The Voices In My Head

in reply to a comment linked above ending with; "but the voices in my head kept on saying over and over..."


Your last line prompts me to  point out that a self-defeating futility is not in the act itself but in the invested identity in outcomes or attempts to change the 'other'.

Do 'voices in our head' EVER support anything but a kind of mind-capture?
The prompting that I joined with in writing this observation was felt first as a formless recognition in alignment with the desire to be free of deceit - and share in 'the living'.

I was pleased that you addressed some of the devices of deceit - because merely personalising evil and attacking it in others invokes voices in our head by which we are given to hate rather than witnessing to love's honesty.

Thinking in the heart holds a quality of guidance and support within a relational sense of being - but the head of our own tale-spin works a passive victim to a correspondence or sympathetic resonance of hatefulness - or evil - that like vomit is projected away from self as to get rid of a toxic 'violation'.

But when we get rid of evils onto our world or to others in it - we are putting it there as a way of seeming to escape or mitigate a FELT dissonance, conflict and hatefulness in our self.

The liability in giving away or outsourcing guilt, conflict and pain of loss to others and world, is that what we choose to give sets the currency of our awareness and acceptance of being - and only SEEMS to be a personal or private profit under the split off sense of incorporated allegiance in doing so - that is of joining in hate as a source of power and protection against fear of pain of loss.

To hate the deceit would best be resolved by giving it no power to have real effects in our self, by interjecting between us and our awareness of true relation. Else we hate in the other what we fear and give power to in our self - and effectively engage in a battle of hate - which is a psychic distortion and contagion that works through the attempt to take power from the other that is unconsciously given them.

While what I seek to articulate is not hard to understand - the readiness to accept it may make it impossible - because a primary sense of personal power and protection is achieved through blame. In other words, assigning, framing and directing guilt and associated penalty is an underlying corruption to any true currency of exchange. The undoing of guilt is not in displacing it from a self-exceptionalism to a body or world, but by recognizing instead an error calling for correction. Once an error is associated and framed in irrevocable sin, a part of us - and of our Reality is set 'outside change' and forever apart - as a 'crime upon History' where history is itself framed as a personalised victim in the enacting of the death of love.

The collective enactment of the denial or killing of love is a joining in hate as a world set 'outside change' and forever apart. This is 'mind-capture' or mind control - but who or what exactly is captured by or capturing? Deceits are founded in deceit.

In order for programs to run, the appropriate operating system has to be running. Or in a variation of this, in order for malware to run the system, the system has to be hacked. Our minds are not merely quantitative but qualitative, and yet investment in form-based meanings blinds us (by phishing reaction) to qualitative communications.

We give meaning to our world - either on true current-see or in attempt to change the meanings we have given power to, 'outside ourself'.

Those who align in fear are those without awareness of belonging in light as an integrality of being - and not in some scripted self-specialness set over a hated world.
The wish to rule the world is a misplaced identification in divided self that engenders chaos as its source of justification, validation and right to power.