I took your question into my heart and slept on it.
I may not express answer in a way that meets your question, but I have taken the journey of my own.
Living our own question is a way of knowing our own will and allowing its revealing to us in recognition and integration that connects us in life rather than dividing to separate.
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In being brought to the uncovering of deeper fears we are unmasked of the mind in which they hid.
We operate to a large extent under narrative identity taken from and set over and against the judged and feared 'other' and world.
This 'self' operates as a set of filters and distortions within a collective set of ideas to which it is dependent, subordinate or downstream. If your identity is heavily invested, your investment will be heavily protected as yourself.
This is a social and personal masking reality. It is reality in terms of experience but not in terms of truth. Opening to truth is often disturbing and humiliating UNTIL an acceptance aligns both a peace and a natural (unaffected) humility.
In that sense everyone makes their own reality - but as a set of mutually agreed definitions that rarely enter an awareness that is predicated on them and by them - and so they are invisible set of socially reinforced protections against uncovering or being exposed in a humiliating and damning loss of face,
Not only to others from whom we have taken shared identity, but to ourselves.
The undermining of our sense of self and world is a sense of being trapped within appearances that used to work for us but somehow have changed or been changed to leave old ways of thinking obsolete or impotent. Scrabbling to make a new mask amidst a rising of such disturbance is the imposition of knowing lies by which to regain a sense of control and solidity over fear of loss.
The underlying purpose of the mask is to hide.
Both to hide from and to hide in or behind,
The mind of the ability to hide is ingenious and VERY fast.
We will not get in front of a deceit that is already framing even the intent to overcome it.
But the intent to do so can run as a script by which to seem virtuous or right by the stated intent.
An example:
Stage hypnosis: A man accepts suggestion that he is allergic to a substance - which he is not.
The allergic reaction occurs as a rash,
On being asked about it a backstory for its occurrence is immediately offered in response.
The masking pressure of the need to pass off as acceptable - is part of survival - but deeper than that - represents an underlying will to co-create our lives together, but expressed through the filters and demands of already active beliefs.
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Just for myself I noticed how so many with whom I once felt part of a movement for cultural renewal with, have all fragmented and changed in so many ways as to be its own version of a tower of babel.
However in that experience is a deeper recognition of humanity as a love set in fear, is of a different order of connection than of transactional manipulations toward getting what we want.
Fear operates denial that then seeks reinforcement by seeking and finding alliances, armouring and disguises that can seem to be much deeper, stronger or real than they are while conditions support their playing out.
What seems to be one thing was merely a narrative device that reveals itself as many things aligned in temporary common cause. When Cause is flagged outside ourself it serves to hide or divert from trouble at home, or to be used as justification and leverage over self-doubt and division - such as to override and deny a voice to questions not given freedom to be asked and given answer.
All the above is relating to the censor and control of the Movement of being that is Cause within which we know - and share - existence, which is not IN time, but gives us our timing. The true of will is not coerced or coercive, and yet our first conscious experience of creative freedom was interpreted as separation from which we have not healed.
I may seek to communicate or join with others in desire to heal, but only to the extent that there is a shared willingness that synchronises the timings of different thought systems to resonant alignment.
Persisting in what does not and can not work is the means by which to deny our own consciousness. This includes taking on a war that cannot be won, because at back of all appearances we war on our self.
Aligning in what IS supported in the movement of being is not coercive, burdensome and depleting, but this is found in willingness to listen there despite the 'call to war'. True witness grow the basis for true with-ness, and truth valued and given its due, is true worth-ship BECAUSE it is shared.
Our minds are trained to operate from ideals to which an 'unworthy' sense of life must be forced to fit or to be sacrificed to compliance under. the underlying 'archetypes' of such ideals are past conditionings running as ancient scripts - and indeed 'ancient gods' albeit in modern complexes of masking.
Terror is the root of tyranny and strikes at the heart of all who walk the world in body, locked down, self-isolate and seeking autonomy from the life that moves THROUGH them.
The fundamental 'cost' of invested identity in narrative self-possession and authoritative control is a lock-in that sets defence against the Field of its own sustenance and support by demonising agencies of communication. This is a 'death trap' and yet is enacted over and over and yet over again, by the very nature of a framing pattern of self-opposition or resistance - such that a flowing or flowering is always cut off to start again like a stutter seeking narrative continuity by editing the spaces in which it is not - but which are the Source of all That Is.
I am not proscribing thought or behaviour - but inviting alignment with the true of your being - regardless the scream or seduction of the story. Being with what is - as it is - must pause from or be willing to release assertions and presumptions by which we censor, filter and limit communication to support our story. Or hold others to our own ideas and ideas and judge them in the measure we tolerate ourself.
So while the 'virus' is a cover story and a pretext, it is also a terror symbol through which deeper terrors are communicated. I haven't sought to tease any of the strands apart here - but guilt for being human has been induced particularly via the Green (surrogate) religion as the meme of humans are the 'virus on the Planet', coupled with overpopulation is destroying and despoiling the Earth, coupled with fossil fuels and industrial economies will set the world on fire! AND drown us all - while aligning in these ideas is presented as 'anti Capitalism.
Everything we set ourselves against - works through our blind spot to achieve its agenda by deceit.
This is a current humanly operating device of plausible deniability for scripts that are otherwise unthinkable - and so we set them up 'unthinkingly' as trained habit reactions that seem to have a life of their own.
A core recognition that I have to return to over and over again is where am I giving attention, and for what active purpose?
What does it matter to be 'right' if the result is a negatively reinforcing death spiral?
Does death prove love weak or false?
Or does 'love to hate' in fear of love project itself on Life as defiance?
Perhaps some might recognise that without love, we are nothing - whatever else may seem to be gained.
But the mask and illusion of love is turning to hate and fear - because love is not what we DO to produce a commodity, but what we are and have in common - even if in terms of broken, and betrayed love,
The Principalities of this world operate the kill switch for Civilisation as we have known it, but where is their inheritance? If they feed on our fear are they not also our pet 'terror symbol'?
Orwell posited Room 101 as a targeted terror to the recipient's deepest fears.
And to confront fear in its own framing is to be destroyed or deceived - for the result could as well have been a zealous and ruthless follower of Big Brother as a broken and betrayed love.
This is why a Spiritual teacher has been posited as necessary in freeing the mind of its own self-referncing loop. But I do not flag or assign this Teacher to any particular agency or person - but to the quality of being that Immediately responds to any moment of a true willingness to learn. But disregards the mind of the attempt to become what it is not, at odds with itself and set in its own image.
As such it is in our right mind as the discernment that cuts through the noise to find the signal, as distinct from judgments that join in noise by which to make narratives of possession and control, that may start out with promises but which cannot be kept.
Everyone is finding according to what they are looking for.
That love is protected by fear is the territory of releasing all that doesn't belong.
As the reverse of its covering over in what we invested and armoured in - instead.
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