There is a science and a narrative both

https://off-guardian.org/2020/05/25/passing-behind-our-backs/

So what was the freemasonry in the foundation of the USA?

Is freemason a meaning in and of itself fixed, defined and by association with acclaimed 'ill-doers'?

There is  a science  and a narrative.

The narrative mind is mythic, and at its best creates story as the reflection of qualities of being - set in the frame of unfolding meanings - lived out and shared in - but framed in mortal forms that fade or pass or are betrayed by false calls or evil fates. The identity in narrative is the 'me and mine' of judgement seeking validation - and when denied, vindication.

We can so set our heart on an image of fulfilment that it becomes a reality of itself - to which our world of actual relations becomes a pale or unworthy copy; a fallen nature, a world gone wrong. That it was never true is lost to the identity gotten from its loss or denial.

The one that got away becomes the 'golden age' that all progress seeks to relive. But every grasp in form is left hollow. The fulfilment of the story is the waking of the playwright or scriptmaker, from its casting out - for whoever anyone is, in and of their own being - you made who they are for you. No one in the dream but is in the mind of the dreamer. Who or what then is awake? Recognising and loving self in other, and other in self, is not so much behind the scenes, as a timelessness within the seems of time and story. A seamless life set in  rich patterning of diversity, interaction and exchange, perfectly balanced and yet always moving into and out of balance. Zero-point as the one in the many - where the many express and embody the one - excepting to an inertial fulcrum set in polarised exception of self-specialness. By which we are deceived as is our wont.

Science - in the sense I am using it here, is the uncovering of Reality from the narrative illusions by which a cast seems locked down and masks set such that loss of face is loss of control to a chaos that would break all logic and reason by which a mind of constancy and predictability holds order to be.

The recognition of patterns of constancy and ratios of relation that allow predictable and reliable structures of thought and endeavour is the recognition of archetype and architecture as embodied forms of energetic harmonies or principle that stand true as expressions of innate integrity - rather than as attempt to get or get back a lost or denied sense of self in image or form. 'Behold I make all things new!', is neither regressive or progressive but centred presence that draws from past and future in creation, and is available to innocent perception.

But the conservation of a closed or locked down system will become reactively regressive to change and set the polarity for progressive rebellion, that merely changes the distribution of energy in the system as if to make new. The Emperor's new clothes can as well apply to a mass sacrifice in collectivism. The lock-in to a set of clothes is operating a fear of 'nakedness' not of the body but of a sense of lack, inadequacy, illegitimacy, or worth.

Yet the simple truth - recognised at heart is freeing!

We are not the whole in our persona - or even in a collective persona but in direct resonant alignment with the Creative - which is already moving or being as the uncarved block or qualities from which spontaneous patterns emerge and arise as expressions of life - and which are truly addressed and appreciate in the heart and not in the grasp of the attempt to possess, patent and control or mine as proprietary rights set over those of others.

Setting the intent is a valid step - and this must be actioned to be realised. You can dream forever of excelling in or becoming one with a desired outcome - but without actioning, the intent is simply to persist in dreaming that can become a block to action, such as to set avoidance of life in change and challenge from a fear of reliving humiliation, powerlessness or hateful rage. But the imaged outcome is not really a final solution - but a stepping stone within our own process of self-knowledge and integration - even if seeming to lead away from integration as a segregative sense of power, set in control, or dominion. The idea that desire is to be extinguished is not the idea of a true fulfilment - but the mistaken identification in perfection of imaged form - into which life seems to violate as conflict, threat, challenge and change. To seek the unchanging in form, is to seek death.

The movement to power is not wrong, but its identification in form is a limited and limiting story of disempowerment that literally masks over, locks down and dies in a rigor mortis of functional irrelevance. The movement to love is not wrong, but the coveting of others or world, is only increased by the attempt to possess and control, such as to hollow out and isolate. Without the movement of love, the parody of its mimicry reveals lifeless and grotesque, an underlying shame, its virtue signalling was set to hide.

the antibacterial coverings reveal the contagion locked in.

Check your pants! Good underwear is not for the purpose of noticing throughout your day - and so you may not realise that anti-microbial underwear has been given you as a built in extra. There is much that has unfolded out of ideas given currency that then becomes a 'normal.  'Gain of function' has a destructive undertow.

There is a bandwagon effect of aligning in the current trend for acceptance, funding, or even survival in one form or another. It doesn't mean anyone actually believes it - but that they believe that believing it will serve their perceived self interest and so it is an extension of the belief they are threatened and must mask or hide in defences that contain the threat implicitly.

And so there is much attention given to the attempt to set the current trend, and present it for acceptance, in terms of survival in one form or another, because this is where the residual money, funding, leverage etc is to be found in the frame of a contracting or dying system. And this is where 'creatives' (sic) are pawned to PR as the use of symbols drawn from life and associated with fulfilled dreams or averted nightmares - as intended deceit by which to WANT what the lie is perceived to offer, above a real relationship. Passing behind our backs.

Why then surprise at the collective ongoing development of a mind-spin that has lost all sense of real relationship? Because it takes two to tango - and They cannot persist in doing to you - if you no longer join the dance - because withdrawing from the 'Caesar' of coercion and deceit is releasing energy in structure, to patterning in the movement of life felt, lived and known as shared - even amidst the drama of a death mask to Home as a coffin' death of screen shared isolation.

If we do not move with what is still alive and true of its moment  regardless its seeming insignificance to the Drama! - than we are choosing Drama! from within its dictate.

If your part is given you to play out, the way you be it is your freedom. To set impossible goals is to set up for failure by design - behind your own back. But to imagine or expect only in terms of a current mindset is to stamp the boot of a past on the present, such that no presence can expand as OUR future potentials realised.

let the dead bury the dead - is choose to align in the living - and check that what is running past you is not behind your back but accepted for your own reasons given acceptance in the heart.

Yin-Yang symbol offers the recognition that polarity is a fractal within a wholeness whose circumference is infinite in degree - not bounded in space and time. Surfing the balance points within the current or the momentum of movement is a gift to receive and share on. There is no scale of measurement for being yourself - excepting you set it on life and others and live your result in the measure of your giving. Others DON'T have to wake up or else! Nor do we have to use this to pass a need for fulfilment on OUR terms behind our own backs.

Revisit the terms and conditions. Contracts and contractions, operate as rigged templates in substitution for the law of the heart. The heart will not be denied excepting by consent. The script you run is the purpose you accept true in your heart. But are we listening there when fear SHOUTS the call to war?

There is a dynamic of peace to the channeling of life in basketball, mathematics or song. The 'zone' is unconflicted - yet everything is happening all at once! When the inner and the outer are one, thy whole body is full of light! There is nothing more fulfilling than being yourself - with everything happening all at once.

I cant speak to the WANT of a masking deceit as locked down 'survival' excepting to trust that when anyone gets what they need from the choice they have made, they are free to choose again. And abilities learned under threat and fear become of service to a more truly aligned presence.