or embrace who we are.

'Hanging onto' the false is the sacrifice of awareness of true. What does it profit a man to gain a world but lose awareness of living Context? It operates false premises given power - as in Garbage in; garbage out.

The willingness to watch or notice and know our thought-in-act as an act of intentional valuing by the giving of attention, is not a judgement of true and false, as a mind referencing itself, but a transparency of minding, to being with what is - as it is.

That we can struggle to be still or struggle to get out of our own way - is a play on words over an active conflict running as identity of resistance or opposition. For whatever reasons we do not at that moment want what we say we want or are trying to tell ourself we should want - and so 'checking in' to uncover the truth, is simply allowing the underlying beliefs to reveal within open awareness - as distinct from the polarising split of one mind controlling another - or self-judgement rising from lack of love as resonant recognition.

To 'behold an see that it is good! - or indeed recognise your beloved as your delight - as your self, is an overflowing of resonance to the extension of love - or the shining of the qualities of being. Not a relative selection in a mind of things. 

Yet even in a world of shifting illusions we can still check in for resonance with who we are - instead of persisting in an outdated identity that makes us a stranger to ourself, each other and our world. In this sense, truth is 'to be' - but 'to be', is redundant. Anything moving or rising directly from being has the qualities' virtue and attributes of being. But anything masking in the forms of the qualities of being is at best a placeholder that points back to its original but has lost the living link and so operates a derivative and counterfeit to the full experience of the truth.