The reiteration of trauma shock as reset for control

https://lockdownsceptics.org/2020/09/11/latest-news-131/#comment-125022 

I had often had the thought that if I had just appeared within the human experience, I would wonder what great shock had occurred that everyone was so psychically locked down and normalised to masking over and masking in as their social model of conditions, perceptions and responses. (Precovid).

The breaking of the normal by a reiteration or re-invoking of such shock or 'separation trauma' is the resetting of the god idea as 'control' or lording it over - rather than the idea of life as One, and its expressions as of a kind each according to their kind.

You may not be able to read that because the masking of a mind is itself a defence against disclosure to fears that are as a result unnameable - for the mind operates the naming of asserted meanings rather than an awareness of discerned qualities.

But the fear-mind effectively covers over and usurps a direct relational awareness (or being) by modelling its reality as a gesture of control, and identifies in control in fear of loss of self.

And so the recognition of the model or imagination or possible way of seeing, for what it is rather than using it for what it does, is the bringing of the mind of thought, perception, and emotional response to a willing presence of awareness, where they are revealed, released, undone or repurposed to serve a relational whole, rather than a gesture of recoil to the fear of losing control as a result of investing in the image, form and model of reality - (mind) as our self.

The re-cognition from Self-Awareness is enlightenment, and yet the attempt to marketise or weaponise this is the Promethean error of stealing the light rather than being transformed and repurposed within the light. The mind habit seeks to interject control - which is the attempt to put new wine in old paradigms.

As such it is ingenious in its capacity to mask in virtue and believe its own spin.

The virtues of truth recognised and extended are alive and are known and shared in life as qualities of resonant communication and experience.

To run a model or set of assertions, presumptions and agreements that has no basis in what it claims to proceed from or speak for is to dissociate from reality. While this seems to feed or fulfil a sense of self-imagined gain or profit, it serves a self-inflation, but being fundamentally untrue, means its boom is assured to bust - and pride thus comes before a fall.

Uncovering a true Ground Zero - from which all else proceeds has been misperceived by many as a result of destruction - as if the old must be deconstructed and destroyed before a new order can be built upon it. This is entirely in error - or the 'zero' in truth is the Unity Point from which all polarities arise as a whole constellation. Nothing exists in and of itself. Even as we do unto the least we do unto our Self.

Polarised or split identity perceives or interprets the zero point from its own fractured presumption of lack, loss, denial, deprivation, rejection, abandonment, betrayal into terms of such a mind-framing. The zero is thus the point of Infinite potential assigned destructive or negative expression IN the mind of acceptance and alignment in negative or segregative conflict. That this induces a recoil from Infinity is hardly surprising because regardless the mind, our being rests in truth.

There is more to Finity than meets the eye of the mind that set limits on Everything.

Life in the body is inherently set in a realm of flux and change that is temporal. Re-Cognising the Ground of our being is a perspective that is more apt to recognise as life through the body, rather than locked down and masked IN it. This is a profound transition of identification that is inherently exposing to latent fears, and yet opening to qualities of a greater embrace that are compassion itself.

Identification in self-illusion will hold all of the compelling dramatic emotional framing of its casting out. In this sense we each have a personality structure and strategy of survival and adaptation to a broken human constellation - that if seen as a whole would reveal a net of entangled fear, set in grievance and denial against reconciliation and release.

How dear to us are our grievances?

How willing are we to protect pain and pass it on to our children?

How willing to disown such a burden from our family, culture and world, so as to accept our own alignment in truth of being?

Owning that and what we feel as our own experience, opens steps of willingness where there is willingness to move and be moved. Our responsibility is our own alignment to the Field of our being. We are truly moved by and in a process of self-revelation - which is the revers and the undoing of a training in control set in self-assertions, judgements and denials.

The freedom to persist in the old normal of a lockdown in 'control', is the willingness to bear the fruits of an increasing awareness of self-betrayal. Pain has a limit.