a terrible and damning sense of self and life

https://off-guardian.org/2020/06/11/watch-perspectives-on-the-pandemic-9/#comment-189778

Best to state it in terms of your ownership than argue a story.

Best also not to believe just because it is plausible - or not.

But look at the accounts of many on lockdownsceptics who are being persecuted and sacked for saying the 'wrong thing' or not saying the right thing.

Covid operates a compression by which to shape the charge of accepted and endorsed release.

If it isnt a 4th Industrial Revolution Global Reich - (I dont mean German) what is it?

If you don't 'give the knee' you are threatened with receiving it socially, financially or physically. Is this the 'saving vaccine' for release to a new normal?

There is that in our mind which will want to kill or deny others rather than die.

This is a terrible and damning sense of self and life.

How can those who accept such a life NOT be blanked, hollow and driven puppets of a blind groupthink?

Orwell also showed this - but he did not show more than this.

Jesus showed more than this - but the self-damning cannot see or hear.

I am not speaking of blind belief or magical association here - but simply a perspective greater than the mind of judgement and the measure of its own giving and receiving. Intuition of Life is of a quality of recognition. Is there a way of yielding to truth as our being - as the living one in all - simply by laying down the mind of judgement to a recognition I do no know - but desire the peace of knowing? The release of a self-damning mind is much misunderstood in a world that seeks cast it onto others as if to get rid of it.

As for our world, the venoms and toxins are being drawn out.

We may or may not use overt words and terms such as 'love', but without the quality of its connecting or resonant presence, guidance and support, fear operates a 'god' of lockdown in isolation and distance - EXCEPT as lockstep demands or endorses. The 'necessary 'lie' by which a masked and bubbled lie is permitted to live in the world of its making.

You may not want to hear anything of love because the impulse to the sword is strong. But see if it is not turned against you and those you think to protect.

Fear's choice is made in darkness and so does it represent a true consent?

The willingness to change our mind is a change of heart. Not a rebranding of the mind in its own spin.

The heart has NO voice but that we listen there and uncover a true movement.

That which claims to speak for the heart but cannot see or hear another's call is deceived and deceiving.

Opposing a dissonance is NOT the same as aligning in true resonance. How to be with such dissonance without being shaped by it?

One living connecting breath at a time.

Insofar as I feel a "No!", I need that to be a 'Yes!' to life, but not just my bubble set in lockstep with other bubbles. But to a greater field or quality of being than any personal sense of capacity to define, judge or control. I don't doubt that the mind-habit of control will persist. But that is not where I choose to give allegiance now. I am listening for truth now. There is no truth in a world (made of) lies. That needs to become freeing.