How is This Possible?

 #1

https://off-guardian.org/2021/04/26/10-covid-skeptic-memes-to-get-you-through-the-day/#comment-360907

Corarden

Bang on. God…how did we ever end up here? I keep asking myself, how the fuck is this possible?

'We' speaks for identity/reality in common.

'End up' signifies a final conclusion or last judgement.

Here is masked over by endless questioning the one thing that cannot know.

But asking how something could Be, opens the way to questioning its credentials.

You have covid as an open example of a nothing set up as a simulation whose REACTION demands sacrifice of everything.

Yet the attempt to escape and overcome or defend IS the 'problem' by which to reinforce or reset a mind-capture, by which to NOT end up exposed to invalidity and lack of substance, by the funding and support for the right to keep asking all the wrong questions of all the wrong experts.

The way out of an impossible situation is to recognise one is not in it.

A mistaken identity, is phished by reaction, to an identity theft, that then runs until the dissociation from reality is revealed as its discontinuity of status as fact.

The mind defines and models its reality from its own thought and resulting experience. We have come to 'live in our model' at cost of real relationships. Hence we result in a 'world' of transhumanism, or systemic technocracy under an artificial, alien or outsourced intelligence.

Addictive models run until they bottom out.

What do you get out of it?

Because without some hidden payoff, we would release a meaningless and futile   persistence in self-limitation and pain of loss.

The mind does not know How anything exists (at all)!

Insofar as Mind is Knowing it is transparent to a resonance, and recognition of That Everything Is - as it is. This is not a mental dissociation from which only false and insane outcomes are generated. It is implicit in 'Be still and know'. Traditionally 'be still and know God', but the abuse of virtues by masking deceit has devalued the word.

If you find yourself watching a movie that is unworthy of your investment of attention, walk out, turn off, and restore your mind to a truly aligned relational expression. Or else you invite it into your heart and mind as valid. Now you have to 'get rid of it' as if it violated you or piggybacked on old violation fears.

War on Evil!

That will do it - this time it will work.

Eradicating evil makes War Holy, 

Hate is vindicated, to enforce a destruction by which to Bilder-Back Better.

We arrive at our starting place

To know it for the first time.

Releasing a false foundation is the result of recognising lack of substance.

Everything in the 'ego-system' is aligned to prevent exposure to such awareness.

How is it possible to not know who you are?

Something 'else' has to creep into the foundation while you are not looking.

#2

https://off-guardian.org/2021/04/26/10-covid-skeptic-memes-to-get-you-through-the-day/#comment-360923

May Hem

Meet allies at A Stand in the Park, 10 to 11am in a park near you. Wear yellow clothing.

We need to unite and meet together. This movement started in Australia and has spread worldwide.

Please share: https://linktr.ee/ASITP

I meet fellow human beings, who are willing to relate as human beings rather than corporately run ‘human’ assets or proxies.

We need real relationship both giving and receiving.

This is the core energy source that deceit must prey on to seem to have existence and power over life.

Give only as you would in truth receive, is no less true in reversal. Receive only as you would in truth pass on. Many received childhood experience we do not choose to pass on to our own children. Nor do I choose to dump shit on others just because some of it came to me. This is an ongoing ‘rehabilitation or re-education’, not a telling anyone else what to do or not do. But that we are beings of choice is lost in emotional reactions given our own consent.

#3

https://off-guardian.org/2021/04/26/10-covid-skeptic-memes-to-get-you-through-the-day/#comment-360961

Dick

I think you will find that capitalism will be the death of us all.

The use of money to make money from money is lacking true relational foundation and so steals from (denies) the true as a self-illusion of a world at cost of Soul. The pattern long predates ‘Capitalism’ which became materialism given technological worship.

Narrative ‘identity’ mutates as ever shifting evasions of relational honesty – not least under cover story of ‘war on threat, enemy, whateverism’.

But where we look to find ourselves remains the power and freedom of our own decision. While we use bogeymen and terror symbol to placeholder what we are NOT, they continue to give us the booster shot as an ‘identity reinforcement’.

All that is born shall come to die, but our appreciation of life can be limited to a locked down sense of dissociation in a body of lies, masking as truths that change with the wind. Struggle within competing truths as if one should prevail is ‘divide and rule’ OUT truth – which simply Is.

The power of decision is my own

 https://off-guardian.org/2021/04/26/10-covid-skeptic-memes-to-get-you-through-the-day/#comment-361042

Moneycircus said (in a thread of conversation):

Theodore Roszak is more relevant than ever.

“At the time the computer was gaining visibility on the social scene in the late 1940s there was a breakthrough in biology: the discovery of DNA… Researchers took the cybernetics information-transfer technology as a model for DNA. We now know that may not be adequate… Out of that came the image of DNA as a bio-computer and all of this lent credibility to DNA as an information processing mechanism. As we know DNA is the secret of life, it was like saying information is the secret of life.

“This is exactly what happened in the seventeenth century when scientists were looking for a model of the universe and they came up with the clock: we live in a clockwork universe and God is the great watchmaker in the sky.

“As of the 1950s it was as if the Great Watchmaker became the Great Cosmic Programmer and it became conventional for people to talk of their thinking as being programmed… This is nothing but an image or a paradigm or a model and it might not be adequate.”

And as of Apr 20201, The Guardian is still pushing this broken analogy: The clockwork universe: is free will an illusion?

In a way, one can see 'don't let truth get in the way of a good story'.

The mind can seek in the line of its own image, definition and thought, as an exclusive focus or if you like protected narrative or covert ID. It then has the experience of it Garbage in; garbage out, or sowing and reaping, by reaction to 'AS IF' in priority set over 'AS IS'. This is a mind of dissociation, alienation, conflict, isolation all framed as a problem of painful or deadly consequence, that hijacks and replicates by the very means of its 'solutions'. 

What is not apparent from such a sketch is the nature of the 'minds of many' operating social reinforcement or 'contagion' for memes or beliefs given 'salvatory' value, or inherited as implicit structure from a past that assigned such value.

The Mind asked 'what am I?' from a capacity to doubt the Self-Knowing that Existence Is, from a sense of lack, limit and conflicting differentiations. This 'mind' is split not only to levels and compartmentalised partitions, but as fragmented and shifting entanglements of charge separation and reaction. Be aware, I am still talking within Story here - but of a reintegrative movement.

Invested narrative identity is a result of value given and can as well be given as fixations set in horror, and subsequent attempts to mask over, deny, distance and lockdown as a salvation from a negatively defined motivating force, taken as a 'god' or substrate and Source of self and reality. Hence a hidden Death Cult.

My offering is an invitation to know the act you are living as your now, so as to choose to stay tuned in such thought, word, perception and response, or live the freedom to tune OUT from fixation in conflict, to the knowledge of Existence, which always precedes any 'mind-processing', and cannot BE processed or possessed and controlled, weaponised or marketised, organised or edited. Even an instant of such an alignment is the realignment of the mind in the heart as a more coherent and connected perception and appreciation of relational being.

It is also free willing. The idea of coercion is the idea of conflict. Translating from pathogen theory to terrain theory, is the redeeming of what is true in our experience to true qualities of being. Reintegrative healing of the root and source of a mind that thinks it thinks alone, and thinks that it is what its thinking 'creates' - set against what Is. Such are invested self illusions seeking 'cover story' to buy time against Life and Truth Feared.

Transforming identity set in fear, pain, guilt and hate is one step of willingness at a time, and inherently operates within relationships of a greater embracing truth that our actively running narrative masks over and masks out. It is never more than noticing freedom and aligning truly, rather than persist in the bait of a mindset of reaction. For by what we give energy and attention to, do we set value as currency of thought, perception and response. In this way, we are the decision maker; not the baited habit of old choices running as if autonomous hijackers of love and life. 

PS: My inspirational reading on this day - immediately after posting the above is the same theme, expressed in a particular language to the same recognition:

The power of decision is my own.
No one can suffer loss unless it be his own decision.
No one suffers pain except his choice elects this state for him.
No one can grieve nor fear nor think him sick unless these are the outcomes that he wants.
And no one dies without his own consent.
Nothing occurs but represents your wish, and nothing is omitted that you choose.
Here is your world, complete in all details.
Here is its whole reality for you.
And it is only here salvation is.
You may believe that this position is extreme, and too inclusive to be true.
Yet can truth have exceptions?
If you have the gift of everything, can loss be real?
Can pain be part of peace, or grief of joy?
Can fear and sickness enter in a mind where love and perfect holiness abide?
Truth must be all-inclusive, if it be the truth at all.
Accept no opposites and no exceptions, for to do so is to contradict the truth entirely. Salvation is the recognition that the truth is true, and nothing else is true.
This you have heard before, but may not yet accept both parts of it.
Without the first, the second has no meaning.
But without the second, is the first no longer true.
Truth cannot have an opposite.
This can not be too often said and thought about.
For if what is not true is true as well as what is true, then part of truth is false.
And truth has lost its meaning.
Nothing but the truth is true, and what is false is false.
This is the simplest of distinctions, yet the most obscure.
But not because it is a difficult distinction to perceive.
It is concealed behind a vast array of choices that do not appear to be entirely your own.

And thus the truth appears to have some aspects that belie consistency, but do not seem to be but contradictions introduced by you.
As God created you, you must remain unchangeable, with transitory states by definition false.
And that includes all shifts in feeling, alterations in conditions of the body and the mind; in all awareness and in all response.
This is the all-inclusiveness which sets the truth apart from falsehood, and the false kept separate from the truth, as what it is.
Is it not strange that you believe to think you made the world you see is arrogance?
God made it not.
Of this you can be sure.
What can He know of the ephemeral, the sinful and the guilty, the afraid, the suffering and lonely, and the mind that lives within a body that must die?
You but accuse Him of insanity, to think He made a world where such things seem to have reality.
He is not mad.
Yet only madness makes a world like this.
To think that God made chaos, contradicts His Will, invented opposites to truth, and suf- fers death to triumph over life; all this is arrogance.
Humility would see at once these things are not of Him.
And can you see what God created not?
To think you can is merely to believe you can perceive what God willed not to be.
And what could be more arrogant than this?
Let us today be truly humble, and accept what we have made as what it is.
The power of decision is our own.
Decide but to accept your rightful place as co-creator of the universe, and all you think you made will disappear.
What rises to awareness then will be all that there ever was, eternally as it is now.
And it will take the place of self-deceptions made but to usurp the altar to the Father and the Son.
Today we practice true humility, abandoning the false pretense by which the ego seeks to prove it arrogant.
Only the ego can be arrogant.
But truth is humble in acknowledging its mightiness, its changelessness and its eternal wholeness, all-encompassing, God's perfect gift to His beloved Son.
We lay aside the arrogance which says that we are sinners, guilty and afraid, ashamed of what we are; and lift our hearts in true humility instead to Him Who has created us immaculate, like to Himself in power and in love.
The power of decision is our own.
And we accept of Him that which we are, and humbly recognize the Son of God.
To recognize God's Son implies as well that all self-concepts have been laid aside, and recognized as false.
Their arrogance has been perceived.
And in humility the radiance of God's Son, his gentleness, his perfect sinlessness, his Father's Love, his right to Heaven and release from hell, are joyously accepted as our own.

Now do we join in glad acknowledgment that lies are false, and only truth is true.
We think of truth alone as we arise, and spend five minutes practicing its ways, encour- aging our frightened minds with this:

•  The power of decision is my own.

•  This day I will accept myself as what my Father's Will created me to be.

•  Then will we wait in silence, giving up all self-deceptions, as we humbly ask our Self that He reveal Himself to us.
  And He Who never left will come again to our awareness, grateful to restore His home to God, as it was meant to be.

  In patience wait for Him throughout the day, and hourly invite Him with the words with which the day began, concluding it with this same invitation to your Self.
  God's Voice will answer, for He speaks for you and for your Father.
  He will substitute the peace of God for all your frantic thoughts, the truth of God for self- deceptions, and God's Son for your illusions of yourself.

( A Course in Miracles - Lesson 152)

Perspectives-on-the-pandemic-14

#1 Competing Theories

https://off-guardian.org/2021/04/24/watch-perspectives-on-the-pandemic-14/#comment-360410

les online

during the 37 minutes i sat watching this video i was badgered by the thought “has Lockdown Skeptics taken over this site ? is this Lockdown Skeptics #2 site ?”

it impresses that it should’ve been titled “The Germ Theory Fights Back Against the Encroachments of Terrain theory. Salvo 1…”

if you accept any of the germ theory premises, you’re fighting on THEIR terrain…

Narrative filters operate mostly without consciousness. And so those whose identity experience is through such filters HAS to either interpret everything to their model, ignore it, or question their model/image/ self.

While there's a war going on, there is no time to pause and quaestion and no sense of being able to afford truth that reveals a weakness that can lose support or be attacked.

Truth remains quietly ignored.

That any invested identity is brought to question will of course be seen as threat and meet attack, denial, ridicule etc.

The thing is not to be seen to be right, but to become aligned with truth in a way that can find common elements that are supportive of the conditions in which conscious communication can occur.

So Knut and others in the virological narrative, will still be seeking to unmask or counter weaponised lies, which are of a different order in terms of destructive intent.

You can and do experience the world as US v Them, but even so, how would 'They' manipulate and deceive if not through our ignorances?

So is there a practical sense in which we are at war with ourselves because we do not WANT to question our own fear or grievance-backed judgements?

Germ theory seems to make more sense to our psychic entanglements than cellular symbiosis. But even here can a mind split off and become psychopathic or is that an expression within the Terrain?

Resonance as the underlying patterning of domains offers a way to move on from impact theology that predicates a self and world of power struggle set under death.

I'm not aligned with germ theory/pathogenic causation and contagion, but I am resonant with Life as Communication and that includes memory, and so the disintegration of cells for recycle, or elimination may well carry information.

I quote the following quite often as I resonate with it:

“It may shock you to know that all the world’s bacteria have access to a single gene pool, which has provided an immense resource for adaptation, manifesting an array of breathtaking combinations and re-combinations for three billion years! Any bacterium—at any time—has the ability to use accessory genes, provided by other strains, which permits it to function in ways its own DNA may not cover. The global trading of genes through DNA re-combinations provides for almost endless adaptation possibilities. Therefore, what has been done to one has been done to all. Widespread use of antibacterial agents is both futile and disastrous. Future life sciences and medicine will comprehend the more effective use of agents to stimulate positive adaptation of bacteria resulting in chains of supportive symbiosis. In the presence of love, these positive adaptations naturally occur. In the presence of hatred and fear, negative and resistant strains of bacteria are more likely. Life forms are ever changing, and yet the basic chemistry of life remains the same. Do not cling to forms that are passing, but seek for an understanding of life that embraces and includes all possibilities. This is accomplished through integrating and expanding patterns and relationships. In this way, you will see God as the creative power of life. When I asked that you love one another, I was not just giving you a recipe for human fellowship. This is the doorway to life eternal.” (The Keys of Jeshua - Glenda Green)

My sense is that Life IS Communication - but that our own experience has split from experience AS Life, to experience OF life in the world, in image and form, and as reflection of self as an object model, in a realm of objects, such that we are dissociated, alienated and locked down within a 'world' we are not aware of having 'made' by filters and rules set by judgements or narrative identity.

The intent to weaponise Communication is the premise and pattern of a Covert ID, or masked agenda.

But WHO told you you were naked? sayeth the Light of Communication to a mind set in masking against exposure under fear of pain and loss?

#2 - Identity Conflict

https://off-guardian.org/2021/04/24/watch-perspectives-on-the-pandemic-14/#comment-360422

Walter

After this “non-binary, gender-fluid, non-passing, non-

dysphoric, gay, sometimes-transman” spoke to a “Ho-

locaust survivor,” he/she/it is certain that Covid is the

“extension of Nazi regime”. Who can help her/him/it?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zgO7T9lpoQ8

Identifying from association with or disassociation from is a self assertive presentation. We are free to give in the measure of our acceptance but unless we accept that which identifies us perfectly, we accept limited and conflicted 'identities' that inherently interact with the perceived and asserted identities of others.

The idea of making ourself in our own image is not a new one, but is the freedom of engaging self-illusion. If we give priority to invested illusion over true relationship, we recognise neither others or self. Nor the Life that is always already the Gift of awareness of existence as shared or relational being.

Part of what occurs from judgements is a shadow of denied self set against the chosen or lighted focus of attention. It is the nature for denials to seek light of acceptance, and so we attract what we deny into our lives, but often as externalised aspects of others and world that we do not WANT to recognise within ourself. We also deny the love that is the nature and spontaneity of wholeness in relational expression and alignment, and this also seeks our acceptance, and yet both denied love and denied fears are seen as threat and consequently not seen at all, but judged against, walled out, masked over and distanced.

Alienated or fragmented minds have lost Contextual Groundedness, such as to be driven to seek to recreate Life as the justification for the persistence of a 'self-separateness' or segregative withholding and withdrawal for love and life - except its terms and conditions are met. 

The desire for truth may seek outside itself until the futility of such a self-denying act becomes obvious. Releasing identity conflict allows who we are to be resumed in awareness. Truth shows you that you are free. There is no making sense of that in the frame of a world made to hide in.

#3 Capture of the Good

https://off-guardian.org/2021/04/25/the-capture-of-goodness/

Masking in the image, the form, the associations of the Good, is the attempt to hide the doubt and fear that one is not.

Seeking panacea for inner relational conflicts in external situations, events therapies, ideologies, drugs or people, will bring the patterns of unresolved psychic issues into the arena of the relationship.

Seeking to use something Good as a means to get a fix is the same thing, because we subordinate a natural blessing to serve a hole in our life and become a getter in place of giving and receiving life.

We never did, could or have captured Goodness in order to possess and control, but only a substitution taken from Living Context as our own Prodigal dissociation.

But in Biblical terms, to directly behold and recognise Good! is not a judgement of degrees or alternatives but a perfectly resonant recognition.

Negative Expectations as self-fulfilled measure of worth.

 https://off-guardian.org/2021/04/25/an-epidemic-of-low-expectations/

As you give so shall you receive.

As a man thinks, so shall he perceive.

By the measure we set are we given.

Garbage in; garbage out.

Living Idea is already alive.

If we embody dead thinking, we 'meet' a dead world, or rather a masked and dissociated attempt to set terms and conditions on Life - that then condition us in our own measure.

Note the novel V for vendettus was 'unknown' as so automatically assumed maximal fear.

We could just as easily expected a novel change to restore awareness of the miracle of Life. Not in concept but here now - exactly as we are. For an unknown is an opportunity to learn of Life anew. Where what we think to know is a past stamped on our face.

Addicts will persist in seeking outside themselves for what can never actually substitute for connected love of life - as it is. We are diverse in our particular strategies, but the underlying issue is a sense of self lack, masked over and denied in the attempt to reinforce or 'save' the mask at cost of our lives.

The hidden mind or Covert ID is masked over, But in the disintegration of the mask are all the underlying fears and denial exposed. Fear of lack seeks boosting aggrandisement, but fear of Infinity seeks to lockdown in littleness and sickness where truth cannot enter, so your face is saved from total loss by sacrifice.

There is a reset for those who want ignorance doubled down.

I don't know that anyone truly wants this, but while it is chosen, it choice is hidden, to operate as being denied, deprived, deceived, and abandoned.

Will you abandon your Brother and world because it failed to give you what you demanded of it?

Give as you would receive.

How does that work when all your reactions are set in fear, horror, disgust, derision or inadequacy and powerlessness?

It works to not give until you have truly received.

And so not to invest in or indulge our mind's scripting of judgement on others as Others, with the measure we would give to ourself if it were our own self we see and meet.

The key takeaway is to find the way to give something worthy of appreciation regardless appearances - if only for a moment that breaks the isolation of a mind set in its own conviction. Judge and be judged applies no less to release and be released.

What does that mean?

It means releasing the meanings we set and hold everyone else to, so as to be free to learn of them - and our world anew.

Freedom to learn or indeed release false thinking, is not at the body level.

No one can take this away from you but your own decision to believe your own conviction is final and irrevocable. Grievance and fear do that.

Aspirational development meets the blocks to unfolding fulfilment. Until they are recognised as stepping stones. Very little of what I write is addressed to body level thinking where body is assigned autonomy by a mind that distances and masks in the limiting, so as to then cast out its inner conflict 'externally'.

Elitism generates toxic shit, and repackages by redefinition to dump out to a sacrificial willingness to eat it. I don't mean elite excellence, but self-specialness operating exclusively or as a self-exceptionalism.

Pain is not a Second 'Coming' so much as an Unmasking of the Call to Love

https://off-guardian.org/2021/04/22/the-covidian-cult-part-ii/#comment-358528  

ThereisaGod

I put up YouTube videos from day one of this genocidal nonsense saying that every detail of the COVID “science” we are being presented is false. Like many others, after a few months I stopped. I saw that people had chosen sides and positions were fixed for everyone I knew personally. Sometimes friends pretended to agree with me but still took the jab.

In spite of agreeing with CJ Hopkins I still find aspects of cult attitudes baffling. Why would intelligent and self-interested people not bother to investigate the completely new (non-) vaccines, for instance?

We are trapped in bubbles preaching to people who already agree with us, cultists or heretics like ourselves.

Most of my friends have taken the vaccine. In the face of state propaganda my warnings made no difference.

It’s a strange phenomenon. I found the same when trying to make people understand that 9/11 was an establishment crime and if we don’t wake up to it the consequences will be dire.

Well … here we are … these people are still snuggling under the wings of government’s protective but, in truth, pitiless embrace.

Only trauma and deep suffering will change our situation, unfortunately.

Those few with ears to hear can hear. T’was ever so.

As Aeschylus said 2500 years ago, “No man can be made to know what he doesn’t want to know, save by pain.”

It’s coming.

All are called, but few choose to listen - A Course in Miracles

Trauma and deep suffering underlie our human situation, this is not 'coming' so much as the masking lid is coming off!

But our situation is not as we mask it in fear of exposure to pain of loss.

"And WHO told you you were naked?"

A direct attack on truth is baseless and meaningless, except to a mind that believes truth has become false treacherous, as a result of setting its own private creations above truly lived relational being. (Illusions battle only with themselves).

Such that what our mind holds as intent is projected onto God and to the Living, as our own reaping and sowing. (GIGO). But a mind that knows not what it does, assigns its own fearful and hateful intent 'outside and away' from a self-dissociation.
IE: "See what YOU made me (do!)"

A split or masked mind does not know it is split for it experiences this as its world, and its world as the justification for its distancing, or dissociation from relational currency, under locked down narratives invoked for the continuity of the split itself as its 'salvation'. 

Tolerance for pain sets a merciful limit on self-illusion, such as to eventually come to a willingness to question its premise as Reality. But under invested self illusion pain can seem to BE 'truth' set in terror and destruction. The belief God or Life is pain, loss and death is 'deep trauma', given 'reality' by defences set against it, that are 'normalised' as conditions, and unrecognised as conditioning under god of terror. This mind runs a mechanical reactive program of behavioural response to external programming that distorts and masks under manipulative self-evasions, denials and diversionary projections. It is a choice to delay acceptance of truth within freedom to create or think, but not to be free of the consequence of our choice excepting that we cannot make true, only share what is always already true. We do not create our self - excepting in concept of an imaged or virtual reality. 

Pain of dissonance of self and life and is always rooted in the heart of love lost, denied, rejected, abandoned, betrayed. That the mind cannot tolerate such conflict is either its Call to healing within a greater love than its image took in vain, or to double down in lockdown of image and form to save 'the little that ye hath' - within a mindset of denial, that denies its own denial. 

Pain is thus externalised or outsourced to the body, to the world, and to relationships and conditions, such as to be masked in complex divestments. Toxic debts never really leave their rightful owners, but may be compartmentalised and walled off or pushed out by denial that must then dispossess the true mind of the one who thinks to GET for a special self from the denial of others. 

Separation trauma splits from Mind by means of reacting to fear as fact and investing the identity it gives, such as to lose Communication to illusions premised as escape, in invocation of power to overcome or deny the hated and feared. In truth, Communication never actually stops or suffers to be broken, corrupted or lost - excepting the 'mind' of the unwillingness to receive, and give in like kind.

This weaponisation of the mind, needs the body to act out on and with. But the body is the tangibility and visibility of You, at all 'levels' of knowing, feeling and sensing. And the whole mind is an instrument or function of Communication as Extension, which is giving and receiving as one.

Yet we humanly perceive the minds of 'many', set in conflicting and competing identities, because we 'see' through a fundamental split of heart and mind, mind and body, body and world, world and life. Everything is broken - but as if All the king’s horses and all the king’s men, can take unrelated fragments and remodel the whole by reverse engineering - to reapply on Life as a means to force a false 'order' over misperceived 'conflict'.

The idea of Revelation or Apocalypse is inherently the Disclosure of what had been hidden to what has never truly left you. The undoing of illusion is not destruction under alien will, but the willingness to accept healing in place of persisting in pain as if it can become joy by denial and sacrifice. We thus 'revisit' our starting place to know it for the first time, which is to say the trauma and its progeny are brought to a point of acceptance instead of being demonised by denial, such as to restore an instant of awareness as the freedom to release what we no longer choose to identify or live from as our self. Counter to this runs the deep habit of self-judgements, that instantly invoke a mind at war with its very self, and so with everyone. 'Bottoming out' is where the true pain and cost of such a mistaken identity is no longer able to be masked as yet another variant on the theme of self-deceit.

Paradoxically, to truly look upon a false foundation, is to see it is not actually there!

THIS allows truth to instantly replace what had never been, and give the life of a love recognised, accepted, and shared, right where fear and denial set a mind in fantasies of substitution for truth, as 'guide and protector' for Separation.

The 'journey of willingness' is a habit-choice left unchosen or passed by, to freely align in something truly felt, known and lived.

The capacity to discern truth is the willingness to let it be revealed.

Leveraging truth to manipulate outcomes is a mind set in its own substitution for true will. We may call it 'will to power', 'self-will' or 'wilfulness', but surely it is will-less, as the result of denial or dissociation from true desire, under a belief-thief that sets the framework of what we then take as our thoughts, but which block our living thought - that can also be called God's Thought - because nothing else truly Is or lives. But the believed need to see something else will induce giving self-illusion all the life and power it them seems to have as a world unto itself - outside and other to a limited sense of isolation seeking control and connection externally.

I write in the same invitation as A Course in Miracles, but not as a persuasion or fear-driven identity seeking recruit or reinforcement.

Self-honesty or transparency to True and Current Account - is not as a private mind fears to be damned by, but to meet fear unmasked, as the willingness to heal the conflicts that set it up. We are all already expert in A Course in Grievances. But as a heartfelt Choice, is this what we WANT?

That many choose to die rather than wake, is in line with the fact that no living one can be forced to accept truth against their will. And God, being wholly unconflicted and without coercion gives unconditionally, regardless the terms and conditions we set as our own.

It is the privilege of the forgiven to forgive. For who can loose the world of all they thought it was, who loves to hate, and think this 'virtue' must then attack and deny a love seen as treacherous, for it does not take sides, or lockstep under a covert ID. Yet is the courage to be, and give true witness, in place of lies and deceits given power to run amok in our thought and reaction.