in response to the themes in:
https://tessa.substack.com/p/american-chenobyl/
Curiously after not commenting a prompt to invite a reframe of your perspective I 'bumped into the to me new- but long standing scandal of LNT theory with regard to radiation toxicity. Linear Non-threshold as the idea of 'no safe dose' and all doses cumulative. Just the ticket for a bio-insecurity state of life-denial posing as protection by distorted or inflated risk set as fear management.
Dr Edward Calabrese appears to be the chief whistle blower in false science that misrepresents from the ground up - in a pattern that is of course characteristic of our times.
Firstly seeking Nobel to prove gene the dogmatic or religiously held conviction of mutagenesis as a result of background radiations. Muller bombarded fruit flies with 100 -200 million times background radiation to seek mutations that could be seen as inherited traits - in those few not killed or sterilised. (By contrast I can imagine an Emoto experiement of directing appreciation to fruit flies as an invitation to share in it - I wonder if this would access the actual 'mechanism' of evolution as unfolding of rich qualities of life instead of as linear 'progress' that by definition kills its own father as an drive to become that is undone even as it rises to fall away from attempts to grasp it.
Muller believed he'd found mutagenic proofs (in the same false grasp) to bolster the dominant 'thinking' that would kill the Father to recast genesis in the image of the machine operator, the Scientist attended by his technological extensions.
Results of these flawed experiments gave the LNT premise that became the basis for radiation protocols as well as to feed the idea of accumulative exposures as a cause of cancer.
For both personal gain, narrative manipulations of political and emotional bias – and later the marketisation and weaponisation of fear to bolster biogenetic theory, funding and development into narratives of captive control that extend to casting nuclear power in a demonic light under impossible regulatory constraints as a rival to energy cartel monopoly.
I confess to an anti nuclear stance through my life as a result of the demonic legacy it carries as well as the sense of 'Chernobyls'. However I have previously read things abour A bomb survivors and the thriving of life in the Chernobyl nature reserve that opened a willingness to question if the world is in fact as we are led to believe within shock-horror that may have true facets that are distorted to gain function for dark or private agenda. Private Keep Out – DANGER! (radioactive sign).
Not to throw the baby out with the bathwater but that hormesis is the nature of nature to up-regulate as a result of stress or challenge. Adapatation - principally via bacterial symbiosis - is the nature of life to the challenges it generates out of its own 'themes' or explorations. But life as embodiment of qualities that hold the one (of unifying resonant harmonics) in the Many as the Many in one. Both at once.
Our human conditioning is set in past experience as a present framework that runs far deeper than what we call conscious as a mere mapping schemata in which to think we are as we think it is.
So belief set in and by fear or shock can hold all the energy of the convictions set or shaped in the 'consciousness' by the trauma. Nocebo is not just superficial self-negative beliefs but a deep conviction unlidded by a diagnosis, a medical 'test' or a news 'story'.
Our capacity for dissociation is not simply FROM a presumed normal of relationship, but as a split from a true Father, Nature or Source to a grasp at becoming forever set in futility of a drive to become what we already are from a conviction set by guilted fear, conflicted hate and the self-protective recoil to a masking protection that casts out away from a split off self to 'save itself' against an Everything cast in demonic fear & threat thereby.
There is another facet in all this that is not evident as the basis for our common or mutually reinforced experience of a physical reality as an exclusively external self-existing 'think-thing'.
For the 'Dissociation', 'Separation' or Fall' runs a device by which experience seems to be projected out as a reality defining and subjecting from Out There.
Giving and receiving are one in truth however masked or passed off. False with-ness receives not a love it actively withholds even when extended in truth.
Giving fear as a mask over conflict seeking or demanding defences boosters, will meet a conflicted and self-reinforcing 'reality-reflection'.
Somewhere in our acquired and inherited strategies and responses are choices running as driven compulsions that dictate or violate as a sense of powerlessness to fear that reached to horror or terror, associated with disgust and hate.
Attempts to DO love as a weapon or power over fear, mask in false virtues that block the awareness as the movement of our being whole.
From which to be truly moved rather than reactively defined.
Such moments of connected presence have practical application as life, but not as hostage to a victimhood seeking power in the measure that it was set by and accepted.
Judge not, because we cant be apart from or set over (but to self-illusions given priority over true).
This is a negative way of saying 'abide with', keep the way open or watch and pray!
That we fall asleep to the world is hardly surprising. And yet is used to blame as if a failure or betrayal. Forgiveness releases judgement to our true presence - not to a pretence.
The body as a limit is temporary, but to use body for communication of life releases the masking armour of a past or future that is not here, now.
No one can add to what they have and are by taking thought for themselves, but yielding to our source and nature aligns within all That we truly are - beyond any think we can thing.
Self-hate runs hidden, but its revealing can be a call to release from our experience - if it be your will.
Of course it feels shit! But that cant be THE focus. Seeking to know what love is, does not presume to already know the way - but trusts to recognise truth revealing. Of course.
I share ‘a resonance with you’ as this communication of shared purpose.
Our persona is not an autonomous, nor independent consciousness.
But founded on such a wish and assumption.
Its operating beliefs are not conscious, but offer a threshold for release of masking filters back to consciousness of connected & awareness. Yet they are set by separation trauma – or the split of mind/self as the attempt to take on false responsibilities – while neglecting primary responsibility within a field of true inherence.
Hence the notion of the Prodigal (or Prometheus) as running off with a mistaken identity, or what we might now call ‘phished’ by imaged reality.
False Evidence Appearing Real may begin with a wish to be or see as you are not. As your OWN special creation of imaged thinking. Just a bit on the side. Adulterates the whole to generate a false currency set in symbols as IF self existing Powers.
Doubling down in the mask is often the initial response to ‘incoming or approaching light’. Boost the defences, cover your eyes and don’t listen to aught but reinforcements for the battle against destruction – of a masking control running as You.
The resort to the Lie of protection from feared truth is hardly a choice, and yet choosing NOT to accept truth effectively chooses self-denial under a sense of compelled self-protection that MUST be attributed to a coercion or violation of self/reality. IE; someone/something ELSE MUST be attacked and sacrificed to pay the price that keeps a Greater Fear at bay.
Others must lose –and die– that I (self-specialness) can ‘live’.
But who would save his self shall lose it.
For from those those who have not, more shall be taken, even the little that they have.
Nothing of what I write can be brought INTO a world of lies set as power to determine and define truth. But then it is not addressed to who you or anyone thinks to be, so much as who you are at heart, in the acceptance and alignment of purpose and desire, indeed devotion.
I cannot speak to the ‘dead’ but only the living because communication in truth is a living resonance and not a contract of exchange set in darkness as the ‘laws of sacrifice’.
Differentiation between the living and the dead – or the presence and the presentation, is a critical discernment for the release and reintegration back to our Created being – for we can not and do not create our self or life or being–but in image and concept given social reinforcement.
That our freedom to create can generate a masking cover story is also that of aligning our story to a true resonance and transparency of synchronicity or alignment of purpose at the heart – NOT at the level of image & form. This is simply outside our capacity to do, and the attempt to do ‘love’ must set blocking substitutions of self-consciousness blamed on our tools. We yield what we have made, thought & identified in to our being.
Be still (of conflicted self generated conflict-solution) to let the Knowing Field Be where you thought to become, and receive a shifted awareness of practical reintegration as you are currently willing and ready to accept.
Problem-based identity is bound to its ‘solutions’.
The breakdown of a masking ‘reality’ can open deep and thus intense conflicts that cannot be passed through without the cultivation of qualities that align to our being, such as trust, honesty, tolerance, gentleness, defencelessness. joy, generosity, patience, faithfulness, and open mindedness. But again – these are naturally brought forth from the simple willingness to heal – now. (not as a concept to weave an unhealed sense of self in would-be virtue).
The call to war clearly denies all the living qualities for the overriding need of self-defence.
But the call to joy, wholeness or indeed God, is the willingness of opening to receive answer to true need – not as framed by our thinking – which can be very wrong.
The counter to Desmet seemed to be that any psychological ‘understanding’ lets the guilty persist in evils, and undermines the ability to identify and thus FIGHT the evil, allowing IT to triumph under an ‘understanding’ that works a deeper evil because it masks as a messenger of love.
Well it is true that psychological thinking can reinforce distance & division as IF to understand a problem by making it ‘real’ for experts to then work on.
Psychic or felt insight and intuition is part of our responsibility for our own consciousness as our gift TO our relationships that are then experienced in the measure of our giving.
So the need to check or deny dis-integrity is real, but calls for conscious alignment of purpose.
If the call to war prevails, then we will seek and join in hate as virtue and hate to love as perceived weakness. That IS the essential reset of ‘darkness as the operating system’, and demonstrating to yourself that you WANT it operates as your Will – no matter that you give power to what you hate, to then define you in the terms you set.
Desmet clicked in the social mind as a relief at finding some basis of understanding for clearly insane dissociation in family, friends and society. That is an example of ‘mass identification’ as antidote to ‘hysteria’ or rising panic of disturbance within OUR mind. But as the division or factions to it reveal, there is a baby and a bathwater to ‘helpful ideas’.
Answer is not in ‘identified beliefs’ but in real relationship.
In that sense I am unconcerned to being right or wrong under shifting lights of our own thinking, but seek and find a ‘rightmindedness’ (as distinct from a dissociative mindset) that is open to wholeness, rather than spinning in the joy of its own pain set special.
Looking ‘out’ at our world needs be also looking within at our participation. Those who live the screen ‘reality’ as exclusive must do & die as the projection dictates. IT says you are a result of random or meaningless material processes, such as to be inherently bio-insecure. This is fear of death – or rather fear of life set in fear of yielding a sense of possession and control taken in vain.
That is taken out from the Context that is Meaning, as if to play the idol, & take the ride it gives.